CHAPTER X

THE MADNESS

All the next day the battalion worked on the trenches. To men used to

the water and slush of Ypres they came as a revelation--the trenches and

dug-outs in the chalk district. Great caves had been hollowed out of the

ground under the barbed wire in front, with two narrow shafts sloping

steeply down from the trench to each, so small and narrow that you must

crawl on hands and knees to get in or out. And up these shafts they

hauled and pushed the dead Germans. Caught like rats, they had been

gassed and bombed before they could get out, though some few had managed

to crawl up after the assaulting battalions had passed over and to open

fire on the supporting ones as they came up. Jim and his men threw them

out to be buried at night, and they confined their attention during the

day to building up the trenches and shifting the parapet round. German

sandbags look like an assortment out of a cheap village draper's--pink

and black and every kind of colour, but they hold earth, which is the

main point. So with due care the battalion patted them into shape again

and then took a little sleep.

That night they moved on again. Now the first trench which they had

occupied had been behind Loos, and there our new line was a mile away to

their front on the side of a hill. The place they were now bound for was

nothing like so peaceful. It was that part of the original German front

where their old line marked the limit of our advance. We had not pushed

on beyond it, and the fighting was continuous and bloody.

Now without going into details, perhaps a few words of explanation might

not be amiss. To many who may read them, they will seem as extracts from

the "Child's Guide to Knowledge," or reminiscent of those great truths

one learned at one's nurse's knee. But to some, who know nothing about

it, they may be of use.

When one occupies the German front line and the Hun has been driven into

his second, the communication trenches which ran between are still

there. The trenches which used to run to their rear now run to your

front and are a link between you and the enemy. And as somewhat

naturally their knowledge of the position is accurate and yours is

sketchy, the situation is not all it might be. Moreover, as no

communication trenches exist between the two old front lines--over what

was No-man's-land--any reserves must come across the open, and should

it be necessary to retire, a contingency which must always be faced, the

retreat must be across the open as well.

* * * * *

But when you're in a German redoubt, where the trenches would have put a

maze to shame, the work of consolidating the position is urgent and

difficult. Communication trenches to your front have to be reconnoitred

and partially filled in; wire put up; Maxims arranged to shoot down

straight lengths of trench; new trenches dug to the rear. Which is all

right if the enemy is half a mile away, but when the distance is twenty

yards, when without cessation he bombs you from unexpected quarters,

your temper gets frayed.

This type of fighting ceases to be impersonal. No longer do you throw

bombs mechanically from one trench to another. No longer do you have no

actual animosity against the men over the way. You understand the

feelings of the guard when their German prisoners laughed on seeing men

gassed--earlier in the war. And you realise that when a man's blood is

up, you might just as well preach on the wickedness of retribution as

request a man-eating tiger to postpone his dinner. The joy of killing a

man you hate is wonderful; the unfortunate thing is that in these days,

when far from leading to the hangman, it frequently leads to much kudos

and a medal, so few of us have ever really had the opportunity....

In the place where Jim found himself it was at such close quarters that

bombs were the only possible weapon. For two days and two nights it went

on. Little parties of Germans surged up unexpected openings, sometimes

establishing themselves, sometimes fighting hand-to-hand in wet, sticky

chalk. Then, unless they were driven out--bombers to the fore again: a

series of sharp explosions, a dash round a traverse, a grunting,

snarling set-to in the dark, and all would be over one way or the other.

* * * * *

Then one morning Jim's company got driven out of a forward piece of the

trench they were holding. Worn out and tired, their faces grey with

exhaustion, their clothes grey with chalk, heavy-eyed, unshaven, driven

out by sheer weight of numbers and bombs, they fell back--those that

remained--down a communication trench. But they were different men from

the men who went into the place three days before; the primitive

passions of man were rampant--they asked no mercy, they gave none. Back,

after a short breather, they went, and when they won through by sheer

bloody fighting, they found a thing which sent them tearing mad with

rage. The wounded they had left behind had been bombed to death. The

junior subaltern was pulled out of a corner by a traverse--mangled

horribly--and he told Jim.

"They packed us in here and between the next two or three traverses and

lobbed bombs over," he whispered. And Jim swore horribly. "They're

coming back," muttered the dying boy. "Listen."

The next instant the Germans were at it again, and the fighting became

like the fighting of wild beasts. Men stabbed and hacked and cursed;

rifle butts cracked down on heads; triggers were pulled with the muzzle

an inch from a man's face. And because the German face to face is no

match for the English or French, in a short time there was peace, while

men, panting like exhausted runners, bound up one another's scratches,

and passed back the serious cases to the rear. They knew it was only a

temporary respite, and while Jim eased the dying boy, they stacked bombs

in heaps where they could get at them quickly. It was then that the

German officer crawled out. Down some hole or other in a bomb recess he

had hidden during the fight--and then, thinking his position dangerous,

decided for peaceful capture. It was unfortunate for him the junior

subaltern was still alive--but only Jim heard the whisper:

"That's the man who told them to bomb us."

"That's interesting," said Jim, and his face was white, while his eyes

were red.

Quietly he picked up a pick, and moved towards the German officer.

Through the Huns who had come back again, fighting, stabbing, picking

his way, Jim Denver moved relentlessly. And at last he reached

him--reached him and laughed gently. The German sprang at him and Jim

struck him with his fist; the German screamed for help, but there was

none to help; every man was fighting grimly for his own life. Then still

without a word he drove the pick.... Once again he laughed gently, and

turned his mind to other things.

For hours they hung on, bombing, shooting, at a yard's range, and in the

forefront, cheering them, holding them, doing the work of ten, was Jim.

His revolver ammunition was exhausted, his loaded stick was broken; his

eyes had a look of madness: temporarily he was mad--mad with the lust of

killing. It was almost the last bomb the Germans threw that took him,

and that took him properly. But the remnant of his company who carried

him back, when relief came up from the battalion, contained no one more

cheery than him. As a fight they'll never have a better; and it's better

to take it when the fighting is bloody, and it's man to man, than to

stop a shrapnel at the estaminet two miles down the road. That isn't

even grey--it's mottled; especially if the red wine is just coming....

Men, Women and Guns · 第 10 / 11 章