She came downstairs in due course, dressed in a brown holland dress with
a big black straw hat tied with black ribbons under her chin. Her fresh
old face looked soft and powdered, her white hair escaped in puffs from
under her hat, on her nose she wore a pair of round horn spectacles, and
on her hands a pair of big brown leather gauntlets. Over her arm she
carried a garden basket, a pair of garden scissors dangling by a ribbon
from the handle. She was going to do the flowers first; one never knew,
at this time of year, whether a sudden shower might not come down and
dash their beauty.
In the hall, at the bottom of the stairs, the grandfather clock ticked
quietly. The doors all stood open; looking to the left she could see
into the sitting-room, with its deep, chintz-covered chairs and sofas;
looking to the right, down the passage, into the dining-room, where
presently luncheon would be laid for two; and straight ahead of her,
facing the stairs, was the front door, which opened on to the little
forecourt and the flagged path leading up to the porch. She went out.
Some white pigeons were sunning themselves on the roof of the great
barn; its doors were propped open, and a farm-hand came out, followed by
two farm horses, their hoofs going clop-clop after him, their harness
clanking loosely, and their blinkers and the high peaks of their collars
studded with shining brass nails. Their tails and manes were plaited up
with straw and red braid. Mrs. Martin nodded to the man, as he touched
his cap to her, and stood looking after the horses lumbering their way
out towards the lane. She liked having the farm so close at hand, and
had never thought of putting the barn, although it stood so near the
house, forming one side of the forecourt, to any other than farm uses.
She went across the court now, and looked into it. A smell of dust and
sacking; gold motes in a shaft of sunlight; two farm waggons with red
and blue wheels; a pile of yellow straw, and some trusses of hay. She
was very well content. Behind the barn stood the rickyard, and here were
the garnered stacks, pointed like witches’ hats, a double row of them:
the farm was doing well. When the time came, she would have a prosperous
inheritance to bequeath to her son.
She turned away from the shadows of the barn, and went through the door
in the wall that led into the garden. It was quite warm; the ground
steamed slightly, so that a faint mist hung low, and everything was wet,
with but a dangerously narrow margin between the last splendour of
autumn and its first sodden decay. She walked slowly up the garden path,
looking at the bronze, red, yellow and orange flowers that were bent
down towards the ground by the moisture; she walked up to the path,
swinging her scissors, till she came to the clump of Scotch firs at the
top of the garden, and stood surveying the country that swept down to
the valley, rising to the Downs beyond, the woods in the valley golden
through the mist, and blue smoke hanging above the deep violet pools of
shadow, between the woods and the hills; all unstirred by any breath;
rust-colour and blue in every shade from the pale tan of the stubble to
the fire of the woods, from the wreathing smoke-blue to the depths of
amethyst driven like wedges into the flanks of the Downs. Below the
clump of Scotch firs the ground fell away rapidly; in the valley gleamed
a sudden silver twist of the river. The river was Mrs. Martin’s
boundary, the natural frontier to her eight hundred acres. They had not
always been eight hundred acres. Once they had only been five hundred,
and only thanks to stringent frugality and a certain astuteness on Mrs.
Martin’s part had they been extended to that natural frontier which was
the river. She could not think of that astuteness now without a measure
of discomfort. Had she been _quite_ as fair as she might have
been—_quite_ as scrupulous? Would she ever have persuaded Mr.
Thistlethwaite to part with the required three hundred if she hadn’t
canvassed for him quite so enthusiastically before the poll? Was she
quite sure that she agreed with all his political convictions? Was she
even sure that she understood them? She dismissed these qualms,
hurriedly and furtively, when they nudged her. Anyway, the three hundred
acres were hers, and whatever she had done, she had done it for her son;
let that be her defence in everything. She would bring him out here
after luncheon, and he would stand looking over the valley, and possibly
he would say, as he had said once before, years ago, “I wish our land
went down as far as the river, don’t you?” And then in a great moment
she would reply “It does!” For she had never told him about the extra
three hundred acres; she had kept that secret out of the long weekly
letter she had written to him overseas during all the five years of his
absence. There was no detail of her life that she hadn’t told him; she
had told him, separately, about each of her dinner parties; about the
work on the farm, and about the agricultural experiments that she and
Lynes, the bailiff, were making, their failure or their success; she had
kept him informed of all the events in the village; but the three
hundred acres she had hugged to herself as a secret and a surprise.
Lynes was her accomplice; she had had to warn him that he must never let
out the secret should he have occasion to write to Mr. Henry. It had
created a great link between herself and Lynes. There had, of course,
been the danger that somebody or other in the district would be writing
to Henry on other matters, and would mention his mother’s purchase; but
up to the present it was clear from Henry’s letters that no one had done
so. He had written to her with fair regularity, though not so often as
she could have wished; but then she would have liked a letter by every
mail, as he received from her, and that was unreasonable; and though
sometimes his letters were brief, and clearly written in a hurry, she
was too loyal to ask herself what he could possibly have to do with his
evenings on a ranch where work would be finished by dusk.
She turned back along the path, and began cutting flowers wherewith she
filled her basket. She cut very carefully where it would not show. No
one else was allowed to cut the flowers. She was especially proud of
this, her autumn border. On either side of the path, until it was
brought up short at the end by the grey walls of the manor-house, it
smouldered in broad bands that repeated the colours of the autumn woods.
Orange snapdragon, marigold, and mimulus flowing forward on to the
flagged path; then the bronze of coreopsis and helenium, stabbed by the
lance-like spires of red-hot poker; and behind them the almost
incredible brilliance of dahlias reared against the background of dark
yew hedge. The border streamed away like a flaming tongue from the cool
grey of the house. She had worked very hard and studied much to bring it
to its present perfection; ten years of labour had at last been
rewarded. Behind the yew hedges, to either side, were squares of old
orchard, and the bright red apples nodded over the hedges like so many
bright eyes peeping at the borders. In the grass under the apple-trees
the bulbs lay dormant, that in the spring speckled the orchards with
grape-hyacinths, anemones, and narcissi; but Mrs. Martin had forgotten
about the spring. She was thinking, as she cut sheaves from the
coreopsis and, more sparingly, from the snapdragons, that the autumn
border was really the finest sight of the year, and that she was glad
Henry should be coming now, and at no other time.
In the house, where she had everything conveniently arranged in the
garden-room—a sink, taps, cloths for wiping the glasses, and a cupboard
full of flower vases—she proceeded leisurely to do the flowers. No one
had ever known Mrs. Martin be anything but leisurely; she always had
plenty to occupy her time, but she was never hurried or ruffled. It was
one of her greatest charms. She selected the flower vases with nice
care; some were of rough pottery, but those now stood on one side, for
she consecrated them to the spring flowers and to the roses; others were
of glass, like green bubbles, glaucous and iridescent, light to the
hand—for Mrs. Martin could not bear glasses that were not delicately
blown, and as no one ever touched them except herself, they never got
broken. She had a genius for handling fragility, quick and deft, and
curiously tender. She was now wondering whether Henry’s wife would some
day stand in her place at the sink in the garden-room. She often
wondered this, for Henry’s wife was a personage she had long since
absorbed into her thoughts. She thought of her without bitterness or
jealousy, simply as a part of Henry, and consequently as another person
to whom she would, in due course, have to hand over the house, the
garden, and the estate—to render an account of her stewardship. Mrs.
Martin was thinking about her as she snipped the ends off stalks that
were too long, and lifted the vases that were already filled on to the
tray standing ready to receive them. It made no difference that Henry
should not yet have come across his wife; she was not thereby entitled,
in Mrs. Martin’s eyes, to any separate existence of her own. She was
Henry’s wife; the future mistress, when Mrs. Martin was dead, of the
house and all it contained. It had taken a very long time for Mrs.
Martin’s mind to grow accustomed to this idea, but now that it was there
she accepted it quite placidly, and it came up in its turn for
examination amongst the other ideas, or was taken out when she wanted
something to think about. She had even got into the way of saying to
Lynes, or to the gardener, “I’m sure that Mrs. Henry would approve of
that,” and if, at first, they had been a little surprised, they had
quickly come to take Mrs. Henry quite for granted. She had even an
affection for Henry’s wife. She liked to think of them living here
together in the country, so far away from London—the country that was
England although London forgot about it—and of Henry tramping over the
eight hundred acres with a gun and a spaniel, while his wife stooped
over the flowers in the walled garden, and she never doubted that they
would frequently recall her, who had made the place what it was; recall
her with a sort of grudging tenderness—she was too humanly wise a woman
to expect more than that—and say, “The old lady ought to rest quietly in
her grave....” She carried the tray of flowers into the hall, and from
there distributed them; a big vase of coreopsis on each window sill in
the sitting-room, a bowl of marigolds on the table where the light of
the lamp would fall straight on to them in the evening, a bowl of
snapdragons in the centre of the hall, red and yellow nasturtiums on the
dining-room table. There remained two little pots of snapdragon, which
she took upstairs and put on the dressing-table in his bedroom. She came
down again. The bronze of the flowers, she thought, suited the house,
with its bits of oak panelling, the polished stairs of a golden-brown,
and the pile carpet of mouse-brown in the sitting-room. She was pleased
with her survey, though a little tired. She heaved the sigh of happy
tiredness. Five years alone here, alone except for the neighbours; and
although she liked being alone, and was quite content between Lynes and
her garden in the daytime, and her books in the evening, she was very
glad that Henry—who was really her unseen and constant companion, at the
back of her mind in everything she did—should be coming back to her at
last.