VIII

Chase didn’t go back to Wolverhampton. He knew that it was his duty to

go, but he stayed on at Blackboys. Not only that, but he sent no letter

or telegram in explanation of his continued absence. He simply stayed

where he was, callous, and supremely happy. By no logic could he have

justified his behaviour; by no effort of the imagination could he, a

fortnight earlier, have conceived such behaviour as proceeding from his

well-ordered creeds. He stayed on, through the early summer days that

throughout all their hours preserved the clarity of dawn. Like a child

strayed into the realms of delight, he was stupefied by the enchantment

of sun and shadow. He remained for hours gazing in a silly beatitude at

the large patches of sunlight that lay on the grass, at the depths of

the shadows that melted into the profundity of the woods. In the

mornings he woke early, and leaning at the open window gave himself over

to the dews, to the young glinting sunshine, and to the birds. What a

babble of birds! He couldn’t distinguish their notes—only to the cuckoo,

the wood-pigeon, and the distant crow of a cock could he put a name. The

fluffy tits, blue and yellow, hopping among the apple-branches, were to

him as nameless as they were lovely. He knew, theoretically, that the

birds did sing when day was breaking; the marvellous thing was, not that

they should be singing, but that he, Chase, should be awake and in the

country to hear them sing. No one knew that he was awake, and he had all

a shy man’s pleasure in seclusion. No one knew what he was doing; no one

was spying on him; he was quite free and unobserved in this

clean-washed, untenanted, waking world. Down in the woods only the small

animals and the birds were stirring. There was the rustle of a mouse

under dead leaves. It was too early for even the farm-people to be

about. Chase and the natural citizens between them had it all their own

way. (Nutley wore a black coat and carried a black shiny bag, but Nutley

knew nothing of the dawn.) Then he clothed himself, and, passing out of

the house unperceived with Thane, since there was no one to perceive

them, wandered in the sparkling fields. There was by now no angle from

which he was not familiar with the house, whether he considered the

dreamy roofs from the crest of the hill or the huddle of the

murrey-coloured buildings from across the distance of the surrounding

pastures. No thread of smoke rose slim and wavering from a chimney but

he could trace it down to its hearthstone. No window glittered but he

could name the room it lit. Nor was there any tenderness of light whose

change he had not observed, whether of the morning, cool and fluty; or

of the richer evening, profound and venerable, that sank upon the ruby

brick-work, the glaucous moat, and the breasts of the peacocks in the

garden; or of the ethereal moonlight, a secret that he kept, inviolate

almost from himself, in the shyest recesses of his soul.

For at the centre of all was always the house, that mothered the farms

and accepted the homage of the garden. The house was at the heart of all

things; the cycle of husbandry might revolve—tillage to growth, and

growth to harvest—more necessary, more permanent, perhaps, more urgent;

but like a woman gracious, humorous, and dominant, the house remained

quiet at the centre. To part the house and the lands, or to consider

them as separate, would be no less than parting the soul and the body.

The house was the soul; did contain and guard the soul as in a casket;

the lands were England, Saxon as they could be, and if the house were at

the heart of the land, then the soul of the house must indeed be at the

heart and root of England, and, once arrived at the soul of the house,

you might fairly claim to have pierced to the soul of England. Grave,

gentle, encrusted with tradition, embossed with legend, simple and

proud, ample and maternal. Not sensational. Not arresting. There was

nothing about the house or the country to startle; it was, rather, a

charm that enticed, insidious as a track through a wood, or a path lying

across fields and curving away from sight over the skyline, leading the

unwary wanderer deeper and deeper into the bosom of the country.

He knew the sharp smell of cut grass, and the wash of the dew round his

ankles. He knew the honing of a scythe, the clang of a forge and the

roaring of its bellows, the rasp of a saw cutting through wood and the

resinous scent of the sawdust. He knew the tap of a woodpecker on a

tree-trunk, and the midday murmur, most amorous, most sleepy, of the

pigeons among the beeches. He knew the contented buzz of a bee as it

closed down upon a flower, and the bitter shrill of the grasshopper

along the hedgerows. He knew the squirt of milk jetting into the pails,

and the drowsy stir in the byres. He knew the marvellous brilliance of a

petal in the sun, its fibrous transparency, like the cornelian-coloured

transparency of a woman’s fingers held over a strong light. He

associated these sights, and the infinitesimal small sounds composing

the recurrent melody, with the meals prepared for him, the salads and

cold chicken, the draughts of cider, and abundance of fresh humble

fruit, until it seemed to him that all senses were gratified severally

and harmoniously, as well out in the open as in the cool dusk within the

house.

He liked to rap with his stick upon the door of a farm-house, and to be

admitted with a “Why! Mr. Chase!” by a smiling woman into the passage,

smelling of recent soap and water on the tiles; to be ushered into the

sitting-room, hideous, pretentious, and strangely meaningless, furnished

always with the cottage-piano, the Turkey carpet, and the plant in a

bright gilt basket-pot. The light in these rooms always struck Chase as

being particularly unmerciful. But he learnt that he must sit patient,

while the farmer was summoned, and the rest of the household too, and

sherry in a decanter and a couple of glasses were produced from a

sideboard, at whatever hour Chase’s visit might chance to fall, be it

even at eight in the morning, which it very often was. That lusty

hospitality permitted no refusal of the sherry, though Chase might have

preferred, instead of the burning stuff, a glass of fresh milk after his

walk across the dews. He must sit and sip the sherry, responding to the

social efforts of the farmer’s wife and daughters (the latter always

coy, always would be up to date), while the farmer was content to leave

this indoor portion of the entertainment to his womenfolk, contributing

nothing himself but “Another glass, Mr. Chase?” or the offer of a cigar,

and the creak of his leather gaiters as he trod across the room. But

presently, Chase knew, when the conversation became really impossibly

stilted, he might without incivility suggest that he mustn’t keep the

farmer any longer from his daily business, and, after shaking hands all

round with the ladies, might take his cap and follow his host out into

the yard, where men pitchforked the sodden litter out into the midden in

the centre of the yard, and the slow cattle lurched one behind the other

from the sheds, turning themselves unprompted in the familiar direction.

Here, Chase might be certain he would not be embarrassed by having undue

notice taken of him. The farmer here was a greater man than he. Chase

liked to follow round meekly, and the more he was neglected the better

he was pleased. Then he and the farmer together would tramp across the

acres, silent for the most part, but inwardly contented, although when

the farmer broke the silence it was only to grunt out some phrase of

complaint, either at the poverty of that year’s yield, or the dearth or

abundance of rabbits, or to remark, kicking at a clod of loam, “Soggy!

soggy! the land’s not yet forgotten the rains we had in February,” thus

endowing the land with a personality actual and rancorous, more definite

to Chase than the personalities of the yeomen, whom he could distinguish

apart by their appearance perhaps, but certainly not by their opinions,

their preoccupations, or their gestures. They were natural features

rather than men—trees or boles, endowed with speech and movement indeed,

but preserving the same unity, the same hodden unwieldiness, that was

integral with the landscape. There was one old hedger in particular who,

maundering over his business of lop and top, or grubbing among the

ditches, had grown as gnarled and horny as an ancient root, and was

scarcely distinguishable till you came right upon him, when his little

brown dog flew out from the hedge and barked; and there was another

chubby old man, a dealer in fruit, who drove about the country, a long

ladder swaying out of the back of his cart. This old man was intimate

with every orchard of the country-side, whether apple, cherry, damson,

or plum, and could tell you the harvest gathered in bushel measures for

any year within his memory; but although all fruits came within his

province, the apples had his especial affection, and he never referred

to them save by the personal pronouns, “Ah, Winter Queening,” he would

say, “she’s a grand bearer,” or “King of the Pippins, he’s a fine

fellow,” and for Chase, whom he had taken under his protection, he would

always produce some choice specimen from his pocket with a confidential

air, although, as he never failed to observe, “May wasn’t the time for

apples.” Let Mr. Chase only wait till the autumn—he would show him what

a Ribston or a Blenheim ought to be; “But I shan’t be here in the

autumn, Caleb,” Chase would say, and the old man would jerk his head

sagely and reply as he whipped up the pony, “Trees with old roots isn’t

so easily thrown over,” and in the parable that he only half understood

Chase found an obscure comfort.

These were his lane-made friendships. He knew the man who cut withes by

the brook; he knew the gang and the six great shining horses that

dragged away the chained and fallen trees upon an enormous wain; he knew

the boys who went after moorhen’s eggs; he knew the kingfisher that was

always ambushed somewhere near the bridge; he knew the cheery woman who

had an idiot child, and a husband accursed of bees. “Bees? no, my

husband couldn’t never go near bees. He squashed up too many of them

when he was a lad, and bees never forget. Squashed ’em up, _so_, in his

hand. Just temper. Now if three bees stung him together he’d die. Oh,

surely, Mr. Chase, sir. We went down into Sussex once, on a holiday, and

the bees there knew him at once and were after him. Wonderful thing it

is, the sense beasts have got. And memory! Beasts never forget, beasts

don’t.”

And always there was the reference to the sale, and the regrets, that

were never impertinent and never ruffled so much as the fringes of

Chase’s pride. The women were readier with these regrets than the men;

they started off with unthinking sympathy, while the men shuffled and

coughed, and traced with their toe the pattern of the carpet, but

presently, when alone with Chase, took advantage of the women’s

prerogative in breaking the ice, to revive the subject; and always

Chase, to get himself out of a conversation which he felt to be fraught

with awkwardness—the awkwardness of reserved men trespassing upon the

grounds of secret and personal feeling—would parry with his piteous jest

of being himself under notice to quit.

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