CHAPTER IX. LOVE HEALS THE BROKEN HEART

In arriving at Langres, Claudet enrolled in the seventeenth battalion of

light infantry. Five days later, paying no attention to the lamentations

of Manette, he left Vivey, going, by way of Lyon, to the camp at

Lathonay, where his battalion was stationed. Julien was thus left alone

at the chateau to recover as best he might from the dazed feeling

caused by the startling events of the last few weeks. After Claudet’s

departure, he felt an uneasy sensation of discomfort, and as if he

himself had lessened in value. He had never before realized how little

space he occupied in his own dwelling, and how much living heat Claudet

had infused into the house which was now so cold and empty. He felt poor

and diminished in spirit, and was ashamed of being so useless to

himself and to others. He had before him a prospect of new duties,

which frightened him. The management of the district, which Claudet had

undertaken for him, would now fall entirely on his shoulders, and just

at the time of the timber sales and the renewal of the fences. Besides

all this, he had Manette on his conscience, thinking he ought to try

to soften her grief at her son’s unexpected departure. The ancient

housekeeper was like Rachel, she refused to be comforted, and her

temper was not improved by her recent trials. She filled the air

with lamentations, and seemed to consider Julien responsible for her

troubles. The latter treated her with wonderful patience and indulgence,

and exhausted his ingenuity to make her time pass more pleasantly. This

was the first real effort he had made to subdue his dislikes and his

passive tendencies, and it had the good effect of preparing him, by

degrees, to face more serious trials, and to take the initiative in

matters of greater importance. He discovered that the energy he expended

in conquering a first difficulty gave him more ability to conquer the

second, and from that result he decided that the will is like a muscle,

which shrivels in inaction and is developed by exercise; and he made

up his mind to attack courageously the work before him, although it had

formerly appeared beyond his capabilities.

He now rose always at daybreak. Gaitered like a huntsman, and escorted

by Montagnard, who had taken a great liking to him, he would proceed to

the forest, visit the cuttings, hire fresh workmen, familiarize himself

with the woodsmen, interest himself in their labors, their joys and

their sorrows; then, when evening came, he was quite astonished to find

himself less weary, less isolated, and eating with considerable appetite

the supper prepared for him by Manette. Since he had been traversing

the forest, not as a stranger or a person of leisure, but with the

predetermination to accomplish some useful work, he had learned to

appreciate its beauties. The charms of nature and the living creatures

around no longer inspired him with the defiant scorn which he had

imbibed from his early solitary life and his priestly education; he now

viewed them with pleasure and interest. In proportion, as his sympathies

expanded and his mind became more virile, the exterior world presented a

more attractive appearance to him.

While this work of transformation was going on within him, he was aided

and sustained by the ever dear and ever present image of Reine Vincart.

The trenches, filled with dead leaves, the rows of beech-trees, stripped

of their foliage by the rude breath of winter, the odor peculiar

to underwood during the dead season, all recalled to his mind the

impressions he had received while in company with the woodland queen.

Now that, he could better understand the young girl’s adoration of the

marvellous forest world, he sought out, with loving interest, the sites

where she had gone into ecstasy, the details of the landscape which she

had pointed out to him the year before, and had made him admire. The

beauty of the scene was associated in his thoughts with Reine’s love,

and he could not think of either separately. But, notwithstanding the

steadfastness and force of his love, he had not yet made any effort to

see Mademoiselle Vincart. At first, the increase of occupation caused

by Claudet’s departure, the new duties devolving upon him, together with

his inexperience, had prevented Julien from entertaining the possibility

of renewing relations that had been so violently sundered. Little by

little, however; as he reviewed the situation of affairs, which his

cousin’s generous sacrifice had engendered, he began to consider how he

could benefit thereby. Claudet’s departure had left the field free, but

Julien felt no more confidence in himself than before. The fact that

Reine had so unaccountably refused to marry the grand chasserot did

not seem to him sufficient encouragement. Her motive was a secret,

and therefore, of doubtful interpretation. Besides, even if she were

entirely heart-whole, was that a reason why she should give Julien a

favorable reception? Could she forget the cruel insult to which he had

subjected her? And immediately after that outrageous behavior of his, he

had had the stupidity to make a proposal for Claudet. That was the kind

of affront, thought he, that a woman does not easily forgive, and the

very idea of presenting himself before her made his heart sink. He had

seen her only at a distance, at the Sunday mass, and every time he

had endeavored to catch her eye she had turned away her head. She also

avoided, in every way, any intercourse with the chateau. Whenever a

question arose, such as the apportionment of lands, or the allotment of

cuttings, which would necessitate her having recourse to M. de Buxieres,

she would abstain from writing herself, and correspond only through

the notary, Arbillot. Claudet’s heroic departure, therefore, had really

accomplished nothing; everything was exactly at the same point as the

day after Julien’s unlucky visit to La Thuiliere, and the same futile

doubts and fears agitated him now as then. It also occurred to him, that

while he was thus debating and keeping silence, days, weeks, and months

were slipping away; that Reine would soon reach her twenty-third year,

and that she would be thinking of marriage. It was well known that she

had some fortune, and suitors were not lacking. Even allowing that she

had no afterthought in renouncing Claudet, she could not always live

alone at the farm, and some day she would be compelled to accept a

marriage of convenience, if not of love.

“And to think,” he would say to himself, “that she is there, only a

few steps away, that I am consumed with longing, that I have only

to traverse those pastures, to throw myself at her feet, and that I

positively dare not! Miserable wretch that I am, it was last spring,

while we were in that but together, that I should have spoken of my

love, instead of terrifying her with my brutal caresses! Now it is too

late! I have wounded and humiliated her; I have driven away Claudet, who

would at any rate have made her a stalwart lover, and I have made

two beings unhappy, without counting myself. So much for my miserable

shufflings and evasion! Ah! if one could only begin life over again!”

While thus lamenting his fate, the march of time went steadily on, with

its pitiless dropping out of seconds, minutes, and hours. The worst part

of winter was over; the March gales had dried up the forests; April was

tingeing the woods with its tender green; the song of the cuckoo was

already heard in the tufted bowers, and the festival of St. George had

passed.

Taking advantage of an unusually clear day, Julien went to visit a farm,

belonging to him, in the plain of Anjeures, on the border of the forest

of Maigrefontaine. After breakfasting with the farmer, he took the way

home through the woods, so that he might enjoy the first varied effects

of the season.

The forest of Maigrefontaine, situated on the slope of a hill, was full

of rocky, broken ground, interspersed with deep ravines, along which

narrow but rapid streams ran to swell the fishpond of La Thuiliere.

Julien had wandered away from the road, into the thick of the forest

where the budding vegetation was at its height, where the lilies

multiply and the early spring flowers disclose their umbellshaped

clusters, full of tiny, white stars. The sight of these blossoms, which

had such a tender meaning for him, since he had identified the name with

that of Reine, brought vividly before him the beloved image of the

young girl. He walked slowly and languidly on, heated by his feverish

recollections and desires, tormented by useless self-reproach, and

physically intoxicated by the balmy atmosphere and the odor of the

flowering shrubs at his feet. Arriving at the edge of a somewhat deep

pit, he tried to leap across with a single bound, but, whether he made

a false start, or that he was weakened and dizzy with the conflicting

emotions with which he had been battling, he missed his footing and

fell, twisting his ankle, on the side of the embankment. He rose with an

effort and put his foot to the ground, but a sharp pain obliged him to

lean against the trunk of a neighboring ash-tree. His foot felt as heavy

as lead, and every time he tried to straighten it his sufferings were

intolerable. All he could do was to drag himself along from one tree to

another until he reached the path.

Exhausted by this effort; he sat down on the grass, unbuttoned

his gaiter, and carefully unlaced his boot. His foot had swollen

considerably. He began to fear he had sprained it badly, and wondered

how he could get back to Vivey. Should he have to wait on this lonely

road until some woodcutter passed, who would take him home? Montagnard,

his faithful companion, had seated himself in front of him, and

contemplated him with moist, troubled eyes, at the same time emitting

short, sharp whines, which seemed to say:

“What is the matter?” and, “How are we going to get out of this?”

Suddenly he heard footsteps approaching. He perceived a flutter of white

skirts behind the copse, and just at the moment he was blessing the

lucky chance that had sent some one in that direction, his eyes were

gladdened with a sight of the fair visage of Reine.

She was accompanied by a little girl of the village, carrying a basket

full of primroses and freshly gathered ground ivy. Reine was quite

familiar with all the medicinal herbs of the country, and gathered them

in their season, in order to administer them as required to the people

of the farm. When she was within a few feet of Julien, she recognized

him, and her brow clouded over; but almost immediately she noticed his

altered features and that one of his feet was shoeless, and divined that

something unusual had happened. Going straight up to him, she said:

“You seem to be suffering, Monsieur de Buxieres. What is the matter?”

“A--a foolish accident,” replied he, putting on a careless manner. “I

fell and sprained my ankle.”

The young girl knit her brows with an anxious expression; then, after a

moment’s hesitation; she said:

“Will you let me see your foot? My mother understood about bone-setting,

and I have been told that I inherit her gift of curing sprains.”

She drew from the basket an empty bottle and a handkerchief.

“Zelie,” said she to the little damsel, who was standing astonished at

the colloquy, “go quickly down to the stream, and fill this bottle.”

While she was speaking, Julien, greatly embarrassed, obeyed her

suggestions, and uncovered his foot. Reine, without any prudery or

nonsense, raised the wounded limb, and felt around cautiously.

“I think,” said she at last, “that the muscles are somewhat injured.”

Without another word, she tore the handkerchief into narrow strips, and

poured the contents of the bottle, which Zelie had filled, slowly over

the injure member, holding her hand high for that purpose. Then, with a

soft yet firm touch, she pressed the injured muscles into their places,

while Julien bit his lips and did his very utmost to prevent her seeing

how much he was suffering. After this massage treatment, the young

girl bandaged the ankle tightly with the linen bands, and fastened them

securely with pins.

“There,” said she, “now try to put on your shoe and stocking; they will

give support to the muscles. Now you, Zelie, run, fit to break your

neck, to the farm, make them harness the wagon, and tell them to bring

it here, as close to the path as possible.”

The girl picked up her basket and started on a trot.

“Monsieur de Buxieres;” said Reine, “do you think you can walk as far as

the carriage road, by leaning on my arm?”

“Yes;” he replied, with a grateful glance which greatly embarrassed

Mademoiselle Vincart, “you have relieved me as if by a miracle. I feel

much better and as if I could go anywhere you might lead, while leaning

on your arm!”

She helped him to rise, and he took a few steps with her aid.

“Why, it feels really better,” sighed he.

He was so happy in feeling himself thus tenderly supported by Reine,

that he altogether forgot his pain.

“Let us walk slowly,” continued she, “and do not be afraid to lean on

me. All you have to think of is reaching the carriage.”

“How good you are,” stammered he, “and how ashamed I am!”

“Ashamed of what?” returned Reine, hastily. “I have done nothing

extraordinary; anyone else would have acted in the same manner.”

“I entreat you,” replied he, earnestly, “not to spoil my happiness. I

know very well that the first person who happened to pass would have

rendered me some charitable assistance; but the thought that it is

you--you alone--who have helped me, fills me with delight, at: the same

time that it increases my remorse. I so little deserve that you should

interest yourself in my behalf!”

He waited, hoping perhaps that she would ask for an explanation, but,

seeing that she did not appear to understand, he added:

“I have offended you. I have misunderstood you, and I have been cruelly

punished for my mistake. But what avails my tardy regret in healing

the injuries I have inflicted! Ah! if one could only go backward, and

efface, with a single stroke, the hours in which one has been blind and

headstrong!”

“Let us not speak of that!” replied she, shortly, but in a singularly

softened tone.

In spite of herself, she was touched by this expression of repentance,

so naively acknowledged in broken, disconnected sentences, vibrating

with the ring of true sincerity. In proportion as he abased himself, her

anger diminished, and she recognized that she loved him just the same,

notwithstanding his defects, his weakness, and his want of tact and

polish. She was also profoundly touched by his revealing to her, for the

first time, a portion of his hidden feelings.

They had become silent again, but they felt nearer to each other than

ever before; their secret thoughts seemed to be transmitted to each

other; a mute understanding was established between them. She lent him

the support of her arm with more freedom, and the young man seemed to

experience fresh delight in her firm and sympathetic assistance.

Progressing slowly, although more quickly than they would have chosen

themselves, they reached the foot of the path, and perceived the wagon

waiting on the beaten road. Julien mounted therein with the aid of

Reine and the driver. When he was stretched on the straw, which had

been spread for him on the bottom of the wagon, he leaned forward on

the side, and his eyes met those of Reine. For a few moments their

gaze seemed riveted upon each other, and their mutual understanding was

complete. These few, brief moments contained a whole confession of

love; avowals mingled with repentance, promises of pardon, tender

reconciliation!

“Thanks!” he sighed at last, “will you give me your hand?”

She gave it, and while he held it in his own, Reine turned toward the

driver on the seat.

“Felix,” said she, warningly, “drive slowly and avoid the ruts.

Good-night, Monsieur de Buxieres, send for the doctor as soon as you

get in, and all will be well. I will send to inquire how you are getting

along.”

She turned and went pensively down the road to La Thuiliere, while the

carriage followed slowly the direction to Vivey.

The doctor, being sent for immediately on Julien’s arrival, pronounced

it a simple sprain, and declared that the preliminary treatment had been

very skilfully applied, that the patient had now only to keep perfectly

still. Two days later came La Guite from Reine, to inquire after M.

de Buxieres’s health. She brought a large bunch of lilies which

Mademoiselle Vincart had sent to the patient, to console him for not

being able to go in the woods, which Julien kept for several days close

by his side.

This accident, happening at Maigrefontaine, and providentially attended

to by Reine Vincart, the return to the chateau in the vehicle belonging

to La Thuiliere, the sending of the lilies, were all a source of great

mystification to Manette. She suspected some amorous mystery in all

these events, commented somewhat uncharitably on every minor detail,

and took care to carry her comments all over the village. Very soon

the entire parish, from the most insignificant woodchopper to the

Abbe Pernot himself, were made aware that there was something going on

between M. de Buxieres and the daughter of old M. Vincart.

In the mean time, Julien, quite unconscious that his love for Reine was

providing conversation for all the gossips of the country, was cursing

the untoward event that kept him stretched in his invalid-chair. At

last, one day, he discovered he could put his foot down and walk a

little with the assistance of his cane; a few days after, the doctor

gave him permission to go out of doors. His first visit was to La

Thuiliere.

He went there in the afternoon and found Reine in the kitchen, seated

by the side of her paralytic father, who was asleep. She was reading a

newspaper, which she retained in her hand, while rising to receive her

visitor. After she had congratulated him on his recovery, and he had

expressed his cordial thanks for her timely aid, she showed him the

paper.

“You find me in a state of disturbance,” said she, with a slight degree

of embarrassment, “it seems that we are going to have war and that our

troops have entered Italy. Have you any news of Claudet?”

Julien started. This was the last remark he could have expected.

Claudet’s name had not been once mentioned in their interview at

Maigrefontaine, and he had nursed the hope that Reine thought no longer

about him.

All his mistrust returned in a moment on hearing this name come from

the young girl’s lips the moment he entered the house, and seeing the

emotion which the news in the paper had caused her.

“He wrote me a few days ago,” replied he.

“Where is he?”

“In Italy, with his battalion, which is a part of the first army corps.

His last letter is dated from Alexandria.”

Reine’s eyes suddenly filled with tears, and she gazed absently at the

distant wooded horizon.

“Poor Claudet!” murmured she, sighing, “what is he doing just now, I

wonder?”

“Ah!” thought Julien, his visage darkening, “perhaps she loves him

still!”

Poor Claudet! At the very time they are thus talking about him at the

farm, he is camping with his battalion near Voghera, on the banks of one

of the obscure tributaries of the river Po, in a country rich in waving

corn, interspersed with bounteous orchards and hardy vines climbing up

to the very tops of the mulberry-trees. His battalion forms the extreme

end of the advance guard, and at the approach of night, Claudet is on

duty on the banks of the stream. It is a lovely May night, irradiated

by millions of stars, which, under the limpid Italian sky, appear larger

and nearer to the watcher than they appeared in the vaporous atmosphere

of the Haute-Marne.

Nightingales are calling to one another among the trees of the orchard,

and the entire landscape seems imbued with their amorous music. What

ecstasy to listen to them! What serenity their liquid harmonies spread

over the smiling landscape, faintly revealing its beauties in the mild

starlight.

Who would think that preparations for deadly combat were going on

through the serenity of such a night? Occasionally a sharp exchange of

musketry with the advanced post of the enemy bursts upon the ear, and

all the nightingales keep silence. Then, when quiet is restored in the

upper air, the chorus of spring songsters begins again. Claudet leans

on his gun, and remembers that at this same hour the nightingales in the

park at Vivey, and in the garden of La Thuiliere, are pouring forth

the same melodies. He recalls the bright vision of Reine: he sees her

leaning at her window, listening to the same amorous song issuing from

the coppice woods of Maigrefontaine. His heart swells within him, and an

over-powering homesickness takes possession of him. But the next moment

he is ashamed of his weakness, he remembers his responsibility, primes

his ear, and begins investigating the dark hollows and rising hillocks

where an enemy might hide.

The next morning, May 20th, he is awakened by a general hubbub and noise

of fighting. The battalion to which he belongs has made an attack upon

Montebello, and is sending its sharpshooters among the cornfields and

vineyards. Some of the regiments invade the rice-fields, climb the walls

of the vineyards, and charge the enemy’s column-ranks. The sullen

roar of the cannon alternates with the sharp report of guns, and whole

showers of grape-shot beat the air with their piercing whistle. All

through the uproar of guns and thunder of the artillery, you can

distinguish the guttural hurrahs of the Austrians, and the broken oaths

of the French troopers. The trenches are piled with dead bodies, the

trumpets sound the attack, the survivors, obeying an irresistible

impulse, spring to the front. The ridges are crested with human masses

swaying to and fro, and the first red uniform is seen in the streets of

Montebello, in relief against the chalky facades bristling with Austrian

guns, pouring forth their ammunition on the enemy below. The soldiers

burst into the houses, the courtyards, the enclosures; every instant

you hear the breaking open of doors, the crashing of windows, and

the scuffling of the terrified inmates. The white uniforms retire in

disorder. The village belongs to the French! Not just yet, though.

From the last houses on the street, to the entrance of the cemetery,

is rising ground, and just behind stands a small hillock. The enemy has

retrenched itself there, and, from its cannons ranged in battery, is

raining a terrible shower on the village just evacuated.

The assailants hesitate, and draw back before this hailstorm of iron;

suddenly a general appears from under the walls of a building already

crumbling under the continuous fire, spurs his horse forward, and

shouts: “Come, boys, let us carry the fort!”

Among the first to rally to this call, one rifleman in particular, a

fine, broad-shouldered active fellow, with a brown moustache and olive

complexion, darts forward to the point indicated. It is Claudet. Others

are behind him, and soon more than a hundred men, with their bayonets,

are hurling themselves along the cemetery road; the grand chasserot

leaps across the fields, as he used formerly in pursuit of the game in

the Charbonniere forest. The soldiers are falling right and left of

him, but he hardly sees them; he continues pressing forward, breathless,

excited, scarcely stopping to think. As he is crossing one of the

meadows, however, he notices the profusion of scarlet gladiolus and also

observes that the rye and barley grow somewhat sturdier here than in

his country; these are the only definite ideas that detach themselves

clearly from his seething brain. The wall of the cemetery is scaled;

they are fighting now in the ditches, killing one another on the side of

the hill; at last, the fort is taken and they begin routing the enemy.

But, at this moment, Claudet stoops to pick up a cartridge, a ball

strikes him in the forehead, and, without a sound, he drops to the

ground, among the noisome fennels which flourish in graveyards--he

drops, thinking of the clock of his native village.

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“I have sad news for you,” said Julien to Reine, as he entered the

garden of La Thuiliere, one June afternoon.

He had received official notice the evening before, through the

mayor, of the decease of “Germain-Claudet Sejournant, volunteer in the

seventeenth battalion of light infantry, killed in an engagement with

the enemy, May 20, 1859.”

Reine was standing between two hedges of large peasant-roses. At

the first words that fell from M. de Buxieres’s lips, she felt a

presentiment of misfortune.

“Claudet?” murmured she.

“He is dead,” replied Julien, almost inaudibly, “he fought bravely and

was killed at Montebello.”

The young girl remained motionless, and for a moment de Buxieres

thought she would be able to bear, with some degree of composure, this

announcement of the death in a foreign country of a man whom she had

refused as a husband. Suddenly she turned aside, took two or three

steps, then leaning her head and folded arms on the trunk of an adjacent

tree, she burst into a passion of tears. The convulsive movement of her

shoulders and stifled sobs denoted the violence of her emotion. M. de

Buxieres, alarmed at this outbreak, which he thought exaggerated, felt

a return of his old misgivings. He was jealous now of the dead man whom

she was so openly lamenting. Her continued weeping annoyed him; he tried

to arrest her tears by addressing some consolatory remarks to her;

but, at the very first word, she turned away, mounted precipitately

the kitchen-stairs, and disappeared, closing the door behind her. Some

minutes after, La Guite brought a message to de Buxieres that Reine

wished to be alone, and begged him to excuse her.

He took his departure, disconcerted, downhearted, and ready to weep

himself, over the crumbling of his hopes. As he was nearing the first

outlying houses of the village, he came across the Abbe Pernot, who was

striding along at a great rate, toward the chateau.

“Ah!” exclaimed the priest, “how are you, Monsieur de Buxieres, I was

just going over to see you. Is it true that you have received bad news?”

Julien nodded his head affirmatively, and informed the cure of the sad

notice he had received. The Abbe’s countenance lengthened, his mouth

took on a saddened expression, and during the next few minutes he

maintained an attitude of condolence.

“Poor fellow!” he sighed, with a slight nasal intonation, “he did not

have a fair chance! To have to leave us at twenty-six years of age,

and in full health, it is very hard. And such a jolly companion; such a

clever shot!”

Finally, not being naturally of a melancholy turn of mind, nor able

to remain long in a mournful mood, he consoled himself with one of the

pious commonplaces which he was in the habit of using for the benefit

of others: “The Lord is just in all His dealings, and holy in all His

works; He reckons the hairs of our heads, and our destinies are in His

hands. We shall celebrate a fine high mass for the repose of Claudet’s

soul.”

He coughed, and raised his eyes toward Julien.

“I wished,” continued he, “to see you for two reasons, Monsieur de

Buxieres: first of all, to hear about Claudet, and secondly, to speak to

you on a matter--a very delicate matter--which concerns you, but

which also affects the safety of another person and the dignity of the

parish.”

Julien was gazing at him with a bewildered air. The cure pushed open the

little park gate, and passing through, added:

“Let us go into your place; we shall be better able to talk over the

matter.”

When they were underneath the trees, the Abbe resumed:

“Monsieur de Buxieres, do you know that you are at this present time

giving occasion for the tongues of my parishioners to wag more than

is at all reasonable? Oh!” continued he, replying to a remonstrating

gesture of his companion, “it is unpremeditated on your part, I am sure,

but, all the same, they talk about you--and about Reine.”

“About Mademoiselle Vincart?” exclaimed Julien, indignantly, “what can

they say about her?”

“A great many things which are displeasing to me. They speak of your

having sprained your ankle while in the company of Reine Vincart; of

your return home in her wagon; of your frequent visits to La Thuiliere,

and I don’t know what besides. And as mankind, especially the female

portion, is more disposed to discover evil than good, they say you are

compromising this young person. Now, Reine is living, as one may say,

alone and unprotected. It behooves me, therefore, as her pastor, to

defend her against her own weakness. That is the reason why I have taken

upon myself to beg you to be more circumspect, and not trifle with her

reputation.”

“Her reputation?” repeated Julien, with irritation. “I do not understand

you, Monsieur le Cure!”

“You don’t, hey! Why, I explain my meaning pretty clearly. Human beings

are weak; it is easy to injure a girl’s reputation, when you try to make

yourself agreeable, knowing you can not marry her.”

“And why could I not marry her?” inquired Julien, coloring deeply.

“Because she is not in your own class, and you would not love her enough

to overlook the disparity, if marriage became necessary.”

“What do you know about it?” returned Julien, with violence. “I have no

such foolish prejudices, and the obstacles would not come from my side.

But, rest easy, Monsieur,” continued he, bitterly, “the danger exists

only in the imagination of your parishioners. Reine has never cared for

me! It was Claudet she loved!”

“Hm, hm!” interjected the cure, dubiously.

“You would not doubt it,” insisted de Buxieres, provoked at the Abbe’s

incredulous movements of his head, “if you had seen her, as I saw her,

melt into tears when I told her of Sejournant’s death. She did not

even wait until I had turned my back before she broke out in her

lamentations. My presence was of very small account. Ah! she has but too

cruelly made me feel how little she cares for me!”

“You love her very much, then?” demanded the Abbe, slyly, an almost

imperceptible smile curving his lips.

“Oh, yes! I love her,” exclaimed he, impetuously; then coloring and

drooping his head. “But it is very foolish of me to betray myself, since

Reine cares nothing at all for me!”

There was a moment of silence, during which the curb took a pinch of

snuff from a tiny box of cherry wood.

“Monsieur de Buxieres;” said he, With a particularly oracular air,

“Claudet is dead, and the dead, like the absent, are always in the

wrong. But who is to say whether you are not mistaken concerning the

nature of Reine’s unhappiness? I will have that cleared up this very

day. Good-night; keep quiet and behave properly.”

Thereupon he took his departure, but, instead of returning to the

parsonage, he directed his steps hurriedly toward La Thuiliere.

Notwithstanding a vigorous opposition from La Guite, he made use of his

pastoral authority to penetrate into Reine’s apartment, where he shut

himself up with her. What he said to her never was divulged outside the

small chamber where the interview took place. He must, however, have

found words sufficiently eloquent to soften her grief, for when he had

gone away the young girl descended to the garden with a soothed although

still melancholy mien. She remained a long time in meditation in the

thicket of roses, but her meditations had evidently no bitterness in

them, and a miraculous serenity seemed to have spread itself over her

heart like a beneficent balm.

A few days afterward, during the unpleasant coolness of one of those

mornings, white with dew, which are the peculiar privilege of the

mountain-gorges in Langres, the bells of Vivey tolled for the dead,

announcing the celebration of a mass in memory of Claudet. The grand

chasserot having been a universal favorite with every one in the

neighborhood, the church was crowded. The steep descent from the high

plain overlooked the village. They came thronging in through the wooded

glens of Praslay; by the Auberive road and the forests of Charbonniere;

companions in hunting and social amusements, foresters and wearers

of sabots, campers in the woods, inmates of the farms embedded in the

forests--none failed to answer the call. The rustic, white-walled nave

was too narrow to contain them all, and the surplus flowed into the

street. Arbeltier, the village carpenter, had erected a rudimentary

catafalque, which was draped in black and bordered with wax tapers, and

placed in front of the altar steps. On the pall, embroidered with

silver tears, were arranged large bunches of wild flowers, sent from La

Thuiliere, and spreading an aromatic odor of fresh verdure around. The

Abbe Pernot, wearing his insignia of mourning, officiated. Through the

side windows were seen portions of the blue sky; the barking of the

dogs and singing of birds were heard in the distance; and even while

listening to the ‘Dies irae’, the curb could not help thinking of the

robust and bright young fellow who, only the year previous, had been so

joyously traversing the woods, escorted by Charbonneau and Montagnard,

and who was now lying in a foreign land, in the common pit of the little

cemetery of Montebello.

As each verse of the funeral service was intoned, Manette Sejournant,

prostrate on her prie-dieu, interrupted the monotonous chant with

tumultuous sobs. Her grief was noisy and unrestrained, but those present

sympathized more with the quiet though profound sorrow of Reine Vincart.

The black dress of the young girl contrasted painfully with the dead

pallor of her complexion. She emitted no sighs, but, now and then,

a contraction of the lips, a trembling of the hands testified to the

inward struggle, and a single tear rolled slowly down her cheek.

From the corner where he had chosen to stand alone, Julien de Buxieres

observed, with pain, the mute eloquence of her profound grief, and

became once more a prey to the fiercest jealousy. He could not help

envying the fate of this deceased, who was mourned in so tender a

fashion. Again the mystery of an attachment so evident and so tenacious,

followed by so strange a rupture, tormented his uneasy soul. “She must

have loved Claudet, since she is in mourning for him,” he kept repeating

to himself, “and if she loved him, why this rupture, which she herself

provoked, and which drove the unhappy man to despair?”

At the close of the absolution, all the assistants defiled close beside

Julien, who was now standing in front of the catafalque. When it came to

Reine Vincart’s turn, she reached out her hand to M. de Buxieres; at the

same time, she gazed at him with such friendly sadness, and infused into

the clasp of her hand something so cordial and intimate that the young

man’s ideas were again completely upset. He seemed to feel as if it were

an encouragement to speak. When the men and women had dispersed, and a

surging of the crowd brought him nearer to Reine, he resolved to follow

her, without regard to the question of what people would say, or the

curious eyes that might be watching him.

A happy chance came in his way. Reine Vincart had gone home by the path

along the outskirts of the wood and the park enclosure. Julien went

hastily back to the chateau, crossed the gardens, and followed an

interior avenue, parallel to the exterior one, from which he was

separated only by a curtain of linden and nut trees. He could just

distinguish, between the leafy branches, Reine’s black gown, as she

walked rapidly along under the ashtrees. At the end of the enclosure, he

pushed open a little gate, and came abruptly out on the forest path.

On beholding him standing in advance of her, the young girl appeared

more surprised than displeased. After a momentary hesitation, she walked

quietly toward him.

“Mademoiselle Reine,” said he then, gently, “will you allow me to

accompany you as far as La Thuiliere?”

“Certainly,” she replied, briefly.

She felt a presentiment that something decisive was about to take place

between her and Julien, and her voice trembled as she replied. Profiting

by the tacit permission, de Buxieres walked beside Reine; the path was

so narrow that their garments rustled against each other, yet he did

not seem in haste to speak, and the silence was interrupted only by the

occasional flight of a bird, or the crackling of some falling branches.

“Reine,” said Julien, suddenly, “you have so often and so kindly

extended to me the hand of friendship, that I have decided to speak

frankly, and open my heart to you. I love you, Reine, and have loved you

for a long time. But I have been so accustomed to hide what I think,

I know so little how to conduct myself in the varying circumstances of

life, and I have so much mistrust of myself, that I never have dared to

tell you before now. This will explain to you my stupid behavior. I am

suffering the penalty to-day, for while I was hesitating, another took

my place; although he is dead, his shadow stands between us, and I know

that you love him still.”

She listened to him with bent head and half-closed eyes, and her heart

began to beat violently.

“I never have loved him in the way you suppose,” she replied, simply.

A gleam of light shot through Julien’s melancholy blue eyes. Both

remained silent. The green pasture-lands, bathed in the full noonday

sun, were lying before them. The grasshoppers were chirping in the

bushes, and the skylarks were soaring aloft with their joyous songs.

Julien was endeavoring to extract the exact meaning from the reply he

had just heard. He was partly reassured, but some points had still to be

cleared up.

“But still,” said he, “you are lamenting his loss.”

A melancholy smile flitted for an instant over Reine’s pure, rosy lips.

“Are you jealous of my tears?” said she, softly.

“Oh, yes!” he exclaimed, with sudden exultation, “I love you so entirely

that I can not help envying Claudet his share in your affections! If

his death causes you such poignant regret, he must have been nearer and

dearer to you than those that survive.”

“You might reasonably suppose otherwise,” replied she, almost in a

whisper, “since I refused to marry him.”

He shook his head, seemingly unable to accept that positive statement.

Then Reine began to reflect that a man of his distrustful and despondent

temperament would, unless the whole truth were revealed to him, be

forevermore tormented by morbid and injurious misgivings. She knew he

loved her, and she wished him to love her in entire faith and security.

She recalled the last injunctions she had received from the Abbe Pernot,

and, leaning toward Julien, with tearful eyes and cheeks burning with

shame, she whispered in his ear the secret of her close relationship to

Claudet.

This painful and agitating confidence was made in so low a voice as to

be scarcely distinguished from the soft humming of the insects, or the

gentle twittering of the birds.

The sun was shining everywhere; the woods were as full of verdure and

blossoms as on the day when the young man had manifested his passion

with such savage violence. Hardly had the last words of her avowal

expired on Reine’s lips, when Julien de Buxieres threw his arms around

her and fondly kissed away the tears from her eyes.

This time he was not repelled.

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