CHAPTER XXIX

MIKE'S TURN TO MOVE

While Henry had been busily engaged in winning Angelica and writing and

printing his little book, Mike's fortunes had not been idle. Meanwhile,

the Sothern Dramatic Club had given two more performances, in which his

parts had been considerable, and been played by him with such success as

to make the former pieman's apprentice one of the chief members of the

club. Mike and his friends therefore became more and more eager for him

to try his talents on the great stage. But this was an experiment not so

easy to make.

However unknown a writer may be, he can still at least write his book in

his obscurity, and, when done, bring it to market, with a reasonable

hope of its finding a publisher; moreover, though he may remain for

years unappreciated, his writings still go on fighting for him till his

due recognition is won. He has not to find his publisher before he

begins to write. Yet it is actually such a disability under which the

unproved and often the proved actor must labour. Unless some one engages

him to act, and provides an audience for him, he has no opportunity of

showing his powers. And such opportunities are difficult to find, unless

you are a dissolute young lord, or belong to one of the traditional

theatrical families,--whose members are brought up to the stage, as the

sons of a lawyer are brought up to law. For the avenues to the stage are

blocked by perhaps more frivolous incompetents than any other

profession. Any idle girl with good looks, and any idle gentleman with

something of a good carriage, deem themselves qualified for one of the

most arduous of the arts.

Mike's plan had been to try every considerable actor that came to Tyre,

who might possibly have a vacant place in his company; but he had tried

many in vain. While one or two were unable to see him at all, most of

them treated him with a kindness remarkable in men daily besieged by the

innumerable hopeless. They gave him good advice; they wished him well;

but already they had long lists of experienced applicants waiting their

turn for the coveted vacancy. At last, however, there came to Tyre a

famous romantic actor who was said to be more sympathetic towards the

youthful aspirant than the other heads of his profession, and as, too,

he was rumoured to be vulnerable on the side of literature, Mike and

Henry agreed to make a joint attack upon him. Mike should write a brief

note asking for an interview, and Henry should follow it up with another

letter to the same effect, and at the same time send him a copy of "The

Book of Angelica."

The plan was carried out. Both letters and the book were sent, and the

young men awaited with impatience the result. Henry had adopted a very

lofty tone. "In granting my friend an interview," he had said, "you may

be giving his first chance to an actor of genius. Of course you may not;

but at least you will have had the satisfaction of giving to possible

genius that benefit of the doubt which we have a right to expect from

the creator of ----," and he named one of the actor's most famous rôles.

A cordial answer came by return, enclosing two stalls for the following

evening, when, said the great actor, he would be glad to see Mr. Laflin

during or after the performance. The two young men were in their places

as the curtain rose, and it goes without saying that their enthusiasm

was unequalled in the audience. Between the third and fourth acts there

was a considerable interval, and early in the performance it had been

notified to Mike that the great actor would see him then. So when the

time came, with a whispered "good luck" from Henry, he left his place

and was led through a little mysterious iron door at the back of the

boxes, on to the stage and into the great man's dressing-room. Opening

suddenly out of the darkness at one side of the stage, it was more like

a brilliantly lighted cave hung with mirrors than a room. Mirrors and

lights and laurel wreaths with cards attached, and many photographs with

huge signatures scrawled across them, and a magnificent being reading a

book, while his dresser laced up some high boots he was to wear in the

following act,--made Mike's first impression. Then the magnificent being

looked up with a charming smile.

"Good-evening, Mr. Laflin. I am delighted to see you. I hope you will

excuse my rising."

He said "Mr. Laflin" with a captivating familiarity of intonation, as

though Mike was something between an old friend and a distinguished

stranger.

"So you are thinking of joining our profession. I hope you liked the

performance. I saw you in front, or at least I thought it was you. And

your friend? I hope he will come and see me some other time. I have been

delighted with his poems."

There is something dazzling and disconcerting to an average layman about

an actor's dressing-room, even though the dressing-room be that of an

intimate friend. He feels like a being on the confines of two worlds and

belonging to neither, awkwardly suspended 'twixt fact and fancy. The

actor for a while has laid aside his part and forgotten his wig and his

make-up. As he talks to you, he is thinking of himself merely as a

private individual; whereas his visitor cannot forget that in appearance

he is a king, or an eighteenth-century dandy, or--though you know him

well enough as a clean-shaven young man of thirty--a bowed and wrinkled

greybeard. The visitor's voice rings thin and hestitating. It cannot

strike the right pitch, and generally he does himself no sort

of justice.

Perhaps, however, it was because Mike had been born for this world in

which now for the first time he found himself, that he suffered from

none of this embarrassment; perhaps, too, it was some half-conscious

instinct of his own gifts that made him quite self-contained in the

presence of acknowledged distinction, so self-contained that you might

have thought he had no reverence. As he had passed across the stage, he

had eyed that mysterious behind-the-scenes rather with the eye of a

future stage-manager, than of a youth all whose dreams converged at this

point, and at this moment.

One touch of the poetry of contrast caught his eye, of which custom

would probably have made him unobservant. In an alcove of the stage, a

"scene-dock," as Mike knew already to call it, a beautiful spirit in

gauze and tights was silently rehearsing to herself a dance which she

had to perform in the next act. Softly and silently she danced,

absorbed in the evolutions of her lithe young body, paying as little

heed to the rough stage-hands who hurried scenery about her on every

side, as those hardened stage-hands paid to her dancing. Henry or Ned

would probably have fallen madly in love with her on the spot. To Mike,

she was but a part of the economy of the stage; and had she been

Cleopatra herself, eyes filled to overflowing with the beauty of Esther

would have taken no more intimate note of her. So, it is said, painters

and sculptors regard their models with cold, artistic eyes.

This self-possession enabled Mike to show to the best advantage; and

while they talked, the great actor, with an eye accustomed to read

faces, soon made up his mind about him.

"I believe you and your friend are right, Mr. Laflin," he said. "I am

much mistaken if you are not a born actor. But if you are that, you will

not need to be told that the way is long and difficult, nor will you

mind that it is so. Every true artist rather loves than fears the

drudgery of his art. It is one of the tests of his being an artist. Art

is undoubtedly the pleasantest of all work; but it is work for all

that, and none of the easiest. Perhaps it is the pleasantest because it

is the hardest. So if you really want to be an artist, you won't object

to beginning your journey to the top right away at the bottom."

"Anywhere at all, sir," said Mike, his heart beating at this hint of

what was coming.

"Well, in that case," continued the other, "I can perhaps do something,

though a very little, for you."

Mike eagerly murmured his gratitude.

"I'm sorry to say I have no vacancy in my own company at present; but

would you be willing to take a part in my Christmas pantomime? I may say

that I myself began life as harlequin."

"I will gladly take anything you can offer me," said Mike.

"Shall we call it settled then? But I sha'n't need you for another four

months. Meanwhile I will have a contract made out and sent to you--"

"Curtain rising for fourth act, sir," cried the call-boy, putting his

head in at the door at that moment.

"You see I shall have to say good-bye," said the good-natured manager,

rising and moving towards the door; "but I shall look forward to seeing

you in October. My good wishes to your friend;" and so the happiest

person in that theatre slipped back to his seat by the side of a friend

who was surely as happy at his good news as though it had been his own.

Meanwhile Esther had been counting the hours till ten, when she made a

pretence of going to bed with the rest. But there was no sleep for her

till she had heard Mike's news. Her bedroom looked out from the top of

the house into the front garden, and she had arranged to have a lamp

burning at the window, so that Mike, on his way home, should understand

that all was safe for a snatched five minutes' talk in the porch. She

sat trying to read till about midnight, when through her half-opened

windows came the soft whistle she had been waiting for. Turning down the

lamp to show that she had heard, she stole down through the quiet house

and cautiously opened the front door, fastened, it seemed, with a

hundred bolts and chains.

"Is that you, Mike?"

For answer two arms, which she didn't mistake for a burglar's, were

thrown round her.

"Esther, I've found my million pounds."

"Oh, Mike! He's really going to help you?"

And here there is no further necessity for eaves-dropping. All persons

except Mike and Esther will please leave the porch.

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