CHAPTER XXVII

THE BOOK OF ANGELICA

The first duty of a poet's wife is to inspire him. When she ceases to do

that--but that is a consideration which need not occupy us in this

unsophisticated story. We have already seen that Angelica in this

respect early began her wifely duties towards Henry; and that little

song he read in chapter twenty-five was but one of many he had written

to her in his capacity of man in possession.

The feminine inspirations of his early youth had been numerous, but

mediocre in quality. Even in love, as in all else, his opportunities had

been second and even third-rate. He had broken his boy's heart, time

after time, for some commonplace, little provincial miss who knew not

"the god's wonder or his woe." But, at last, in circumstances so

unforeseen, the maiden of the Lord had been revealed to him, and with

the revelation a great impulse of metrical expression had come upon the

young poet. All day long rhythms and fancies were effervescing within

him, till at length he had quite a publishable mass of verse for which,

it is to be feared, Angelica must be counted responsible.

Of these he was busily making a surreptitious fair copy one morning,

when old Mr. Septimus Lingard suddenly visited his seclusion, with the

announcement that his task there was at an end, so that he might now

return to his regular office. Though, of course, Henry had realised that

the present happy arrangement could not go on for ever, the news brought

temporary desolation to the two young lovers. For four months their days

had been spent within a few yards of each other; and though Angel's

excursions up the yard to Henry's desk could not be many, or long, each

day, yet each was conscious that the other was near at hand. When Angel

sang at her housework, it was from the secure sense that Henry was close

by. Their separation was little more than that of a husband and wife

working in different rooms of the same house. But now their meetings

would have to be arranged out somewhere in a cold world, little

considerate of the convenience of lovers, and, for whole days of warm

proximity, they would have to exchange occasional snatched

precarious hours.

Well, the only thing to do was for Henry to work away at their dream of

a home together--home together, however little, just four walls to love

each other in, away from the gaze of prying eyes, none daring to make

them afraid. How that home was to be compassed was far from clear in

either of their minds; but vaguely it was felt that it would be brought

about by the powerful enchantments of literature. Henry had recently had

one of Angel's poems accepted by a rather good magazine, and the trance

of joy in which for fully two hours he had sat gazing at that, his

first, proof-sheet, was hardly less rapturous than that into which he

had fallen after seeing Angel for the first time,--so dear are the

emblems of his craft to the artist, at the beginning, and still at the

end, of his career.

So Henry had to finish the fair copy of his poems at home in his

lodgings of an evening, for so ambitious a private enterprise could not

be carried on in his own office without perilous interruptions. He was

making the copy with especial care, in the form of a real book; and when

it was made, he daintily bound it in vellum with his own hands. Then he

wrapped it lovingly in tissue paper, and kept it by him two or three

days, in readiness for Angel's birthday, on the morning of which day he

hid it in a box of flowers and sent it to Angel. The sympathetic reader

can imagine her delight, as she discovered among the flowers a dainty

little white volume, bearing the title-page, "The Book of Angelica, by

Henry Mesurier. Tyre, 1886. Edition limited to one copy."

Now this little book presently began to enjoy a certain very carefully

limited circulation among Angel's friends. Of course they were not

allowed to take it away. They were only allowed to look at it now and

again for a few minutes, Angel anxiously standing by to see that they

did not soil her treasure. Sometimes Mr. Flower would ask Angel to show

it to one of the family friends; and thus one evening it came beneath

the eyes of a little Scotch printer who had a great love for poetry and

some taste in it.

"The man's a genius," he said, with all that authority with which a

strong Scotch accent mysteriously endows the humblest Scot.

"The man's a genius," he repeated; "his poems must be printed."

Henry had already found that this was easier said than done, for he had

already tried several London publishers who professed their willingness

to publish--at his expense. This little Scotch printer, however, was to

prove more venturesome. He forthwith communicated a proposal to Henry

through the Flowers. If Henry would provide him with a list of a certain

number of friends he could rely on for subscriptions, he would take the

risk of printing an edition, and give Henry half the profits,--a

proposal as generous as it was rash. Angel communicated the offer in an

excited little letter, with the result that Mr. Leith and Henry met one

morning in the bar-parlour of "The Green Man Still," and parted an hour

or so after in a high state of friendship, and deeply pledged together

to a mutual adventure of three hundred copies of a book to be called

"The Book of Angelica," and to be printed in so dainty a fashion that

the mere outside should attract buyers.

Mr. Leith worked under difficulties, for his business, small as it was,

was much saddled with pecuniary obligations which it but inadequately

supported. His printing of Henry's poems was really a work of sheer

idealism which none but a Scotsman, or perhaps an Irishman, would have

undertaken; and it was a work that might at any moment be interrupted by

bailiffs, empowered to carry away the presses and the very types over

which Henry loved to hang in his spare hours, trying to read in the

lines of mysteriously carved metal, his "Madrigal to Angelica singing,"

or his "Sonnet on first beholding Angelica."

Then Mr. Leith was of a convivial disposition; and Henry and he must

have spent more hours drinking to the success of the little book than

would have sufficed to print it twice over. However, the day did at last

come when it was a living, breathing reality, and when Angel and Henry

sat with tears of joy over the little new-born "Book of Angelica." Was

it not, they told each other, the little spirit-child of their love? How

wonderful it all was! How wonderful their future was going to be!

"What does it feel like?" said Henry, playfully recalling their old

talk, "to have a book written all about one's self?"

"It is to feel the happiest and proudest girl in the world."

That all the other young people were hardly less happy and excited

about the little book goes without saying. Mike spent quite a large sum

in copies, and for a while employed his luncheon-hour in asking at

book-shops with a nonchalant air, as though he had barely heard of the

author, if they sold a little book called "The Book of Angelica." Mrs.

Mesurier seemed to see her faith in her boy beginning to be justified;

and when James Mesurier opened his local paper one morning, and found a

long and appreciative article on a certain "fellow-townsman," he cut it

out to paste in his diary. Perhaps the lad would prove right, after all.

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