"Mariquita," said her father one day, "does Sarella ever talk to you
about religion?"
Anything like what could be called a conversation was so rare between
them that the girl was surprised, and it surprised her still more that
he should choose that particular subject.
"She asked me if we were Catholics."
"Of course we are Catholics. You said so?"
"I didn't say 'of course,' but I said we were. She then asked if my
mother had become one--on her marriage or afterwards."
Don Joaquin heard this with evident interest, and, as Mariquita thought,
with some satisfaction.
"What did you say?" he inquired.
Mariquita glanced at him as if puzzled. "I told her that my mother
never became a Catholic," she answered.
"That pleased her?"
"I don't know. She did not seem pleased or displeased."
"She did not seem glad that I had not insisted that my wife should be
Catholic?"
"She may have been glad--I did not see that she was."
"You did not think she would have been angry if she had heard I had
insisted that my wife should be Catholic?"
"No; that did not appear to me."
So far as Mariquita's information went, it satisfied her father. Only it
was a pity Sarella should know that her aunt had not adopted his own
religion.
Mariquita had not probed the motive of his questions. Direct enough of
_impression_, she was not penetrating nor astute in following the hidden
working of other persons' minds.
"It is," he remarked, "a good thing Sarella came here."
"Poor thing! She had no home left--it was natural she should think of
coming to her aunt."
"Yes, quite natural. And good for you also."
"I was not lonely before--"
"But if I had died?"
Mariquita had never thought of his dying; he was as strong as a tree,
and she could not picture the range without him.
"I never thought of you dying. You are not old, father."
"Old, no! But suppose I had died, all the same--before Sarella
came--what would you have done?"
"I never thought of it."
"No. That would have been out of place. But you could not have lived
here, one girl all alone among all the men."
"No, of course."
"Now you have Sarella. It would be different."
"Oh, yes; if she wished to go on living here--"
"If she went away to live somewhere else you could go with her."
Mariquita did not see that that would be necessary, but she did not say
so. She was not aware that her father was endeavoring to habituate her
mind to the permanence of Sarella's connection with herself.
"Of course," he said casually, "you might marry--at any time."
"I never thought of that," the girl answered, and he saw clearly that
she never _had_ thought of it. Gore would, he perceived, not have her
for the asking; might have a great deal of asking to do, and might not
succeed after much asking.
It was not so clear to him that Gore himself was as well aware of that
as he was.
That she had never had any thoughts of marriage pleased him, partly
because he would not have liked Gore to get what he wanted, so easily,
and partly because it satisfied his notion of dignity in her--his
daughter. It was really his own dignity in her he was thinking of.
All the same, now that he knew she was not thinking of marrying the
handsome stranger, he felt more clearly that (if Gore's "conditions"
were suitable) the marriage might suit him--Don Joaquin.
"There are," he observed sententiously, "only two ways for women."
"Two ways?"
"Marriage is the usual way. If God had wanted only nuns, He would have
created women only. That one sees. Whereas there are women and men--so
marriage is the ordinary way for women; and if God chooses there should
be more married women than nuns, it shows He doesn't want too many
nuns."
The argument was new to Mariquita: she was little used to hear _any_
abstract discussion from her father.
"You have thought of it," she said; "I have never thought of all that."
"There was no necessity. It might have been out of place. All the same
it is true what I say."
"But I think it is also true that to be a nun is the best way for some
women."
"Naturally. For some."
Mariquita had no sort of desire to argue with him, or anyone; arguments
were, she thought, almost quarrels.
He, on his side, was again thinking of Sarella, and left the nuns
alone.
"It would," he said, "be a good thing if Sarella should become Catholic.
If she talks about religion you can explain to her that there can be
only one that is true."
Mariquita did not understand (though everyone else did) that her father
wished to marry Sarella, and, of course, she could not know that he was
resolved against provoking further punishment by marrying a Protestant.
"If I can," she said, slowly, "I will try to help her to see that. She
does not talk much about such things. And she is much older than I am--"
"Oh, yes; quite very much older," he agreed earnestly, though in fact
Sarella appeared simply a girl to him.
"And it would not do good for me to seem interfering."
"But," he agreed with some adroitness, "though a blind person were older
than you (who can see) you would show her the way?"
Mariquita was not, at any rate, so blind as to be unable to see that her
father was strongly desirous that Sarella should be a Catholic. It had
surprised her, as she had no recollection of his having troubled himself
concerning her own mother, his beloved wife, not having been one. Of
course, she was glad, thinking it meant a deeper interest in religion on
his own part.