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A SEARCH FOR A SECRET.
A Novel.
BY G. A. HENTY.
IN THREE VOLUMES.
VOL. III.
LONDON:
TINSLEY BROTHERS, 18, CATHERINE ST., STRAND.
1867.
LONDON:
WYMAN AND SONS, PRINTERS, GREAT QUEEN STREET,
LINCOLN'S-INN FIELDS, W.C.
CONTENTS OF VOL. III.
CHAPTER I. GREAT CHANGES
CHAPTER II. A QUIET TIME
CHAPTER III. A STRANGE PROFESSION
CHAPTER IV. AN ODD WOOING
CHAPTER V. TERRIBLE TIDINGS
CHAPTER VI. THE SEARCH RENEWED
CHAPTER VII. A BROKEN LIFE
CHAPTER VIII. RISEN FROM THE DEAD
CHAPTER IX. PREPARED FOR THE ATTEMPT
CHAPTER X. THE SPY IN THE CAMP
CHAPTER XI. OFF GUARD
CHAPTER XII. FOUND!
CHAPTER XIII. A VAIN PURSUIT
CHAPTER XIV. ENJOYING THE SPOILS
CHAPTER I.
GREAT CHANGES.
Now that I have finished the account of the last of the series of
unsuccessful attempts which were made to find the will, I must hurry
over the subsequent events of my life in a much briefer and more concise
way. It is now nearly six years since Robert Gregory died, and I must
content myself with a mere sketch of what has taken place in that time;
for this my history has already spun out to a most unreasonable length,
many times surpassing the limits I proposed to myself when I first sat
down with the intention of writing it. But my pen has run on and on, as
I recalled all the past events of my life; and I feel every day, when I
see the mass of manuscript which has accumulated in my drawer--for my
desk has long since been too small to contain its growing bulk--that the
chances that any one will ever take the trouble to read it through, are
growing fainter and fainter every day.
However, should it be so, my task has served its purpose. It has, by
chaining my attention to the period of which I have been writing, saved
me from many an hour of sorrowful thought, and has served as a break to
the monotony of many a weary day. It has, too, often served as an excuse
for me to seclude myself in my own room, when my spirits have felt
unequal to take part in the constant flow of tittle-tattle and harmless
gossip, which form the staple of the conversation of those with whom my
life is now cast, and is likely, I hope, to remain to the end.
After I came back from our three months' trip on the continent, with my
health greatly restored, my spirits rose proportionately; and as I had
nothing to throw me back again into my old state, with the exception of
the shock I received at the news of Angela Harmer's death, I really
began to look at things in a more hopeful way, and to think that the
eight years--no, the seven years and a half--I was getting very
particular as to dates--which were to elapse before Percy started on his
return from India, were not such a hopelessly long time to look forward
to after all.
By the way, I did not mention in its proper place that he started with
his regiment for India while we were on the continent. Poor Percy! he
was terribly disappointed and grieved that he could not see me before he
sailed. But we were in Italy at the time he received his order, and as
he had very short notice, it was quite out of the question that he could
come for the purpose.
I, too, was very sorry that it so happened, and had we been in England I
certainly should have made no objection to our meeting; and yet the
interview would have been so painful to us both, that although I was
very sorry I did not see him, I was yet sure that it was for the best
that we should not meet. My letters from him, except during the voyage,
came regularly every three months, and it did not seem nearly so hard
hearing at these long intervals--now that he was so very far off--as it
had done while he was within a day's journey of me. I knew how hard
Percy must have felt it before by own feelings; for I, who had made the
rule, fretted and complained to myself against it. It seemed so cruel,
when by merely sitting down and writing to him, I could have given
myself so much pleasure as well as conferred it upon him--so hard, when
the postman came of a day with letters for others, that none should come
from him, who if I only gave him leave, would have written such long
loving letters to me every day. I knew that I had determined for the
best, but still it had been a very great trial for me. But now it was
quite different; letters from India could only come once a month or so,
and therefore, as I have said, three months did not seem so very
unnatural.
When the letters did come, they were quite volumes; for I had put no
limit to length, and Percy used to write a little nearly every day, so
that in the three months it swelled to quite a bulky packet. They were
delightful letters; such long accounts of his Indian life, and of
everything which could interest me in it. Such bright, happy pictures of
our future life out there, and such welcome reiterations of his love for
me. How often I read them through and through, until I knew them by
heart! They are all in my desk now, faded and torn from constant
reading. I take them out sometimes and read little bits--I never can get
very far with them--and then have a long, sad cry over my dead hopes and
faded dreams; but I end at last by cheering up and thanking God, that at
least in my present tranquil life, if I have had great troubles, I have
some very happy moments to look back upon, which nothing can ever change
or alter, or efface from my memory.
All this time Ada corresponded with me regularly; not very frequently,
indeed, but often enough to show me that she thought very often of me,
and loved me as of old. She wrote more like a sister than before, and
always talked of my marriage with Percy as of a settled event which was
certain to occur on his return from India, to which she said that she,
like I, was counting the months and years. I judged from the tone of her
letters that she did not care so much for gaiety as she had done, and
that the constant whirl of dissipation in which she lived during the
London season had greatly lost its charm for her. At last one of her
letters came, which she said at the beginning, she was sure would give
me pleasure, and indeed it did; for it told me that Lord Holmeskirk, who
had proposed to me during the season I had spent in London, had for the
last two seasons transferred his attentions to her, and that he had now
proposed and she had accepted him, to the great satisfaction of her
mother. I was indeed delighted at the news, for I liked the young
nobleman very much--he was so perfectly natural and unaffected.
It was, of course, a very good match for her; and what was, I thought,
of far more importance, I could see by the way she wrote that she really
was very fond of him for his own sake. In one of her after letters to
me, she laughed and said that it was terribly galling to her pride to
have to take up with my rejected one; but that, as this was the only
possible objection she could find to marrying him, she could not allow
it to counterbalance all the advantages of her so doing.
When the time for her marriage drew near, she wrote to say how much she
regretted that she could not ask me to be her bridesmaid, and how much
pleasure it would have given her could she have done so; but that, of
course, in the present state of relationship between Lady Desborough and
myself, it was out of the question.
However, I saw the report of the wedding in the _Morning Post_, with a
full account of how the bride looked, and of the bridesmaids' dresses;
and Ada sent me a large piece of her wedding-cake, and wrote to me from
Switzerland where she had gone with her husband, giving me a detailed
account of the whole ceremony, and of how happy she was. She wound up by
saying that Lord Holmeskirk had requested her to send his compliments,
but that she had pointed out to him that compliments to a future
sister-in-law were simply ridiculous, and so he had sent his love.
She corresponded with me much oftener after she was married than she had
done before; indeed, I noticed that she wrote regularly once a month,
and as I answered as regularly, I have no doubt that my letters to her
were sent out to Percy, as being the next best thing to having letters
direct from me; and very often she sent me his letters to herself, so
that I heard pretty regularly how Percy was, and what he was doing.
Ada seemed very happy in her new character as Viscountess Holmeskirk.
The first winter after she was married, she sent me a very pressing
invitation to go up and spend a few weeks with her: but as I pointed out
to her in my reply, it would be unpleasant to all parties, for Lady
Desborough could not come to her house the whole time I was there; at
any rate that if she did, I certainly could not meet her: so that it was
really better I should not come, as I could not possibly feel at ease,
and, in any case, I should not have cared for entering into the gaieties
of London life.
Ada wrote back to say that although she was very much disappointed that
she should not see me, still, there was so much truth in what I said,
that she could not urge me farther; she said, however, that the same
objection did not apply to Polly, and that she should be very glad if
she could come up, and be introduced into society under her care.
Polly at first made some objections, but I overruled them as I knew what
a treat it would be for her, and she accordingly went up in February,
and stayed for six weeks with Ada. She came back delighted with her
visit, and looking upon London as a species of fairy-land. Lord
Holmeskirk and Ada, she said, had been so extremely kind to her, and
treated her quite like a sister: she had been as gay as I had during my
stay at Lady Desborough's, and had been out almost every evening of her
visit in London. She said that, no doubt owing to her stay there, Lady
Desborough had been very seldom to Ada's, and then only during the day.
On these occasions she had, under some pretence or other, generally
absented herself from the room; still, she had occasionally remained, as
she did not wish to seem afraid of meeting her, for, as Polly said,
certainly she had nothing to feel ashamed of, whatever her ladyship
might have. Ada had, of course, introduced her, Lady Desborough had
bowed with extreme frigidity, and Polly flattered herself that she was
at least as distant and cool as her ladyship. This visit served Polly
and me as a topic of conversation for a long time, and, as she had met
very many of the people that I had done, it gave us a great subject in
common, whereas previously my London experience had been of little
interest to her, owing to her knowing nothing either of the place or
people.
And so my life passed away very quietly. I had become quite strong again
now; and month passed after month, and year after year since Percy had
gone--so that two and a half out of the eight years were gone--and there
were only five and a half more to be looked forward to. Percy's letters
were unaltered in tone, and loving and fond as ever, and so I began to
be quite cheerful and happy again, and to believe that there was great
happiness in store for me yet.
My only little fear was that when Percy came back he would find me
looking dreadfully old. I was more than eighteen when the eight years'
agreement was made, and I should be nearly twenty-seven when he
returned, and twenty-seven then seemed to me to be quite old; and I used
very often to wonder whether I should be much changed, and frequently
looked at my face in a glass very carefully, to see if I could detect
any sign of alteration in it; but the glass at present told me no
disagreeable tidings, for my cheeks had filled out again and the colour
had come back into them, and I looked once more bright and hopeful.
Polly and I were able to take long walks together, and were a happy,
laughing couple of girls again. And so another year went by, quiet and
uneventful, varied only by our Christmas gaieties and the festivities of
the cricket week. Polly enjoyed these immensely; I, too, liked them; but
certainly principally for her sake--at any rate they were a change.
All this time Harry had continued at his employment as an engineer, with
but indifferent success. I do not mean that he was not keeping himself;
but it was not much more. The market, he said, was overstocked. All the
great jobs were taken up by great men, who found the money, and got the
plans through Parliament. These men, of course, employed their own staff
and pupils, and an outsider had a very poor chance of getting a footing.
If the great engineer to whom Harry had been articled had lived a few
years longer, so that he could have put him into some post where he
would have had an opportunity of making himself a name, it would have
been quite different. As it was, he had to be content with the
supervision of comparatively small works, and when these were completed,
had to look out for something else.
Another thing which prevented him getting on, was that, in some
respects, Harry was a very diffident man. He had no idea of pushing
himself, or of blowing his own trumpet; but was content to work hard,
and let other people take the credit. However, he did not fret about it;
he had enough to live upon, and as he did not stand out for high
salaries he was never long out of work.
He had twice spent a month or two with us down at Canterbury, in his
intervals between leaving one place and going to another. These were
delightful times, and we made the happiest quartet possible. I used to
ask Harry sometimes, on these occasions, whether there was any chance of
his bringing home a new sister some day; but he would only laugh in his
loud way, and say,--
"Never, Agnes, never!" It was, he said, much too expensive a luxury for
him to think of; indeed, he should have no time to enjoy one if he had
her; he was out all day at his work, and had plans and drawings to make
of an evening. Besides, he smoked all day, and nearly all night, and
what would a wife say to that? His work, too, lay chiefly in
out-of-the-way places, where his only companions were rough, unpolished
men, who did very well for him, but who would by no means accord with a
wife's idea of good society.
And after all these and various other objections, he would wind up
with,--
"No, no, Agnes; I am very well as I am, and I by no means think a wife
would better my condition."
Evidently, Harry was at present quite heart whole. About this time he
got an engagement upon a series of extensive works in the neighbourhood
of London, where he was likely to be engaged for a very long time.
Indeed, the engineer who was carrying them out, and who had known Harry
when he was serving his time in town, told him that he could promise him
regular work for some years.
And now there came a time when our happy life at Canterbury was to come
to an end, and the dear old house which we loved so much, and where we
had lived so many years, was to pass into other hands. Our father, our
dear, kind father, was found one morning dead in his bed. He died of
disease of the heart, of the presence of which, it appeared afterwards,
he had been conscious for many years.
I pass over that terrible time without a word.
Harry came down at once and managed everything. Polly was heart-broken;
and this time it was I who was the stronger, and who was able, in my
turn, to console and support her.
At last, when all was over, when a week had passed, we drew our chairs
round the fire after dinner, as was our old custom, to discuss the
future; and yet how different from the old times, with that dreadful gap
among us,--that empty chair which was never to be filled again. It was
some time before any of us could speak; but at last Harry began talking
on indifferent subjects, and we all gradually joined in. Still, we only
did so at intervals; for we felt that we must presently come to that
point from which we all shrank--the future. We had not come to any
understanding with each other that we were to discuss our future
arrangements at this particular time; but I think we all felt
instinctively, as we drew our chairs round the fire, that the question
could not be put off any longer, and that this was the time at which it
must be faced. At last, Harry, who was, as usual, puffing away at his
pipe, began it by saying as cheerfully as he could,--
"And now, girls, we must talk business. In the first place, I have had a
long chat this morning with Mr. Fairlow, our lawyer. He tells me that,
as I had expected, there is not very much besides the life-insurance.
The practice has hardly done more than paid for the carriage and horses
for the last three years. Mr. Petersfield and I are executors. The will
was made nearly four years ago, just after you girls missed finding the
will in the secret room at Harmer Place. Papa asked me at the time if I
agreed to its provisions, and I said that of course I did, for it was
just as I should have wished it to be. The amount of insurance, L4,000,
is divided among you girls; I am left everything else."
"But what is there else?" I asked dubiously, after a short silence.
"Oh, lots of things," Harry said, cheerfully. "The furniture and the
horses and carriage to begin with, the book debts, and all sorts of
other things. Besides, had there been nothing at all, it would not have
made the least difference to me, for as I can earn enough to live upon,
what do I want with more?"
We afterwards learnt that at the time the will was made, there was a
house worth upwards of a thousand pounds, which had also been left to
Harry; but that this had, at Harry's own suggestion, been sold a short
time afterwards, as at that time papa did not expect to live many
months. He had told Harry this, and was naturally desirous of going on
living in the same style he had been accustomed to; and as the
professional income had, as I have said, been very small, this thousand
pounds had been very nearly expended in the three years for the
housekeeping expenses, and for the payments of the premiums upon the
insurance.
"And now, girls, that you know exactly what you have, what do you think
of doing?"
"How much a year will L4,000 bring in, Harry?"
"Well, it depends upon what you put it into. I daresay Mr. Petersfield
could put it out for you on mortgage, on good security, at four and a
half or five per cent."
"And how much would that be a year?"
"L180 to L200."
"And how could we best live upon that, Harry?"
"Well, you might take a nice little place for L30 or L35 a year, put
furniture into it, keep one servant, and manage very comfortably upon
it; or, should you prefer it--which I should think you would not--you
could live in a boarding-house very well, the two of you, for--say L140
a year, which would leave you about L50 a year for clothes and other
expenses."
"No, no, Harry," we both said, "we would much rather live alone; not
here, for the present, at any rate, although we might some day come
back, but somewhere near London."
"Then," Harry said, "there is one more proposition, and that is--I am
likely to remain in London for some time; my income is L200 a year. Now
if you like, we will take a little cottage, and live together. You shall
keep house for me, and I will take care of you, and if I move, you can
either move with me, or set up for yourselves, just as you like."
"Oh, yes, yes, Harry," we both exclaimed, delightedly. "That will be
nice, that will be charming," and we kissed the dear old fellow again
and again, in greater glee than I should have thought it possible that
anything could have made us feel; and so pleased were we at the thought
of it, that it was some time before we could settle down to discuss the
question quietly.
"And now, girls, that we may consider that settled, what part of London
do you think you should like to live in?"
"You don't mean in London itself, Harry, do you?" I asked, rather
frightened at the thought of all the smoke and noise.
"No, no," Harry said; "we should find some difficulty in getting the
sort of house we want there. We must get out of the smoke, on one side
or other of it. The question is, where?"
For some time neither of us offered any suggestion, for we knew very
little indeed about the suburbs of London. At last I said, "I think
Harry I should like to be somewhere near the river, if that would suit
you as well as any other side of London. When we were at Grendon House,
we used to go up the river to Kew in a steamer, once or twice every
summer, on the Miss Pilgrims' birthdays, and grand occasions of that
sort, and I remember I used to think to myself, that if I were to live
in London, I should like it to be near the river."
"Just the very thing I should have proposed, if you had no decided
preference for any other part," Harry said. "I have lately joined the
'Metropolitan Rowing Club,' which was started about a year since. It is
held at Putney, and Putney would suit me very well for business, for I
can get up by train in twenty minutes, as early of a morning as I like.
Yes, that will do capitally for us all."
So to Putney it was unanimously settled we should go.
"And now, girls, when will you leave here?"
"The sooner the better, Harry," Polly said, eagerly; and I agreed with
her, for I really dreaded being by our two selves in that rambling old
house, where every room, every piece of furniture, every act of our
daily life would bring back some association of him who was gone.
"How long can you stay, Harry?"
"Not beyond Saturday, Agnes--five more days. Pellat has written to me
saying that, although of course under the circumstances he does not wish
to hurry me, still that I am greatly wanted; and I answered him to-day
saying that I could not possibly get away before, but that I would be at
work on Monday morning."
"Do you mean to sell the furniture, or move it, Harry?"
"Sell it, my dear; it will be of no use to us: it is all very old, and
would hardly pay for the carriage. Of course those things which have any
particular association we will take with us."
"Do you think there would be any possibility of our going up with you on
Saturday, Harry?" Polly asked, anxiously. "I should not mind how hard I
worked, if we could but do it; don't you think we could?"
"Well, Polly, I don't know that there is any absolute reason against it,
if you work very hard, and get everything packed up; of course I will
help you. To-morrow morning I am going to speak to Dr. Hooper. He has
written to me saying that he should be glad to take the lease of the
house of me. There are only three more years to run. I answered him that
I would let him know to-morrow; but of course I could give no decided
answer till I knew what your plans would be."
"I suppose if we can get ready to go up with you, Harry, we could go
into lodgings at Putney, till we find a house to suit us?"
"Certainly, Polly, that will be what we must do."
"I can tell you of some lodgings," I said. "I have the address
upstairs."
I accordingly went up at once to the drawer where I kept all my old
pocket-books. I found the one for the year when we had been at Ramsgate,
and there in pencil, as I had written it down when the old bathing-woman
told me of it, was her daughter's address at Putney. I went down with it
triumphantly, and found them wondering where I could have got the
address of lodgings at Putney. However, I explained the matter to them,
and although, as Harry said, she might have moved long since, we agreed
at any rate to try there first, as it was much pleasanter to have some
fixed place to go to, than to drive about vaguely looking for lodgings.
The next morning we girls set to work at our packing, and at luncheon
Harry came in with the welcome news, that he had arranged everything
most satisfactorily with Dr. Hooper.
Dr. Hooper was at present living in a furnished house, and he had gladly
agreed to take all our furniture at a valuation, and also the carriage
and horses, and to continue old Andrew as coachman--at any rate, for the
present; and Harry, on his part, agreed to ask very little for the lease
of the house, which we held on favourable terms for three years longer.
This was a very good arrangement, as it saved us all further trouble;
and it was more pleasant to think of the old house remaining as it had
been during our time, which we could not have done had the furniture
been put up and sold by auction. I have no doubt that it suited Dr.
Hooper equally well, as it was a very large, roomy house, at a moderate
rent, and the good-will, although not worth much, was still an advantage
to any medical man taking the house.
That afternoon we went through the house, and decided on the few
articles we should like to keep. The next day a valuer came in, and on
Friday morning Dr. Hooper gave Harry a cheque for L500, which was, with
the exception of L70 or L80, which some of the richer of papa's patients
owed him, all that Harry ever received as his share of the property.
That four days we were dreadfully busy--what with packing, and seeing
all our friends who came in to say good-bye; but on Saturday we had
finished, bade farewell to Canterbury, and started by the one o'clock
train for London.