We are now in the midst of trying times when every one must be for or
against his country, and show his colors too, by his every act. Having
been educated for such an emergency, at the expense of the Government,
I feel that it has upon me superior claims, such claims as no ordinary
motives of self-interest can surmount. I do not wish to act hastily or
unadvisedly in the matter, and as there are more than enough to
respond to the first call of the President, I have not yet offered
myself. I have promised, and am giving all the assistance I can in
organizing the company whose services have been accepted from this
place. I have promised further to go with them to the State capital,
and if I can be of service to the Governor in organizing his state
troops to do so. What I ask now is your approval of the course I am
taking, or advice in the matter. A letter written this week will reach
me in Springfield. I have not time to write to you but a hasty line,
for, though Sunday as it is, we are all busy here. In a few minutes I
shall be engaged in directing tailors in the style and trim of uniform
for our men.
Whatever may have been my political opinions before, I have but one
sentiment now. That is, we have a Government, and laws and a flag, and
they must all be sustained. There are but two parties now, traitors
and patriots and I want hereafter to be ranked with the latter, and I
trust, the stronger party. I do not know but you may be placed in an
awkward position, and a dangerous one pecuniarily, but costs cannot
now be counted. My advice would be to leave where you are if you are
not safe with the views you entertain. I would never stultify my
opinion for the sake of a little security.
I will say nothing about our business. Orvil and Lank will keep you
posted as to that.
Write soon and direct as above.
Yours truly,