ON LIFE

Life and the world, or whatever we call that which we are and feel,

is an astonishing thing. The mist of familiarity obscures from us

the wonder of our being. We are struck with admiration at some of

its transient modifications, but it is itself the great miracle.

What are changes of empires, the wreck of dynasties, with the

opinions which supported them; what is the birth and the extinction

of religious and of political systems to life? What are the revolutions

of the globe which we inhabit, and the operations of the elements

of which it is composed, compared with life? What is the universe

of stars, and suns, of which this inhabited earth is one, and their

motions, and their destiny, compared with life? Life, the great

miracle, we admire not, because it is so miraculous. It is well

that we are thus shielded by the familiarity of what is at once

so certain and so unfathomable, from an astonishment which would

otherwise absorb and overawe the functions of that which is its

object.

If any artist, I do not say had executed, but had merely conceived

in his mind the system of the sun, and the stars, and planets, they

not existing, and had painted to us in words, or upon canvas, the

spectacle now afforded by the nightly cope of heaven, and illustrated it

by the wisdom of astronomy, great would be our admiration. Or had

he imagined the scenery of this earth, the mountains, the seas,

and the rivers; the grass, and the flowers, and the variety of

the forms and masses of the leaves of the woods, and the colours

which attend the setting and the rising sun, and the hues of the

atmosphere, turbid or serene, these things not before existing,

truly we should have been astonished, and it would not have been a

vain boast to have said of such a man, 'Non merita nome di creatore,

se non Iddio ed il Poeta.' But now these things are looked on with

little wonder, and to be conscious of them with intense delight is

esteemed to be the distinguishing mark of a refined and extraordinary

person. The multitude of men care not for them. It is thus with

Life--that which includes all.

What is life? Thoughts and feelings arise, with or without our will,

and we employ words to express them. We are born, and our birth is

unremembered, and our infancy remembered but in fragments; we live

on, and in living we lose the apprehension of life. How vain is it

to think that words can penetrate the mystery of our being! Rightly

used they may make evident our ignorance to ourselves, and this is

much. For what are we? Whence do we come? and whither do we go? Is

birth the commencement, is death the conclusion of our being? What

is birth and death?

The most refined abstractions of logic conduct to a view of life,

which, though startling to the apprehension, is, in fact, that which

the habitual sense of its repeated combinations has extinguished

in us. It strips, as it were, the painted curtain from this scene

of things. I confess that I am one of those who are unable to refuse

my assent to the conclusions of those philosophers who assert that

nothing exists but as it is perceived.

It is a decision against which all our persuasions struggle, and we

must be long convicted before we can be convinced that the solid

universe of external things is 'such stuff as dreams are made

of.' The shocking absurdities of the popular philosophy of mind

and matter, its fatal consequences in morals, and their violent

dogmatism concerning the source of all things, had early conducted

me to materialism. This materialism is a seducing system to young and

superficial minds. It allows its disciples to talk, and dispenses

them from thinking. But I was discontented with such a view of

things as it afforded; man is a being of high aspirations, 'looking

both before and after,' whose 'thoughts wander through eternity,'

disclaiming alliance with transience and decay; incapable of

imagining to himself annihilation; existing but in the future and

the past; being, not what he is, but what he has been and shall be.

Whatever may be his true and final destination, there is a spirit

within him at enmity with nothingness and dissolution. This is the

character of all life and being. Each is at once the centre and

the circumference; the point to which all things are referred, and

the line in which all things are contained. Such contemplations as

these, materialism and the popular philosophy of mind and matter

alike forbid; they are only consistent with the intellectual system.

It is absurd to enter into a long recapitulation of arguments

sufficiently familiar to those inquiring minds, whom alone a writer

on abstruse subjects can be conceived to address. Perhaps the most

clear and vigorous statement of the intellectual system is to be

found in Sir William Drummond's Academical Questions.

After such an exposition, it would be idle to translate into other

words what could only lose its energy and fitness by the change.

Examined point by point, and word by word, the most discriminating

intellects have been able to discern no train of thoughts in the

process of reasoning, which does not conduct inevitably to the

conclusion which has been stated.

What follows from the admission? It establishes no new truth, it

gives us no additional insight into our hidden nature, neither its

action nor itself. Philosophy, impatient as it may be to build,

has much work yet remaining, as pioneer for the overgrowth of ages.

It makes one step towards this object; it destroys error, and the

roots of error. It leaves, what it is too often the duty of the

reformer in political and ethical questions to leave, a vacancy.

It reduces the mind to that freedom in which it would have acted,

but for the misuse of words and signs, the instruments of its own

creation. By signs, I would be understood in a wide sense, including

what is properly meant by that term, and what I peculiarly mean. In

this latter sense, almost all familiar objects are signs, standing,

not for themselves, but for others, in their capacity of suggesting

one thought which shall lead to a train of thoughts. Our whole life

is thus an education of error.

Let us recollect our sensations as children. What a distinct and

intense apprehension had we of the world and of ourselves! Many of

the circumstances of social life were then important to us which

are now no longer so. But that is not the point of comparison on

which I mean to insist. We less habitually distinguished all that

we saw and felt, from ourselves. They seemed as it were to constitute

one mass. There are some persons who, in this respect, are always

children. Those who are subject to the state called reverie, feel

as if their nature were dissolved into the surrounding universe,

or as if the surrounding universe were absorbed into their being.

They are conscious of no distinction. And these are states which

precede, or accompany, or follow an unusually intense and vivid

apprehension of life. As men grow up this power commonly decays,

and they become mechanical and habitual agents. Thus feelings and

then reasonings are the combined result of a multitude of entangled

thoughts, and of a series of what are called impressions, planted

by reiteration.

The view of life presented by the most refined deductions of the

intellectual philosophy, is that of unity. Nothing exists but as

it is perceived. The difference is merely nominal between those two

classes of thought, which are vulgarly distinguished by the names

of ideas and of external objects. Pursuing the same thread of

reasoning, the existence of distinct individual minds, similar to

that which is employed in now questioning its own nature, is likewise

found to be a delusion. The words _I_, YOU, THEY, are not signs of

any actual difference subsisting between the assemblage of thoughts

thus indicated, but are merely marks employed to denote the different

modifications of the one mind.

Let it not be supposed that this doctrine conducts to the monstrous

presumption that I, the person who now write and think, am that one

mind. I am but a portion of it. The words _I_, and YOU, and THEY,

are grammatical devices invented simply for arrangement, and totally

devoid of the intense and exclusive sense usually attached to

them. It is difficult to find terms adequate to express so subtle

a conception as that to which the Intellectual Philosophy has

conducted us. We are on that verge where words abandon us, and what

wonder if we grow dizzy to look down the dark abyss of how little

we know. The relations of THINGS remain unchanged, by whatever system.

By the word THINGS is to be understood any object of thought, that

is any thought upon which any other thought is employed, with an

apprehension of distinction.

The relations of these remain unchanged; and such is the material

of our knowledge. What is the cause of life? that is, how was it

produced, or what agencies distinct from life have acted or act

upon life? All recorded generations of mankind have weariedly busied

themselves in inventing answers to this question; and the result

has been,--Religion. Yet, that the basis of all things cannot be,

as the popular philosophy alleges, mind, is sufficiently evident.

Mind, as far as we have any experience of its properties, and beyond

that experience how vain is argument! cannot create, it can only

perceive. It is said also to be the cause. But cause is only a

word expressing a certain state of the human mind with regard to

the manner in which two thoughts are apprehended to be related to

each other. If any one desires to know how unsatisfactorily the

popular philosophy employs itself upon this great question, they

need only impartially reflect upon the manner in which thoughts

develop themselves in their minds. It is infinitely improbable that

the cause of mind, that is, of existence, is similar to mind.

[1815; publ. 1840]

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