THE RETURN HOME

Two or three days after the surrender the cavalry division was marched

back to the foothills west of El Caney, and there went into camp,

together with the artillery. It was a most beautiful spot beside a

stream of clear water, but it was not healthy. In fact no ground in

the neighborhood was healthy. For the tropics the climate was not bad,

and I have no question but that a man who was able to take good care

of himself could live there all the year round with comparative

impunity; but the case was entirely different with an army which was

obliged to suffer great exposure, and to live under conditions which

almost insured being attacked by the severe malarial fever of the

country. My own men were already suffering badly from fever, and they

got worse rather than better in the new camp. The same was true of the

other regiments in the cavalry division. A curious feature was that

the colored troops seemed to suffer as heavily as the white. From week

to week there were slight relative changes, but on the average all the

six cavalry regiments, the Rough Riders, the white regulars, and the

colored regulars seemed to suffer about alike, and we were all very

much weakened; about as much as the regular infantry, although

naturally not as much as the volunteer infantry.

Yet even under such circumstances adventurous spirits managed to make

their way out to us. In the fortnight following the last bombardment

of the city I enlisted no less than nine such recruits, six being

from Harvard, Yale, or Princeton; and Bull, the former Harvard oar,

who had been back to the States crippled after the first fight,

actually got back to us as a stowaway on one of the transports,

bound to share the luck of the regiment, even if it meant yellow

fever.

There were but twelve ambulances with the army, and these were quite

inadequate for their work; but the conditions in the large field

hospitals were so bad, that as long as possible we kept all of our

sick men in the regimental hospital at the front. Dr. Church did

splendid work, although he himself was suffering much more than half

the time from fever. Several of the men from the ranks did equally

well, especially a young doctor from New York, Harry Thorpe, who had

enlisted as a trooper, but who was now made acting assistant-surgeon.

It was with the greatest difficulty that Church and Thorpe were able

to get proper medicine for the sick, and it was almost the last day of

our stay before we were able to get cots for them. Up to that time

they lay on the ground. No food was issued suitable for them, or for

the half-sick men who were not on the doctor's list; the two classes

by this time included the bulk of the command. Occasionally we got

hold of a wagon or of some Cuban carts, and at other times I used my

improvised pack-train (the animals of which, however, were continually

being taken away from us by our superiors) and went or sent back to

the sea-coast at Siboney or into Santiago itself to get rice, flour,

cornmeal, oatmeal, condensed milk, potatoes, and canned vegetables.

The rice I bought in Santiago; the best of the other stuff I got from

the Red Cross through Mr. George Kennan and Miss Clara Barton and Dr.

Lesser; but some of it I got from our own transports. Colonel Weston,

the Commissary-General, as always, rendered us every service in his

power. This additional and varied food was of the utmost service, not

merely to the sick but in preventing the well from becoming sick.

Throughout the campaign the Division Inspector-General,

Lieutenant-Colonel Garlington, and Lieutenants West and Dickman, the

acting division quartermaster and commissary, had done everything in

their power to keep us supplied with food; but where there were so few

mules and wagons even such able and zealous officers could not do the

impossible.

We had the camp policed thoroughly, and I made the men build little

bunks of poles to sleep on. By July 23rd, when we had been ashore a

month, we were able to get fresh meat, and from that time on we fared

well; but the men were already sickening. The chief trouble was the

malarial fever, which was recurrent. For a few days the man would be

very sick indeed; then he would partially recover, and be able to go

back to work; but after a little time he would be again struck down.

Every officer other than myself except one was down with sickness at

one time or another. Even Greenway and Goodrich succumbed to the fever

and were knocked out for a few days. Very few of the men indeed

retained their strength and energy, and though the percentage actually

on the sick list never got over twenty, there were less than fifty per

cent who were fit for any kind of work. All the clothes were in rags;

even the officers had neither socks nor underwear. The lithe college

athletes had lost their spring; the tall, gaunt hunters and

cow-punchers lounged listlessly in their dog-tents, which were

steaming morasses during the torrential rains, and then ovens when the

sun blazed down; but there were no complaints.

Through some blunder our march from the intrenchments to the camp on

the foothills, after the surrender, was made during the heat of the

day; and though it was only some five miles or thereabouts, very

nearly half the men of the cavalry division dropped out. Captain

Llewellen had come back, and led his troop on the march. He carried a

pick and shovel for one of his sick men, and after we reached camp

walked back with a mule to get another trooper who had fallen out from

heat exhaustion. The result was that the captain himself went down and

became exceedingly sick. We at last succeeded in sending him to the

States. I never thought he would live, but he did, and when I met him

again at Montauk Point he had practically entirely recovered. My

orderly, Henry Bardshar, was struck down, and though he ultimately

recovered, he was a mere skeleton, having lost over eighty pounds.

Yellow fever also broke out in the rear, chiefly among the Cubans. It

never became epidemic, but it caused a perfect panic among some of

our own doctors, and especially in the minds of one or two generals

and of the home authorities. We found that whenever we sent a man to

the rear he was decreed to have yellow fever, whereas, if we kept him

at the front, it always turned out that he had malarial fever, and

after a few days he was back at work again. I doubt if there were ever

more than a dozen genuine cases of yellow fever in the whole cavalry

division; but the authorities at Washington, misled by the reports

they received from one or two of their military and medical advisers

at the front, became panic-struck, and under the influence of their

fears hesitated to bring the army home, lest it might import yellow

fever into the United States. Their panic was absolutely groundless,

as shown by the fact that when brought home not a single case of

yellow fever developed upon American soil. Our real foe was not the

yellow fever at all, but malarial fever, which was not infectious, but

which was certain, if the troops were left throughout the summer in

Cuba, to destroy them, either killing them outright, or weakening them

so that they would have fallen victims to any disease that attacked

them.

However, for a time our prospects were gloomy, as the Washington

authorities seemed determined that we should stay in Cuba. They

unfortunately knew nothing of the country nor of the circumstances of

the army, and the plans that were from time to time formulated in the

Department (and even by an occasional general or surgeon at the front)

for the management of the army would have been comic if they had not

possessed such tragic possibilities. Thus, at one period it was

proposed that we should shift camp every two or three days. Now, our

transportation, as I have pointed out before, was utterly inadequate.

In theory, under the regulations of the War Department, each regiment

should have had at least twenty-five wagons. As a matter of fact our

regiment often had none, sometimes one, rarely two, and never three;

yet it was better off than any other in the cavalry division. In

consequence it was impossible to carry much of anything save what the

men had on their backs, and half of the men were too weak to walk

three miles with their packs. Whenever we shifted camp the exertion

among the half-sick caused our sick-roll to double next morning, and

it took at least three days, even when the shift was for but a short

distance, before we were able to bring up the officers' luggage, the

hospital spare food, the ammunition, etc. Meanwhile the officers slept

wherever they could, and those men who had not been able to carry

their own bedding, slept as the officers did. In the weak condition of

the men the labor of pitching camp was severe and told heavily upon

them. In short, the scheme of continually shifting camp was impossible

of fulfilment. It would merely have resulted in the early destruction

of the army.

Again, it was proposed that we should go up the mountains and make our

camps there. The palm and the bamboo grew to the summits of the

mountains, and the soil along their sides was deep and soft, while the

rains were very heavy, much more so than immediately on the coast

--every mile or two inland bringing with it a great increase in the

rainfall. We could, with much difficulty, have got our regiments up

the mountains, but not half the men could have got up with their

belongings; and once there it would have been an impossibility to feed

them. It was all that could be done, with the limited number of wagons

and mule-trains on hand, to feed the men in the existing camps, for

the travel and the rain gradually rendered each road in succession

wholly impassable. To have gone up the mountains would have meant

early starvation.

The third plan of the Department was even more objectionable than

either of the others. There was, some twenty-five miles in the

interior, what was called a high interior plateau, and at one period

we were informed that we were to be marched thither. As a matter of

fact, this so-called high plateau was the sugar-cane country, where,

during the summer, the rainfall was prodigious. It was a rich, deep

soil, covered with a rank tropic growth, the guinea-grass being higher

than the head of a man on horseback. It was a perfect hotbed of

malaria, and there was no dry ground whatever in which to camp. To

have sent the troops there would have been simple butchery.

Under these circumstances the alternative to leaving the country

altogether was to stay where we were, with the hope that half the men

would live through to the cool season. We did everything possible to

keep up the spirits of the men, but it was exceedingly difficult

because there was nothing for them to do. They were weak and languid,

and in the wet heat they had lost energy, so that it was not possible

for them to indulge in sports or pastimes. There were exceptions; but

the average man who went off to shoot guinea-hens or tried some

vigorous game always felt much the worse for his exertions. Once or

twice I took some of my comrades with me, and climbed up one or

another of the surrounding mountains, but the result generally was

that half of the party were down with some kind of sickness next day.

It was impossible to take heavy exercise in the heat of the day; the

evening usually saw a rain-storm which made the country a quagmire;

and in the early morning the drenching dew and wet, slimy soil made

walking but little pleasure. Chaplain Brown held service every Sunday

under a low tree outside my tent; and we always had a congregation of

a few score troopers, lying or sitting round, their strong hard faces

turned toward the preacher. I let a few of the men visit Santiago, but

the long walk in and out was very tiring, and, moreover, wise

restrictions had been put as to either officers or men coming in.

In any event there was very little to do in the quaint, dirty old

Spanish city, though it was interesting to go in once or twice, and

wander through the narrow streets with their curious little shops and

low houses of stained stucco, with elaborately wrought iron trellises

to the windows, and curiously carved balconies; or to sit in the

central plaza where the cathedral was, and the clubs, and the Cafe

Venus, and the low, bare, rambling building which was called the

Governor's Palace. In this palace Wood had now been established as

military governor, and Luna, and two or three of my other officers

from the Mexican border, who knew Spanish, were sent in to do duty

under him. A great many of my men knew Spanish, and some of the New

Mexicans were of Spanish origin, although they behaved precisely like

the other members of the regiment.

We should probably have spent the summer in our sick camps, losing

half the men and hopelessly shattering the health of the remainder, if

General Shafter had not summoned a council of officers, hoping by

united action of a more or less public character to wake up the

Washington authorities to the actual condition of things. As all the

Spanish forces in the province of Santiago had surrendered, and as

so-called immune regiments were coming to garrison the conquered

territory, there was literally not one thing of any kind whatsoever

for the army to do, and no purpose to serve by keeping it at Santiago.

We did not suppose that peace was at hand, being ignorant of the

negotiations. We were anxious to take part in the Porto Rico campaign,

and would have been more than willing to suffer any amount of

sickness, if by so doing we could get into action. But if we were not

to take part in the Porto Rico campaign, then we knew it was

absolutely indispensable to get our commands north immediately, if

they were to be in trim for the great campaign against Havana, which

would surely be the main event of the winter if peace were not

declared in advance.

Our army included the great majority of the regulars, and was,

therefore, the flower of the American force. It was on every account

imperative to keep it in good trim; and to keep it in Santiago meant

its entirely purposeless destruction. As soon as the surrender was an

accomplished fact, the taking away of the army to the north should

have begun.

Every officer, from the highest to the lowest, especially among the

regulars, realized all of this, and about the last day of July,

General Shafter called a conference, in the palace, of all the

division and brigade commanders. By this time, owing to Wood's having

been made Governor-General, I was in command of my brigade, so I went

to the conference too, riding in with Generals Sumner and Wheeler, who

were the other representatives of the cavalry division. Besides the

line officers all the chief medical officers were present at the

conference. The telegrams from the Secretary stating the position of

himself and the Surgeon-General were read, and then almost every line

and medical officer present expressed his views in turn. They were

almost all regulars and had been brought up to life-long habits of

obedience without protest. They were ready to obey still, but they

felt, quite rightly, that it was their duty to protest rather than to

see the flower of the United States forces destroyed as the

culminating act of a campaign in which the blunders that had been

committed had been retrieved only by the valor and splendid soldierly

qualities of the officers and enlisted men of the infantry and

dismounted cavalry. There was not a dissenting voice; for there could

not be. There was but one side to the question. To talk of continually

shifting camp or of moving up the mountains or of moving into the

interior was idle, for not one of the plans could be carried out with

our utterly insufficient transportation, and at that season and in

that climate they would merely have resulted in aggravating the

sickliness of the soldiers. It was deemed best to make some record of

our opinion, in the shape of a letter or report, which would show that

to keep the army in Santiago meant its absolute and objectless ruin,

and that it should at once be recalled. At first there was naturally

some hesitation on the part of the regular officers to take the

initiative, for their entire future career might be sacrificed. So I

wrote a letter to General Shafter, reading over the rough draft to the

various Generals and adopting their corrections. Before I had finished

making these corrections it was determined that we should send a

circular letter on behalf of all of us to General Shafter, and when I

returned from presenting him mine, I found this circular letter

already prepared and we all of us signed it. Both letters were made

public. The result was immediate. Within three days the army was

ordered to be ready to sail for home.

As soon as it was known that we were to sail for home the spirits of

the men changed for the better. In my regiment the officers began to

plan methods of drilling the men on horseback, so as to fit them for

use against the Spanish cavalry, if we should go against Havana in

December. We had, all of us, eyed the captured Spanish cavalry with

particular interest. The men were small, and the horses, though well

trained and well built, were diminutive ponies, very much smaller than

cow ponies. We were certain that if we ever got a chance to try shock

tactics against them they would go down like nine-pins, provided only

that our men could be trained to charge in any kind of line, and we

made up our minds to devote our time to this. Dismounted work with the

rifle we already felt thoroughly competent to perform.

My time was still much occupied with looking after the health of my

brigade, but the fact that we were going home, where I knew that their

health would improve, lightened my mind, and I was able thoroughly to

enjoy the beauty of the country, and even of the storms, which

hitherto I had regarded purely as enemies.

The surroundings of the city of Santiago are very grand. The

circling mountains rise sheer and high. The plains are threaded by

rapid winding brooks and are dotted here and there with quaint

villages, curiously picturesque from their combining traces of an

outworn old-world civilization with new and raw barbarism. The tall,

graceful, feathery bamboos rise by the water's edge, and elsewhere,

even on the mountain-crests, where the soil is wet and rank enough;

and the splendid royal palms and cocoanut palms tower high above the

matted green jungle.

Generally the thunder-storms came in the afternoon, but once I saw

one at sunrise, driving down the high mountain valleys toward us. It

was a very beautiful and almost terrible sight; for the sun rose

behind the storm, and shone through the gusty rifts, lighting the

mountain-crests here and there, while the plain below lay shrouded in

the lingering night. The angry, level rays edged the dark clouds with

crimson, and turned the downpour into sheets of golden rain; in the

valleys the glimmering mists were tinted every wild hue; and the

remotest heavens were lit with flaming glory.

One day General Lawton, General Wood and I, with Ferguson and poor

Tiffany, went down the bay to visit Morro Castle. The shores were

beautiful, especially where there were groves of palms and of the

scarlet-flower tree, and the castle itself, on a jutting headland,

overlooking the sea and guarding the deep, narrow entrance to the bay,

showed just what it was, the splendid relic of a vanished power and a

vanished age. We wandered all through it, among the castellated

battlements, and in the dungeons, where we found hideous rusty

implements of torture; and looked at the guns, some modern and some

very old. It had been little hurt by the bombardment of the ships.

Afterward I had a swim, not trusting much to the shark stories. We

passed by the sunken hulks of the Merrimac and the Reina Mercedes,

lying just outside the main channel. Our own people had tried to sink

the first and the Spaniards had tried to sink the second, so as to

block the entrance. Neither attempt was successful.

On August 6th we were ordered to embark, and next morning we sailed

on the transport Miami. General Wheeler was with us and a squadron of

the Third Cavalry under Major Jackson. The General put the policing

and management of the ship into my hands, and I had great aid from

Captain McCormick, who had been acting with me as adjutant-general of

the brigade. I had profited by my experience coming down, and as Dr.

Church knew his work well, although he was very sick, we kept the ship

in such good sanitary condition, that we were one of the very few

organizations allowed to land at Montauk immediately upon our arrival.

Soon after leaving port the captain of the ship notified me that his

stokers and engineers were insubordinate and drunken, due, he thought,

to liquor which my men had given them. I at once started a search of

the ship, explaining to the men that they could not keep the liquor;

that if they surrendered whatever they had to me I should return it to

them when we went ashore; and that meanwhile I would allow the sick to

drink when they really needed it; but that if they did not give the

liquor to me of their own accord I would throw it overboard. About

seventy flasks and bottles were handed to me, and I found and threw

overboard about twenty. This at once put a stop to all drunkenness.

The stokers and engineers were sullen and half mutinous, so I sent a

detail of my men down to watch them and see that they did their work

under the orders of the chief engineer; and we reduced them to

obedience in short order. I could easily have drawn from the regiment

sufficient skilled men to fill every position in the entire ship's

crew, from captain to stoker.

We were very much crowded on board the ship, but rather better off

than on the Yucatan, so far as the men were concerned, which was the

important point. All the officers except General Wheeler slept in a

kind of improvised shed, not unlike a chicken coop with bunks, on the

aftermost part of the upper deck. The water was bad--some of it very

bad. There was no ice. The canned beef proved practically uneatable,

as we knew would be the case. There were not enough vegetables. We did

not have enough disinfectants, and there was no provision whatever for

a hospital or for isolating the sick; we simply put them on one

portion of one deck. If, as so many of the high authorities had

insisted, there had really been a yellow-fever epidemic, and if it had

broken out on shipboard, the condition would have been frightful; but

there was no yellow-fever epidemic. Three of our men had been kept

behind as suspects, all three suffering simply from malarial fever.

One of them, Lutz, a particularly good soldier, died; another, who was

simply a malingerer and had nothing the matter with him whatever, of

course recovered; the third was Tiffany, who, I believe, would have

lived had we been allowed to take him with us, but who was sent home

later and died soon after landing.

I was very anxious to keep the men amused, and as the quarters were

so crowded that it was out of the question for them to have any

physical exercise, I did not interfere with their playing games of

chance so long as no disorder followed. On shore this was not allowed;

but in the particular emergency which we were meeting, the loss of a

month's salary was as nothing compared to keeping the men thoroughly

interested and diverted.

By care and diligence we succeeded in preventing any serious

sickness. One man died, however. He had been suffering from dysentery

ever since we landed, owing purely to his own fault, for on the very

first night ashore he obtained a lot of fiery liquor from some of the

Cubans, got very drunk, and had to march next day through the hot sun

before he was entirely sober. He never recovered, and was useless from

that time on. On board ship he died, and we gave him sea burial.

Wrapped in a hammock, he was placed opposite a port, and the American

flag thrown over him. The engine was stilled, and the great ship

rocked on the waves unshaken by the screw, while the war-worn troopers

clustered around with bare heads, to listen to Chaplain Brown read the

funeral service, and to the band of the Third Cavalry as it played the

funeral dirge. Then the port was knocked free, the flag withdrawn, and

the shotted hammock plunged heavily over the side, rushing down

through the dark water to lie, till the Judgment Day, in the ooze that

holds the timbers of so many gallant ships, and the bones of so many

fearless adventurers.

We were favored by good weather during our nine days' voyage, and

much of the time when there was little to do we simply sat together

and talked, each man contributing from the fund of his own

experiences. Voyages around Cape Horn, yacht races for the America's

cup, experiences on foot-ball teams which are famous in the annals of

college sport; more serious feats of desperate prowess in Indian

fighting and in breaking up gangs of white outlaws; adventures in

hunting big game, in breaking wild horses, in tending great herds of

cattle, and in wandering winter and summer among the mountains and

across the lonely plains--the men who told the tales could draw upon

countless memories such as these of the things they had done and the

things they had seen others do. Sometimes General Wheeler joined us

and told us about the great war, compared with which ours was such a

small war--far-reaching in their importance though its effects were

destined to be. When we had become convinced that we would escape an

epidemic of sickness the homeward voyage became very pleasant.

On the eve of leaving Santiago I had received from Mr. Laffan of the

Sun, a cable with the single word "Peace," and we speculated much on

this, as the clumsy transport steamed slowly northward across the

trade wind and then into the Gulf Stream. At last we sighted the low,

sandy bluffs of the Long Island coast, and late on the afternoon of

the 14th we steamed through the still waters of the Sound and cast

anchor off Montauk. A gun-boat of the Mosquito fleet came out to greet

us and to inform us that peace negotiations had begun.

Next morning we were marched on shore. Many of the men were very sick

indeed. Of the three or four who had been closest to me among the

enlisted men, Color-Sergeant Wright was the only one in good health.

Henry Bardshar was a wreck, literally at death's door. I was myself in

first-class health, all the better for having lost twenty pounds.

Faithful Marshall, my colored body-servant, was so sick as to be

nearly helpless.

Bob Wrenn nearly died. He had joined us very late and we could not

get him a Krag carbine; so I had given him my Winchester, which

carried the government cartridge; and when he was mustered out he

carried it home in triumph, to the envy of his fellows, who themselves

had to surrender their beloved rifles.

For the first few days there was great confusion and some want even

after we got to Montauk. The men in hospitals suffered from lack of

almost everything, even cots. But after these few days we were very

well cared for and had abundance of all we needed, except that on

several occasions there was a shortage of food for the horses, which I

should have regarded as even more serious than a shortage for the men,

had it not been that we were about to be disbanded. The men lived

high, with milk, eggs, oranges, and any amount of tobacco, the lack of

which during portions of the Cuban campaign had been felt as seriously

as any lack of food. One of the distressing features of the malarial

fever which had been ravaging the troops was that it was recurrent and

persistent. Some of my men died after reaching home, and many were

very sick. We owed much to the kindness not only of the New York

hospitals and the Red Cross and kindred societies, but of individuals,

notably Mr. Bayard Cutting and Mrs. Armitage, who took many of our men

to their beautiful Long Island homes.

On the whole, however, the month we spent at Montauk before we

disbanded was very pleasant. It was good to meet the rest of the

regiment. They all felt dreadfully at not having been in Cuba. It was

a sore trial to men who had given up much to go to the war, and who

rebelled at nothing in the way of hardship or suffering, but who did

bitterly feel the fact that their sacrifices seemed to have been

useless. Of course those who stayed had done their duty precisely as

did those who went, for the question of glory was not to be considered

in comparison to the faithful performance of whatever was ordered; and

no distinction of any kind was allowed in the regiment between those

whose good fortune it had been to go and those whose harder fate it

had been to remain. Nevertheless the latter could not be entirely

comforted.

The regiment had three mascots; the two most characteristic--a young

mountain lion brought by the Arizona troops, and a war eagle brought

by the New Mexicans--we had been forced to leave behind in Tampa. The

third, a rather disreputable but exceedingly knowing little dog named

Cuba, had accompanied us through all the vicissitudes of the campaign.

The mountain lion, Josephine, possessed an infernal temper; whereas

both Cuba and the eagle, which have been named in my honor, were

extremely good-humored. Josephine was kept tied up. She sometimes

escaped. One cool night in early September she wandered off and,

entering the tent of a Third Cavalry man, got into bed with him;

whereupon he fled into the darkness with yells, much more unnerved

than he would have been by the arrival of any number of Spaniards. The

eagle was let loose and not only walked at will up and down the

company streets, but also at times flew wherever he wished. He was a

young bird, having been taken out of his nest when a fledgling.

Josephine hated him and was always trying to make a meal of him,

especially when we endeavored to take their photographs together. The

eagle, though good-natured, was an entirely competent individual and

ready at any moment to beat Josephine off. Cuba was also oppressed at

times by Josephine, and was of course no match for her, but was

frequently able to overawe by simple decision of character.

In addition to the animal mascots, we had two or three small boys who

had also been adopted by the regiment. One, from Tennessee, was named

Dabney Royster. When we embarked at Tampa he smuggled himself on

board the transport with a 22-calibre rifle and three boxes of

cartridges, and wept bitterly when sent ashore. The squadron which

remained behind adopted him, got him a little Rough Rider's uniform,

and made him practically one of the regiment.

The men who had remained at Tampa, like ourselves, had suffered much

from fever, and the horses were in bad shape. So many of the men were

sick that none of the regiments began to drill for some time after

reaching Montauk. There was a great deal of paper-work to be done; but

as I still had charge of the brigade only a little of it fell on my

shoulders. Of this I was sincerely glad, for I knew as little of the

paper-work as my men had originally known of drill. We had all of us

learned how to fight and march; but the exact limits of our rights and

duties in other respects were not very clearly defined in our minds;

and as for myself, as I had not had the time to learn exactly what

they were, I had assumed a large authority in giving rewards and

punishments. In particular I had looked on court-martials much as

Peter Bell looked on primroses--they were court-martials and nothing

more, whether resting on the authority of a lieutenant-colonel or of a

major-general. The mustering-out officer, a thorough soldier, found to

his horror that I had used the widest discretion both in imposing

heavy sentences which I had no power to impose on men who shirked

their duties, and, where men atoned for misconduct by marked

gallantry, in blandly remitting sentences approved by my chief of

division. However, I had done substantial, even though somewhat rude

and irregular, justice--and no harm could result, as we were just about

to be mustered out.

My chief duties were to see that the camps of the three regiments

were thoroughly policed and kept in first-class sanitary condition.

This took up some time, of course, and there were other matters in

connection with the mustering out which had to be attended to; but I

could always get two or three hours a day free from work. Then I would

summon a number of the officers, Kane, Greenway, Goodrich, Church,

Ferguson, McIlhenny, Frantz, Ballard and others, and we would gallop

down to the beach and bathe in the surf, or else go for long rides

over the beautiful rolling plains, thickly studded with pools which

were white with water-lilies. Sometimes I went off alone with my

orderly, young Gordon Johnston, one of the best men in the regiment;

he was a nephew of the Governor of Alabama, and when at Princeton had

played on the eleven. We had plenty of horses, and these rides were

most enjoyable. Galloping over the open, rolling country, through the

cool fall evenings, made us feel as if we were out on the great

Western plains and might at any moment start deer from the brush, or

see antelope stand and gaze, far away, or rouse a band of mighty elk

and hear their horns clatter as they fled.

An old friend, Baron von Sternberg, of the German Embassy, spent a

week in camp with me. He had served, when only seventeen, in the

Franco-Prussian War as a hussar, and was a noted sharp-shooter--being

"the little baron" who is the hero of Archibald Forbes's true story of

"The Pig-dog." He and I had for years talked over the possibilities of

just such a regiment as the one I was commanding, and he was greatly

interested in it. Indeed I had vainly sought permission from the

German ambassador to take him with the regiment to Santiago.

One Sunday before the regiment disbanded I supplemented Chaplain

Brown's address to the men by a short sermon of a rather hortatory

character. I told them how proud I was of them, but warned them not to

think that they could now go back and rest on their laurels, bidding

them remember that though for ten days or so the world would be

willing to treat them as heroes, yet after that time they would find

they had to get down to hard work just like everyone else, unless they

were willing to be regarded as worthless do-nothings. They took the

sermon in good part, and I hope that some of them profited by it. At

any rate, they repaid me by a very much more tangible expression of

affection. One afternoon, to my genuine surprise, I was asked out of

my tent by Lieutenant-Colonel Brodie (the gallant old boy had rejoined

us), and found the whole regiment formed in hollow square, with the

officers and color-sergeant in the middle. When I went in, one of the

troopers came forward and on behalf of the regiment presented me with

Remington's fine bronze, "The Bronco-buster." There could have been no

more appropriate gift from such a regiment, and I was not only pleased

with it, but very deeply touched with the feeling which made them join

in giving it. Afterward they all filed past and I shook the hands of

each to say good-by.

Most of them looked upon the bronze with the critical eyes of

professionals. I doubt if there was any regiment in the world which

contained so large a number of men able to ride the wildest and most

dangerous horses. One day while at Montauk Point some of the troopers

of the Third Cavalry were getting ready for mounted drill when one of

their horses escaped, having thrown his rider. This attracted the

attention of some of our men and they strolled around to see the

trooper remount. He was instantly thrown again, the horse, a huge,

vicious sorrel, being one of the worst buckers I ever saw; and none of

his comrades were willing to ride the animal. Our men, of course,

jeered and mocked at them, and in response were dared to ride the

horse themselves. The challenge was instantly accepted, the only

question being as to which of a dozen noted bronco-busters who were in

the ranks should undertake the task. They finally settled on a man

named Darnell. It was agreed that the experiment should take place

next day when the horse would be fresh, and accordingly next day the

majority of both regiments turned out on a big open flat in front of

my tent--brigade head-quarters. The result was that, after as fine a

bit of rough riding as one would care to see, in which one scarcely

knew whether most to wonder at the extraordinary viciousness and agile

strength of the horse or at the horsemanship and courage of the rider,

Darnell came off victorious, his seat never having been shaken. After

this almost every day we had exhibitions of bronco-busting, in which

all the crack riders of the regiment vied with one another, riding not

only all of our own bad horses but any horse which was deemed bad in

any of the other regiments.

Darnell, McGinty, Wood, Smoky Moore, and a score of others took part

in these exhibitions, which included not merely feats in mastering

vicious horses, but also feats of broken horses which the riders had

trained to lie down at command, and upon which they could mount while

at full speed.

Toward the end of the time we also had mounted drill on two or three

occasions; and when the President visited the camp we turned out

mounted to receive him as did the rest of the cavalry. The last night

before we were mustered out was spent in noisy, but entirely harmless

hilarity, which I ignored. Every form of celebration took place in the

ranks. A former Populist candidate for Attorney-General in Colorado

delivered a fervent oration in favor of free silver; a number of the

college boys sang; but most of the men gave vent to their feelings by

improvised dances. In these the Indians took the lead, pure bloods and

half-breeds alike, the cowboys and miners cheerfully joining in and

forming part of the howling, grunting rings, that went bounding around

the great fires they had kindled.

Next morning Sergeant Wright took down the colors, and Sergeant

Guitilias the standard, for the last time; the horses, the rifles, and

the rest of the regimental property had been turned in; officers and

men shook hands and said good-by to one another, and then they

scattered to their homes in the North and the South, the few going

back to the great cities of the East, the many turning again toward

the plains, the mountains, and the deserts of the West and the strange

Southwest. This was on September 15th, the day which marked the close

of the four months' life of a regiment of as gallant fighters as ever

wore the United States uniform.

The regiment was a wholly exceptional volunteer organization, and its

career cannot be taken as in any way a justification for the belief

that the average volunteer regiment approaches the average regular

regiment in point of efficiency until it has had many months of

active service. In the first place, though the regular regiments may

differ markedly among themselves, yet the range of variation among

them is nothing like so wide as that among volunteer regiments, where

at first there is no common standard at all; the very best being,

perhaps, up to the level of the regulars (as has recently been shown

at Manila), while the very worst are no better than mobs, and the

great bulk come in between.* The average regular regiment is superior

to the average volunteer regiment in the physique of the enlisted men,

who have been very carefully selected, who have been trained to life

in the open, and who know how to cook and take care of themselves

generally.

* Note: For sound common-sense about the volunteers see Parker's

excellent little book, "The Gatlings at Santiago."

Now, in all these respects, and in others like them, the Rough Riders

were the equals of the regulars. They were hardy, self-reliant,

accustomed to shift for themselves in the open under very adverse

circumstances. The two all-important qualifications for a cavalryman,

are riding and shooting--the modern cavalryman being so often used

dismounted, as an infantryman. The average recruit requires a couple

of years before he becomes proficient in horsemanship and

marksmanship; but my men were already good shots and first-class

riders when they came into the regiment. The difference as regards

officers and non-commissioned officers, between regulars and

volunteers, is usually very great; but in my regiment (keeping in view

the material we had to handle), it was easy to develop

non-commissioned officers out of men who had been round-up foremen,

ranch foremen, mining bosses, and the like. These men were intelligent

and resolute; they knew they had a great deal to learn, and they set

to work to learn it; while they were already accustomed to managing

considerable interests, to obeying orders, and to taking care of

others as well as themselves.

As for the officers, the great point in our favor was the anxiety

they showed to learn from those among their number who, like Capron,

had already served in the regular army; and the fact that we had

chosen a regular army man as Colonel. If a volunteer organization

consists of good material, and is eager to learn, it can readily do so

if it has one or two first-class regular officers to teach it.

Moreover, most of our captains and lieutenants were men who had seen

much of wild life, who were accustomed to handling and commanding

other men, and who had usually already been under fire as sheriffs,

marshals, and the like. As for the second in command, myself, I had

served three years as captain in the National Guard; I had been deputy

sheriff in the cow country, where the position was not a sinecure; I

was accustomed to big game hunting and to work on a cow ranch, so that

I was thoroughly familiar with the use both of horse and rifle, and

knew how to handle cowboys, hunters, and miners; finally, I had

studied much in the literature of war, and especially the literature

of the great modern wars, like our own Civil War, the Franco-German

War, the Turco-Russian War; and I was especially familiar with the

deeds, the successes and failures alike, of the frontier horse

riflemen who had fought at King's Mountain and the Thames, and on the

Mexican border. Finally, and most important of all, officers and men

alike were eager for fighting, and resolute to do well and behave

properly, to encounter hardship and privation, and the irksome

monotony of camp routine, without grumbling or complaining; they had

counted the cost before they went in, and were delighted to pay the

penalties inevitably attendant upon the career of a fighting regiment;

and from the moment when the regiment began to gather, the higher

officers kept instilling into those under them the spirit of eagerness

for action and of stern determination to grasp at death rather than

forfeit honor.

The self-reliant spirit of the men was well shown after they left

the regiment. Of course, there were a few weaklings among them; and

there were others, entirely brave and normally self-sufficient, who,

from wounds or fevers, were so reduced that they had to apply for

aid--or at least, who deserved aid, even though they often could only

be persuaded with the greatest difficulty to accept it. The widows and

orphans had to be taken care of. There were a few light-hearted

individuals, who were entirely ready to fight in time of war, but in

time of peace felt that somebody ought to take care of them; and there

were others who, never having seen any aggregation of buildings larger

than an ordinary cow-town, fell a victim to the fascinations of New

York. But, as a whole, they scattered out to their homes on the

disbandment of the regiment; gaunter than when they had enlisted,

sometimes weakened by fever or wounds, but just as full as ever of

sullen, sturdy capacity for self-help; scorning to ask for aid, save

what was entirely legitimate in the way of one comrade giving help to

another. A number of the examining surgeons, at the muster-out, spoke

to me with admiration of the contrast offered by our regiment to so

many others, in the fact that our men always belittled their own

bodily injuries and sufferings; so that whereas the surgeons

ordinarily had to be on the look-out lest a man who was not really

disabled should claim to be so, in our case they had to adopt exactly

the opposite attitude and guard the future interests of the men, by

insisting upon putting upon their certificates of discharge whatever

disease they had contracted or wound they had received in line of

duty. Major J. H. Calef, who had more than any other one man to do

with seeing to the proper discharge papers of our men, and who took a

most generous interest in them, wrote me as follows: "I also wish to

bring to your notice the fortitude displayed by the men of your

regiment, who have come before me to be mustered out of service, in

making their personal declarations as to their physical conditions.

Men who bore on their faces and in their forms the traces of long days

of illness, indicating wrecked constitutions, declared that nothing

was the matter with them, at the same time disclaiming any intention

of applying for a pension. It was exceptionally heroic."

When we were mustered out, many of the men had lost their jobs, and

were too weak to go to work at once, while there were helpless

dependents of the dead to care for. Certain of my friends, August

Belmont, Stanley and Richard Mortimer, Major Austin Wadsworth--himself

fresh from the Manila campaign--Belmont Tiffany, and others, gave me

sums of money to be used for helping these men. In some instances, by

the exercise of a good deal of tact and by treating the gift as a

memorial of poor young Lieutenant Tiffany, we got the men to accept

something; and, of course, there were a number who, quite rightly,

made no difficulty about accepting. But most of the men would accept

no help whatever. In the first chapter, I spoke of a lady, a teacher

in an academy in the Indian Territory, three or four of whose pupils

had come into my regiment, and who had sent with them a letter of

introduction to me. When the regiment disbanded, I wrote to her to ask

if she could not use a little money among the Rough Riders, white,

Indian, and half-breed, that she might personally know. I did not hear

from her for some time, and then she wrote as follows:

"MUSCOGEE, IND. TER.,

"December 19, 1898.

"MY DEAR COLONEL ROOSEVELT: I did not at once reply to your letter

of September 23rd, because I waited for a time to see if there should

be need among any of our Rough Riders of the money you so kindly

offered. Some of the boys are poor, and in one or two cases they

seemed to me really needy, but they all said no. More than once I saw

the tears come to their eyes, at thought of your care for them, as I

told them of your letter. Did you hear any echoes of our Indian

war-whoops over your election? They were pretty loud. I was

particularly exultant, because my father was a New Yorker and I was

educated in New York, even if I was born here. So far as I can learn,

the boys are taking up the dropped threads of their lives, as though

they had never been away. Our two Rough Rider students, Meagher and

Gilmore, are doing well in their college work.

"I am sorry to tell you of the death of one of your most devoted

troopers, Bert Holderman, who was here serving on the Grand Jury. He

was stricken with meningitis in the jury-room, and died after three

days of delirium. His father, who was twice wounded, four times

taken prisoner, and fought in thirty-two battles of the civil war,

now old and feeble, survives him, and it was indeed pathetic to see

his grief. Bert's mother, who is a Cherokee, was raised in my

grandfather's family. The words of commendation which you wrote upon

Bert's discharge are the greatest comfort to his friends. They wanted

you to know of his death, because he loved you so.

"I am planning to entertain all the Rough Riders in this vicinity

some evening during my holiday vacation. I mean to have no other

guests, but only give them an opportunity for reminiscences. I regret

that Bert's death makes one less. I had hoped to have them sooner,

but our struggling young college salaries are necessarily small and

duties arduous. I make a home for my widowed mother and an adopted

Indian daughter, who is in school; and as I do the cooking for a

family of five, I have found it impossible to do many things I would

like to.

"Pardon me for burdening you with these details, but I suppose I am

like your boys, who say, 'The Colonel was always as ready to listen

to a private as to a major-general.'

"Wishing you and yours the very best gifts the season can bring, I am,

"Very truly yours,

"ALICE M. ROBERTSON."

Is it any wonder that I loved my regiment?

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