PREPARATORY TO DEATH.

Jeremy Taylor, in his _Holy Dying_ (General Considerations Preparatory

to Death), has this memorable passage, in which he illustrates the daily

experiences of every thoughtful mind:

And because this consideration is of great usefulness and of great

necessity to many purposes of wisdom and the spirit, all the

succession of time, all the changes in nature, all the varieties of

light and darkness, the thousand thousands of accidents in the

world, and every contingency to every man and to every creature,

doth preach our funeral sermon, and calls us to look and see how the

old sexton Time throws up the earth and digs a grave where we must

lay our sins or our sorrows, and sow our bodies till they rise again

in a fair or in an intolerable eternity. Every revolution which the

sun makes about the world divides between life and death; and death

possesses both those portions by the next morrow, and we are dead to

all those months which we have already lived, and we shall never

live them over again: and still God makes little periods of our age.

First we change our world, when we come from the womb to feel the

warmth of the sun. Then we sleep and enter into the image of death,

in which state we are unconcerned in all the changes of the world

[who hath not felt this when stretched upon his bed at the close of

day?]: and if our mothers or our nurses die, or a wild boar destroy

our vineyards, or our king be sick, we regard it not, but during

that state are as disinterested as if our eyes were closed with the

clay that weeps in the bowels of the earth. At the end of seven

years our teeth fall and die before us, representing a formal

prologue to the tragedy; and still every seven years it is odds but

we shall finish the last scene: and when nature, or chance, or vice,

takes our bodies in pieces, weakening some parts and loosing others,

we _taste the grave_ and the solemnities of our own funerals, first

in those parts that ministered to vice, and next in them that served

for ornament; and in a short time even they that served for

necessity become useless, and entangled like the wheels of a broken

clock. _Baldness_ is but a dressing to our funerals, the proper

ornament of mourning, and of a person entered very far into the

regions and possession of death: and we have many more of the same

signification: gray hairs, rotten teeth, dim eyes, trembling joints,

short breath, stiff limbs, wrinkled skin, short memory, decayed

appetite. Every day’s necessity calls for a reparation of that

portion which death fed on all night when we lay in his lap and

slept in his outer chambers. The very spirits of a man prey upon the

daily portion of bread and flesh, and every meal is a rescue from

one death, and lays up for another: and while we think a thought we

die; and the clock strikes, and reckons on our portion of eternity;

we form our words with the breath of our nostrils, we have the less

to live upon for every word we speak.

Thus nature calls us to meditate of death by those things which are

the instruments of acting it: and God by all the variety of his

Providence makes us see death every where, in all variety of

circumstances, and dressed up for all the fancies and the

expectation of every single person.

Nature hath given us one harvest every year, but death hath two: and

the spring and the autumn sends throngs of men and women to

charnel-houses; and all the summer long men are recovering from

their evils of the spring, till the dog-days come, and then the

Syrian star makes the summer deadly; and the fruits of autumn are

laid up for all the year’s provision, and the man that gathers them

eats and surfeits, and dies and needs them not, and himself is laid

up for eternity; and he that escapes till the winter only stays for

another opportunity, which the distempers of that quarter minister

to him with great variety. Thus death reigns in all the portions of

our time. The autumn with its fruits provides disorders for us, and

the winter’s cold turns them into sharp diseases, and the spring

brings flowers to strew our hearse, and the summer gives green turf

and brambles to bind upon our graves. Calentures and surfeit, cold

and agues, are the four quarters of the year, and all minister to

death; and you can go no whither but you tread upon a dead man’s

bones.

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