CHAPTER XXI.

Early on the day following Arthur’s departure from Isleworth, Lady

Bellamy received a note from George requesting her, if convenient, to

come and see him that morning, as he had something rather important to

talk to her about.

“John,” she said to her husband at breakfast, “do you want the brougham

this morning?”

“No. Why?”

“Because I am going over to Isleworth.”

“Hadn’t you better take the luggage-cart too, and your luggage in it,

and live there altogether? It would save trouble, sending backwards and

forwards,” suggested her husband, with severe sarcasm.

Lady Bellamy cut the top off an egg with a single clean stroke—all her

movements were decisive—before she answered.

“I thought,” she said, “that we had done with that sort of nonsense

some years ago; are you going to begin it again?”

“Yes, Lady Bellamy, I am. I am not going to stand being bullied and

jeered at by that damned scoundrel Caresfoot any more. I am not going

to stand your eternal visits to him.”

“You have stood them for twenty years; rather late in the day to object

now, isn’t it?” she remarked, coolly, beginning her egg.

“It is never too late to mend; it is not too late for you to stop

quietly at home and do your duty by your husband.”

“Most men would think that I had done my duty by him pretty well.

Twenty years ago you were nobody, and had, comparatively speaking,

nothing. Now you have a title and between three and four thousand a

year. Who have you to thank for that? Certainly not yourself.”

“Curse the title and the money! I had rather be a poor devil of an

attorney with a large family, and five hundred a year to keep them on,

than live the life I do between you and that vulgar beast Caresfoot.

It’s a dog’s life, not a man’s;” and poor Bellamy was so overcome at

his real or imaginary wrongs that the tears actually rolled down his

puffy little face.

His wife surveyed him with some amusement.

“I think,” she said, “that you are a miserable creature.”

“Perhaps I am, Anne; but I tell you what it is, even a miserable

creature can be driven too far. It may perhaps be worth your while to

be a little careful.”

She cast one swift look at him, a look not without apprehension in it,

for there was a ring about his voice that she did not like, but his

appearance was so ludicrously wretched that it reassured her. She

finished her egg, and then, slowly driving the spoon through the shell,

she said,

“Don’t threaten, John; it is a bad habit, and shows an un-Christian

state of mind; besides, it might force me to cr-r-rush you, in self-

defence, you know;” and John and the egg-shell having finally collapsed

together, Lady Bellamy ordered the brougham.

Having thus sufficiently scourged her husband, she departed in due

course to visit her own taskmaster, little guessing what awaited her at

his hands. After all, there is a deal of poetic justice in the world.

Little Smith, fresh from his mother’s apron-strings, is savagely beaten

by the cock of the school, Jones, and to him Jones is an all-powerful,

cruel devil, placed above all possibility of retribution. If, however,

little Smith could see the omnipotent Jones being mentally ploughed and

harrowed by his papa the clergyman, in celebration of the double event

of his having missed a scholarship and taken too much sherry, it is

probable that his wounded feelings would be greatly soothed. Nor does

it stop there. Robinson, the squire of the parish, takes it out of the

Reverend Jones, and speaks ill of him to the bishop, a Low Churchman,

on the matter of vestments, and very shortly afterwards Sir Buster

Brown, the Chairman of the Quarter Sessions, expresses his opinion

pretty freely of Robinson in his magisterial capacity, only in his turn

to receive a most unexampled wigging from Her Majesty’s judge, Baron

Muddlebone, for not showing him that respect he was accustomed to

receive from the High Sheriff of the county. And even over the august

person of the judge himself there hangs the fear of the only thing that

he cannot commit for contempt, public opinion. Justice! why, the world

is full of it, only it is mostly built upon a foundation of wrong.

Lady Bellamy found George sitting in the dining-room beside the safe

that had so greatly interested her husband. It was open, and he was

reading a selection from the bundle of letters which the reader may

remember having seen in his hands before.

“How do, Anne?” he said, without rising. “You look very handsome this

morning. I never saw a woman wear better.”

She vouchsafed no reply to his greeting, but turned as pale as death.

“What!” she said, huskily, pointing with her finger to the letters in

his hand, “what are you doing with those letters?”

“Bravo, Anne; quite tragic. What a Lady Macbeth you would make! Come

quote, ‘All the perfumes of Araby will not sweeten this little hand.

Oh, oh, oh!’ Go on.”

“What are you doing with those letters?”

“Have you never broken a dog by showing him the whip, Anne? I have got

something to ask of you, and I wish to get you into a generous frame of

mind first. Listen now, I am going to read you a few extracts from a

past that is so vividly recorded here.”

She sank into a chair, hid her face in her hands, and groaned. George,

whose own features betrayed a certain nervousness, took a yellow sheet

of paper, and began to read.

“‘Do you know how old I am to-day? Nineteen, and I have been married a

year and a half. Ah! what a happy lass I was before I married; how they

worshipped me in my old home! “Queen Anne,” they always called me.

Well, they are dead now, and pray God they sleep so sound that they can

neither hear nor see. Yes, a year and a half—a year of happiness, half

a year of hell; happiness whilst I did not know you, hell since I saw

your face. What secret spring of wickedness did you touch in my heart?

I never had a thought of wrong before you came. But when I first set

eyes upon your face, I felt some strange change come over me: I

recognized my evil destiny. How you discovered my fascination, how you

led me on to evil, you best know. I am no coward, I do not wish to

excuse myself, but sometimes I think that you have much to answer for,

George. Hark, I hear my baby crying, my beautiful boy with his father’s

eyes. Do you know, I believe that the child has grown afraid of me: it

beats at me with its tiny hands. I think that my very dog dislikes me

now. They know me as I am; Nature tells them; everybody knows me except

_him_. He will come in presently from visiting his sick and poor, and

kiss me and call me his sweet wife, and I shall act the living lie. Oh!

God, I cannot bear it much longer——’

“There is more of the same sort,” remarked George, coolly. “It affords

a most interesting study of mental anatomy, but I have no time to read

more of it. We will pass on to another.”

Lady Bellamy did not move; she sat trembling a little, her face buried

in her hands.

He took up a second letter and began to read a marked passage.

“‘The die is cast, I will come; I can no longer resist your influence;

it grows stronger every day, and now it makes me a murderess, for the

shock will kill him. And yet I am tired of the sameness and smallness

of my life; my mind is too big to be cramped in such narrow fetters.’

“That extract is really very funny,” said George, critically. “But

don’t look depressed, Anne, I am only going to trouble you with one

more dated a year or so later. Listen.

“‘I have several times seen the man you sent me; he is a fool and

contemptible in appearance, and, worst of all, shows signs of falling

in love with me; but, if you wish it, I will go through the marriage

ceremony with him, poor little dupe! You will not marry me yourself,

and I would do more than that to keep near you; indeed, I have no

choice, I _must_ keep near you. I went to the Zoological Gardens the

other day and saw a rattlesnake fed upon a live rabbit; the poor thing

had ample room to run away in, but could not, it was fascinated, and

sat still and screamed. At last the snake struck it, and I thought that

its eyes looked like yours. I am as helpless as that poor animal, and

you are much more cruel than the snake. And yet my mind is infinitely

stronger than your own in every way. I cannot understand it. What is

the source of your power over me? But I am quite reckless now, so what

does it matter? I will do anything that does not put me within reach of

the law. You know that my husband is dead. I _knew_ that he would die;

he expired with my name upon his lips. The child, too, I hear, died in

a fit of croup; the nurse had gone out, and there was no one to look

after it. Upon my word, I may well be reckless, for there is no

forgiveness for such as you and I. As for little B——, as I think I told

you, I will lead him on and marry him: at any rate, I will make his

fortune for him: I _must_ devote myself to something, and ambition is

more absorbing than anything else—at least, I shall rise to something

great. Good-night; I don’t know which aches most, my head or my heart.’

“Now that extract would be interesting reading to Bellamy, would it

not?”

Here she suddenly sprang forward and snatched at the letter. But George

was too quick for her; he flung it into the safe by his side, and swung

the heavy lid to.

“No, no, my dear Anne, that property is too valuable to be parted with

except for a consideration.”

Her attempt frustrated, she dropped back into her chair.

“What are you torturing me for?” she asked, hoarsely. “Have you any

object in dragging up the ghost of that dead past, or is it merely for

amusement?”

“Did I not tell you that I had a favour to ask of you, and wished to

get you into a proper frame of mind first?”

“A favour. You mean that you have some wickedness in hand that you are

too great a coward to execute yourself. Out with it; I know you too

well to be shocked.”

“Oh, very well. You saw Angela Caresfoot, Philip’s daughter, here

yesterday.”

“Yes, I saw her.”

“Very good. I mean to marry her, and you must manage it for me.”

Lady Bellamy sat quite still, and made no answer.

“You will now,” continued George, relieved to find that he had not

provoked the outburst he had expected, “understand why I read you those

extracts. I am thoroughly determined upon marrying that girl at

whatever cost, and I see very clearly that I shall not be able to do so

without your help. With your help, the matter will be easy; for no

obstacle, except the death of the girl herself, can prevail against

your iron determination and unbounded fertility of resource.”

“And if I refuse?”

“I must have read those extracts to very little purpose for you to talk

about refusing. If you refuse, the pangs of conscience will overcome

me, and I shall feel obliged to place these letters, and more

especially those referring to himself, in the hands of your husband. Of

course it will, for my own sake, be unpleasant to me to have to do so,

but I can easily travel for a year or two till the talk has blown over.

For you it will be different. Bellamy has no cause to love you now;

judge what he will feel when he knows all the truth. He will scarcely

keep the story to himself, and, even were he to do so, it could easily

be set about in other ways, and, in either case, you will be a ruined

woman, and all that you have toiled and schemed for for twenty years

will be snatched from you in an instant. If, on the other hand, you do

not refuse, and I cannot believe that you will, I will on my

wedding-day burn these uncomfortable records before your eyes, or, if

you prefer it, you shall burn them yourself.”

“You have only seen this girl once; is it possible that you are in

earnest in wishing to marry her?”

“Do you think that I should go through this scene by way of a joke? I

never was so much in earnest in my life before. I am in love with her,

I tell you, as much in love as though I had known her for years. What

happened to you with reference to me has happened to me with reference

to her, or something very like it, and marry her I must and will.”

Lady Bellamy, as she heard these words, rose from her chair and flung

herself on the ground before him, clasping his knees with her hands.

“Oh, George, George!” she cried, in a broken voice, “have some little

pity; do not force me to do this unnatural thing. Is your heart a

stone, or are you altogether a devil, that by such cruel threats you

can drive me into becoming the instrument of my own shame? I know what

I am, none better: but for whose sake did I become so? Surely, George,

I have some claim on your compassion, if I have none on your love.

Think again, George; and, if you will not give her up, choose some

other means to compass this poor girl’s ruin.”

“Get up, Anne, and don’t talk sentimental rubbish. Not but what,” he

added, with a sneer, “it is rather amusing to hear you pitying your

successful rival.”

She sprang to her feet, all the softness and entreaty gone from her

face, which was instead now spread with her darkest and most vindictive

look.

“_I_ pity her!” she said. “I hate her. Look you, if I have to do this,

my only consolation will be in knowing that what I do will drag my

successor down below my own level. I suffer; she shall suffer more; I

know you a fiend, she shall find a whole hell with you; she is purer

and better than I have ever been; soon you shall make her worse than I

have dreamt of being. Her purity shall be dishonoured, her love

betrayed, her life reduced to such chaos that she shall cease to

believe even in her God, and in return for these things I will give

her—_you_. Your new plaything shall pass through my mill, George

Caresfoot, before ever she comes to yours; and on her I will repay with

interest all that I have suffered at your hands;” and, exhausted with

the fierceness of her own invective and the violence of conflicting

passions, she sank back into her chair.

“Bravo, Anne! quite in your old style. I daresay that the young lady

will require a little moulding, and she could not be in better hands;

but mind, no tricks—I am not going to be cheated out of my bride.”

“You need not fear, George; I shall not murder her. I do not believe in

violence; it is the last resort of fools. If I did, you would not be

alive now.”

George laughed a little uneasily.

“Well, we are good friends again, so there is no need to talk of such

things,” he said. “The campaign will not be by any means an easy one—

there are many obstacles in the way, and I don’t think that my intended

has taken a particular fancy to me. You will have to work for your

letters, Anne; but first of all take a day or two to think it over, and

make a plan of the campaign. And now good-by; I have got a bad

headache, and am going to lie down.”

She rose, and went without another word; but all necessity for setting

about her shameful task was soon postponed by news that reached her the

next morning, to the effect that George Caresfoot was seriously ill.

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