CHAPTER XIII

_’Here are our thoughts--voyagers’ thoughts_,

_Here not the land, firm land, alone appears_, may then by them be

said;

The sky o’erarches here--we feel the undulating deck beneath our

feet,

We feel the long pulsation--ebb and flow of endless motion;

The tones of unseen mystery--the vague and vast suggestions of the

briny world--the liquid-flowing syllables.’

The riding light was already garish in the early sunshine when we

turned out the next morning. The fragrance of the breeze coming in

faint puffs off the land, the clean taste of the air, the cries of the

sea birds, and the tender haze that overhung the land, set all our

senses tingling. Yet what a creature is man! As we stood by the main

rigging there came wafted aft to us from the forehatch the bubbling

sound and the smell of frying bacon, and we could scarcely endure the

delay of staying to wash down the decks, though that was a duty to be

performed before hunger might be satisfied honourably.

We got under way soon after breakfast, but the wind was fluky and we

drifted rather than sailed. About low water we anchored in a clock

calm to wait for the easterly breeze which we knew would come later,

for the gossamers hung on the rigging. In the afternoon the wind duly

‘shot up at east,’ as the fishermen say, and we fetched over the

Dengie flats, opened the Blackwater, and bore away for Mersea Island

to pick up the other children.

We anchored in the Deeps, for there was no room for such a large

vessel as ours in our old haunts up the creeks, but before the anchor

was down two small figures in white came running down King’s Hard.

Inky and Margaret had been watching for us. We soon had the sailing

dinghy going off for them. How pleased they were, how excited about

their cabins, how astonished at finding their toys ready for them!

At last, then, our scheme was complete. The family was reassembled

under a new roof, and that roof was a deck.

We met several sailing friends at West Mersea, and found our old

yacht, the _Playmate_, from whose owners we heard an account of their

first trip to Mersea. Off the entrance they hailed the man on board

the watchboat, to ask the way into the quarters. The watchman, who had

known the _Playmate_ for years, and had seen her going in and out

scores of times, answered the question in the spirit in which he

supposed it had been asked. He had not heard that the vessel had

changed hands.

‘Go on. _Yaou_ knaow,’ he shouted back.

‘No, we don’t,’ bawled the new owners.

‘Go on. _Yaou_ knaow,’ he repeated, as the _Playmate_ forged on.

‘No, we don’t,’ yelled the new owners, becoming nervous of running

aground.

‘Yaou let the ould girl goo herself, then. _She_ knaow the way in!’

was the last they heard.

During our short cruise we found out how best to arrange everything on

board so as to avoid breakages in a sea. Our furniture, of course, had

not been specially made for a ship; some of it had already been

screwed to the walls or bulkheads; the rest of it could be quickly

wedged. The shelves were all fitted with ledges, so that china and

silver had only to be laid flat behind the ledges. On deck we hung

thin boards over the windows, as these might easily be broken.

At Osea Island in the Blackwater we took in eight hundred gallons of

water. We then visited Heybridge, Brightlingsea, and Wivenhoe, and

still left ourselves ample time to make the passage to Newcliff and

settle down comfortably before the boys were due at their school.

To revisit the Essex sea-marshes is always to discover something new.

The dim low land may be called dreary compared with the more

vivacious Solent, but when the spell of this Dutch-like scenery has

been laid on you it has touched your heart for ever.

Not all people who are in love with Essex have always been so. The

charms of the county inland, as well as on the coast, have to be

discovered gradually, because they are widely spread.

Essex has no cathedral which gathers up the interest to one point. Yet

its houses are an epitome of its history and character; they look as

though they were part of the landscape, as though they had grown up

with the trees. Some houses in Essex--farmhouses and inns--often

welcome you with a clean white face, but the complexion of a whole

village seen far off is nearly always red, and a thin spire generally

tapers above the roofs. Churches and houses alike were built with the

materials which were ready to hand. There is much timber in the

building, because Essex has few quarries. In hundreds of churches,

too, you may see the relics of the Roman occupation. The Roman bricks

are worked into the lower parts of the walls; flint commonly comes

above the brick, and stout timbers are used not only for the roof, but

in the whole construction. Sometimes the spire is made entirely of

wood, and there is surely something beautiful and touching in the

exaltation to this use of the characteristic material of the county.

When a beam was wanted for a house, or a roof for a church, chestnut

was the wood, no doubt because of the belief that no insect takes

kindly to it. The great building age of what is now rural Essex must

have come immediately after the suppression of the monasteries, and

you can hardly go into an Essex village without finding a Tudor house.

If it be a manor-house, it may have a moat or a monkish fishpond; and

perhaps the pigeon tower, which dates from the times when the lord of

the manor had his rights of pigeonry, is still standing. The old inns

have a spaciousness which informs you of the well-being of

agricultural Essex when they were built. Where the land is good there

the inns are good also; where the land is poor the inns are built on

niggard lines. You can come across Essex villages--such as the

Rodings, the Lavers, and the Easters--which for remoteness of air and

unsophistication could not be matched except in counties so distant

from London as Cornwall and Cumberland.

Certainly Essex has no great hills, even as it has no great buildings.

But the value of hills is relative. From many places in Essex only

about sixty feet above the sea there are wide views, and you may gaze

upon the Kentish coast thirty miles away on the other side of the

Thames. The secret of the Essex coast is the illusion of immensity.

The dome of sky is scarcely interrupted by the small frettings of land

and wood along the edges. In this vast atmospheric theatre a change of

weather may be seen at almost any point of the compass planning its

tactics on a clear hard line of horizon, and thence swinging up the

sky, showing the soft white flags of peace or the threatening front of

a battle formation. One even has an important sense of the monstrous

nearness of natural forces when the ‘inverted bowl’ is filled with a

dark low-flying scud that seems to be crushing down on you in a kind

of personal assault.

Men who have become captivated by the marshes have been able to

measure the gradual and unconscious change in their feelings about

hills and flat lands by a visit to some such spot as the Italian

Lakes. The beauty of the lakes has always to be admitted--the purity

of the water, the affluence of the colour, the abrupt fall of the

hills to the water, the sweetness of the glinting villages perched

high up as though resting in a long and difficult climb to the sky.

But at the end of a week the visitor may have found himself insisting

on these beauties; he has felt that the sense of them is slipping

away. He who needs to argue with himself is losing ground. He becomes

unreasonably conscious that the water is imprisoned, and does not lead

to the sea round the distant headland; that the sky is filched away;

and that the winds are false, being misdirected by the hills and

simply blowing up or down a long corridor, so that Nature is

frustrated in these coddled and enchanted haunts.

In shallow estuaries like those of Essex the tides have necessarily to

be studied more carefully than in deep waters. The ebb tide runs

faster than the flood; for the ebb is hurried seawards, pressed on its

flanks as it goes, by the weight of water that pours off the flats

from either side of the channel. The flood comes in from the sea like

a cautious explorer. It is as though it could afford to be slow

because it has the authority of the sea behind it. Moreover, it has

nothing to do with the joy and madness of escape from confinement, but

daily performs a sober function of renewal. It is a deliberate,

sightless creature, pushing before it sinuous fingers with which it

gropes its way through the crushed jungles of matted weed.

For the gulls, the redshanks, the stint, the herons, and the curlew,

the important moments of the day are when the water first leaves the

banks and a refreshed feeding-ground is once more laid bare. But to

the yachtsman the vital time is when the sea advances, bringing its

salt breath among the drowsier inland scents, raising the weed from

the dead, and changing into sensitive buoyant things the smacks and

yachts which have been stranded on their sides, heavy and immobile for

hours.

There are two yachtsmen at least who are almost ashamed to confess how

childish in its reality is their pleasure in watching the return of

the tide over the flats or up some shallow creek. They have not

counted the number of times they have leaned over the side of a yacht,

knowing she could not float for an hour or more, watching the tiny

crabs scuttle into fresh territories as the oily flood bearing yellow

flecks of tide-foam brims silently over one level on to the next;

watching each weed being lifted and supported by the water until its

whole length waves and bends in the tide like a poplar in a breeze;

watching the angle at which the yacht has been lying correct itself

until she sits upright in the mud; watching, perhaps, in the proper

season, the swish and flutter of the water, and the little puffs of

disturbed mud drifting away like smoke, as mullet thresh their way

through the entrancing green submarine avenues. And then there is

always the thrill of the moment when the rising water touches with

life the dead hull of a yacht, and turns her into a creature of

sensitiveness and grace swaying to the run of the tide. One moment she

is as a rock against which you might push unavailingly with all your

might; the next she has sidled off the ground, and will sheer this way

and that in response to a finger laid upon the tiller.

As the tide rises towards its height you may see smacks--oyster

dredgers, trawlers, shrimpers, and eel boats--filling the shining

mouth of the estuary. The lighting of this part of the coast is like

nothing else in England. A pearly radiance seems to strike upwards

from the sea on to the underpart of the clouds, which borrows an

abnormal glow. In these waters, when the sea is not grey it is

generally shallow green, and sometimes, when there are thunder-clouds

with sunshine, it becomes an astonishing jade. At sunset the vapours

over the marshes burn like a furnace, and the cumulus clouds sometimes

glow underneath with the dusky fire of a Red Underwing moth. When the

water has left the flats the lighting does not change appreciably,

because the gleaming mud, glossy and shining like the skin of the

porpoises which sport along the channels, has the quality of water.

The most characteristic effect is the mirage, which swallows up the

meeting-point of sea and sky in a liquid glare, exalts the humblest

smack with the freeboard and towering rigging of a barque, and

separates the tops of trees from visible connection with the land, so

that they appear to be growing out of air and water. Often one might

fancy that the trees of the Blackwater and the Crouch, thus seen in

the distance, were the palm-trees of some Polynesian island.

On the marshes, or reclaimed lands, which are inside the sea-walls,

and are intersected by tidal dykes called fleets, sea-fowl and

woodland birds mingle: curlew with wood pigeons, plover with

starlings, rooks and gulls, feeding harmoniously. Here and there the

mast and brailed-up sail of a barge sticking out of grazing-land tell

of a creek winding in from some hidden entrance, and remind you that

in Essex agriculture and seamanship are on more intimate terms than

are perhaps thought proper elsewhere.

Outside the sea-walls are salt marshes (‘salts’ or ‘saltings’) which

are covered only by the higher tides. In the early summer the thrift

colours them with pink and white, and later a purple carpet is spread

by the sea lavender. The juicy glasswort (called ‘samphire,’ though it

is not the samphire of Dover Cliff in ‘Lear’) changes from a brilliant

green to scarlet. Herons wade in the rivulets; the whistle of the

redshanks, the mournful cry of the curlew, and the scream of the gulls

which fringe the edge of the water like the white crest of a breaking

wave, sound from end to end of these marshes. In the winter you may

hear the honking of Brent geese. But by far the most beautiful sight

is hundreds of thousands of stint or dunlins on the wing together.

These birds are also called ox-birds, and the fishermen call them

simply ‘little birds.’ When they wheel, as at the word of command, the

variations in their appearance are almost beyond belief; now they are

wreathed smoke floating across the sky, and scarcely distinguishable

from the long smudge that pours from the funnel of a steamer on the

horizon; now the sun catches their white underparts, and they are a

storm of driven snowflakes; now they present the razor edge of the

wing, and then disappear in the glare as by magic; again they turn

the broadest extent of their wings, and a solid and heavy mass

blackens the sky.

[Illustration: BEAUMONT QUAY]

In May, when the sea-birds are hatching their young, the spring-tides

are slack and do not cover the saltings. In a pretty figure of speech

the fishermen call these tides the Bird Tides.

The lives of the fishermen are ruled by the tides. For them the

working hours of the clock have no significance. On the first of the

ebb, be it night or day, their work begins, and it is on the flood

that they return to their homes. They have no leisure or liking for

the time-devouring practice of sailing over a foul tide. The tide in

the affairs of these men is absolute.

And although they do not confess in any recognizable phrase of lyrical

sensation that the sea has cast a spell upon them, it is obvious that

that is what has happened. On Sundays, when they are free from their

labour, they will assemble on the hard--a firm strip of shingle laid

upon the mud--and, with hands in pockets, gaze, through most of the

hours of daylight, upon the sweeping tide and the minor movements of

small boats and yachts with an air at once negligent and profound. The

mightiness of the sea, like the mightiness of the mountain, draws

mankind. Men have learned the secrets of these things in a way, and

have turned them to their profit or amusement; but the mastery is

superficial, and it is man who in these great presences is

unconsciously and spiritually enslaved.

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