CHAPTER XII.

John Randolph walked slowly through the soft dawning. It had been a

brilliant night. The late moon had risen as he was bidding good-bye to

the graceful creatures he should never see again, and Hollywood had been

clad in a bewitching beauty which made it all the harder to say

farewell. Far into the night he had lingered, visiting every corner of

the dearly loved home, then at last he had turned away and walked

steadily along the road which led to Marlborough.

The sun rose in a blaze of splendor and the birds began to twitter. The

gripsack which he carried grew strangely heavy, and he felt faint and

weary. The long strain of the day before was beginning to tell upon him,

and it was many hours since he had tasted food.

A sudden turn of the road brought him in sight of a trig little farm,

against whose red gate a man was leaning, leisurely enjoying the beauty

of the morning before he began work. He had a pleasant face, strong and

peaceful. No one had ever known Joseph Makepeace to be out of temper or

in a hurry. He would have said it was because he commenced every day

listening to the inner voice among the silences of Nature. Joseph

Makepeace was a Quaker.

"Why, John, lad!" he cried, "thou art a welcome sight on this fair

morning. Come in, come in. Breakfast will soon be ready and thou art in

sore need of it by the look of thy face." He gave John's hand a mighty

grasp and took his gripsack from him.

"Why, John, hast thou walked far with this load? Where were all the

horses of Hollywood? Is anything wrong, John? I don't like thy looks,

lad."

John's voice trembled. "I have left Hollywood" he said. "Mr. Hawthorne

has turned me off."

"Left Hollywood! You don't mean it, John? Well, well, folks say Robert

Hawthorne has not been right in his mind since his boy got hurt. I

believe it now. It's a comfort that the great Master will never turn us

off, lad. Thee'd better lie down on the lounge and rest thee a bit,

John, while I go and tell mother."

He entered the spotless kitchen where his wife was moving blithely to

and fro. "Thee has another 'unawares angel' to breakfast, Ruth. It's a

grand thing being on the public road!"

Ruth Makepeace laughed merrily. "An angel, Joseph? I hope he's not like

thy last one, who stole three of my best silver spoons!"

"So, so, thee didst promise to forget that, Ruth, if I replace them next

time I go to Marlborough."

"Well, so I do, except when thee does remind me. Is this a very hungry

angel, Joseph? Does thee think I'd better cook another chicken?"

"He ought to be hungry, poor lad, but I doubt if he eats much. Does thee

remember friend Randolph, Ruth?"

"Of course I do. But he's been dead these ten years. Thee doesn't mean

he's come back to breakfast with us?"

Her husband put his hand on her shoulder and shook her gently. Then he

kissed her. "Thee is fractious this morning, Ruth. Friend Randolph had a

son, thee dost mind, whom Robert Hawthorne took to live at Hollywood. It

is he whom the good Lord has sent to us to care for, Ruth. He's just

been turned adrift."

"If thee wasn't so big I would shake thee, Joseph! The idea of John

Randolph being in this house and thee beating round the bush with thine

angels!" and with all her motherhood shining in her eyes, Ruth Makepeace

started for the parlor.

In spite of the overflowing kindness with which he was surrounded John

found the meal a hard one. He had been used to breakfast with little Nan

upon his knee.

"When thee is rested we'll have a talk, lad," said his host, as they

rose from the table; "but thee'd better bide with us for the summer and

not fret about the future: thee dost need a holiday."

"Of course thee dost, John!" said blithe little Mrs. Makepeace. "I wish

thee would bide for good."

Her husband laid his hand upon his shoulder. "Thou knowest, lad, there

is the little grave out yonder. Thee should'st have his place in our

hearts and home. Would'st thee be content to bide, John?"

John Randolph looked at his friends with shining eyes. "You have done me

good for life!" he said, "but the world calls me, I must go. I mean to

work my way through college, and be a physician, Mr. Makepeace."

"So! so! Well, we mustn't stand in the way, Ruth. Thee'll make a good

one, John. But how art thee going to manage it, lad?"

"The Steel Works in Marlborough pay good wages. I mean to get a place

there if I can, and study in the evenings."

"Why, John, lad, the Steel Works shut down yesterday afternoon."

For an instant the brave spirit quailed, only for an instant. "Then I

must find something else," he said quietly.

"It's a bad season, John, and the times are hard." Joseph Makepeace

thought for a moment. "There's friend Harris up the river. What dost

thee think, Ruth?"

"Why, he wants men to pile wood," exclaimed his wife. "Thee would'st not

set John at that!"

"Lincoln split rails," said John with a smile, "why should not I pile

them? It's clean work, and honest, Mrs. Makepeace."

"He has a logging camp in the winter. Thee would'st have good pay then,

John."

"But thee would'st be so lonely, John, amongst all those rough men! And

thee did'st say once it was dangerous, Joseph. It's not fit work for

John."

"I am not afraid of work, Mrs. Makepeace, and I can never be lonely with

Jesus Christ."

* * * * *

In far Vermont Evadne was reading aloud from a paper she had brought

from the post-office. "The whole sum of Christian living is just

loving." "Do you believe that, Aunt Marthe?"

"Surely, dear child. Love is the fulfilling of the law, you know. When

we love God with our whole heart, and our neighbor as ourselves, there

is no danger of our breaking the Decalogue. 'He who loveth knoweth God,'

and 'to know him is life eternal.'"

"Just love," said Evadne musingly. "It seems so simple."

"Do you think so?" said Aunt Marthe with a smile. "Yet people find it

the hardest thing to do, as it is surely the noblest. Drummond calls it

'the greatest thing in the world' and you have Paul's definition of it

in Corinthians. Did you ever study that to see how perfect love would

make us?

"'Love suffereth long,' that does away with impatience; 'and is kind,'

that makes us neighborly; 'love envieth not,' that saves from

covetousness; 'vaunteth not itself,' that does away with self-conceit;

'seeketh not its own,' that kills selfishness; 'is not provoked,' that

shows we are forgiving; 'rejoiceth not in unrighteousness,' makes us

love only what is pure; 'covereth [Footnote: Marginal rendering.] all

things,' that leaves no room for scandal; 'believeth all things,' that

does away with doubt; 'hopeth all things,' that is the antithesis of

distrust; 'endureth all things,' proves that we are strong; and then the

beautiful summing up of the whole matter, 'love never faileth.' If that

is true of us, it can only be as we are filled with the spirit of the

Christ of God, 'whose nature and whose name is love.'"

"You see such beautiful things in the Bible!" said Evadne despairingly,

"why cannot I get below the surface?"

"You will, dearie. You forget I have been digging nuggets from this

precious mine for years and you have just begun to search for them.

Would you like another drive, or do you feel too tired?"

"Not in the least. What can I do for you?"

"I would like to send some of that currant jelly I made yesterday to old

Mrs. Riggs, if you are sure you would like to take it?"

"As sure as sure can be, dear," said Evadne with a kiss, "Where shall I

find it?"

"In the King's corner."

"'The King's corner?'" echoed Evadne with a puzzled look.

"Oh, I forgot you did not know. I always give the Lord the first fruits

of my cooking, and keep them in a special place set apart for his use,

then, when I go to see the sick, there is always something ready to

tempt their fancy. It is wonderful what a saving of time it is. I rarely

have to make anything on purpose,--there is always something prepared."

She followed her niece out to the carriage, helped her pack the jelly

safely, with one of her crisp loaves of fresh brown bread, bade her a

merry farewell and went back to the house again singing.

"Oh, Aunt Marthe!" cried Evadne, as she drove slowly under the trees,

"shall I ever, ever learn to be like you?"

She found the old lady sitting by the fire wrapped up in a shawl,

although the day was sultry.

"Good-morning," said Evadne, as she deposited her parcels on the table.

"I come from Mrs. Everidge. She thought you would fancy some of her

fresh brown bread and currant jelly."

"Hum!" said the old lady ungraciously, "I hope it's better than the last

wuz. Guess Mis' Everidge ain't ez pertickler ez she used ter be."

"Aunt Marthe!" cried Evadne indignantly. "Why, everything she does is

perfection!"

"Land, child! There ain't no perfecshun in this world. It's all a wale,

a wale o' tears. We'se poor, miserable critters,--wurms o' the

dust,--that's what we be."

"There isn't any worm about Aunt Marthe," cried Evadne with a laugh. "I

think you must be looking through a wrong pair of spectacles, Mrs.

Riggs."

"Land, child! I ain't got but the one pair, an' they got broke this

morning. But it's jest my luck. Everything goes agin me."

"But you can get them mended," said Evadne.

"Sakes alive! There ain't much hope o' gettin' them mended, with Penel

behindhand on the rent, an' the firin' an' the land knows what else. I

don't see why Penel ain't more forehanded. I tell her ef I wuz ez young

an' ez spry ez she be, I guess I'd hev things different, but, la! that's

Penel's way. She's terrible sot in her own way, Penel is. She's not

willin' ter take my advice. Children now-a-days allers duz know more

than their mothers."

"Where is Penelope?" asked Evadne.

"Oh, skykin' round. She's gone over to Miss Johnsing's ter help with the

quiltin'. That's the way she duz, an' here I am all alone with the fire

ter tend ter, an' not a livin' soul ter do a hand's turn fer me! She sez

she hez ter do it ter keep the pot bilin'--'pears ter me Penel's pots

take a sight uv bilin'."

"But she has left a nice pile of wood close beside you, Mrs. Riggs."

"La, yes," grumbled the old lady, "but it's dretful thoughtless in her

ter stay away so long, when she knows the stoopin' cums so hard on my

rheumatiz. An' it's terrible lonesome. I get that narvous some days I'm

all of a shake. 'Tain't ez ef she kep within' call, but t'other day she

went clean over ter Hancocks,--a hull mile an' a half! She sez she hez

ter go where folks wants things done, but that's nonsense, folks oughter

want things done near at hand,--they know how lonesome I be. Why, a bear

might cum in an' eat me up for all Penel would know. She gits so taken

up a' larfin' an' singin', she ain't got no sympathy. Oh, it's a wale o'

tears!"

"But there are no bears in Vernon, Mrs. Riggs," laughed Evadne.

"Land, child! you never know what there might be!" said the old lady

testily. "Be you a' stayin' at Mis' Everidge's?"

"Yes," said Evadne, "she is my aunt."

"Hum! I never knew she hed any nieces, 'cept them two gals uv Jedge

Hildreth's down ter Marlborough."

"I am their cousin, Mrs. Riggs. I used to live in Barbadoes."

"Well, I declar! Why, Barbaderz is t' other side of nowhere! Used ter

be when I went ter school. Well, well, some folks hez a lion's share uv

soarin' an' here I've ben all my life jest a' pinin' my heart out ter

git down ter Bosting, an' I ain't never got there! But that's allers the

way. I never git nuthin'. I'm sixty-nine years old cum Christmas an' I

ain't never ben further away frum hum than twenty miles hand runnin',

an' here's a chit like you done travelin' enuff ter last a lifetime."

"But I didn't want to travel, Mrs. Riggs," said Evadne gently. "I would

so much rather have stayed at home."

"There you go!" grumbled the old lady. "Folks ain't never satisfied with

their mercies. Allers a' flyin' in the face uv Providence. I tell you

we'se wurms, child; miserable, shiftless wurms, a' crawlin' down in this

walley of humiliation, with our faces ter the dust."

"But you've got a great deal to be thankful for, Mrs. Riggs," ventured

Evadne, "in having such a daughter. Aunt Marthe thinks she is a splendid

character."

"So she oughter be!" retorted the old lady, "with sech a bringin' up ez

she's hed. But land! childern's dretful disappointin' ter a pusson.

There ain't a selfish bone in _my_ body, but Penel's ez full uv 'em.

She'll let me lie awake by the hour at a time while she's a' snoozin'

on the sofy beside me. She don't sleep in her own bed any more because I

hev ter hev her handy ter rub me when the rheumatiz gits ter jumpin'.

She sez she can't help bein' drowsy when she's workin' through the day,

but land! she'd manage ter keep awake ef she hed any sympathy! She ain't

got no sympathy, Penel ain't; an' she ain't a bit forehanded.

"But I don't 'spect nuthin' else in this world. It's a wale o' tears an'

we ain't got nuthin' else ter look fer but triberlation an' woe. Man ez

born ter trouble ez the sparks fly upward, an' a woman allers hez the

lion's share."

Evadne burst into the sitting-room with flashing eyes. "Aunt Marthe, if

I were Penelope Riggs, I would shoot her mother! She's just a crooked

old bundle of unreasonableness and ingratitude!"

Mrs. Everidge laughed. "No, you wouldn't dear, not if you _were_

Penelope."

"But, Aunt Marthe, how does she stand it? Why, it would drive me crazy

in a week! To think of that poor soul, working like a slave all day, and

then grudged the few winks of sleep she gets on a hard old sofa. I

declare, it makes me feel hopeless!"

"The day I climbed Mont Blanc," said Mrs. Everidge softly, "we had a

wonderful experience. Down below us a sudden storm swept the valley.

The rain fell in torrents, and the thunder roared, but up where we stood

the sun was shining and all was still. When we walk with Christ, little

one, we find it possible to live above the clouds."

"An Alpine Christian!" cried Evadne. "Oh, Aunt Marthe, that is

beautiful!"

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