“Oh, don’t move,” he exclaimed; “you are so pretty like that!” These

words, though they were so inappropriate, pleased me nevertheless, and I

complied with the wish of the great artist, who was one of my friends.

I left the house of Victor Hugo without saying good-bye to him, a trifle

ashamed of myself.

The next day he came to see me. I told him some tale to account for my

illness, and I saw no more of him except at the rehearsals of _Hernani_.

The first performance of _Hernani_ took place on November 21, 1877. It

was a triumph alike for the author and the actors. _Hernani_ had already

been played ten years earlier, but Delaunay, who then took the part of

Hernani, was the exact contrary of what this part should have been. He

was neither epic, romantic, nor poetic. He had not the style of those

grand epic poems. He was charming, graceful, and wore a perpetual smile;

of middle height, with studied movements, he was ideal in Musset,

perfect in Emile Augier, charming in Molière, but execrable in Victor

Hugo.

Bressant, who took the part of Charles Quint, was shockingly bad. His

amiable and flabby style and his weak and wandering eyes effectively

prevented all grandeur. His two enormous feet, generally half hidden

under his trousers, assumed immense proportions. I could see nothing

else. They were very large, flat, and slightly turned in at the toes.

They were a nightmare! But think of their possessor repeating the

admirable couplet of Charles Quint to the shade of Charlemagne! It was

absurd! The public coughed, wriggled, and showed that they found the

whole thing painful and ridiculous.

In our performance it was Mounet-Sully, in all the splendour of his

talent, who played Hernani. And it was Worms, that admirable artiste,

who played Charles Quint—and how well he took the part! How he rolled

out the lines! What a splendid diction he had! This performance of

November 21, 1877, was a triumph. I came in for a good share in the

general success. I played Dona Sol. Victor Hugo sent me the following

letter:

“MADAME,—You have been great and charming; you have moved me—me, the

old combatant—and at one moment, while the public whom you had

enchanted cheered you, I wept. This tear which you caused me to shed

is yours, and I place myself at your feet.

“VICTOR HUGO.”

With this letter came a small box containing a fine chain bracelet, from

which hung one diamond drop. I lost this bracelet at the house of the

rich nabob, Alfred Sassoon. He wanted to give me another, but I refused.

He could not give me back the tear of Victor Hugo.

My success at the Comédie was assured, and the public treated me as a

spoiled child. My comrades were a little jealous of me.

Perrin made trouble for me at every turn. He had a sort of friendship

for me, but he would not believe that I could get on without him, and as

he always refused to do as I wanted, I did not go to him for anything. I

used to send a letter to the Ministry, and I always won my cause.

As I had a continual thirst for what was new, I now tried my hand at

painting. I knew how to draw a little, and had a well-developed sense of

colour. I first did two or three small pictures, then I undertook the

portrait of my dear Guérard.

Alfred Stevens thought it was vigorously done, and Georges Clairin

encouraged me to continue with painting. Then I launched out

courageously, boldly. I began a picture which was nearly two metres in

size, _The Young Girl and Death_.

Then came a cry of indignation against me.

Why did I want to do anything else but act, since that was my career?

Why did I always want to be before the public?

[Illustration:

SARAH BERNHARDT AS DONA SOL

IN _HERNANI_

]

Perrin came to see me one day when I was very ill. He began to preach.

“You are killing yourself, my dear child,” he said. “Why do you go in

for sculpture, painting, &c.? Is it to prove that you can do it?”

“Oh, no, no,” I answered; “it is merely to create a necessity for

staying here.”

“I don’t understand,” said Perrin, listening very attentively.

“This is how it is. I have a wild desire to travel, to see something

else, to breathe another air, and to see skies that are higher than ours

and trees that are bigger—something different, in short. I have

therefore had to create for myself some tasks which will hold me to my

chains. If I did not do this, I feel that my desire to see other things

in the world would win the day, and I should do something foolish.”

This conversation was destined to go against me some years later, when

the Comédie brought a law-suit against me.

The Exhibition of 1878 put the finishing stroke to the state of

exasperation that Perrin and some of the artistes of the theatre had

conceived against me. They blamed me for everything—for my painting, my

sculpture, and my health. I had a terrible scene with Perrin, and it was

the last one, for from that time forth we did not speak to each other

again; a formal bow was the most that we exchanged afterwards.

The climax was reached over my balloon ascension. I adored and I still

adore balloons. Every day I went up in M. Giffard’s captive balloon.

This persistency had struck the _savant_, and he asked a mutual friend

to introduce him.

“Oh, Monsieur Giffard,” I said, “how I should like to go up in a balloon

that is not captive!”

“Well, Mademoiselle, you shall do so if you like,” he replied very

kindly.

“When?” I asked.

“Any day you like.”

I should have liked to start immediately, but, as he pointed out, he

would have to fit the balloon up, and it was a great responsibility for

him to undertake. We therefore fixed upon the following Tuesday, just a

week from then. I asked M. Giffard to say nothing about it, for if the

newspapers should get hold of this piece of news my terrified family

would not allow me to go. M. Tissandier, who a little time after was

doomed, poor fellow, to be killed in a balloon accident, promised to

accompany me. Something happened, however, to prevent his going with me,

and it was young Godard who the following week accompanied me in the

“Dona Sol,” a beautiful orange-coloured balloon specially prepared for

my expedition. Prince Jerome Napoleon (Plon-Plon), who was with me when

Giffard was introduced, insisted on going with us. But he was heavy and

rather clumsy, and I did not care much about his conversation, in spite

of his marvellous wit, for he was spiteful, and rather delighted when he

could get a chance to attack the Emperor Napoleon III., whom I liked

very much.

We started alone, Georges Clairin, Godard, and I. The rumour of our

journey had spread, but too late for the Press to get hold of the news.

I had been up in the air about five minutes when one of my friends,

Comte de M——, met Perrin on the Saints-Pères Bridge.

“I say,” he began, “look up in the sky. There is your star shooting

away.”

Perrin gazed up, and, pointing to the balloon which was rising, he

asked, “Who is in that?”

“Sarah Bernhardt,” replied my friend. Perrin, it appears, turned purple,

and, clenching his teeth, he murmured, “That’s another of her freaks,

but she will pay for this.”

He hurried away without even saying good-bye to my young friend, who

stood there stupefied at this unreasonable burst of anger.

And if he had suspected my infinite joy at thus travelling through the

air, Perrin would have suffered still more.

Ah! our departure! It was half-past five. I shook hands with a few

friends. My family, whom I had kept in the most profound ignorance, was

not there. I felt my heart tighten somewhat when, after the words “Let

her go!” I found myself in about a second some fifty yards above the

earth. I still heard a few cries: “Wait! Come back! Don’t let her be

killed!” And then nothing more. Nothing. There was the sky above and the

earth beneath. Then suddenly I was in the clouds. I had left a misty

Paris. I now breathed under a blue sky and saw a radiant sun. Around us

were opaque mountains of clouds with irradiated edges. Our balloon

plunged into a milky vapour quite warm from the sun. It was splendid! It

was stupefying! Not a sound, not a breath! But the balloon was scarcely

moving at all. It was only towards six o’clock that the currents of air

caught us, and we took our flight towards the east. We were at an

altitude of about 1700 metres. The spectacle became fairy-like. Large

fleecy clouds were spread below us like a carpet. Large orange curtains

fringed with violet came down from the sun to lose themselves in our

cloudy carpet.

At twenty minutes to seven we were about 2500 metres above the earth,

and cold and hunger commenced to make themselves felt.

The dinner was copious—we had _foie gras_, fresh bread, and oranges. The

cork of our champagne bottle flew up into the clouds with a pretty, soft

noise. We raised our glasses in honour of M. Giffard.

We had talked a great deal. Night began to put on her heavy dark mantle.

It became very cold. We were then at 2600 metres, and I had a singing in

my ears. My nose began to bleed. I felt very uncomfortable, and began to

get drowsy without being able to prevent it. Georges Clairin got

anxious, and young Godard cried out loudly, to wake me up, no doubt:

“Come, come! We shall have to go down. Let us throw out the guide-rope!”

This cry woke me up. I wanted to know what a guide-rope was. I got up

feeling rather stupefied, and in order to rouse me Godard put the guide-

rope into my hands. It was a strong rope of about 120 metres long, to

which were attached at certain distances little iron hooks. Clairin and

I let out the rope, laughing, while Godard, bending over the side of the

car, was looking through a field-glass.

“Stop!” he cried suddenly. “There are a lot of trees!”

We were over the wood of Ferrières. But just in front of us there was a

little open ground suitable for our descent.

“There is no doubt about it,” cried Godard; “if we miss this plain we

shall come down in the dead of night in the wood of Ferrières, and that

will be very dangerous!” Then, turning to me, “Will you,” he said, “open

the valve?”

I immediately did so, and the gas came out of its prison whistling a

mocking air. The valve was shut by order of the aeronaut, and we

descended rapidly. Suddenly the stillness of the night was broken by the

sound of a horn. I trembled. It was Louis Godard, who had pulled out of

his pocket, which was a veritable storehouse, a sort of horn on which he

blew with violence. A loud whistle answered our call, and 500 metres

below us we saw a man who was shouting his hardest to make us hear. As

we were very close to a little station, we easily guessed that this man

was the station-master.

“Where are we?” cried Louis Godard through his horn.

“At—in—in—ille!” answered the station-master. It was impossible to

understand.

“Where are we?” thundered Georges Clairin in his most formidable tones.

“At—in—in—ille!” shouted the station-master, with his hand curved round

his mouth.

“Where are we?” cried I in my most crystalline accents.

“At—in—in—ille!” answered the station-master and his porters.

It was impossible to get to know anything. We had to lower the balloon.

At first we descended rather too quickly, and the wind blew us towards

the wood. We had to go up again. But ten minutes later we opened the

valve again and made a fresh descent. The balloon was then to the right

of the station, and far from the amiable station-master.

“Throw out the anchor!” cried young Godard in a commanding tone. And

assisted by Georges Clairin, he threw out into space another rope, to

the end of which was fastened a formidable anchor. The rope was 80

metres long.

Down below us a crowd of children of all ages had been running ever

since we stopped above the station. When we got to about 300 metres from

earth Godard called out to them, “Where are we?”

“At Vachère!”

None of us knew Vachère. But we descended nevertheless.

“Hullo! you fellows down there, take hold of the rope that’s dragging,”

cried the aeronaut, “and mind you don’t pull too hard!” Five vigorous

men seized hold of the rope. We were 130 metres from the ground, and the

sight was becoming interesting. Darkness began to blot out everything. I

raised my head to see the sky, but I remained with my mouth open with

astonishment. I saw only the lower end of our balloon, which was

overhanging its base, all loose and baggy. It was very ugly.

We anchored gently, without the little dragging which I had hoped would

happen, and without the little drama which I had half expected.

It began to rain in torrents as we left the balloon.

The young owner of a neighbouring château ran up, like the peasants, to

see what was going on. He offered me his umbrella.

“Oh, I am so thin I cannot get wet. I pass between the drops.”

The saying was repeated and had a great success.

“What time is there a train?” asked Godard.

“Oh, you have plenty of time,” answered an oily and heavy voice. “You

cannot leave before ten o’clock, as the station is a long way from here,

and in such weather it will take Madame two hours to walk there.”

I was confounded, and looked for the young gentleman with the umbrella,

which I could have used as walking-stick, as neither Clairin nor Godard

had one. But just as I was accusing him of going away and leaving us, he

jumped lightly out of a vehicle which I had not heard drive up.

“There!” said he. “There is a carriage for you and these gentlemen, and

another for the body of the balloon.”

“_Ma foi!_ You have saved us,” said Clairin, clasping his hand, “for it

appears the roads are in a very bad state.”

“Oh,” said the young man, “it would be impossible for the feet of

Parisians to walk even half the distance.”

Then he bowed and wished us a pleasant journey.

Rather more than an hour later we arrived at the station of

Emerainville. The station-master, learning who we were, received us in a

very friendly manner. He made his apologies for not having heard when we

called out an hour previously from our floating vehicle. We had a frugal

meal of bread, cheese, and cider set before us. I have always detested

cheese, and would never eat it: there is nothing poetical about it. But

I was dying with hunger.

“Taste it, taste it,” said Georges Clairin.

I bit a morsel off, and found it excellent.

We got back very late, in the middle of the night, and I found my

household in an extreme state of anxiety. Our friends who had come to

hear news of us had stayed. There was quite a crowd. I was somewhat

annoyed at this, as I was half dead with fatigue.

I sent everybody away rather sharply, and went up to my room. As my maid

was helping me to undress she told me that some one had come for me from

the Comédie Française several times.

“Oh, mon Dieu!” I cried anxiously. “Could the piece have been changed?”

“No, I don’t think so,” said the maid. “But it appears that Monsieur

Perrin is furious, and that they are all in a rage with you. Here is the

note which was left for you.”

I opened the letter. I was requested to call on the manager the

following day at two o’clock.

On my arrival at Perrin’s at the time appointed I was received with

exaggerated politeness which had an undercurrent of severity.

Then commenced a series of recriminations about my fits of ill-temper,

my caprices, my eccentricities; and he finished his speech by saying

that I had incurred a fine of one thousand francs for travelling without

the consent of the management.

I burst out laughing. “The case of a balloon has not been foreseen,” I

said; “and I vow that I will pay no fine. Outside the theatre I do as I

please, and that is no business of yours, my dear Monsieur Perrin, so

long as I do nothing to interfere with my theatrical work. And besides,

you bore me to death—I will resign. Be happy.”

I left him ashamed and anxious.

The next day I sent in my written resignation to M. Perrin, and a few

hours afterwards I was sent for by M. Turquet, Minister of Fine Arts. I

refused to go, and they sent a mutual friend, who stated that M. Perrin

had gone a step farther than he had any right to; that the fine was

annulled, and that I must cancel my resignation. So I did.

But the situation was strained. My fame had become annoying for my

enemies, and a little trying, I confess, for my friends. But at that

time all this stir and noise amused me vastly. I did nothing to attract

attention. My somewhat fantastic tastes, my paleness and thinness, my

peculiar way of dressing, my scorn of fashion, my general freedom in all

respects, made me a being quite apart from all others. I did not

recognise the fact.

I did not read, I never read, the newspapers. So I did not know what was

said about me, either favourable or unfavourable. Surrounded by a court

of adorers of both sexes, I lived in a sunny dream.

[Illustration:

A CORNER OF THE HALL WITH A PAINTING

BY CHARTRAN OF SARAH BERNHARDT

AS _GISMONDA_

]

All the royal personages and the notabilities who were the guests of

France during the Exhibition of 1878 came to see me. This was a constant

source of pleasure to me.

The Comédie was the first theatre to which all these illustrious

visitors went, and Croizette and I played nearly every evening. While I

was playing Amphytrion I fell seriously ill, and was sent to the south.

I remained there two months. I lived at Mentone, but I made Cap Martin

my headquarters. I had a tent put up here on the spot that the Empress

Eugénie afterwards selected for her villa. I did not want to see

anybody, and I thought that by living in a tent so far from the town I

should not be troubled with visitors. This was a mistake. One day when I

was having lunch with my little boy I heard the bells of two horses and

a carriage. The road overhung my tent, which was half hidden by the

bushes. Suddenly a voice which I knew, but could not recognise, cried in

the emphatic tone of a herald, “Does Sarah Bernhardt, Sociétaire of the

Comédie Française, reside here?”

We did not move. The question was asked again. Again the answer was

silence. But we heard the sound of breaking branches, the bushes were

pushed apart, and at two yards from the tent the unwelcome voice

recommenced.

We were discovered. Somewhat annoyed, I came out. I saw before me a man

with a large _tussore_ cloak on, a field-glass strapped on his

shoulders, a grey bowler hat, and a red, happy face, with a little

pointed beard. I looked at this commonplace-looking individual with

anything but favour. He lifted his hat.

“Madame Sarah Bernhardt is here?”

“What do you want with me, sir?”

“Here is my card, Madame.”

I read, “Gambard, Nice, Villa des Palmiers.” I looked at him with

astonishment, and he was still more astonished to see that his name did

not produce any impression on me. He had a foreign accent.

“Well, you see, Madame, I came to ask you to sell me your group, _After

the Tempest_.”

I began to laugh.

“Ma foi, Monsieur, I am treating for that with the firm of Susse, and

they offer me 6000 francs. If you will give ten you may have it.”

“All right,” he said. “Here are 10,000 francs. Have you pen and ink?”

“No.”

“Ah,” said he, “allow me!” And he produced a little case in which there

were pen and ink.

I made out the receipt, and gave him an order to take the group from my

studio in Paris. He went away, and I heard the bells of the horses

ringing and then dying away in the distance. After this I was often

invited to the house of this original person.

XXVI

THE COMÉDIE FRANÇAISE GOES TO LONDON

Shortly after, I came back to Paris. At the theatre they were preparing

for a benefit performance for Bressant, who was about to retire from the

stage. It was agreed that Mounet-Sully and I should play an act from

_Othello_, by Jean Aicard. The theatre was well filled, and the audience

in a good humour. After the song I was in bed as Desdemona, when

suddenly I heard the public laugh, softly at first, and then

irrepressibly. Othello had just come in, in the darkness, in his shirt

or very little more, with a lantern in his hand, and gone to a door

hidden in some drapery. The public, that impersonal unity, has no

hesitation in taking part in these unseemly manifestations, but each

member of the audience, taken as a separate individual, would be ashamed

to admit that he participated in them. But the ridicule thrown on this

act by the exaggerated pantomime of the actor prevented the play being

staged again, and it was only twenty years later that _Othello_ as an

entire play was produced at the Théâtre Français. I was then no longer

there.

After having played Bérénice in _Mithridate_ successfully, I reappeared

in my _rôle_ of the Queen in _Ruy Blas_. The play was as successful at

the Théâtre Français as it had been at the Odéon, and the public was, if

anything, still more favourable to me. Mounet-Sully played Ruy Blas. He

was admirable in the part, and infinitely superior to Lafontaine, who

had played it at the Odéon. Frédéric Febvre, very well costumed,

rendered his part in a most interesting manner, but he was not so good

as Geffroy, who was the most distinguished and the most terrifying Don

Salluste that could be imagined.

My relations with Perrin were more and more strained.

He was pleased that I was successful, for the sake of the theatre; he

was happy at the magnificent receipts of _Ruy Blas_; but he would have

much preferred that it had been another than I who received all the

applause. My independence, my horror of submission, even in appearance,

annoyed him vastly.

One day my servant came to tell me that an elderly Englishman was asking

to see me so insistently that he thought it better to come and tell me,

though I had given orders I was not to be disturbed.

“Send him away, and let me work in peace.”

I was just commencing a picture which interested me very much. It

represented a little girl, on Palm Sunday, carrying branches of palm.

The little model who posed for me was a lovely Italian of eight years

old. Suddenly she said to me:

“He’s quarrelling—that Englishman!”

As a matter of fact, in the ante-room there was a noise of voices rising

higher and higher. Irritated, I rushed out, my palette in my hand,

resolved to make the intruder flee. But just as I opened the door of my

studio a tall man came so close to me that I drew back, and he came into

the large room. His eyes were clear and piercing, his hair silvery

white, and his beard carefully trimmed. He made his excuses very

politely, admired my paintings, my sculpture, my “hall”—and this while I

was in complete ignorance of his name. When at the end of ten minutes I

begged him to sit down and tell me to what I owed the pleasure of his

visit, he replied in a stilted voice with a strong accent:

“I am Mr. Jarrett, the _impresario_. I can make your fortune. Will you

come to America?”

“Never!” I exclaimed firmly. “Never!”

“Oh well, don’t get angry. Here is my address—don’t lose it.” Then at

the moment he took leave he said:

“Ah! you are going to London with the Comédie Française. Would you like

to earn a lot of money in London?”

“Yes. How?”

“By playing in drawing-rooms. I can make a small fortune for you.”

“Oh, I would be pleased—that is if I go to London, for I have not yet

decided.”

“Then will you sign a little contract to which we will add an additional

clause?”

And I signed a contract with this man, who inspired me with confidence

at first sight—a confidence which he never betrayed.

The committee and M. Perrin had made an agreement with John

Hollingshead, director of the Gaiety Theatre in London. Nobody had been

consulted, and I thought that was a little too free and easy. So when

they told me about this agreement, I said nothing.

Perrin rather anxiously took me aside:

“What are you turning over in your mind?”

“I am turning over this: That I will not go to London in a situation

inferior to anybody. For the entire term of my contract I intend to be a

Sociétaire with one entire share in the profits.”

This intention irritated the committee considerably. And the next day

Perrin told me that my proposal was rejected.

“Well, I shall not go to London. That is all! Nothing in my contract

compels me to go.”

The committee met again, and Got cried out, “Well, let her stay away!

She is a regular nuisance!”

It was therefore decided that I should not go to London. But

Hollingshead and Mayer, his partner, did not see things in this light,

and they declared that the contract would not be binding if either

Croizette, Mounet-Sully, or I did not go.

The agents, who had bought two hundred thousand francs’ worth of tickets

beforehand, also refused to regard the affair as binding on them if we

did not go. Mayer came to see me in profound despair, and told me all

about it.

“We shall have to break our contract with the Comédie if you don’t

come,” he said, “for the business cannot go through.”

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