CHAPTER V

It was a very hot morning in July, a morning when work begins slowly,

continues irritably, and is likely to incite human paroxysms of

forgetfulness and temper. It took the form with Mr. Leslie Travers of

his being more definite than usual. He was an extremely intelligent man,

and most of his intelligence consisted in knowing where other people

were wrong. The heat lent an almost unbearable edge to these

inspirations; the office boy, the mayor's secretary, and two typists

withdrew from his sanctum as if they had been in direct contact with a

razor.

Stella wished, as she had often wished before, that the inner office in

which she worked could not be invaded by the manner in which Mr. Travers

conducted his interviews. She respected him as her chief, she even

considered him with a kind of loyal awe augmented by her daily duty. She

pleased him, she catered for him, she never in any circumstances let

him down or confused him by a miscalculation or a mistake.

It is impossible to do this for any man for two years and, if he has

treated you with fairness and respect, not at the end of that time, to

regard him with a certain proprietary affection. This was how Stella

regarded Mr. Travers. He was a clever man, and he never expected any one

under him to work miracles or to give him trouble. He knew what you were

worth, and sometimes he let you see it.

He was handsome in a thin, set, rather dry way, and when he put his

finger-tips together and smiled a little ironic smile he had, and leaned

forward with his shoulders hunched and his eyes unusually bright, as if

they'd been polished like a boot-button, he had an air of intellectual

strength which usually brought terror to an opponent. He always knew

when his adversary was in the wrong. It sometimes seemed to Stella as if

he never knew anything else.

He had reduced life to a kind of game in which you caught the other

fellow out. She got very tired of hearing him say, "You see, Miss

Waring, the weak point of this case is--" or, "I think we may just point

out to him that he renders himself liable to--"

He was a master hand at an interview. To begin with, he always let the

interviewer state his case completely. He never interrupted; he would

sit there smiling a little with his steady, observant eyes fixed on the

man before him, saying in a suave, mild voice, "Yes, yes; I quite see.

Exactly. Your point is--" and Stella, listening, would feel her heart

sink at the dangerous volubility of his opponent. She would have liked

to spring from behind the screen where she was sorting the

correspondence and say, "For Heaven's sake! keep that back! You're

letting yourself in!" As soon as the usually verbose and chaotic

applicant had drawn his final breath, Mr. Leslie Travers gave him back

his case with the points eliminated, and the defenseless places laid out

before him as invertebrate and unmanageable as a jellyfish. It was

hardly necessary for Mr. Leslie Travers to say, with his dry little

smile, "I think you see, my dear fellow, don't you, that it would really

be advisable in your own interests not to go on any further with the

matter? It will be no trouble to us at all if you decide to push it, but

if you take my advice, you will simply go home and think no more about

it." People usually went home, and if their case had been important to

them, they probably thought about it to the end of their lives; but that

didn't affect Mr. Travers. It was his business to safeguard the

interests of the town hall, and the more cases you could drop, the

better. Of course he never dropped a case that could be used against

him; he held on to these until they couldn't. He had to perfection the

legal mind. He never touched what wasn't a safe proposition. A peculiar

idea seized Stella as she listened to him dismissing a worried

rate-payer who had asked for lowered rates, claiming the decreased value

of his property, "We shall act immediately," Mr. Travers said

benevolently. "We receive proof that your property _has_ decreased in

value, but it doesn't do, you know, to come here and tell me the

neighborhood isn't what it was. No neighborhood ever is. Good morning."

What, she asked herself, would Mr. Leslie Travers be without his

impeccable tie, his black coat, and definitely creased gray trousers,

the polish on his boots, the office background, and, above all, the law?

Was he really very awe-inspiring. Wasn't he just a funny little man? It

was curious how she felt this morning, as if she would have liked to see

some one large and lawless face Mr. Travers and show him that his

successes were tricks, his interviews mousetraps, his words delusive

little pieces of very stale cheese. He was too careful of his dignity,

too certain of his top-hat. You couldn't imagine him dirty and oily at

the north pole, putting grit into half-frozen, starving men. You

couldn't, that is to say, imagine him at a disadvantage, making the

disadvantage play his game.

His games were always founded on advantages. He wasn't, in fact, at all

like Julian Verny, nor was there any reason why he should be. But

yesterday Stella had seen Julian Verny, and to-day she saw, and saw as

if for the first time, Mr. Leslie Travers.

"Now, Miss Waring," Mr. Travers said, looking up from his desk, "the

correspondence, please, if you are ready." He always spoke to her,

unless he was in a hurry, as if he were speaking to a good, rather

bright little girl who knew her place, but mustn't be tempted unduly to

forget it. When he was in a hurry he sometimes said, "Look sharp."

Stella brought the correspondence, and they went through it together

with their usual celerity and carefulness, and all the time she was

thinking: "We've worked together every day for two years except Sundays,

and he's afraid to look at me unless we're discussing a definite

question, and he won't risk a joke, and he'd be shocked if I sneezed.

He's just a very intelligent, cultivated, knowing clerk, and he'd be

awfully upset if I told him he had a smut on his collar."

Mr. Leslie Travers put to one side the two or three letters he had

reserved for himself to answer. Stella gathered hers together into an

elastic band; but as she turned to leave him he said:

"Miss Waring, one moment. You came to me on the understanding that your

work here was to be purely temporary. Circumstances have prolonged your

stay with us until it seems to me that we may fairly consider you,

unless you have other plans, a permanent member of our staff!"

"I hope so," said Stella, with a sudden flicker in her eyes, "unless you

think women shouldn't be permanent."

Mr. Leslie Travers permitted himself a very slight smile.

"That disability in your case," he said, "we are prepared to overlook in

view of your value as a worker. As my permanent secretary I should wish

to raise your salary ten pounds yearly. I have put this before our

committee, and they have seen their way to consent to it."

Stella's eyebrows went up. Ten pounds were worth so much to that

muddled, penurious household standing behind her on the verge of utmost

poverty! The man whose place she had taken had been paid three hundred a

year; her rise brought up her salary to one third of this amount.

"It _is_ a disability, Mr. Travers," she said gently, "being a woman. I

see that it is going to cost me two hundred a year."

Mr. Travers looked at her very hard. He knew that she did her work twice

as well as the man she had replaced. That is why she had replaced him.

He thought of her market value as a worker, and he knew that he was

doing a perfectly correct thing. A hundred a year was a fair wage for a

woman secretary. He said:

"You see, Miss Waring, you have not got a family to support."

Stella flushed. She had a family to support, but she did not intend to

admit it to Mr. Travers.. She said:

"I beg your pardon. I had not understood that wages were paid according

to a worker's needs. I had thought the value of the work settled the

rate of payment."

Mr. Travers was astonished. He had never dreamed that Miss Waring would

argue with him. He had looked forward to telling her of this unexpected

windfall; he had expected a flushed and docile gratitude. She was a

little flushed, it is true, but she was neither docile nor grateful, and

he did not quite see his way to continuing her line of argument. She

had, however, put herself in the wrong, and he pointed this out to her.

"I am afraid I cannot see my way to offering you more than the increase

I have suggested," he said; "but as you were apparently satisfied to

accept a permanent post at my original offer, I may hope that an extra

ten pounds will prove no obstacle to our continuing to work together."

"I do not suppose," said Stella, quietly, "that it will be any obstacle

to you that I do not think it fair."

"Really, Miss Waring, really," said Mr. Travers, "I do not think you are

quite yourself this morning. The heat, the disquieting news in the

papers--Perhaps you had better go on with the correspondence. These

questions are not personal ones, you know--they--"

Stella interrupted him.

"All questions that deal with human beings, Mr. Travers," she said, "are

personal questions, and the heat does not affect them."

For one awful moment Mr. Travers thought that Miss Waring was laughing

at him; there was that strange glint in her eyes that he had noticed

before. She had extraordinarily pretty eyes, usually so gentle. It was

most upsetting.

She disappeared with her correspondence before he could think of a

suitable reply. Legally he had been perfectly justified, more than

justified, because he was under no obligation to offer her ten pounds

more.

This is what comes of generosity to women. If he hadn't offered her that

ten pounds she wouldn't have laughed at him, if she really had laughed

at him.

It was a most disquieting thought; it haunted him all day long, even

more than the possibility of a European war. He couldn't help the

European war if it did come off, but he wished very much that he had

been able to prevent Miss Waring's enigmatic laughter.

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