CHAPTER XLIV. THE WAYS OF PROVIDENCE.

There was another thing of which Queenie was equally convinced, and

that was that the safest place for Jess, for the present, was beneath

her own roof. John Dinsmore would, of course, never dream of looking

for her there.

She knew full well that he would not come near her home, therefore, she

did not fear a meeting between Raymond Challoner and him.

Queenie was not surprised when Raymond Challoner presented himself

at her home the following afternoon, impatient to know what progress

she was making with her arguments to induce Jess to reconsider her

dismissal of himself and his suit; and very anxious to have an

interview with the girl.

“That will be impossible for the present,” declared Queenie; “for she

has worked herself up into a state bordering almost on hysteria;

indeed, she is so bad that I was obliged to call in a doctor to attend

her, and his instructions were that she must be kept perfectly quiet;

nothing whatever of an exciting nature must disturb her, or the result

would be a serious case of brain fever.”

Raymond Challoner bit his lip with the most intense vexation.

“By the eternal, luck seems to be working dead against me!” he cried.

“I am almost strapped as to cash--I must marry that confounded contrary

girl, and without delay, too, to secure that fortune. You know delays

are dangerous!”

“Am I not equally as anxious? I am in the same position financially as

yourself; my funds are horribly low, and your marrying this girl, and

securing the Dinsmore fortune, which you have promised to divide with

me as compensation for my services, is everything I have to depend

upon; so why should I not expedite matters to the fullest extent of my

power?” she demanded.

“With your woman’s wit, you ought to be able to arrange matters

somehow,” he persisted, doggedly.

“I will do the very best I can; that is all that I can say,” she

responded, and he was obliged to let matters rest in that way. He took

a reluctant leave, with the understanding that he was not to call again

until he was sent for, which Queenie declared should be the first

moment in which she had Jess’ promise that she would see him.

And Queenie meant what she said. For decency’s sake she allowed a week

to pass since she had informed Jess of her husband’s tragic death, ere

she put her scheme in motion.

At the end of that week Queenie took the girl in hand.

“This will never do, my dear,” she said. “You must take the punishment

which has been meted out to you meekly.”

“Punishment!” echoed Jess, putting her dark curls back from her

tear-stained face with her little, trembling hands. “What have I ever

done to offend Heaven, that I should deserve punishment? That is the

wrong word for it, you meant affliction.”

“I meant exactly what I said, my dear,” returned Queenie, softly. “It

is my firm belief that the Lord meant to punish you for flinging aside

so ruthlessly the solemn wishes of the dead!” she added, solemnly and

impressively.

Jess looked up into her face with bewildered, tear-stained eyes,

murmuring faintly:

“Still I do not comprehend.”

“You certainly ought not to need me to refresh your memory in regard to

the fact that you were in solemn duty bound to wed him whom the man who

thought enough of you to leave half of his fortune to desired you to

marry.”

“But I did not love him, Queenie,” sobbed the girl, piteously, “and I

did love the man whom I married.

“Go where I would, his face was always before me; it smiled up at me

from the hearts of the flowers over which I bent, it looked at me from

the dancing waves of the rippling brook. I saw it framed in the fleecy

clouds when I looked up at the blue sky, and from the golden stars when

the night fell, shrouding the world in impenetrable darkness.

“Oh, Queenie, I often wonder if any other girl in this whole wide world

has ever loved as fondly and as dearly as I loved the handsome, noble

gentleman to whom God seemed to consecrate me when I became his bride.

Ah, why should God punish me, and desire me to marry another when I

loved my husband as devotedly as that?”

“God’s motives are not for us to question; it seems that He did,”

replied Queenie, tersely, adding, after a seemingly thoughtful pause:

“Do you know that I think His anger can only be assuaged by your

carrying out His design yet?”

She knew by the bewildered look in Jess’ eyes that she did not in the

least comprehend the hint she had just given her.

“I consider it my duty to speak plainly to you, Jess,” she said. “I

am quite sure that your husband was removed for the purpose of your

carrying out yet the provisions of that will.”

“Oh, no, no, no!” cried the girl, wildly. “I would not marry the best

man that ever walked the earth; for me there is but one love, and

therefore but one husband!”

“There is another matter to be considered,” said Queenie. “Do you want

to go out into the world penniless, and earn your own living, which you

surely must do if you persist in refusing the rich gifts the gods offer

you? It is a question which you must not decide rashly.”

“I do not care for the Dinsmore millions!” sobbed the girl. “I can get

along without them. Please do not say any more to me on the subject,

Queenie, my poor heart is so sore.”

“There is just one thing more that I must call your attention to, which

you seem to have forgotten entirely,” Queenie went on, pitilessly; “and

that is, even if you are perfectly indifferent in the matter, you still

should remember that in pursuing the course you persist in adopting,

you are not only injuring your own prospects, but you are consigning to

a life of misery and toil another, the man whom the elder Mr. Dinsmore

intended should enjoy half of his great fortune.

“Think long and seriously, Jess, ere you consign one whose only fault

is loving you too well to a life of poverty and misery. It would be

better far to give your life up to the noble purpose of making another

happy, even though your heart is not in what you do.

“In a fortnight he will come here to see you, and will ask for your

final answer. I repeat, think long and earnestly ere you say him nay.

He need never know what took place while you were at the farm those

few weeks. In fact, I would counsel that you keep it carefully from

his knowledge. Let that part of your book of life be a sealed chapter,

which no human eyes may scan. Why tell him, and make him miserable,

when silence is wisest and best, since it tends to his contentment and

peace of mind for all time?

“I leave you to think it over carefully, Jess. Surely you are too noble

to consign the one who loves you so well to the bitterest of poverty.

He does not know how to cope with it; he has always looked upon the

Dinsmore fortune as his, some day; therefore he is not equipped to

fight for his daily bread during the remainder of his life. If life

and love are all over for you, consecrate your future to doing good

deeds, and surely this is one.”

So saying, she left the girl to her own pitiful reflections. Can it be

wondered at, by dint of constantly holding this aspect of the case up

before the girl’s troubled eyes, that slowly but surely she began to

influence the girl, who was scarcely more than a child in her ideas,

that it was her duty to sacrifice herself to save the man who was

co-heir to Blackheath Hall from a life of poverty.

It was with many bitter tears that at length Jess sobbed out that she

would do exactly what Queenie advised. Life, hope and love were all

over for her, it did not matter much what her future was.

“Your lover of the old days will be here to-morrow,” announced Queenie,

at length, “and shall I make his heart glad by telling him that you

relent, and that matters will be between you as they were when you were

down on the plantation in Louisiana; that you will meet him as your

affianced husband?”

Jess covered her face with her two little hands, which shook like aspen

leaves, and nodded dumbly. She could not have said “yes” to have saved

her life; she tried to utter the word, but it stuck in her throat and

choked her.

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