CHAPTER XLI. “WAS IT ALL A DREAM?”

“Mine is an unchanging love,

Higher than the heights above,

Deeper than depths beneath,

Free and faithful, strong as death.”

Many a long hour, while the great city was sleeping that night, Queenie

paced the floor of her boudoir, deeply absorbed in her own turbulent

thoughts.

It had been an exciting day to her, being brought face to face with

her old lover whom she had mourned as dead, and more exciting still to

learn of the barrier which fate had raised between them in the shape

of John Dinsmore’s bride--Jess, the girl who had been living under her

own roof as her guest.

What would Raymond Challoner do, and say, she wondered, when she

informed him that the real John Dinsmore was alive, and more astounding

still, was wedded to the girl whom he was laying his plans to win,

because of her fortune?

What vengeance would the arch-plotter take when he found his grand

scheme for millions lying in ruins at his feet? Queenie feared that he

would not lose an instant in putting John Dinsmore out of the way most

securely, and still have the effrontery to attempt to carry out his

scheme, should it become known to him that the little bride, Jess, did

not know the real identity of the man whom she had wedded. Should she

tell him that John Dinsmore lived, and that Jess was his wife, or not?

That was the troublous question she asked herself over and over again.

“He must not harm one hair of John Dinsmore’s head,” she muttered

fiercely. “For he will be mine as soon as he can free himself from the

ties which now bind him.”

Then her thoughts took another turn. A scheme came to her worthy of the

arch-fiend himself. Yes, it was feasible, and it should be carried out.

It was almost dawn when Queenie threw herself upon her couch. She fell

into a deep sleep, and it was almost noon when she awoke the next day,

tired still, and unrefreshed.

“Was it all a dream?” she muttered, as she rubbed her eyes and gazed at

Jess, who stood by the window in her room, patiently waiting for her to

awaken--Jess, with the happiest smile she had ever seen on that dimpled

young face, a smile as bright as the morning itself.

“You lazy, beautiful queen!” cried the girl, springing to her side,

“how long you are sleeping to-day, and I longing to talk with you. I

felt like awakening you with a shower of kisses.”

Queenie drew back from her embrace with repellent coldness.

Down in the depths of her heart she hated with a deadly hatred this

girl who had the right to kiss the face of the man whom she loved, and

who bore his name.

“What is the matter, Queenie? Are you not well?” exclaimed Jess, with

earnest solicitude. “Why, your hands are like ice; even your lips are

cold.”

“I have a headache. If you don’t mind, I’d rather be alone for a little

while,” she replied, abruptly.

Without another word Jess turned slowly and quitted the boudoir,

wondering greatly at the change of manner of her new-found friend, and

wondering if she had possibly done anything to offend her.

But upon reaching her own room Jess forgot very quickly all about

Queenie and her grievance, in giving herself up to her delicious

daydreams of the future that awaited her with the reappearance of her

handsome, dignified husband.

“Oh, how I love him,” the girl murmured, resting her dimpled cheek

against her pink palms. “It seems as though I had only just commenced

to live to-day. He ought to be here soon now. He said he would come on

the morrow, and then----”

Her thoughts were rudely interrupted by the entrance of Queenie, who

came direct to the window where she sat, and laid a white hand lightly

on the girl’s arm.

“You are come to tell that he--my husband--is here!” cried Jess,

tremulously, her face flushing with unconcealed delight.

Queenie bent over and raised the dimpled chin in her hand, looking

searchingly down into the fair, happy young face, and then she

answered, slowly:

“I wish to Heaven I could tell you so, my poor dear.”

“Why, what can you mean, Queenie?” cried Jess, springing to her feet, a

premonition of coming evil rushing over her heart.

“Can you bear a great shock, my love?” murmured Queenie, in a low

voice, tightening her hold of the girl’s arm. “Are you brave enough to

hear something that will be a great blow, a great sorrow to you?”

Jess looked at her in affright. Her two little hands clutch at

Queenie’s skirts, while her eyes, like two burning flames, seem to

devour the face of the false friend.

“If it is something about my--husband, tell me quick!” she breathes

hoarsely, “for the suspense is killing me.”

“I would to Heaven that it was not my lot to break the pitiful news to

you, Jess, but perhaps I can do it better than any one else.”

“Yes, yes; go on, go on. I am sure it is something about my husband,”

whispers Jess in intense excitement.

Queenie nods, and clasps the two ice-cold hands of Jess in her own,

while she prepares to utter the death-warrant to the girl standing so

innocent and so helpless before her--at her mercy.

“Little Jess, I pity you with all my heart,” she begins, “and my heart

bleeds for you. I cannot keep the truth back from you an instant

longer. Something has happened to your husband.”

“He is hurt!” shrieked Jess, wildly, clutching at her heart as she

gulps out the choking words.

“He met with an accident as he was leaving here, and he is--dead!”

whispers Queenie.

The words have scarcely left her lips ere Jess falls like a log at her

feet.

Dead! Queenie thinks at first, but as she bends over her, she finds to

her disappointment that is but a swoon.

For a moment she stands gazing down at her evil work with a fiendish

smile curling her lips.

“This is the first step I have taken in the plot to part this girl

most effectually from the man I love, and have set myself to win,”

she muttered in a hard voice, adding: “Why should I not? For he loves

me--not her.”

She hears the maid’s step along the corridor, and hurries to the door

to intercept her.

“The same gentleman who called yesterday,” thought the maid under her

breath, as she presented Mr. John Dinsmore’s card to her mistress,

saying aloud: “The gentleman asked to see Miss Jess.”

“Very well,” returned the beautiful young widow, her hand trembling in

spite of her apparent calmness, as she took the bit of pasteboard.

“She will lie there, in just that condition until long after my

interview with him is ended,” she muttered. “Still it is always wise to

take every possible precaution.”

So saying, as she glided from the apartment, she turned and locked the

door noiselessly, and slipped the key into her pocket.

On her way down to the drawing-room she paused long enough in her own

apartment to secure a letter which she had spent long hours the night

before in writing.

In the drawing-room below John Dinsmore was pacing up and down

impatiently enough at the delay, for he was sure his little wife would

fairly fly down to his arms upon learning he was there.

Jess’ reception of him the day before, and her acknowledgment of her

love for himself, had fairly carried his heart by storm. He could not

doubt but that other love affair had been brought about by a mistaken

fancy on the girl’s part, and that her affection for himself was true

love, the first and only time she had really loved.

The peep he had had into her heart had been a revelation to him, and

then, and then only, he realized an amazing truth, that his own heart

answered that love--responded to it with an intenseness that startled

him with its power.

“Thank Heaven that I did not tell her yesterday that the object of my

visit was to inform her that we must part; that I intended to divorce

her. Great God! I must have been mad to think of flinging aside so

ruthlessly a heart of such pure gold,” he ruminated. “I am thankful,

indeed, that I knew my own heart in time. Instead of telling her that

we must part, I will tell her that I am come to take her away with me,

and that we shall never be parted more, and that I love her even more

fondly than she loves me, and that henceforth our lives shall be one

long, sweet dream of bliss, that her happiness shall be my care, and a

lifetime of fond devotion shall repay her for giving her sweet, bright

self to my keeping.”

Would she never come to him? Oh, how the moments seemed to drag, he

longed so to clasp Jess in his arms, and give her the first kiss of

love, burning, passionate love, that he had ever pressed upon her

lips--and she his bride.

He almost believed that his love had developed into idolatry for Jess,

his sweet girl-bride.

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