CHAPTER XXXVIII

ELLEN HAS HER FLING

It is hard to be the self-appointed guardian of another's interests, for

one's standing is not, as it were, official. In the weeks that followed

Rosie felt this keenly. She gave up protesting to Ellen, for Ellen's

curt answer to everything she might say was always: "You mind your own

business!" Though she would not accept Ellen's dictum that George's

business was not hers, yet she was soon forced to give up direct action

and to seek her end through the interference of others. She tried her

mother.

"I don't care what you say, Ma, Ellen's just as crooked as she can be,

acting this way with other fellows when she doesn't even deny that she's

engaged to Jarge. And you ought to stop it, too! There, the very first

week he was gone, she went out three nights hand-running with that

feather man from St. Louis. You know she did! And now she's got that new

little dude with an off eye and, besides, Larry Finn's come back. I tell

you it ain't fair to Jarge and you're to blame, too, if you don't stop

it!"

Mrs. O'Brien shared with Rosie the conviction that an engaged girl

ought not so much as raise her eyes to other men. She was done forever

with all men but one. Ellen, for some reason, did not feel this

instinctively and, if a girl does not feel it instinctively, how is she

to be made to feel it? Mrs. O'Brien sighed. Unknown to Rosie she had

tried to speak to Ellen. Ellen had not let her go very far.

"Say, Ma, you dry up!" she had told her shortly. "I guess I know what

I'm doing."

"I'm sure you do," Mrs. O'Brien had murmured in humble apology; "but,

Ellen dear, be careful! There's a lot of people know you're engaged to

Jarge and I'm afraid they'll be talkin'."

"Let 'em talk!" was Ellen's snappish answer.

So when Rosie approached her mother on the same subject, Mrs. O'Brien

hemmed and hawed and ended by offering a defence of Ellen which sounded

hollow even to herself. "As for that feather fella, Rosie dear, you

mustn't get excited about him. It's a matter of business to keep him

jollied. Miss Graydon wants Ellen to be nice to him. And, as I says to

Ellen, 'If that's the case,' says I, 'of course you've got to accept his

little attentions. Miss Graydon,' says I, 'is your employer and a girl

ought always to please her employer.' As you know yourself, Rosie,

Ellen's certainly getting on beautifully in that shop. Miss Graydon told

me herself the other night that she had never had a girl so quick and

tasty with her needle and when I told her about me own poor dead

sister, Birdie, she said that explained it."

"But, Ma," Rosie cried, "what about poor Jarge?"

"Jarge? Why, Jarge is all right. He's out there in the country and you

know yourself he's crazy about the country. And more than that, Ellen

writes him a picture postcard every week. She gave me her word she'd do

it. I couldn't very well insist on her writing a letter, for you know

her long hours at the shop and it wouldn't be right to ask her to use

her eyes at night. 'But, Ellen dear,' says I to her, 'promise me

faithfully you'll never let a week go by without sending him a picture

postcard.' And she gave me her word she wouldn't."

Mrs. O'Brien could always be depended on to obscure reason in a dust of

words, especially at times when it would be embarrassing to face reason

in the open. After three or four attempts to arouse her mother to some

sort of action, Rosie had to give up. She felt as keenly as ever that

George was being basely betrayed, but she saw no way to protect him. She

had not written to him since he left, but she wrote every week to his

mother on the pretext that Mrs. Riley was deeply interested in Geraldine

and must be kept informed of Geraldine's growth and health. Rosie always

put in a sentence about Ellen: "Ellen's very busy but very well," or

"Ellen's hours are much longer now than they used to be and she hasn't

so very much time to herself, but she likes millinery, so it's all

right,"--always something that would assure George of Ellen's well-being

and excuse, if necessary, her silence. Rosie hated herself for thus

apparently shielding Ellen but, in her anxiety to spare George, she

would have gone to almost any length.

A sort of family pride kept her from confiding her worries to Janet

McFadden. Soon after George's departure she had remarked to Janet: "You

oughtn't to be surprised because you know the kind of girl Ellen is.

She's just got to amuse herself. Besides, you can't exactly blame her

because poor Jarge'd want her to have a good time." This attitude had

not in the least deceived Janet, but Janet was too tactful to question

it.

The reasons for not talking to Janet did not apply to Danny Agin, who,

being old and of another generation, was philosophical rather than

personal and had long since mastered the art of forgetting confidences

when forgetting was more graceful than remembering. So at last Rosie

opened her heart to Danny.

"Now take an engaged girl, Danny."

Rosie paused and Danny, nodding his head, said: "For instance, a girl

like Ellen."

Rosie was glad enough to be definite. "I don't mind telling you, Danny,

that it's Ellen I'm talking about. I just don't know what to do about it

and maybe you'll be able to help me."

Danny listened carefully while Rosie slowly unfolded her story. "And,

Danny," she said, as she reached the present in her narrative, "that St.

Louis fellow's just dead gone on her--that's all there is about it. He's

sending her picture postcards every day or every other day. I can't help

knowing because they come to the house. I suppose he doesn't like to

send them to the shop where the other girls would see them. He used to

sign the postcards with his full name but now he only signs 'Harry.'

Now, Danny, do you think it's nice for a girl that's engaged to let

another fella send her postcards and sign 'em 'Harry'?"

Danny ruminated a moment. "Well, if you ask me, Rosie, I don't believe

that's so awful bad."

"But, Danny, that ain't all! Listen here: last week he sent a big box of

candy from Cleveland and this morning another box came from Pittsburg.

And there was a postcard this morning and what do you think it said? 'I

just can't wait till Saturday night!' And it was signed, 'With love,

Harry.' Now, Danny, what can that mean? I bet anything he's coming to

spend Sunday with her and, if he does come, what in the world am I to do

about it?"

Danny patted her hand gently. "Rosie dear, I don't see that you're to do

anything about it. Why do you want to do anything? Isn't it Ellen's

little party?"

Rosie shook off his hand impatiently. "I don't care about Ellen's side

of it! I'm thinking about Jarge! This kind of thing ain't square to

him, and that's all there is about it!"

"Of course it ain't," Danny agreed. "But, after all, Rosie, if Ellen

prefers Harry to Jarge, I don't see what we can do about it."

"But, Danny, she's engaged to Jarge!"

"Well, maybe she'll get disengaged."

Rosie shook her head. "You don't know Jarge. Jarge is a fighter. And

I'll tell you something else: once he gets a thing he never gives it up.

Now he's got Ellen or he thinks he's got her and he's going to keep her,

too. You just ought to see him when he's around Ellen. He's awful,

Danny, honest he is! He's so crazy about her that he forgets everything

else. If he thought she was fooling him, I think he might kill

her--really, Danny. And she's afraid of him, too. Why, if she wasn't

afraid of him, she'd break her engagement in a minute and tell him so. I

know that as well as I know anything. She expects to marry him. She's

scared not to now. But that don't keep her from letting those other

fellows act the fool with her. And if Jarge hears about them, I tell you

one thing: there's going to be the deuce to pay. Excuse the language,

Danny, but it's true."

Danny was impressed but not as impressed as Rosie expected. "That's

worse than I thought," he admitted; "but I don't see that there's any

great danger. Jarge is in the country and not likely to pop in on her,

is he?"

"No," Rosie answered, "he's not coming till Thanksgiving."

"Thanksgiving, do you say? Well, that's four weeks off. Plenty of things

can happen in four weeks."

In spite of herself, Rosie began to feel reassured. "But, Danny," she

insisted, "even if it's not dangerous, don't you think it's crooked for

a girl that's engaged to let other men give her presents and take her

out?"

"Maybe it is and maybe it ain't. I dunno. It's hard to make a rule about

it. You see it's this way, Rosie: When a girl's engaged she's usually in

love with the fella she's engaged to, or why is she engaged to him? Now,

when she's in love, she don't want presents from any but one man.

Presents from other fellas don't interest her. So, you see, there's no

need to be makin' a rule, for the thing settles itself. Now if Ellen is

getting presents from this new fella, Harry, it looks to me like she

ain't very much in love with Jarge."

"That's exactly what I'm telling you, Danny. She's not."

"So the likelihood is, she's not going to marry Jarge." Danny concluded

with a smile that was intended to cheer Rosie.

"I wish she wasn't," Rosie murmured. Then she added hastily: "No, I

don't mean that, because it would break Jarge's heart!"

Danny scoffed: "Break Jarge's heart, indeed! Many a young hothead

before Jarge has had a broken heart and got over it!"

"But, Danny," Rosie wailed, "you don't know Jarge!"

There were such depths of tenderness in Rosie's tone that Danny checked

the smile which was on his lips and made the hearty declaration: "He

sure is a fine lad, this same Jarge!"

"Well, Danny, listen here: if Harry comes on Saturday, shall I tell

Jarge?"

Danny looked at her kindly. "Mercy on us, Rosie, what a worryin' little

hen you are! If you ask me advice, I'd say: Let Saturday take care of

itself."

Rosie wiped her eyes slowly. "It's all very well for you to talk that

way. But I tell you one thing: if Jarge was your dear friend like he's

mine, you wouldn't want to stand by and see this Harry fella cut him

out."

Danny gave a non-committal sigh and looked away. "I don't know about

that, Rosie. I think it might be an awful good thing for Jarge if Harry

did cut him out."

"But, Danny," Rosie cried, "think how it would hurt Jarge!"

Danny's answer was unfeeling. "There's worse things can happen to a man

than being hurt."

Rosie's manner stiffened perceptibly. "Very well, Mr. Agin, if that's

how you feel about it, I guess I better be going."

"Ah, don't go yet," Danny begged.

Rosie, already started, turned back long enough to say, with frigid

politeness: "Good-bye, Mr. Agin."

At the gate, her heart misgave her. Danny, after all, had spoken

according to his lights. It was not his fault so much as his limitation

that he should judge George Riley by the standard of other young men.

Rosie would be magnanimous.

"I got to go anyhow, Danny," she called back sweetly.

Danny's chuckle reached her faintly. "But you're coming again, Rosie

dear, aren't you? You know I'll be wanting to hear about Saturday."

Danny was old and half sick, so Rosie felt she must be patient. "All

right," she sang out; "I'll come."

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