interested than I am--and it's a compliment, a great compliment. I think
you are very loyal--if I can call it loyalty--if you'll let me call it
that. I like my work here; I'm perfectly happy doing it. It was hard
at first. I knew absolutely nothing of housekeeping and managing
things when I came here. I had to work--to learn book-keeping
and accounts--cooking--building--carpentering--stock-raising--oh,
everything. I had to feel that I knew very nearly as much about
everything as the people who were to do what I told them. And of course
that was quite true; but it wasn't at all easy. It has taken me eight
years to get as far as I am now. And I could go on for years more.
There's nobody on the place whom I can't manage: they all like me. I'm
quite comfortable--if I can be let alone.”
... Speaking so, she believed it. But, thinking it over she was driven
to explain herself.
“People seem to think that girls--that women--care for nothing but
one thing--being married, I mean. I'm sure that's a mistake. One gets
interested, one may get absorbed--and then there's a difficulty. For
it's very true, I think, that unless we care for the one thing, and that
thing only, we don't care for it at all. At least, that is how I
feel about it. I have got lots of interests in life--all these things
here--management of things. I don't want Nevile--or to be married.
I don't want anything of the sort; I can't be bothered. I cared
once--frightfully; but now I don't care. All that was long ago; at the
beginning--eight years ago. Now it's done with, I only want to be let
alone--to do my work here. It doesn't seem to me much to ask; but--” ...
It was then that she looked at him, and was beyond the power of his
sounding. She grew vehement, full of still, passionless rage. She was
like a goddess pronouncing a decree; she was final.
“I don't want to marry Nevile. It bores me. And he doesn't want me,
really. He thinks he does, because he thinks that he can't have me any
other way. But he would be miserable, and so should I. It seems to me
impossible. You can't put life into dead things. When he came back
here the other day he had been away a year: a year and ten days. He had
written to me twice--”
Chevenix interrupted. “Excuse me,” he said. “How many times had you
written to him?” He had guessed at pique; but he was wrong.
She replied slowly. “I forwarded his letters. I hadn't written at all.”
Her simplicity! Chevenix allowed her to go on.
“The thing--all that it began with--was over. I felt that. I showed him
that the first evening he was here. He has never spoken to me again--of
that sort of thing, and I don't think he ever will. He doesn't
understand being refused anything. I suppose he never has been before in
his life.”
“Weren't you, perhaps, a little bit short?” he hazarded; and she
considered the possibility.
“No, I don't think so. I wasn't more abrupt than he was--after a year.”
She paused. “He threw out her death--Mrs. Ingram's death--” she
forced herself to the name--“quite casually, as if he had been saying,
'By-the-by, the Rector's coming to dine.' If he had wanted me, do you
think he would have put it like that?”
“Nevile,” said Chevenix, “would put anything--like anything. He's that
sort, you know. He'd take for granted that you understood lots of things
which he couldn't express. But I will say this for Nevile. He's not
petty. He's fairly large-minded. For instance, I'll bet you what you
like he didn't mind your not writing to him--or reproach you with it.”
She opened her eyes. “Of course he didn't. He was perfectly happy. He
told me he had been idiotically happy. He knew I was here, because
I forwarded his letters--and that was all he cared about. I was here
for--when he chose. I assure you he didn't want me at all until I showed
him that he couldn't have me.”
“But he did, you know,” said Chevenix; “he does. He was sure of you all
through, from the beginning, as you say. That's why he didn't write or
expect letters from you. He nattered himself that he was secure. Poor
old Nevile!” He felt sorry now for Ingram. She was really adamantine.
She arose, with matches in her hand, knelt before the fire and kindled
it. She blew into it with her mouth, and watched the climbing flames. “I
don't think you need pity Nevile, really,” she said. “He will always be
happy. But I am going to be made unhappy.” She proclaimed her fate as
a fact in which she had no concern at all. Chevenix rose and paced the
room.
“Well, you know--I must be allowed to say--your happiness is so
entirely in your own hands. It's difficult--I've no right to suggest--to
interfere in any way. I'm nothing at all, of course--”
“You are my friend, I hope,” she said, watching the young fire--still on
her knees before it, worshipping it, as it seemed. Chevenix expanded his
chest.
“You make me very proud. I thank you for that. Yes, I am your friend.
That's why I risk your friendship by asking you something. You won't
answer me unless you choose, of course. But--come now, Sancie, is there,
might there be--somebody else?”
She looked round at him from where she knelt. Her hands were opened to
the fire; her face was warmed by its glow; it was the pure face of a
seraph. “No. There's nobody at all--now.”
He was again standing before the little photograph of the nymph
thigh-deep in water. That seemed to attract him; but he heard her “now,”
and started. “I take your word for it, absolutely. But, seeing what you
felt for Nevile in the beginning, I should have thought--in any ordinary
case--there must have been a tender spot--unless, of course, you had
changed your mind--for reasons--”
She got up from her knees, and stood, leaning by the mantelpiece. Her
low voice stirred him strangely.
“There are reasons. The spot, as you call it, is so tender that it's
raw.”
“Good Lord,” said Chevenix. “What do you mean?”
She was full of her reasons, evidently. Rumours of them, so to say,
drove over her eyes, showed cloudily and angrily there. Her beautiful
mouth looked cruel--as if she saw death and took joy in it. “I think he
is horrible,” she said. “I think he is like a beast. He doesn't love me
at all until he comes here--and then he expects me--Oh, don't ask me
to talk about it.” She stopped her tongue, but not her thought. That
thronged the gates of her lips. She hesitated, fighting the entry; but
the words came, shocked and dreadful. “He wants me, to ravage me--like a
beast.”
Chevenix began to stammer. “Oh, I say, you mustn't--Oh, don't talk like
that--”
The door opened, and Ingram came in.
He looked from one to the other, sharply. “Hulloa,” he said. “What are
you two about in here?”
Sanchia looked at the fire, and put her foot close to it, to be warmed.
“Tea-party,” said Chevenix. “That's it, Nevile.” He nodded sagely at
his host, and saw his brow clear. Ingram shut the door and came into the
room, to a chair. “That's all right,” he said. “I hope it was a livelier
one than mine. That old Devereux was on her high-stepper. I'm sick of
being trampled. I thought, though, that you had been having words. You
looked like it.”
Sanchia said, smiling in her queer way, “Oh, dear no. Mr. Chevenix is
much too kind for that. He's been talking very nicely to me. He's been
charming.”
“Oh, come, Sancie--” cried the brisk young man, quite recovered.
Ingram, in a stare, said, “Yes, Sancie, you may trust him. He's a friend
of ours.”
“I do trust him,” she said.
Chevenix said, “I shall go out on that. I declare my innings. Good-bye,
you two. I'll go and pacify the Devereux.” He hoped against hope that he
might have warmed her.
Ingram, when they were alone, threw himself back in his chair, crossed
one leg, and clasped the thin ankle of it. He had finely-made, narrow
feet, and was proud of his ankles. Sanchia was now again kneeling before
the fire.
“Quite right to have a fire,” he said. “It's falling in cold. There'll
be a frost. What was Chevenix saying about me?”
She had been prepared. “Nothing but good. He's your friend, as you
said.”
“I said 'our friend,' my dear.”
She looked at him. “Yes, certainly. He's my friend, too.”
“I hope he'll prove so. Upon my soul, I do.” He remained silent for a
time. Then he leaned forward suddenly, and held out his arms.
“Oh, Sancie,” he said, his voice trembling. “Love me.”
She looked at him with wide, searching, earnest eyes. They seemed to
search, not him, but her own soul. They explored the void, seeking for a
sign, a vestige, a wreck; but found nothing.
“I can't,” she said. Her voice was frayed. “The thing is quite dead.”
Ingram flushed deeply, but sat on, biting his lip, frowning, staring at
the young, mounting fire, which she, stooping over it, cherished with
her breath and quick hands.
VII
Ingram, at supper in his private room, had his elbows on the table, and
spoke between his fists to Chevenix, let into these mysteries for the
first time.
“I ought not to complain, you'll say, and in my heart of hearts I don't,
because I'm a reasonable man, and know that you don't make a row about
sunstroke or lightning-shocks. We call 'em the Act of God, and rule 'em
out in insurance offices. No, no, I see what I've let myself in for.
I've been away too much; she's got sick of it. I shall have to work at
it--to bring her round. By God, and she's worth it. She's a wonder.”
“Pity,” said Chevenix, “you've only just found it out.”
Ingram frowned, and waxing in rage, stared at his friend as if he had
never known him. “You don't know what you're talking about. Why, she
adored me. I was never more in love with a woman in my life than I was
with Sancie.”
Chevenix tilted back his chair. “Oh, you had it pretty badly--at the
time. The trouble with you is that you are such a chap for accepting
things. You're like a hall-porter in a Swiss hotel. You take things for
granted. Do nothing--hold out your hand--and get your perks. Perks! Why,
they ain't perks at all. They're bounty--what you get from a girl like
Sancie.”
All this Ingram took as his due--as due, that is, to a man of passion
and reasonable desires. He fell into a reverie. “Yes, yes, I know. She
was devilish fond of me.”
Chevenix gritted his teeth, but Ingram went on. “It was a false
position, I know, and I never ought to have looked at her twice. But she
was awfully queer or awfully deep--one never knew which. Why, when
we got thick together--always meeting out, always reading poetry and
philosophy--Shelley, Dante, Keats (I forget half their names now)--I
take my oath I hadn't a suspicion that she was getting to like me, in
that sort of way, as we call it. She made all the difference in the
world to me, I can tell you. You know what I was doing after Claire
bolted with that swine: killing time and killing myself--that's what I
was doing. It was like going into church out of the sun to hear her at
her poetry, and see her. Oh, a lovely girl she was!”
“She's a lovelier woman than you and I are fit to look at,” said
Chevenix, “if you ask me.”
“Damn you, I know all about that. D'you think I want telling, now that
I can't get her? Well, then I found out what was the matter with me--and
then we cleared the air.”
“Who had stuffed it up to begin with?” Chevenix murmured; but Ingram
ignored him.
“I told her the whole thing--”
“After she had found it out!” cried Chevenix with energy. “Let's have
cards on the table. I told Vicky all about it at a dance--and Vicky told
her.”
“I told her,” Ingram said, “that I was in love with her, and promised to
behave--and so I should have, only--”
“Only you didn't, old chap.”
“She loved me--there was no stopping it then. The thing was done. Mind
you, her people knew it all, too.”
“The mother always was a fool,” Chevenix agreed. “And she liked you.”
“I know she did. I took care of that.”
“Not a bit of it, my boy,” the other objected. “That's just what you
didn't do. She liked you because she thought you didn't care a curse
whether she liked you or not.”
Ingram raised his eyebrows at such _naivete_. “That's what I mean, of
course. So it went on all that summer. We used to shake when we met
each other, and be speechless. By heavens, what a time that was! Do you
remember the tea-party?”
Chevenix blinked. “I wasn't there; but I remember what happened
afterwards. The poor child--as white as a sheet--and every hand lifted
against her. By God, Nevile, what girls--mere chits--will go through!”
“I know,” said Ingram dreamily. “Isn't it awful?” Chevenix looked at
him. He was quite serious. What can you do with such a man as this?
“They left us alone in the room, you know,” Ingram continued. “Vicky
went out last and left us in there--and the whole place was charged with
electricity. You could feel it, smell it, hear it crackling all about.
My heart going like a drum; my ears buzzing with it all. I hadn't been
able to speak when they spoke to me. I don't know what the devil they
must have thought of me--and I didn't care a damn. And over across the
tea-table, on a low chair--there she sat--my girl! Her eyes downcast,
her mouth adroop.” He shut his eyes for a moment. “And Vicky went out,
and left us there!”
“You had it badly, old chap,” Chevenix said. “Go slow. Take your time.
Or chuck it, if you'd rather.”
Ingram appeared not to hear him; he was staring at the tablecloth, at
his two hands locked in front of him, and at his knuckles white under
the strain.
“I don't know how long I stood gaping at the window, I don't indeed.
I could feel her sitting shaking in her chair; but neither of us said
anything. Somebody came to take the tea out--and then I turned and
looked at her; and she turned and looked at me. Something drew me--set
me on the move. It was all over with me then. I went straight across the
room to her; I stood above her, I stooped and took her hands. I don't
know what I said: she looked at me all the time in a strange, clear way.
She got up--I was beside her, and took her. Not a word said. I had her
lips. Honey of flowers! Her soul came forth from them: new wine. Oh,
God! I thought so, anyhow. And so did she. Chevenix, she meant giving.”
Chevenix nodded shortly. He believed that. Ingram had covered his eyes.
He drained a glass before he went on with his account. “I suppose you
know the rest as well as I do. I never had the details out of her. One
of them--that Mrs. King--Philippa, it was--came slam into the room;
and what was there to do? I stuck it as long as I could--until I was
practically kicked out. The mother came back and turned me out. I had to
leave her to brave them all--and I never saw her again until I found out
where she was in London.”
“Don't you trouble to tell me all that part,” said Chevenix frowning at
him. “I know more about that than you do. I was in it. My head, how they
treated her! What I never did understand, you know, was how you found
out where she was.”
Ingram smiled. His memories now amused him. He looked straight at his
friend. “I'll tell you that. It was rather neat. You remember that chap
Senhouse--loafing kind of artist? Anarchist, gypsy-looking chap, who
wore no hat?”
Chevenix opened his eyes. “By George, I do!”
Ingram nodded. “She thought no end of him. He took her affair with me
very much to heart.”
“As well he might,” said Chevenix. “I fancy that you were the only
person who took it easy.”
“Sancie used to tell him everything,” Ingram went on, “and she told
him all the trouble. She'd been turned adrift with fifty pounds to her
name.”
“Not quite so bad as that,” Chevenix put in. “They locked her up with an
aunt, and she bolted.”
“Same thing,” said Ingram. “Well, this chap Senhouse comes here one day
in a mighty hurry--turns up at breakfast, and makes a row. Wants me to
swear I'll divorce and marry Sancie. Says he thinks I'm a blackguard and
all that, but that, on the whole, I'd better marry her. Refuses to give
me her address, all the same. We had a row, I remember, because he began
to tell me what he thought about her. The man was a bore, you know.”
Chevenix screwed up one leg. “All men are, if they're sweet on your
sweetheart, I suppose. He was worth fifty of you, all the same--but go
on.”
Ingram laughed. “I set my wits against his,” he said, “and found out
that he'd come straight from seeing her--in London. That was good enough
for me. I got rid of Master Senhouse, and went off to town. He had no
promises out of _me_, you may believe.”
Chevenix felt very sick, and looked it. “The less you say about your
promises, my good chap, the better I'll take it.” But Ingram by now had
got back to his holier reminiscences:--
“I hunted for her high and low for three months--advertised, turned
on detectives, I had even dared her friends' eyes and their cold
shoulders--couldn't hear anything ... I was walking in hell for three
months....
“Then, one day, I met her--in Chancery Lane. Of all squalid places on
earth--there....”
“I'd been to my lawyer's, in Lincoln's Inn. I'd settled money on her--in
case anything happened to me while I was abroad. I was going to travel,
because I'd given it up. And then I met her. Chancery Lane!
“I was passing some school or another--Commercial Academy--book-keeping,
shorthand, typewriting--that sort of place; a lot of ogling, giggling
girls, and boys after 'em, came tumbling down the steps--all sun-bonnets
and fluffy hair; and down the steps she came, too--Sanchia came--like a
princess. She was in white, my dear man--as fresh and dainty as a rose,
I remember. Daisies round a broad-brimmed straw: some books under her
arm. The sun was on her, lit the gold in her hair. She looked neither
right nor left, spoke to no one, had no one with her, or after her. She
was never showy. You had to know her well to see how lovely she was. She
never showed off well, and was always silent in company. Oh, but what a
girl!
“When she saw me she flushed all over, and stood. She stood on the last
step, and looked at me. Looked at me straight, as if she waited. I went
directly to her, and took her hand. She let me. I couldn't speak sense.
I said, 'You!' and she said, 'I knew I should see you like this.' It
sounded all right. I never questioned it.” ... He stared, then broke
out. “Good God, Bill! To think of her then--and to see her now! She
won't look at me! I don't exist.” He plunged his face between his hands,
and rocked himself about. Chevenix watched him without a word. Suddenly
he lifted his pinched face, and complained bitterly.
“I can't understand it--I don't know what's changed her. Why, it's awful
to make a chap suffer like this!” He stared about him. “Why, Bill,” he
said, hushing down his voice, “is she going to drop me, d'you think--let
me go to the devil?”
Chevenix rose and stood with his back to the fire. “I'll trouble you not
to whine, Nevile; I've got something to say to all this tale of yours.
I've got to ask you a thing or two. When you found her, now; and when
you knew all that she'd gone through--a child like that! You brought her
up here--hey?”
Without shifting his head to face his cross-examination, Ingram answered
between his hands--“No, I didn't. She wouldn't budge from her school
till she'd finished her course. I courted her for a month. It took me
all that to make her listen to reason.”
“Reason!” Chevenix rated him. “You call it reason!”
“It was what _she_ called it--not I,” said Ingram from between his
fists. Then he looked up. “She refused the idea of going abroad. Said
she wasn't at all afraid of people talking. Said she wanted to work for
me. Must be doing something, she said. I tell you, it was her idea
from the beginning. And I do say, myself, that it was reasonable.” He
searched for agreement in his friend's face, but got none. “It suited
better,” he said presently, with indifference. “It suited better--in
every way. I had to be here.”
“Why had you to be here, man?” Chevenix raised his voice. “What the
devil did it matter to you, having her, where you were?”
“It mattered a lot. I like this place. It's mine. I've got duties up
here. I'm a magistrate and all that.”
Chevenix was now very hot. “Magistrate be damned. Do you mean to tell
me that you profess to love a woman, and turn her into a servant because
you want to try poachers? And you talk about the sun in her hair! And
then--upon my soul, Ingram, you sicken me.”
“You fool,” said Ingram. “I tell you it was her own idea. She loves the
place. She loves it a lot more than she does me. It's been a continual
joy to her. Why, where would she have been while I was in India--all
that year--if she hadn't had all this in her hands? You don't know what
you're talking about.”
His voice rang down his scorn. Chevenix began to stammer.
“You're hopeless, Nevile, utterly hopeless. Every word you say gives up
your case. What's it to do with you whether she likes it or not? I'm not
talking of her, but of you. You silly ass, don't you see where you are?
You fall in love with a woman and make her your head housemaid. Then you
say, Oh, but she likes it. It's not what she likes we're talking about;
it's what you can bring yourself to do with her. Wait a bit now. There's
more to it. You play about here, there, and all over the shop. Off
you go for three months at a time, sky-larking, shooting antelope,
pigeon-shooting, polo, and whatever. She sits here and minds the
gardeners--she whom you saw with the sun in her hair! Year in, year out
it goes on. Now here you are back from India. Good. You leave her for
a year, and write to her twice--then you say, Why, where would she have
been if she hadn't had something to do? The sun in her hair, hey? Love,
my good chap! You don't know how to spell the word. You ought not to
touch her shoe-string. You're not fit. By Gad, sir, and now I remember
something! And it's the truth, it's the bitter, naked, grinning truth.”
He did remember something. He saw her curled-back lip--he saw her fierce
resentful eyes. He heard her say it: “I think he is like a beast. He
wants to ravage me--like a beast.” “You've been judged, Nevile,” he
said. “You've done for yourself. And now I'll go to bed.”
Ingram's face was very cloudy. He looked for a moment like quarrelling.
“Do you mean to leave me like this?” he asked.
“Yes,” said Chevenix, “I do. I don't want to stop and hear you protest
that you intend to marry her. Marry her! Why, man, if you'd meant to
marry her, you'd have posted home express from Marseilles the moment
you heard that you could do it. But no! You've got her there--in cap and
apron--she'll keep. You know she's here--you have your fling. And you
stop three days in Paris, and drop it to her casually, when you please,
that you're a free man. Yes, by George, I do mean to leave you like
this. You're best alone, by George. Good-night to you.”
He went smartly away; but he had worked himself into a shaking fit,
could not have slept to save his life. A cigar at the open window was
inevitable.
He leaned far into the night. It was densely dark, and had been raining.
Soft scud drifted over his face; clouds in loose solution drenched the
earth. He smoked fiercely, inhaling great draughts and driving them
out into the fog. Being no thinker, his sensations took no body, but
he broke out now and again with pishes and pshaws, or scornfully--“Old
Nevile--hungry devil, what? Stalking about like a beast. Oh, she was
right, she was right. Pish! And there's an end of it.”
He was aware of softly moving feet below--a measured tread. He listened
and heard them beyond dispute. “Nevile!” he said, “like a beast, padding
about his place.” He listened on, grimly amused. Let him pad and rage.
But he was to be startled. A voice hailed him, not Ingram's. “Beg your
pardon, sir.”
“Hulloa!” he cried. “Who are you, my man?”
“Glyde, sir. Is all well?”
“What do you mean, Glyde? What are you doing?”
“I was passing, sir, to my houses. I heard voices, and I wondered--”
“Oh!” he laughed. “You thought there was a scrap, did you? It's all
right, Glyde. I and the master were having a talk. Nothing for you to
worry about. I shared his lonely meal. Don't you be disturbed.”
“No, no, sir. Thank you, sir.”
Chevenix called to him when he was at some distance. “I say, Glyde.”
“Yes, sir?”
“You can go to bed. It's all right.”
“Thank you, sir. Good-night.”
He chuckled as he undressed. “Rum fish, Glyde. Watch and ward, what?
Watching his shield. Bless her, she's got friends, then.” He
considered for a while, flicking the glowing end of his cigar. “That
chap--Senhouse--Jack Senhouse. I wonder what's become of him.”
VIII
The discrepancies of an unfortunate party caused no disturbance to the
staff of Wanless Hall. Sanchia, whatever her private cares--and they
seemed less than those of other people on her account--suffered nothing
to interfere with her housekeeping. Ingram might rage for her in vain,
Chevenix agonise, or quarrel with his host and friend, Mrs. Devereux
disapprove to the point of keeping her room; but Sanchia, with front
serene, moved from office-table to kitchen, to the garden, to the
home-farm, interviewed Mrs. Benson, consulted with the stockman,
pored--her head close to Clyde's--over seed-pans and melon borders,
was keenly interested, judicial, reflective, pleading, coaxing by
turns--seemed, in fact, not to have a perplexity in her fair head. Her
health was superb, she never had an ache nor failed of an appetite. To
see her sitting in the stable-yard on a sunny morning, her lap full of
nozzling fox-hound pups, was to have a vision of Artemis Eileithyia. So,
it seemed, the grave mother-hound, erect on haunches, with wise ears,
and sidelong eyes showing the white, knew her certainly to be. Beside
and over her stood Frodsham of the stables, and his underlings, firmly
her friends.
She looked up, beaming. “Oh, Frodsham; aren't they sweet? One of them
tries to suck my finger. What are you going to call them? I do hope you
mean to keep them all.”
“I doubt they're too many for the old bitch, Miss Percival. She'll not
feed the lot of them. We'll be wise to duck the latest cast.”
“Oh, no,--please. I'll feed it--I will, really. I couldn't let you drown
it. Now, what are their names to be?”
“There's Melpomeen, Miss Percival, and Melody, and Melchior, and
Melchizedek. That's for the bitches.”
She quizzed him. “No, Frodsham, really that won't do. I'm not quite sure
about Melchizedek; but Melchior was a man--he was a king--a king of the
East. And I believe Melchizedek was an angel.”
Frodsham rubbed his chin. “May be you are right, Miss Percival. An
angel, was he now? Wings to him? 'Tis a name for a bird, then. If
we kept the hawks the old Squire used to love--there's a name for a
peregrine! Melchizedek--a fair mouthful.”
“A Priest for ever,” mused Jacobs, a wizened elder, the kennel man, who
yet bowed to the coachman in his own yard. “We may put him among the
dogs, I believe. We've Proteus, and Prophet; but no Priest.”
Frodsham looked to Sanchia for direction, ignoring Jacobs. She flashed
him a name. “Melisande, Frodsham. Call her Melisande, and save her life;
and she shall be mine. I'll look after her. Please do.” He owned to the
spell of her eyes, of the sun upon her hair. “Melisande she shall be,
Miss Percival, and your own,” he said. “The Missus shall rear her if the
old bitch won't. She's had six of her own, and knows what it is.”
Regretfully, one by one, she put the striving blind things down; then
rose and went her way into the gardens about the house. Slowly through
the kitchen gardens she passed. Glyde, thinning walled peach-trees,
saw her, felt her go. She shed her benediction upon him--“Good morning,
Struan,”--and went on. He watched her for a while, then turned fiercely
to his affair. Through dense shrubberies, over drenched lawns her way
was; it led her to the lily-pond, which lay hidden within rhododendron
walls, with a narrow cincture of grass path all about it. Dark-brown,
still and translucent like an onyx it lay before her. It was her haunt
of election when she was troubled, as now she was, when she gave herself
time to remember it.
She stood, her hands clasped before her, close to the water's brim, and
looked over the shining surface. She had never yet squarely faced her
difficulties. Her sceptre was slipping from her; her realm, usurped at
first, hers by sufferance first, but then by love of them she ruled,
could hold her but a little while more. The shadow of coming eclipse
made her eyes grow sombre. Doubt of the unknown made lax her lips.
If Nevile's wife, with all her sins clotted on her, was dead, what
was she herself going to do, or allow to be done? She had yielded to
love--her first love and her last; but that had been long ago. Love, the
fire, the trembling and the music in her heart; pride, the trust, the
loyalty, the bliss of service; the wonder, the swooning, the glory like
a sun upon her--all gone, burned out, or worked out. Why, how long had
it lasted her? Her lips stretched to a bleak smile to think of it. Three
months joy in herself, three months joy of him; then work, incessant and
absorbing; and then the growth of a new pride, the pride of mind (for
she found that she had a brain), and of a new love--for she found that
she loved the creatures more than man. Education indeed! To draw from
a child caught unawares the force and the brooding love of an
Earth-Goddess.
In the beginning, she could have told herself (but never did), she was
to be pitied, not blamed. Reticent among her free-speaking sisters, shy,
what the maids call “a deep one,” rarely a talker, keeping always her
own counsel, she had first been moved to utter herself by the extreme
carelessness of Ingram whether she did so or not. The blame--if it is
to be laid--must be upon her mother when she, knowing Ingram's story of
miserable marriage and separation, allowed the man to continue a friend
of the house, be much with her girl, and unfold himself under her
clear young eyes. What she was about--that masterful, self-absorbed
woman--there's no saying. It was always supposed that, with five
beautiful daughters to market, she had pushed Welbore Percival--Thomas
Welbore Percival, East India merchant of The Poultry--into lavish
entertainment of his friends and acquaintance. Ingram, a squire and son
of squires, was perhaps a shade above her degree; she may have required
him to give a tone. This, considering that wretched marriage of his--a
month's engagement in defiance of head-shaking, a blazing Hanover Square
wedding, a year's bickering, one month's acrimony (done by letter) and
Ingram's unquenchable hatred of the woman--this, I say, you may well
doubt. But I can give no other explanation. He came, he talked in his
high-voiced, querulous, bitter-humoured way, he saw and sought the grave
young Sanchia, and he won her pitying heart directly he had engrossed
her watching eyes.
She was a girl intensely interested in a hundred dawning things, to whom
love had come late. Until she was near twenty you would have thought her
sexless. Senhouse, her poetical friend and teacher--her only friend, her
only confidant--had dubbed her Artemis; and it may well have been his
adoring service of her pure flame which first turned it inwards, to
scorch her heart. All that she had learned of this scholar gypsy she
poured out as balm over the stricken Ingram, who swallowed it and her
together. Then the truth about him was blared upon her suddenly, and she
found that he was to be pitied. Guileless victim of a hateful woman
as she believed him then, she found that she held a store of balm. She
pitied him deeply, she opened, she poured out her treasure. Enthusiasm
for the saving work captained her thereafter; nothing would turn her
from her purpose. Ingram was to be saved by love: she gave him all.
To do him justice, a young man born to possess and command, he did his
best to repair what was beyond repair. He told her the truth unasked by
her; he confessed that he loved her, and owned that he had no business
to do it. Nearness, circumstance, brooding on that which was true of
both of them and must not be uttered by either, did the rest. Upon
that evening in the drawing-room when they found themselves alone,
each trembling under the god, they simply drifted together, and without
effort to resist, mingled their natures through the lips. Discovery,
earthquake and eclipse, her mother's chill rage, her father's tears,
her sisters' dismay; all this and more she endured. She passioned like
a young martyr. She admitted the facts without comment, and accepted the
consequences without a falter. They might have whelmed a greater
heart than hers; turned on to the town as she was to all intent, at
two-and-twenty, a girl with the face and figure of a goddess, with
fifty pounds between her and the devil. They might have sent her, at the
least, weeping and trembling into Ingram's arms. But they did not. She
was of finer clay. She took a lodging in Pimlico, and, to fit herself
for employment, went to school. The commercial course which she chose
was the shortest possible, but all that she felt she could afford. “My
dear young lady, we can only promise you a smattering--really no more
for the money.” “It must start me,” said Sanchia, and began. There was
a month more to run when Ingram found her, and, glad as she was of
him, doting and doted upon, in the first flood of youth and love, she
persisted in it, finished it out, and got her diploma for what it was
worth, before, as he put it, she would listen to reason.
It sounded extremely reasonable to him what he then proposed; and also
to her, though Chevenix scorned its propounder. As Ingram put it to her,
it attracted her newborn pride of knowledge. She was to flesh her steel,
so to speak, in reality: in plainer words, she, with her smattering of
accounts, was to manage a great house, an army of servants, possibly an
estate. Excessively in love as she was, with all the music of it in her
untried ears, she knew already in herself that her mind must have other
food than her heart's rapture. I think, indeed, that she would have
declined him altogether if he had proposed nothing more tangible to her
than perpetual honeymoon. That was what Senhouse would certainly have
proposed to her--she saw that in every look of his, and read it in
every line he sent her; but that had never attracted her. She had
given Senhouse her confidence, but not her heart. Ingram's proposals,
therefore, pleased her. She had not a sweet enough tooth, nor the taste
for flattery which the other involved. She was entirely without vanity.
Therefore, however little honourable and however much a lover of his
ease Ingram may have shown himself in making them, his reasonable
proposals were gratefully received. It was he who suggested, but she
who took the lead. She began immediately to plan her new career--was
perfectly business-like. Ingram was to leave London at once, and go to
Wanless--to his duties of the bench, his delights of the field, cares
of the farm. He was to announce to his househould his intention of
“settling down”; and he was to announce the advent of a housekeeper. In
this very outset of his bliss he must needs do as she bade him. He
went, and made her ways as smooth as they could be made. Her rooms
were assigned to her; her duties mapped out, the exact range of her
authority. Her wages were fixed, to be paid quarterly. She would take
nothing else from him--no jewellery (she wore nothing but simple things,
which had been given her by her parents or sisters--amber, a string of
cowries, an agate heart, a bangle or two), no frocks. She was to have
two hundred a year, and throughout her time to this present she had no
more, and kept herself exquisitely upon it, with a sense of what was
due to him, to herself, and to her position, which was admirable,
unhesitating, and never at fault. In due time she arrived and entered
upon her career. That which was unlawful seemed now justified; the
secret intimacy, the wedded amity, the giving, which was the dearest
gain she had. Discretion, on her side unsleeping, on his the more
effective because he never seemed to have any, secured them. There was
no open scandal among the neighbours; whatever the household may have
suspected, very little was said. Within a year her servants were her
slaves. The Rector, it is true, reproached her for not going to church.
She deprecated his indignation, but didn't go.
Up to the day when we first met with her, her garden-hat in her hand,
reading her telegram by the garden window, she had been eight years
governor of Wanless--and for nearly two of those years alone. For the
first two or three of them Ingram, revelling in his snug ease, with
little to do but devise things--alterations, extensions, ventures into
farming, and the like, which it was her delight to execute--never
left the county, hardly cared to leave the estate. He entertained very
sparingly: Chevenix came once or twice, his own brother, Maxwell
Ingram; there were some other dinner-parties to the countryside,
hunt-breakfasts, once a hunt-ball, at none of which ceremonies did she
appear. He endured these wearinesses, shrugging them away as soon as he
could, to hasten from a dinner of dry toast and knives and forks to his
room--the Master's room--where supper, Sanchia, sweet intimacy awaited
him. He spent thus by far the cleanliest and most sane years of his
wayward life. She soothed, amused, stimulated him at once. He taught her
all he knew of country-lore, gave her, as they say, “the hang” of
landed estate; he learned by teaching, and might have become a wholesome
gentleman.
But domestic business called him to London presently. He went, and
was away three months, with lawyers, fierce threatenings from Claire,
intermediaries, friends of both parties, and the rest of them. He was
worried, flurried, put into a rage; exploded, put himself a thousand
times in the wrong; finally, he came back to Wanless embittered and
restless. He came back to find himself welcome, but not excessively
so. At least he thought not. His extensions, suggested in that first
wonderful time--a range of glass-houses, new heating apparatus,
acetylene gas installations, were well advanced. Sanchia's brows were
often knit over estimates, specifications, and bills. He had to pay for
novelties from which the salt had evaporated; he was never very fond
of paying, and now, it seemed, he wasn't very fond of what he had to
pay for. Sanchia was kind to him, but there was a difference. She was
as happy as the day was long, always at work, outdoors or in, had not a
moment for him (business apart) until the very end of the day, when
(at eleven or so) she dressed with care and went to him at his supper.
Sanchia was perfectly happy; but he was not.
He stayed six months that year--from April to September; but then
went to Scotland, deer-stalking, shooting pheasants. He was back for
Christmas and brought a houseful of guests--all men. Again she welcomed
him, again she was kind. He was now a little blunted to the fine shades
of love, took his happiness as it happened to come, and could rub his
hands over the household blessing she was. By-and-by, at the end of
her fourth year, she took over the gardens as well as the house, was
accepted by Mr. Menzies as his liege-lady and by young Clyde as much
more than that. The estate-management, home-farm, woods, tenancies, were
given up to her at the end of the fifth year, just before Ingram sailed
for West Africa on a shooting expedition. By that time he had grown to
depend upon her entirely for everything. She was become the faithful
well-tried wife of standing, which in a man of Ingram's bone means
that nothing remained of love but entire confidence and occasional
gratification. After this, he left her for long periods together; for
the whole of the eighth year he was abroad, “idiotically happy,” as he
had told her.
During all this time no intercourse with her family--except those
furtive letters from her adoring old father, which were pitiful to
her, because they could not be answered as he would have had them; and
nothing from her friend of the Open, who had at last got himself a mate.
It seemed that she had made a clean break, and that nothing of what had
made her dawning life sweet and sane was to mingle with the sweetness
and sanity which she had brought into Wanless. And then--after eight
years--she caught herself looking back. And now--here was an end of the
dream.
If you are to ask me what had changed her regard for Ingram during that
solitary year, so that she received him at the end of it as she did,
I don't know that I can tell you. Slowly discovery--of herself, of
him--came to her, slowly combustible stuff was heaped within her; it
slowly kindled, and smouldered long. No doubt he himself blew it into
clear flame by his let-drop news of Claire's death. She had not known
that: she never read the newspaper, having neither time for the world's
affairs nor interest in them. Suddenly, by that, she was offended;
suddenly saw him as he really was, always had been, and always must be.
Suddenly, also, she saw herself, as brimming with life, energy to live
and to make live, at the end of her music-time. The folds fell from her
eyes, she could see Ingram as a man, squalid. Nay, more: she could now
see him as a beast, ravening. Thereupon he gave her horror, so that she
dared not look back upon her hours of blindness.
Perhaps he had offended her by his silence--his two letters, which she
had neither invited nor answered. That can hardly account for it,
since she had not written to him of her own initiative. Their parting
certainly had been discrepant: the clinging and wistfulness had been
hers, though she had uttered nothing of complaint or misgiving. But
perhaps he had been too gay and nonchalant, a little too much the
husband secure. For a week she had shivered at her loneliness; then she
had plunged anew into the flood of affairs, and had come out, as from
a cold bath, braced and tingling. Round went the wheels of Wanless.
The house was new-papered, painted, carpeted; every month brought new
wonders to the garden. Under Glyde's tuition, seeing with his eyes,
watching with his tensity of vision, she had come closely into Nature's
arms. Perhaps she was unwise with the young man: the fact is she never
stopped to consider him. She liked him and his queer, secret, passionate
ways. She took a royal line of her own. She required much of him, and if
he made much of it, she didn't know it. She dreamed no harm to him or to
herself. Her absorption in the business of the moment, or the needs,
was so manifest that not even the maids, who saw her frequently with the
youth, could have thought harm for a second. It was just Miss Percival
all over--as “keen as mustard.” Perhaps it was as much under Glyde's
fostering as any other nurture that she came, during that year alone, to
love the earth so well that she could appraise the worth of human love.
I don't know. It was a critical year for her.
As she was anything but a fool, there's no doubt that she came, before
the end of that year, to know what was the matter with Glyde. She had
had experience--of herself and another--and he was utterly incapable
of concealing his feelings. Of course she knew what was the matter with
him, and was tenderly and quietly amused. She approached him gradually,
let herself play elder sister, and let him play what he chose, within
severe limits, never overstepped by him, never unwatched by herself.
He was a passionate, sensitive, inarticulate creature, narrow-faced,
sharp-eyed, scowling and thin. He always looked cold, mostly angry,
and never seemed contented, even when his plants flowered themselves to
death to please him.
A woman, any woman, knowing that a man covets her possession, stores her
knowledge, exults in it in secret. It is a fund, a store against lean
years or wry ones. You can see it throned sedately in her eyes, when she
is with him, however much she may feel his absurdity or presumption. So
it was with Sanchia. She was fully conscious of Struan's preposterous
state, strictly the elder sister, never the patroness, for were they not
bond-slaves both? She patronised nobody at Wanless, yet, with a steady
eye for distances, kept a perfect length, varying with each oncomer.
With Mr. Menzies, lord of the gardens, so far on she came; with
Frodsham, master of horse and hound, so far; with the engineer so far;
with Minnie nearer; nearest of all with Mrs. Benson: her attitude to
the stout woman was that of favourite pupil to a family governess of
immemorial service. She could wheedle Mrs. Benson, and often did. The
elder sister attitude was kept for young Glyde; she admonished, scolded,
preached to him high doctrine of duty and honour; there was something
benignant, a sort of pitying care shed from above. To him she may have
been like Cynthia, stooping to the dreamer on Latmos. Whether she knew
that, she must have known a good deal. She knew, for instance, that he
kept vigil; for she had met him at night, as you have been told. She
knew where to find him. Nothing had ever passed between them, of course,
of her relations with the Master. I don't think that she was aware of
his sentry-go under the windows--first under Ingram's, then under hers.
I am sure she was not, or he would have heard of it in plain terms, have
seen her eyes grow hard, and her mouth stretch to bleakness. She was
capable of royal, cold rage when she was offended. But that he hated
Ingram must have been plain to her.
And now, as she stood at gaze, lonely and pensive by the black pond, she
saw that it was over, her busy life. She was at the end of her tether,
must lose her power and the sense of it. She was to begin the world
again, starting with her fifty pounds, and without that which had made
it a pride before. With a little shiver of self-pity, a half-sigh and a
tightening of the lips, she accepted her fate. That was her way.
She regretted nothing, asked neither for mercy nor allowance. What she
had done, she had done; if it was to be done with, she could not help
that; she must go her way. Never for an instant did it enter her head
that she could marry Ingram. Nothing that he had urged, or Chevenix
counselled, made the smallest difference to her. She did not love Nevile
any more; he was horrible to her: enough of that. Whatever her fate was
to be, she would accept it: she chose it so. Without reasoning it out,
that was final for her. She had always had _sic volo_ for her final
cause. _Stet pro ratione voluntas._ Marriage, even nominal marriage,
with Nevile was the accursed thing: none of it. And why? Because she
chose it so.
This was very sublime. I sing, or Mr. Senhouse sings, a Goddess in her
own Right. That is to be observed, or we fail. Persons have existed, and
do yet exist, who are law unto themselves, deliberate choosers of their
fate, deliberate allies of Atropos with the shears, who go what seems to
us, shivering on the brink of things, a bright and bloodstained way,
and furrow deeply into life, because it must be so, because so they will
have it. Great ones of time, a Caesar or so, a Catherine, a Buonaparte,
come handily to mind, who, wreaking countless woes, wrought evenly their
own. And since greatness is a relative term, and time an abstraction of
the mind, in their company, says Mr. Senhouse, was Sanchia Percival,
and in her blue-clouded eyes was to be discerned seated, like a captain,
foreknowledge of her own fate, and will to choose it. But, as for Mr.
Senhouse himself, at this time of envisaging of ways I don't believe
that he entered her head. Small blame to her, either, seeing that the
man, having renounced her, or failed of her, as you please, had taken up
with his Mrs. Germain, and found her to be a Fact, as I have related.
But to do wrong or right, the prerogative of choice: she arrogated that.
So, I think, if the sister of the Far-Darter had ever stepped aside from
the path of her lonely delight--as some have it she did on Latmos--she
would have done it without shame. It would have been her pleasure and
her choice; she would never change countenance or have to breast the
flood of colour. It must be hers to take up or discard an empire, or
a Nevile Ingram of Wanless Hall. So, in her degree, did Sanchia
Percival--of the stuff of goddesses.
IX
Mrs. Devereux having departed as impressively as might be expected of a
lady with a sense of injury, there was little for Chevenix to do but to
follow her; for whereas Mrs. Devereux considered herself badly treated
by both parties in the house, the young man had to own that he had
quarrelled with his host. “I laid for Nevile,” he told Sanchia, “and
he don't let me forget it, either. He don't like commentators on his
text--never did. So he's making Wanless too hot to hold me.”
Sanchia, with rueful eyes, feared that this was her fault. “I'm very
sorry,” she said. “On all accounts I'm very sorry. I shall miss you. It
was nice to see you again.”
“See me again,” cried Chevenix, “as soon as you please; but not
here--unless you feel you can make up your mind to settle down, as we
call it.”
She shook her head. “I don't think I can. I think it might be wicked--as
things are.”
Chevenix raised his eyebrows. “That's you all over, my dear. Other
people's Right is your Wrong. Why question the decrees of the police?
They tell you that you may do what you please when you're married, but
not before. But you won't have that. Of course, if you can't swallow
Nevile, you can't--and there's an end of it. Only,” he added, “there
_must_ be an end of it. You're in a false position--now.”
“According to you I always was,” said the candid young lady, and made
him change countenance. She shirked nothing.
“I did think so once; we all did, you know. Even your bare-footed
friend, What's-his-name--”
“Mr. Senhouse.”
“Beg your pardon. Mr. Senhouse, of course. Well, he didn't take it
sitting down, so to speak. Did he now?”
She considered. Her eyes grew gentle over the remembrances which this
name always called up. “He knew that I was right. Oh, yes. I'm sure of
that. But he was frightened. He lost his nerve because--”
“Because it was you, my dear,” said Chevenix briskly. She owned soberly
to that.
“I shall see your people when I get to town,” he told her. “I shall make
a point of seeing Vicky and your governor. And if I could drop in upon
Senhouse, by George, I'd risk it. You don't know where he is just now, I
suppose?”
“He was in the Black Forest when I last heard from him,” she said, “and
was going to the Caucasus--to collect plants. That was a long time ago.
Three years, I should think. He doesn't write now. He's married, you
know.”
“Married?” he repeated, with open eyes. “I never knew that.”
“He married a Mrs. Germain--a widow.”
Chevenix stared, then slapped his leg. “Then that accounts for it!
Didn't I tell you I met him when I went out to Brindisi to see Nevile
off--met him on a steamer, with a pretty woman? That was Mrs. G.--_his_
pretty woman. Good Lord, how rum!” He laughed, staring. Then, “What
on earth did he do that for? She's not his sort. And I gave myself
away--confoundedly--to each of 'em in turn. You'll never believe it, but
I told _him_ that she'd always been in love with Tristram Duplessis,
and then I gave _her_ to understand what had been the matter with old
Senhouse.” He exploded, then grew mighty serious. “That's rather a bore.
I was counting on him, you know. I thought you might want him.”
Sanchia made no reply. About the corners of her mouth there lurked the
hint of a smile, which her wistful eyes belied. Chevenix watched her,
but could make nothing of it.
“He was a rum 'un,” he continued. “The first time I saw him after you
came up here, was when I ran against him by chance in Norfolk somewhere.
Spread abroad he was--in flannels--all his things strewn about. He had a
little fire going, and a little pot on it. Doing a job of tinkering, he
said, to oblige a lady. There was the lady, too, if you please, sitting
on a bank, smoking a clay. She had a beard, and an old wide-awake on her
head. Senhouse introduced me, I remember. He told me he was on his way
North--Wastwater, I think. A planting job up there--or something. Rum
chap that! Oh, one of the very rummest! He asked me a lot about you.
I didn't know how much he knew, so I went very pussy. The chap was as
sharp as a needle. Spotted me. He said, 'My dear sir, I don't ask you
what she is doing or where she is. I ask you if she is well.' Then I
told him a lot--about you, and Nevile, and all this business. I let out,
I tell you. I was fairly deep in the thing--you know that I felt pretty
badly, because it was my fault that you ever knew Nevile at all. Don't
you suppose I've ever forgiven myself that, Sancie; never you suppose
it. No, no.”
He was much moved. She, by a sudden impulse, put out her hand to him. He
wrung it, and said, “Thanks, Sancie; thanks, my dear.”
After a wrestling bout, he went on: “Do you know what that fellow said
to me? I should like you to know it. Mind you, he was yours, body and
soul, then--whatever he may be now. I think he's yours still, for
that matter--but _then!_ He never concealed it--so far as I know--from
anybody. Now, listen to me.” He heard me out, never said anything till
I'd done. Then he looked out over the marshes into the weather, and
he said, “No harm ever came to a good woman. I shall see her again,
crowned. Now, what do you say to that? Queer, isn't it?”
Sanchia blushed deeply and bent her head. Chevenix marked her confusion,
and varied his tone to suit the case. He became practical. “Now, what'll
he say about this new state of affairs, do you suppose?”
She lifted her head. “He will think me in the right.”
Chevenix shrugged. “There's going to be trouble,” he believed. “There's
bound to be, just on that account. Nevile can be a brute when he's in
the wrong, and knows it.”
Sanchia squared her jaw for trouble.
“He wants you back, you know, awfully--because you won't come. And
the more he wants you the less he'll say so. That's the pride of
the cobbler's dog. If he's uncomfortable, he'll scratch until he's
comfortable again. And he says, 'If you can't get the best take the next
best'; and runs about with Mrs. Wilmot at his heels, and is bored all
the time. That's Nevile all over.” His eyes grew rounder. “You'll have
to go, you know.”
She admitted that. “Yes, I must.” Then she sighed. “I don't want to go.
There's such a lot to be done here.”
“Yes, yes, my dear,” said Chevenix with some irritation. “No doubt there
is. But you can't afford it.”
He stammered out his next. “I should like to say, Sancie, that there's
nobody on earth I respect--for whom I have more respect than for you. I
don't understand your point of view--don't pretend to. But I know a fine
thing when I see it. I'm not much of a chap, I know--no brains, and all
that--simple, rotten chap, I know; but if we're not going to be friends
I shall be unhappy.”
“We are, I hope,” she said, smiling kindly at him. She gave him her
hand.
“Right, Sancie. Look here,” he said sternly. “I'll punch Nevile's head
for you, if you like.”
“I shouldn't like it at all,” she assured him.
“We're old acquaintance, you know. He'd take it from me better than from
anyone else--like Senhouse.”
“Mr. Senhouse would never touch him,” she was sure. He dropped in
Chevenix's estimation immediately.
“Quaker, eh? I didn't know that.”
Sanchia explained. “He can't be changed in those sort of things. He
would only use force against wild beasts.”
“Well,” cried Chevenix, “what do you think Nevile's going to be? My
advice to you is to get out as soon as you can. And when you're in town,
command me.” They parted firm friends.
Mrs. Wilmot remained, against her inmost judgment, against her maid
Purcell's clear advice, for one more day. The night of Chevenix's
departure she was there, and on the morrow was to be conveyed to the
Trenchards', across the county. Wanless had her steadily in its score
pair of eyes for twenty-four hours, as Purcell, her maid, had foreseen.
“You are doing a strange thing, ma'am, permit me to say.” Purcell was an
elderly spinster, who only required her own permission to say what she
pleased. “You will be watched and reported. I suppose I am not in the
servants' hall for nothing.” Mrs. Wilmot said feebly that she supposed
she was there for meals. Purcell stiffened her wiry neck. “Meals, ma'am!
In the best houses there's a second table. The butler may be there,
and perhaps the valet. The lady's maid, of course. But where there's no
lady, one may put up with the cook, though the cook in such houses
is rarely a female. But the housekeeper here! A Miss Percival! Dines
alone--or is said to--and the cook sits at the head of our table. This
is no house for you, ma'am.”
The lady gave a little cry and hoisted a white shoulder. “Oh, Purcell,
you are hurting me dreadfully. Do be more gentle with me. You are
tearing my hair out by handfuls. What can it matter to you where
Miss--where the housekeeper dines?”
“Ho,” said Purcell, “little or nothing--to me, ma'am. I cannot help
my thoughts. But I keep them to myself. Not one word in this
house--downstairs--of Miss Percival. Not one word. They keep their
mouths shut, I promise you, and their eyes open. But what you will, you
will. As for Mr. Ingram, the less I say the better.”
“Much the better,” said Mrs. Wilmot, fretfully wriggling under the comb.
That fine afternoon--April budding into May--this lady listened to
Ingram in the garden. Of all sounds in the world the sweetest music
for her ear was made by a man's voice embroidering the theme--_“You are
lovely, you are cruel, I die.”_ Ingram's descant on the golden phrase
was querulous, after his manner. He took his lover's smarts, as one must
suppose them, hardly. As thus: _“You are lovely_--but what's that to me,
if I can't touch you? You sting my eyes, you inflame, you wound--or I
think you do; here am I, tied by the leg to a dead woman--for dead to me
she is, the she-cat Sanchia--looking at you because I can't help myself.
You are soft and lax, you purr when I stroke you; I could make a pet of
you. Was ever a man of property and station in such a case?”
_“You are cruel_--because, though I could put out my hand and take you,
yet you expect me to do it. That's all over, for me. I've done that sort
of thing--Sanchia knows. Now I must trouble you to advance. I'm sick
of life on these terms: you could make life worth living. I must really
trouble you: sorry to seem languid, but I _am_ languid. You, with your
fine sensibilities, ought to be the first to feel that; but no: you
wait, looking exquisite, with eyes like blue-black water, and a mouth,
a mouth like a flower. You soft gossamer beauty, I could crush you where
you hover; but you won't come and be crushed. Certainly, you are cruel.”
_I die._ He avoided that. It was absurd. She thought for one moment that
he hinted it when he said, shrugging off his ranges of hot-house--“Good
of their kind, I fancy. But what good are they to me--a solitary beggar?
I never go into 'em, you know. I thought I should take an interest when
I had 'em put up. It looked like it--But now! who cares whether I go
into 'em or not? Who cares whether I live or die?” There had been a
pathetic ring there.
She had murmured a gentle rebuke; her eyes had brimmed, reproaching
him. It was then that he had taken her hand, at the going-out from the
fig-house. “Ruth,” he had said, “my kind, pretty Ruth.” Then he stooped
his head and kissed her. Through three pairs of doors Glyde, in the
peachhouse, had seen the act, and paused in his spraying. It was over
in a minute. The pair strolled away and passed out of the walled-garden.
Glyde, who had turned very white, compressed his lips and went back to
his work--like a machine. Presently a light step made him start,
look guardedly up, watch and wait. Sanchia, bare-headed, fresh and
_debonnaire_, came in, like a stream of west wind. Her eyes beamed
her health and pleasure. “Oh, Struan,” she said, “do come and see the
_Susianas_. They are on the very point of opening. Do come. There's
nobody about. They've gone down to the river.”
He could not face her, knowing what he knew. But he could not resist her
either. “I'll come,” he said, and followed her.
She went gaily and eagerly. “You've never done so well with them as this
year. I counted a dozen. Huge! I felt rather miserable this morning;
I've been worried rather. I thought I would just see what they would
do for me. They made me feel ashamed of myself. Their strength, their
contentedness--just to grow, and be strong and well! Nothing more.
What else ought we to want? Food--the sun--strength to grow! Isn't
that enough?” She was echoing Senhouse here, and felt an added glow to
remember it. He had been much in her thoughts since her last exchange
with Chevenix.
Out of the warm brown soil, sheltered by the eaves, the iris clump made
a brave show. Its leaves like grey scimitars, its great flower-stems
like spears. Stiffly they reared, erect, smooth, well-rounded, and each
was crowned with the swollen bud of promise. She displayed them proudly,
she counted them, made him check her counting. She glowed over them,
fascinated by their virile pride. Struan watched her more than her
treasures. He was pale still, and bit his lip; had nothing to say.
She knelt and took one of the great stalks tenderly in her hand. A kind
of rapture, was upon her, a mystic's ecstasy. She passed her closed hand
up and down, feeling the stiff smoothness: she clasped and pressed the
bursting bud. “Feel it, Struan, feel it,” she said. “It's alive.” He
turned, shaking, away.
“They say,” she went on, caressing the bud, “that this is really the
Lily of the Annunciation. It's a symbol, I've read. Gabriel held one in
his hand when he stood before Our Lady. Did you know that?”
Glyde broke out. “Don't. Don't. Come away. I must speak to
you--quickly--if I dare. Come away from here.”
He spoke fiercely, meaning what he said. Grave, sobered, she rose
and followed him. He drew her after him to the yew-tree walk, to the
enclosure at its end, where the leaden Faun capered and grinned. There
he faced her.
“You must leave this place,” he said shortly. She looked to the ground.
“I know,” she replied in a low voice.
“Every moment you stop here insults you, puts shame upon you. Shame! And
on you! It's not bearable. It's not to be suffered. I'll not suffer it
for one.”
At this she lifted her head and reproved him by a look. It was mild,
queenly mild, but not weak. Remote from him and his world, it said, “I
can't hear you.”
He understood it so. “Who says I may not speak to you? Who else is to
speak to you if I don't? How can you bear yourself and speak nothing?
Is it natural?” He seemed on the point of angry tears; with a gesture
infinitely kind she bore with him. Her hand just touched his arm.
“Dear Struan,” she said, “I know how nice you mean to be to me; I
am very grateful to you. Of course I am going away. I have brought
everything on myself, and must bear the consequences by myself. But I
have been happy here, lately, and shall be most unhappy to go. I have so
many friends here.” Then, after looking at him, reflecting, she added,
“Of course I know that you care.”
“Care!” he cried out, scornfully. “Do you think that I've watched you,
in and out, for three years without caring? Do you think that I have
schooled myself to put up with--with him--without caring? And when I
thought that he was coming back here to--to prove himself an honourable
man--I thanked the Lord. Yes, I did that. I was ready to go when I knew
he was coming back for that. I told you I would go--and I meant it.
I should have cut my heart out and left it here, and gone away--clean
away, glorifying and praising God. But--oh, it's hideous, hideous! You
are discarded--you! Cast off--you! Peerless as you are--you! Oh, my
Saviour, what's this?” He broke away, and sobbed. He dashed his arm over
his eyes in a rage with himself. She was very gentle with him now.
She put her hand on his shoulder, and though he shook it off, put it
there again. “You hurt me, Struan, really. If you are my friend, you
shouldn't doubt me. I don't feel about it as you do, you know.”
He lifted his head at the challenge. “Then you should,” he said. “Dog
that he is. He's insulting you. He had better have died than do as he
does. Damn him, he shall pay for it.” She shook her head, smiling rather
dismally.
“I can't talk to you any more if you don't understand why I can't talk
to you,” she said. “There are things which friends cannot do for each
other--which we have to do alone.”
The lad gasped and made a step towards her. He could not control
himself--he shook.
“Not you--never you. I'll die for you--and you know it.” She looked at
him full, then left him.
Mrs. Wilmot stayed for the better part of a week longer than she had
intended, and then, perceiving by subtle but unmistakeable signs that
she would wiselier go, went. To Wanless that had been a week of
strain; the air was charged with trouble. One could not have pointed to
anything--it was beyond the range of weathercock or glass; but everybody
felt it. Sanchia, graver than she was wont to be, pushed herself sharply
from duty to duty, and avoided sympathy by a dry manner. Or she was
obtuse, affecting a foolish interest in trivialities. She never went
into the garden, and saw nothing of young Glyde. Mrs. Benson, glooming
thunder from her brows, Minnie with scare in her russet eyes turned
Purcell's feasts into fasts. The wiry tire-woman, to do her justice,
was as uncomfortable as any of them; but loyalty spurred her to feats
of endurance undreamed of by any but servants. They, in a world of their
own, where speech is rare, and skins rarer, where everything must be
done by glances and hints, are perhaps more aware of themselves than
any other children of men. They are for ever judging their betters; how
shall they escape from judgment of each other? Judge not, says the Book;
but if you pry for vice, what can you be yourself but a prying-ground?
So Purcell agonised, and felt her very vitals under the hooks. The case
was past praying for. She suffered and was dumb.
At last the delicate beauty, seeing Adonis faint in the chase--for
Ingram, as a lover, was languid and gloomy--was helped into her lacy
draperies, helped into the carriage, driven to the station; and Ingram,
on horseback, rode by her side. He helped her into the train, stored her
with magazines, kissed her mouth, revolted at her tears, and returned
sulkily, with hard-rimmed eyes, at a foot's pace to his halls. Midway
of the carriage-drive, instinctively, he tightened the rein; for Glyde
stepped out of the undergrowth some ten paces ahead, and stood, waiting
for him. He was dressed, not for the garden (in shirt-sleeves and
baize), but in his blacks, and had a soft felt hat on his head,
basin-shaped, with the brim over his eyes. “Now what the devil does that
chap want, play-acting here?” was Ingram's enquiry of the Universe.
Glyde, as the horse drew level, came within touch of his flank, and told
Ingram that he wished to speak with him.
“Eh?” said Ingram; and then, “oh, what a nuisance.” He felt himself
injured. “Well, what is it, Glyde?”
Glyde said, “I wish to give notice, if you please.” The manner of
address was curt and offensive.
“Oh, do you?” Ingram said. “Well, then, you had better do it in the
proper way. See Miss Percival about it, will you?” He pressed his knees
in as if to continue his way.
Glyde, however, stood by the horse's head.
“I have seen Miss Percival about it, Mr. Ingram,” he said. “I saw her--a
week ago. And now I've got to see you about it.”
Ingram looked at him sharply--a sudden stiffening of the spine; spine
stiff and eyes sharp, acting together. What he saw made him the more
alert.
“What on earth do you mean?” he asked.
“I'll tell you,” said Glyde. “I'm free of your service from this minute,
so I'll tell you. I say that you are a damned scoundrel, and that you
know it.” A concentration of many grudges, kept very still, as by white
heat, characterised this remarkable speech.
Ingram blenched. “By George, my man,” he said, “you'll have to make that
good.”
Glyde said, “And I will. You have behaved, you are behaving, like a dog
in this house; and you're to take a dog's wages.”
Ingram jumped in his saddle, rose in his stirrups. “By God,” he said,
“by God--” but he said no more.
Glyde sprang up at him where he stood above his saddle, unseated--sprang
up at him, took him by the shoulders and then dropping, pulled him off
his horse. The freed animal, startled, kicked out, shook his head, and
cantered gaily homewards. Glyde, having Ingram on the ground, took him
by the collar of his jacket and belaboured him with his open hand. He
cuffed him like a schoolboy, boxed him about the ears and face, shook
him well, and then cast him into the young bracken of his own avenue.
“There's for you, seducer,” he said; and that done, he walked steadily
up the road towards the lodge gates.
Ingram, on his feet, in a rage which was the most manly he could have
suffered, went after him at a run, and caught him up. “You blackguard,”
he said, and panted. “Turn and fight with me.”
Glyde stopped. “I'll not fight with you, Ingram,” was his measured
reply, “because I've that in me which would kill you. No mercy for you
there. You can go as you please; you can send me to gaol or not; but you
shan't get me hanged. I've something to do with my life--as much of it
as you leave me; and I want it.” As Ingram glared at him, crimson now,
with bulging eyes and teeth at lips, the other went on. “I'm going no
farther to-day than my lodging. Your police will find me there when you
send 'em. I shan't fight them, because I can't afford it; and I shan't
fight you, dog that you are, for the same reason.” Ingram cursed, and
sprang at him, but Glyde stiffened his arm and held him off. Master was
no match for man, and felt no better for the knowledge of that. It did
serve, however, to bring him to his senses. He saw that he was making an
ass of himself.
“You'll hear more of this,” he said, and turned and walked rapidly back
to the house.
Mortification inflamed his rage; his furious walking blew into it
a sense of incurable injury. Injury, shocked pride, and animal heat
altogether made a devil of him. He went directly to his own room, and
rang the bell. “Send Miss Percival to me,” he told Minnie, “at once.”
Then he waited for her, with a face like a rat.
XI
She might have gathered warning from Minnie's panting summons, but had
been busy over her accounts and had noticed nothing amiss.
“He wants you, Miss Percival! Don't go!” She had scarcely heard.
She said, “Who wants me? Mr. Ingram? I'll come;” and though the maid
stammered, “I wouldn't, oh, I wouldn't,” had gone.
The face he showed her from his bureau, where he sat huddled over a
litter of papers, prepared her instantly for crisis; snarling, white and
wicked, yet it had tragedy in it--as if he knew that he had himself to
reckon with beyond all.
For some time he seemed not to see her, though he looked at her. He sat
glooming, like a man dumb in high fever, working his lower jaw, screwing
and unscrewing his hands. Afterwards she believed that he had been
groping for the cruellest thing he could say, and was goaded into what
he did say by the sense that he could find nothing.
“So that was your work? Your choice way! To set one of my own servants
to club me.”
She looked at him blankly; but her face glowed with sudden fire. “I
haven't the least notion what you mean. Who has clubbed you?”
His eyes flickered. “Glyde. Your friend. You seek your champions all
about, it seems. You make things snug for yourself. It's master or man
with you--it's all one.”
He spluttered his venom broadcast. She held up her head. “Are you
insulting me?” He wheeled round full in his chair.
“Is it possible to insult you?”
At that she lowered her panoply of fire, and grew still. “I see that you
are. I can't allow that.”
He foamed. “Bullies in your hire. Now I see what Bill Chevenix was
after. And Glyde-faugh! who else?”
She watched him steadily without fear or disgust. His words held no
meaning for her. “I think you must be mad,” she said. “It will be better
if I go.”
He scoffed at her. “Better! You are right.” He rose in his place.
“You'll go to-day.”
Sanchia regarded him deeply, almost curiously, as if he had been a
plant, interesting for its rarity.
“Naturally,” she said, and left him in his staring fit.
The ordered little realm of Wanless went on its diurnal course. Luncheon
was served at two by a trembling parlour-maid; the coffee was set in
the hall, the cigar-box, the spirit-flame. Frodsham came for orders, Mr.
Menzies reported Glyde absent without leave. These things were done by
rote: yet the whole house knew the facts. Sanchia, dining in the middle
of the day, plied her knife and fork with composure. It was her way to
face facts once for all, tussle with them, gain or lose, and be done
with them. She had been angry with Glyde, but now could think of him as
“poor Struan,” Punchinello in a rustic comedy. Of Ingram, deliberately,
she thought nothing. It had been necessary to survey her feelings of
eight years ago, to make a sour face of disgust over them, before she
could shake them out of her head. Now they were gone, and he with them:
the world, with May beginning, was too sweet a place for such vermin to
fester in. She had swept and ridded herself, rinsed her mouth with pure
water, and now could sit to her dinner and review her plans.
But the storm burst over Wanless, at half-past four. Minnie came into
her room, breathless, Mrs. Benson stertorous in her traces.
Minnie wailed, “Oh, Miss, oh, Miss Sanchia, oh, dear Miss Percival,
what's going to become of us? Struan's beaten the Master, and the
Sergeant's here!”
“Apes and tigers”--Mrs. Benson tolled like a bell. “Apes and tigers.
What says the Book?”
Sanchia let them run, so the distorted tale was pieced together. At
a quarter to twelve--it must have been that, because Emma heard the
stableclock chime the half-hour--Struan was seen in his blacks. He came
out of the wood-house, an ashplant in his hand. “Apes and tigers, apes
and tigers,” from Mrs. Benson--his face was dreadful to see. Who said
so? Who saw him? Not Minnie, for sure. It was Bella the laundrymaid--she
saw him from the window, and had a turn. The window was open. “Why,
Struan,” she said--but he told her to shut mouth and eyes. “The less
you see, and know,” he said, “the better for you.” Poor Struan, with his
tragedy airs! Bella told that to Minnie, and that she would never forget
it to her dying day. It turned the beer in her stomach, she said--and
now she was lying down. As he went out of the yard, a cloud came over
the sun, and Bella felt the chill. She had the goose-flesh all up
her back. That, they say, betokens a person walking over your grave.
Somewhere in England we all have our grave-ground lying green under
turf. It awaits the spade and the hour. In the morning it is green and
groweth up--this was Mrs. Benson's piece, but Minnie had the rest of the
stage.
The saddle-horse came flinging into the yard at one o'clock--no later.
That's certain, because Frodsham was at his after-dinner pipe--or should
have been: instead of which he came running in after him. Just about
that time, or maybe a little before, Mr. Menzies had been asking for
Struan? Where was he? Did anyone ever see such a wastrel? No man's
account, he called him. Mrs. Benson tolled her apes and tigers all.
It was Minnie had seen the Master when the bell pealed. She had gone
with her heart in her mouth--and oh, his collar and tie! His red ear!
She had never seen anything like his face, and never must again on this
side of the tomb. Wicked, oh, wicked! He showed his teeth. His face
was as white as a clout. His voice was like a nutmeg-grater. “Miss
Percival--here--at once.” It was all he said. She did her bidding, for
servants must--but her heart bled for Miss Percival, and she felt
like fainting at any minute when she waited at luncheon. He drank
brandy--jerked his head towards the sideboard when he wanted more. Never
said a word. And how he ate, wrenching at his food! Fit to choke him.
How she had lived through the luncheon she didn't know at all. But that
Struan, that quiet in an ordinary way, should have dared--with a stick
in his violent hand! And the Sergeant ready for his warrant--stiff in
the hall.
“A villain has got his deserts,” boomed Mrs. Benson. “My dear, you're
going, it seems, and I with you. This is no place for a young lady--no,
nor ever was, God be good! I know my place, to all parties; but I know
that better--and now it's come upon us like a thief in the night. Well,
well, well--my pretty young lady! Old women must put up with what
they get, we all know--but not murderers in gentlemen's seats: no,
nor beastly doings in and out of doors. I shall go, my dear, when you
go--ah, me! When the wicked man ... but he's got his deserts. What! a
widower--with duty and pleasure before him, combined for once, and no
thanks to him!--to dally with a French doll--movable eyes and separate
teeth and all--when he might have gone on his knees to a splendid young
lady! And I'd have kept him there to say his prayers, which he's never
done before, not since his mother died, poor old gentlewoman, worn out
by the gnashings of a tiresome, God-Almighty, wicked old man, and a slip
of sin who nothing was too good for. Not in this world, no! But it will
be made up to him in the next, by the unquenchable worm--as he'll find
out when he tries his 'down, dog' tricks; his 'drop that, will you?'
None of that down there in the fire. What says the Book? My dear, my
dear,” and she took the girl in her arms with a fine look about her of
Niobe amid arrows, “I've a bosom for your head and a roof to shelter us
both, and we'll see what we shall see. There's castles and towers for
the great oneyers and their minions; but mine is in the Fulham Road, my
dear; my own property out of a building society that does business for
the widow and the orphan--makes it their special line, as I understand,
and have treated me squarely throughout--that I will say. Yes, yes, and
I'll tend you fairly, will Sarah Benson, widowed mother of a graceless
son, who can feel for her poor dead mistress, mother of a worse. My
lamb, you shall want for nothing.”
Fast in a good pair of arms, Sanchia snuggled and smiled. She patted
Mrs. Benson's cheek, and put up her lips to her. Minnie, like a thawing
icepack, ran rivers of water.
“You _are_ good to me,” she said; “you _are_ sweet to me. I don't mind
anything when I can be sure of such friends. But you mustn't leave,
you know. Really, you ought not. I shan't forget you, be sure of that,
whether you stay or go.”
Mrs. Benson crooned over her, “Oh, you're not one that forgets, my
precious, with your golden heart. And there's more than me will find it
out.” She wiped her spectacles, breathing on the glasses, and Sanchia
shook out her plumage, escaped from the nest. Ingram, without knocking,
came into the room.
His rage was now cold and keen. He took in conspiracy with one glance at
the three.
He spoke to Minnie. “I have been ringing for twenty minutes. The brandy
in my room, and some soda-water. At once.” Scared Minnie fled. Then he
turned half to Sanchia, but didn't look at her.
“I understood you were leaving this afternoon. You had better order a
fly. There's the telephone.” He held out an envelope. “I think that you
will find this correct.”
Sanchia was at her bureau. “Put it on the table, please,” she said,
without turning; and while Ingram hovered, Mrs. Benson heaving like the
sea, gathered into a combing wave and, breaking, swallowed him up.
“Money-ah! You come with money to a lady of the land! Offer me money,
Mr. Ingram, if you dare. Your bread I've eaten, having baked it, and
your father's bread, and not choked yet, though each mouthful might be
my last. By every word out of the mouth of God, says the Book; and what
shall He say of you? I've watched for this, I've seen it coming. You
keep long accounts, but there's One keeps longer--and in His head, as
we read. To breaking mother's heart so much, to scandal of matrimony so
much--and to perjury and dirty devices, wicked dalliance, so much. When
she came here--this fine young lady, so fresh and sweet--I wailed. I
shook my fist at you, Mr. Ingram; 'I know what this means,' I said, 'a
false tongue and a young heart.' And I waited, I tell you--for I could
do nothing else. She could have come to me at any hour of any day and
welcome; and I'd have told her, 'He's bad--he's rotten at the heart.
He'll tire of you--neglect you--trick you--and cast you out.' But she
was too proud for that; she bore it all, and not a word. And she did
your work as never before, not in your time, nor your father's time; and
made friends of the poor, and kept her place--sweetly and smoothly it
was done. And you on your travels with foreign women--”
Ingram now emerged from the flood. “Are you mad?” he said. A dreadful
calm came over Mrs. Benson, succeeding the tempest.
“'I am not mad, most noble Festus,'” she said; “but I am mother of a
graceless son, and will not be cook to another. I leave your service
from this hour. Your dinner is a-making, and Emma is a steady worker.”
She turned to Sanchia. “The best vegetable-hand I ever had under me,
Miss Percival, and I've had a score.” One further cut at Ingram she
allowed herself. “I would not take a penny piece of your money now, not
to save my darling from the lions.”
“You won't get it, you know,” said Ingram. “But you've had lots of 'em.”
She braved that truth.
“And earned them, Mr. Ingram, as you know, better than I do.”
Ingram, ignoring her, observed quietly to Sanchia, “The sooner the
better, I think.”
That was the manner of his farewell.
It was not the way she would have chosen to leave; but she reasoned with
herself, as she packed her belongings, that it was probably the best
way. It gave no time and little inclination for sentiment. Now, it was
almost certain that had a term been ahead of her, whose end could be
felt nearing, there would have been good-byes, last interviews, and last
interviews but one, which are apt to be more poignant than those of the
last moment of all. Even as it was there were threatenings of emotion.
Wanless was stirred deeply. Mr. Menzies brought in a nosegay, and
grasped her hand. “You will be sorely missed here, Miss Percival, sorely
missed. Less said's the sooner mended, but you're a true young lady,
greatly to be deplored.”
“Good-bye, Mr. Menzies,” she had said, “and thank you a thousand times
for--”
“They are from my own plot of ground,” said the grizzled gardener, and
looked away. She had his tulips in her hand, and now buried her face in
them.
“Then I love them all the better,” she told him; and put in a word for
Struan. “Be kind to him when you see him again--please do.”
Mr. Menzies became far-sighted. He had very blue eyes. “Ahem!” he said,
in his Scotch fashion. “He'll not be here again, I doubt. He'll be away,
the headstrong young man.” But he warmed to it. “Ay,” he said, “ay, Miss
Percival. For your sake I'll listen to what he has to tell me.” She felt
that she must be content with that. Each servant in degree must be dealt
with, and Minnie comforted in her place. She was all for going that
night; but had a mother and four sisters in Doncaster--all at home.
Would Miss Sanchia forgive her, and accept of this Prayer-book? Miss
Sanchia would; kissed her, and did.
In the carriage drive she told Mrs. Benson of her immediate intention.
“I must say good-bye to Struan. We will stop at his cottage on the way.
There's plenty of time.”
Mrs. Benson was strongly against it, but rather showed her mind than
declared it. Mischief enough had been done through that youth--and in
him, she doubted. Better let him alone. Are you to countenance violent
hands? Raised against them in authority? Then where's authority? Where
are Principalities and Powers? Much as she contemned Ingram, she was on
his side against Struan any day. On the other hand, Sanchia was, in
a manner, her guest, and could not be spoken to plainly about it. She
could only shake her head.
“He's better alone, Miss Percival, alone with his devil. While the fit's
on him, let 'em fight it out. And what can he be--to the likes of you?”
“He's always been a friend of mine,” she said. “He's been very foolish,
very wicked; he had no business whatever to do as he did--to put me in
the wrong. I'm angry with him, and he will see that I am. But--” Mrs.
Benson knew the force of that “but.” It had brought the young lady to
Wanless.
Yet Mrs. Benson might have triumphed if she would. Sanchia, at the
cottage door, was met by the anxious tenant of it with whom Struan
lodged. “He's not here, Miss,” she was told, and then, “oh, Miss,
they've took him away. The Sergeant's come for him and took him. And we
hear--” There had been no stopping her, but by Sanchia's way.
She walked into the cottage and put up her veil. She showed a pale, sad
face. “How dreadful! I must write a note. Will you let me write here,
and leave it with you--to give him when he comes?”
She wrote in pencil, “My dear Struan, I am very sorry. You made me
angry, but I'm sorry now. I came to say Good-bye, as I am going away.
Mrs. Benson is with me. See Mr. Menzies when you can. He has promised to
help you, and, of course, I will too, if I can.--Yours always, S. J. P.”
With the fold of the envelope to her tongue she paused, reflective. Then
she took the note out again, read it over, and ran her pencil through
the last two letters of her signature. And taking two Parma violets from
the knot at her breast--a recent gift from Wanless--she put them within
the paper. Thus she did deliberately--as the Fates would have her.
Addressing “Mr. S. Clyde, by Mrs. Broughton,” she gave her letter in
charge. “Be sure to give it him when he comes back,” she said. Then she
and her protector were driven to the station.
There was a full bench, a crowded court when the accused was brought in.
The hush that preceded him and the buzz when he stood up made Ingram set
his teeth. The reporters, with racing pen, cleared the ground. Thus the
world might read of “The Squire of Wanless, every inch a soldier,”
in one journal, and of “Nevile Ingram, Esquire, of Wanless Hall,” in
another. There are no politics in police reports, but broadcloth
is respectable. The prisoner was described as “Struan Glyde, 23, a
sickly-looking young man, who exhibited symptoms of nervousness.” It was
allowed that he spoke “firmly but respectfully to the Bench,” but, on
the other hand, “to the complainant he showed considerable animosity,
and more than once had to be reproved by the Chairman.” The proceedings
were short. “At the close there was a demonstration, which was
immediately checked by the police.”
Glyde, in fact, was revealed as a narrow-faced young man, slim and
olive-complexioned, having light, intent eyes, and very long eyelashes.
Nervous he undoubtedly was; he twitched, he blinked, he swallowed. He
looked effeminate to one judge. Another said of him to his neighbour,
“As hardy as a hawk.” A newspaper called him “puny,” a rival “as
tough as whip-cord.” It depended upon your reading of him--whether by
externals or not. He had a quiet, fierce way with him, a glare, the look
of a bird of prey. He was very self-possessed. All the papers observed
it.
Ingram, playing his privilege to the last ounce, told his tale to his
brother-magistrates, shortly, but with considerable effect. He had had
occasion to dismiss a servant, and the prisoner had taken upon himself
to resent it. Yes--in answer to a question--a female servant. Prisoner
had attacked him in his own carriage-drive, had pulled him out of the
saddle before he knew what he was about, and had beaten him while on
the ground. He had no witnesses. There had been none. His voice, as he
chopped out his phrases, was dry, his tone impartial. He took no sides,
stated the facts. He spoke to the Chairman--even when he replied to the
question which made him, for a moment, take breath; and he never once
looked at the accused.
The Bench consulted together. Old Mr. Bazalguet, the Chairman, leaned
far back in his chair and gazed at the ceiling, while two younger
justices whispered to each other across his portly person, peering
sideways at Ingram, who showed them his smooth head and folded arms.
Colonel Vero, the fourth of the tribunal, was drawing angels on his
blotting paper. Then they settled themselves, one of them with a shrug,
and Sergeant Weeks told of the arrest. Accused had declined to make
a statement, but had spoken certain words to his landlady, one Mrs.
Broughton, to the effect that what was to come was “nothing” to what
had been done. He had left in her charge papers, which the Sergeant had
afterwards examined, and now had in his care. This had led to a brief
interlude.
Mr. Bazalguet had caught the words. “Papers? What papers?” he asked.
“Newspapers?”
“No, sir,” said Sergeant Weeks. “They were writings. Poetry and the
like--and foreign tongues.” The bench sat up, and now Glyde had the
hawk-look in his light eyes. Ingram stifled a yawn, and impressed the
Bench.
Mr. Bazalguet, inclining his head to either side, enquired only with his
eyebrows. Did we want these papers? Should we, perhaps, for form's sake
examine them? Mr. Max Fortnaby was of opinion that we should. As they
were handed up, the prisoner, who had been wetting his lips, said
plainly, “There's nothing in them about this business,” and was reproved
by Sergeant Weeks.
A formidable pile of MS. was passed up by the Clerk, whose deprecating
glances were not lost upon the Chairman. But Mr. Max Fortnaby cut open
the budget in the midst, and peered in.
_“janua vel domina penitus crudelior ipsa”_--he read. It was a footnote.
He lifted his eyebrows--then his eyes upon the accused.
“Propertius? You know Latin?”
“I know some, sir.”
He returned to the MS., then again to Glyde.
“You are a bit of a poet, I see.”
“Yes, sir. I hope so.”
“If it leads you to battery, my young friend--” was his private comment.
To Mr. Bazalguet he whispered, “The fellow's got scholarship. We might
give these back, I think.” Mr. Bazalguet was only too happy, and Glyde
saw his offspring returned. Sergeant Weeks, safe in Mr. Fortnaby's good
opinion, scrupulously wrapped and tied them. Mr. Fortnaby said, “Let
them go back to his landlady,” and caught the prisoner's eye.
It was now time to ask him whether he had anything to say. Glyde,
perfectly master of himself, said that he pleaded Guilty, but would like
to put a few questions. The Chairman, biting the tips of his fingers,
nodded; and Mr. Fortnaby watched him.
Facing Ingram, who looked always to the Chairman, Glyde asked--“Did you
dismiss your servant, as you put it, before I met you, or afterwards?”
All eyes flew from Glyde to Ingram.
“Actually, afterwards,” it was explained. “But the thing was understood
before.”
“By whom?”
“By me,” said Ingram, “and--” He stopped there. A very interesting
struggle, momentary, and done in silence, took place. Glyde was daring
Ingram to bring in Sanchia's name, and Ingram could not do it.
“And--?” said Glyde. “And by whom?”
Ingram paused, biting his lips. He was pale. He took a long breath, and
then said, “And by you, I have no doubt.”
“Thank you,” Glyde said. Then he began again. “Did you ask me to fight
with you?”
“I believe I did.”
“And I refused?”
“Yes,” said Ingram, “you did.”
“Did I say that I didn't fight with dogs?” Ingram smiled at the
Chairman.
“You did not.”
“I say so now,” said Glyde, and stirred the Court. Mr. Bazalguet
interfered.
“You mustn't talk like that, Glyde. We can't have it, you know.” Colonel
Vero added, “Certainly not,” and stretched his long legs out.
Glyde recovered himself, and begged pardon. He was told that he might go
on, in reason, but declined. “Thank you, sir. I think I'll leave it so.
I own to what I did.”
He was told that he could be dealt with summarily, or sent for trial.
“I'll take it from you, gentlemen,” he said, and settled himself
reposefully. The Bench drew together, with the Clerk intervening.
Mr. Bazalguet, double-chinned and comfortable squire, was disturbed
by this case. What troubled him was that Ingram had not been
straightforward. What was this dismissal of a servant? He knew, and
therefore he asked the question. Fortnaby knew also, but didn't intend
to say. Everybody, indeed, knew. Romance appeals to us all in diverse
ways; and it was actually romance which settled Clyde's romantic affair.
Fortnaby, Maximilian Fortnaby, had been a schoolmaster, had succeeded
to an estate at forty, and retired. He, with his keen face and trim
whiskers, leaning his head on his hand, thus spoke in undertones, and
carried the day. “The case is clear. The young man's taught himself
tongues, and has poetry. He's been taught other things, too, and has
got some of them wrongly. One thing he ought to learn is that to relieve
your feelings is not the way to help the oppressed. He's set himself up
for a champion, and tongues have got to work. I should give him three
months.” Mr. Bazalguet looked at the Clerk, who said it was a bad case.
Mr. Ingram was a magistrate and--the maximum was two years. The third
magistrate saw his way to impressing himself,--“Make it six months,” he
said. The Chairman agreed with him, until Colonel Vero said, “I should
give him a year.” That shocked him. “It'll take a long time for it to
blow over, you know,” he whispered to Fortnaby, who smiled and shrugged.
“I don't suppose six will hurt him. He'll be able to write after a bit.”
“Ingram will go abroad, you know,” said Mr. Bazalguet. “Did you happen
to know the--party?” Fortnaby looked up quickly. “I? Oh, dear no. But I
gather that the less we say the better. It was not an ordinary servant.”
Mr. Weir, the third magistrate, said, “A lady, I hear;” but his
colleagues ignored him. Then they all sat up, and the Clerk sank into
the well.
“Clyde,” said Mr. Bazalguet, “you will have to go to prison for three
months, with hard labour. I hope this will be a warning to you. I do
indeed.”
The prisoner was removed amid murmurs. There was some cheering outside
the court--at which Ingram grimly smiled. But he was very pale, and
did not leave the Sessions house until late in the afternoon. Old Mr.
Bazalguet was very cool with him after court. He grunted when they
met in the hall. “You go abroad?” he asked him. Ingram said, it was
probable.