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Martha said nothing to her mother and sisters of her encounter with the

princess. She had a way of locking very close in her heart her most

personal and sacred feelings, and all that related to the princess was

sacred to her now. During her earlier years she had so often been

laughed at for an enthusiast that she had learned to keep back what she

felt most strongly; and for that very reason, perhaps, the intensity of

her feelings grew greater as she grew older. The enthusiasm of her life

was for her only brother, whom she worshiped with a blind idolatry of

the extent of which even he was unaware. There had been one or two other

divinities in her horizon, always second to Harold; but at this period

of her life she was suffering from a sense of disappointment in these

as, one after the other, they had come short of her ardent expectations.

She was now, therefore, in the exact state of mind to take on a new

object of worship. This the princess had become.

It was not surprising that Martha’s ideal had been so repeatedly

unrealized, for it was a difficult one. She had suffered acutely from

her former disappointments, and had even resolved never to pin her faith

and hope on another woman. But the princess was not to be resisted.

Martha felt that even if her goddess never spoke to her again, she was

worthy of all adoration.

As the young girl drove through the streets of Paris in the early

morning of the day following her brief interview with the princess, her

heart was very happy.

In appearance Martha was small and rather plain; and no one would have

noticed her, perhaps, but for the concentration of expression on her

face as she looked out of the carriage window on her way to her atelier

in the Latin Quarter. The people abroad at that hour were not of a class

to pay much attention to such a look on a girl’s face. The little army

of street-cleaners, occupying their brief hour with busy industry to

produce the beautiful effect of gay cleanliness which the world enjoyed

later in the day, had no time to notice Martha, and she was as unaware

of them. Even the ice on the figures in the fountains of the Place de la

Concorde, which she generally admired in passing, she did not so much as

see to-day. The “cold sea-maidens” wore an unusually beautiful veil of

mist, made by the freezing spray, and Martha might have got an

impression for some future picture if she had studied it with the early

sunlight on it.

But she was thinking only of the princess as she drove along and crossed

the bridge and entered old Paris. Here, too, all was familiar, for

Martha had taken this drive daily for months, and there was nothing to

disturb her preoccupation until she reached the Invalides, where her

hero-worshiping soul never failed to offer a passing tribute of awe to

the ashes of Napoleon.

As she turned into a cross street farther on, a little funeral

procession met her. This sight, too, was familiar; but no wont and usage

could keep Martha from being deeply moved as often as she witnessed the

pitiful little ceremonial which attends the burial of the very poor in

Paris.

It is usually in the early morning that these funerals occur, as there

seems to be a demand upon the poor to give up to the more prosperous

even the space in the streets which they, with their dead, lay claim to

for so short a time. This was a child’s funeral, or, rather, it was the

funeral of two children. There was neither hearse nor carriage. Each

little coffin was borne upon a wretched bier carried by rough and shabby

men, who appeared cross and reluctant in their miserable, faded

trappings of mourning. Looking carefully, Martha discovered that there

was a separate family of mourners to each little bier; and as the whole

procession was under the command of a tall old man, who held his

shoulders very erect, as if to atone for a limp in one leg, she

comprehended that this bedizened old undertaker, with the ragged crape

on his cocked hat and the dirty bunches of black and white ribbons on

the end of his long staff of office, had consolidated his duties,

probably at a slight and very welcome discount to his poor patrons, and

was burying the dead of two families at once. Directly after him came

the bearers of the light coffin, and just behind it were five little

children, four girls and a boy, walking abreast, and dressed in

mourning. This mourning consisted of hastily fashioned aprons made of

dull black calico, and so carelessly fitted that the many-colored

undergarments of the children showed plainly at every opening. The

children were regular little steps, the boy being the youngest; and cold

as it was, they were all bareheaded. Each carried a sprig of yellow

bloom, which resembled, if indeed it was not, the mustard-flower. This

they held very stiffly and correctly in their right hands, and they

walked with an air of the utmost decorum. Behind them came their father

and mother, the former looking more apathetic than sad, and the latter

carrying with some complacency the dignity of a dingy and draggled crape

veil, in frank contrast to a blue-and-green plaid dress. She was taller

than her husband, and leaned awkwardly upon his arm, keeping no time

whatever to his shuffling gait. Then came the other coffin and the

second group of mourners, who were evidently not so fashionable as the

first; for they made no effort at mourning, and walked after their

little dead one with nothing like a flower, and in their common

working-clothes.

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