When he heard this, the Sazayé, stroking his beard, replied--

"Well, gentlemen, although you are so good as to say so, it's nothing

to boast of in the way of safety; yet I must admit that, when I shut

myself up thus, I do not feel much anxiety."

And as he was speaking thus, with the pride that apes humility, there

came the noise of a great splash; and the shell-fish, shutting up his

lid as quickly as possible, kept quite still, and thought to himself,

what in the world the noise could be. Could it be a net? Could it be a

fish-hook? What a bore it was, always having to keep such a sharp

look-out! Were the Tai and the other fish caught, he wondered; and he

felt quite anxious about them: however, at any rate, he was safe. And

so the time passed; and when he thought all was safe, he stealthily

opened his shell, and slipped out his head and looked all round him,

and there seemed to be something wrong--something with which he was

not familiar. As he looked a little more carefully, lo and behold

there he was in a fishmonger's shop, and with a card marked "sixteen

cash" on his back.

Isn't that a funny story? And so, at one fell swoop, all your boasted

wealth of houses and warehouses, and cleverness and talent, and rank

and power, are taken away. Poor shell-fish! I think there are some

people not unlike them to be found in China and India. How little self

is to be depended upon! There is a moral poem which says, "It is

easier to ascend to the cloudy heaven without a ladder than to depend

entirely on oneself." This is what is meant by the text, "If a man

casts his heart from him, he knows not where to seek for it." Think

twice upon everything that you do. To take no care for the examination

of that which relates to yourself, but to look only at that which

concerns others, is to cast your heart from you. Casting your heart

from you does not mean that your heart actually leaves you: what is

meant is, that you do not examine your own conscience. Nor must you

think that what I have said upon this point of self-confidences

applies only to wealth and riches. To rely on your talents, to rely on

the services you have rendered, to rely on your cleverness, to rely on

your judgment, to rely on your strength, to rely on your rank, and to

think yourself secure in the possession of these, is to place

yourselves in the same category with the shell-fish in the story. In

all things examine your own consciences: the examination of your own

hearts is above all things essential.

(The preacher leaves his place.)

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