XXII

Even Giustinian Giustiniani came and went heavily, asking for the latest

change before he returned to the Senate Chamber, and carrying with him

always a vision of that white, pleading face which had so wrought upon

his anger when he had seen it luminous with her hope for Venice. But now

his anger was transferred to her confessor who had bewitched her, to all

those Roman prelates who had paid her court--a mere child, not able to

defend herself nor to understand, killing herself for a question beyond

her! And Marcantonio, for love of her, useless and unmanned! It was more

than his senatorial pride could endure to find himself powerless under

such complications. To appease his wrath he denounced Fra Francesco

through the Bocca di Leone, but when the friar was sought for, by order

of the Ten, he was not found. Fra Paolo was appealed to, for he was the

friend of the gentle confessor; but he had not known his plans. "If his

conscience held him not, it was well for him to flee," he said, "and

best for Venice."

But when Fra Paolo was alone in his cell, which, in those days of

greatness, he would not exchange for quarters at the Ducal Palace though

the Senate pleaded, the memory of a confidential talk held since this

quarrel with Rome began brought a hint of the reason for this sudden

flight.

He was tender of conscience and strong of faith, this good Fra

Francesco; always sad, but never stern toward Fra Paolo's failure to

hold a belief implicit as his own in some doctrines of his beloved

Church which he held to be vital. Yet his reverence for Fra Paolo's

great knowledge and holy life made him unwilling to criticize where he

unconsciously questioned. It was the severest test of friendship to keep

his faith and affectionate devotion in one who was taking so prominent a

part in a movement opposing papal authority; but sometimes, when Fra

Paolo had uttered many things he would not have tolerated in any other

priest, Fra Francesco said only to himself, in great sadness, "It is God

who maketh men different; we do not know the why!"

The gentle friar sometimes wondered in himself that he could not openly

say to Fra Paolo when they met, after matins, the many things which had

lain hot in his heart through the night--for how _could_ it be right to

oppose the supreme authority? But when the placid face of his friend met

his, bathed in the fresh benediction of his altar service--new each

morning and never omitted--he forgot the horror with which he had been

reasoning that Fra Paolo was hastening the curse upon Venice.

But if Fra Paolo derived no added _finesse_ for his masterful thought

from the confidences he so often unconsciously invited from this

lifelong friend, his faith in the sincerity and spiritual depth of this

brother friar who, out of love for him, listened to much that pained

him, taught him to value at its highest this opportunity of the closest

scrutiny of his own motives, as he noted the impression of their talk on

a nature as sincere and spiritual as it was transparent.

But that night, when they had passed from the cloister into Fra Paolo's

study-cell, continuing as they walked the train of thought they had been

discussing, his listener soon became so distrait that Fra Paolo, who was

singularly conscious of unspoken moods, dropped the problem he was

unfolding and laid his hand upon his shoulder with the rare tenderness

expressed only where he hoped that he might serve.

"We were speaking of weighty matter and thy thoughts are not with me.

Tell me thy trouble."

"It is a question of responsibility--the burden of the confessional,"

Fra Francesco answered simply.

Fra Paolo drew back his hand, and his tone was a shade less tender.

"Of all that hath been reposed in thee under that sacred seal thou must

bear the burden alone."

"My brother, dost thou think I can forget my vow?" Fra Francesco

exclaimed, reproachfully. "I spake not of that which hath been reposed

in me, but of my duty growing out of that sacred office. It was for this

I wanted counsel, and I had sought thee before to pray thee to confess

me; but I know thy views and I ask thee not."

"Yet as brothers of one holy order thou mayest confide in me, if

perchance it may bring thee comfort. For us of the Servi it is our duty

of service."

Fra Francesco sat for a moment in silence. "Life is heavy," he said

slowly, "and hard to interpret. Yet I seem to feel that thou wilt

understand, though it be in the very matter of our difference. There is

one--highly placed and noble in spirit, and to the Church a most devoted

daughter--who cometh to me for teaching in this matter of the interdict.

She asketh of me all its meaning--what it shall bring to Venice?"

"Thou tell her, then, it shall bring naught. For if it be pronounced it

will be unjustly, and without due cause."

"Nay, Paolo, my brother; it is written in the nineteenth maxim of the

'Dictatus Papae' 'That none may judge the Pope.'"

"My brother, who gave thee thy conscience and thine intellect?" Fra

Paolo questioned sternly. "And hath He who gave them thee so taught thee

to yield them that it should be as if thou had'st not these gifts which,

verily, distinguish man from the animals--to whom instinct sufficeth?

Yet, if thou would'st have answer from one of our own casuists in whom

thou dost place thy trust, the Cardinal Bellarmino, in his second book

on the Roman Pontiffs, will teach thee that without prejudice to this

maxim of Gregory thou mayest refuse obedience to a command extending

beyond the jurisdiction of him who commands; as Gaetano in his first

treatise on the 'Power of the Pope,' will also tell thee. For the peace

of thine own mind, my brother, I would I might make thee understand!"

"Nay," answered Fra Francesco, not less earnestly. "Peace for him who

hath faith cometh not with one intellectual solution, nor another; but

with calm purpose to do the right, however it may be revealed."

"Which, as thou knowest, Francesco, Venice seeketh--and naught else. It

is a matter of law in which thou hast made no studies, and therefore

hard for thee. Now must I to the Council Chamber, but later I would

willingly show thee all the argument. But of this be sure. The Republic

will not offend against the liberty of the Holy Church; but she will

protect her own."

"Fearest thou not, dear friend," Fra Francesco questioned, greatly

troubled, "that thou mayest lead Venice o'erlightly to esteem this vow

of obedience which every loyal son of the Church oweth to the Holy

Father? My heart is sore for thee. I see not the matter as thou would'st

have me."

"Nay," said Fra Paolo quietly, "to each one his burden! If thy

conscience bears not out my teaching, thou art free from it. I interpret

the law by the grace which God hath given me; I, also, being free from

sin therein, if my understanding be not equal to the tasks wherein I

seem to feel God's guidance."

"Yet tell me, I pray thee, Paolo mio, and be not displeased by mine

insistence,--perchance it may help me to comprehend this mystery,--how

knowest thou the limit beyond which one may without sin, judge that the

Holy Father shall not command obedience of the sons of the Church?"

"I do not say, when it conflicts with that which is in itself against

the law of God," Fra Paolo answered him, "this limitation thou also

would'st admit; yet it may well-nigh seem to thee a blasphemy to suppose

so strange a case, though many of the early fathers do provide against

it. But, to take another case, when a command of the Sovereign Pontiff

doth conflict with the rule of the Prince in his realm, see'st thou not

what confusion should come if the Pope may revoke the laws of princes

and replace them by his own in the temporal affairs of their dominions?

And if it belong to his Holiness to judge which laws shall be revoked

and what may be legislated to replace the old laws, ultimately but one

power should everywhere reign--and that an ecclesiastical power. The

matter is simple."

Fra Paolo's searching gaze noted the flush of feeling in the face of his

friend, which was his only response.

"And thus will the Senate vote when the question shall come before

them?" Fra Francesco had asked, after a pause; for this conversation had

taken place in the earlier days of the struggle, while in many quarters

opinions were forming.

"There can be no accurate recital of the manner of a happening before it

hath taken place," the Teologo Consultore replied so placidly that his

tone conveyed as little reproach as information; yet Fra Francesco could

not again have put his question in any form.

Still he lingered, as if something more must be spoken, although Fra

Paolo had already sent to summon his secretary. "I also," he said,

asserting himself, with an effort which was always painful to his gentle

soul, "I also would be faithful to my conscience and my vow; that which

I believe--I can teach no other."

"More can one not ask of thee," Fra Paolo answered, suddenly unbending

from the stilted mood of his last words. "By the light that is given him

must each man choose his path."

"If," said Fra Francesco, speaking sorrowfully, "the blessed law of

silence were added to our vow, how would it save a man perplexity and

trouble! For that which one believeth must color his speech, though he

would fain speak little. Thy light is larger than mine own--I know it to

be so--and yet to me it bringeth no vision. I would it had been given us

to see and teach alike!"

"In this matter of the confessional," said Fra Paolo, returning and

speaking low, "if but thou didst believe with me that, _as a sacrament_,

it is oftenest unwise and best left unpractised, thy difficulties might

be fewer."

"Nay, Paolo mio, tempt me not. I would I might believe it, but my

conscience agreeth to my vow."

"As thou believest, so do; 'for whatsoever is not of faith is sin,'"

said Fra Paolo solemnly. "That was a strong word spoken of doctrine to

guard the conscience. I would I might scatter all the noble words of

that noble Apostle Paul among the people and the priests, in our own

tongue!"

"Sometimes thou seemest so like a rebel I know not why I come to thee in

trouble"--Fra Francesco looked at him with grieving eyes--"except that

in thine heart thou art indeed true."

"So help me God--it is my prayer!" Fra Paolo answered. "And for thee and

me alike, however we may differ, there is this other helpful word in

that same blessed book which they will not let the starving people

share--'God is faithful who will not suffer you to be tempted above that

ye are able, but will with the temptation also make a way to escape,

that ye may be able to bear it.' May God be with thee!"

"And Christ and the Holy Mother have thee in their keeping!" Fra

Francesco answered, with a yearning look in his loving face, in a tone

that lingered on the sweet word "mother" and almost seemed to hint of an

omission, as they clasped hands and parted.

This was the last time they had had speech together; but on the evening

of the day when Venice had declared her loyalty to her Prince by

unanimous vote, there was much animated talk of the matter in the

refectory. Fra Francesco had joined the group and listened silently. But

as the call to _compline_ rang through the cloisters and the friars

scattered, he had turned his face to Fra Paolo, who read thereon a very

passion of love, reproach, and pain which he could not forget. "When the

duties of the Council press me less," he thought, "I will seek him out

and reason with him."

But after that night the gentle friar was seen no more in Venice, and

inquiry failed to develop a reason for his flight. They missed him in

the Servi, where already they were beginning to gather up the pale

happenings of his convent life with the kindly recollection which tinged

them with a thread of romance, as his brothers of the order rehearsed

them in the cloistered ways where he would come no more; for to him some

ministry of beauty had always been assigned. The vines drooped for his

tending, they said; and the pet stork who wandered in the close

languished for his hand to feed the dainty morsel, and for his voice in

that indulgent teasing which had provoked its proudest preening.

But this, perhaps, was only fancy, or their way of recognizing a certain

grace they missed. But of the reason of his going, which most of them

connected in some way with this movement in Venice over which he had

often grieved, there was no open recognition among them--partly because

they feared that ubiquitous ear of the Senate, which penetrated unseen

through many closed doorways, partly because they realized how strange

it was that their own sympathies had not confessed his view of right.

Furtively, too, the friars watched Fra Paolo; for the adoration of the

gentle Fra Francesco for this idol of their order, from the day when

they had entered the convent as boys together, had formed a cloister

idyl--none the less that the response of the graver friar was not

equally demonstrative, though it was felt to be true; for it was a

marvel that two such opposite natures should hold so closely together

and that Fra Francesco, for all his gentleness, should apparently retain

opinions uninfluenced by the power and learning which all others

recognized.

Yet, from those early days, Fra Francesco had abated nothing of his

scrupulous and loving conservatism; never had he questioned a rule, nor

chosen the least, instead of the most, permitted in an act of humility;

and after his Church, the Madonna, and his patron saint, he expended the

devotion of his nature upon his friend with a just estimate of his power

and daring which filled his soul with anxious happiness. Often, in

those earlier days, when the echoes of Fra Paolo's triumphs had

penetrated to the refectory of the Servi, Fra Francesco had felt a

strange premonition which had kept him long on his knees before the

altar in the chapel. "Shield him, O Holy Mother, from danger," he had

prayed, "nor let him wander from the lowly path of obedience for pride

of that which thou permittest him to know!" And his day-dream of earthly

happiness was the spending of his friend's great gifts in the service of

the Holy Church, wherein he should ascend from honor to honor, enlarging

her borders and strengthening her rule, attaining at last to the supreme

position.

Weeks after Fra Francesco had disappeared from the convent a letter was

brought by the gastaldo of Nicolotti, Piero Salin, who, in spite of

opposition among the brothers, persisted in delivering it with his own

hand, though it was rare that any one outside his usual circle was

permitted to hold an interview with Fra Paolo; but Piero's masterful

ways had not left him, and when he willed to do a thing the wills of

others counted little. It was a pity--because the missive was

mysterious, crumpled with long carrying--and if a trusty member of their

own community had delivered it to Fra Paolo in his cell, there might

have been some revelation!

But there was none. Fra Paolo was only a little more grave and silent

than of wont; but often now he was so absorbed in government matters

that he took less part in the social life of the Servi.

So Piero, laughing at the ease with which he had carried his point for

nothing but the asking,--and it had to be done, since he had promised

Marina,--had his interview alone with Fra Paolo, and passed easily

through the group of disappointed friars, under those exquisitely

wrought arcades to his gondola, thanking them with nonchalance and

pressing them to avail themselves more often of the eager service of his

barcarioli, that the blessing of the Madonna might be upon their

traghetti, to the discomfiture of their rivals the Castellani. For Piero

was a faithful gastaldo and lost no opportunity of seeking favor for the

faction he represented, and there was a certain grace in his proffer,

since priests and friars paid no fares.

Fra Paolo left alone read the message which held the tragedy of a life.

"I could not stay in Venice, dear friend of my whole life, to see thee

guide our country into such sad error; for so to my heart it

seemeth--may God help us both!

"And when there was no longer hope that my little word might prevail to

hold any in that way which alone seemeth to me right--and thou, with thy

great gifts, art using them for State and not for Church, Paolo mio, not

for our Holy Church--I could not stay, because I love thee! I must have

been ever chiding thee had I remained, as if God had made me for no use

but to be a thorn in thy flesh--which I could not believe.

"But because He hath made thee great, He hath given thee thy conscience

for thy guide, as mine to me; which holdeth me from grief over-much, for

I know thee to be true and great.

"Therefore for peace, and not for gladness, have I left thee; for

reverence to the Holy Father, and for the better keeping of all my vows.

"If perchance, at the feet of the Holy Father, my prayers and penances

might, by miracle, avail to turn his wrath from Venice--it could not

hurt thee!

"Yet because of this wish, which only holdeth life in me,--so sore is my

heart at leaving Venice and thee and our dear home of the Servi,--well I

know that never more mine eyes shall see these places of my love--and

thee, my friend!

"If we learn by the way of pain, after this life God will forgive our

errors!

"FRANCESCO, thy brother of the Servi."

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