Though I have troubled your Lordship with many letters, oftener
than I think I should (save that affection keepeth no account,) yet
upon the repair of Mr. Matthew, a gentleman so much your Lordship's
servant, and to me another myself, as your Lordship best knoweth, you
would not have thought me a man alive, except I had put a letter into
his hand, and withal by so faithful and approved a mean commended my
fortunes afresh unto your Lordship.
My Lord, to speak my heart to your Lordship, I never felt my
misfortunes so much as now, not for that part which may concern
myself, who profit (I thank God for it) both in patience, and in
settling mine own courses. But when I look abroad, and see the times
so stirring, and so much dissimulation, falsehood, baseness and envy
in the world, and so many idle clocks going in men's heads; then it
grieveth me much, that I am not sometimes at your Lordship's elbow,
that I might give you some of the fruits of the careful advice,
modest liberty, and true information of a friend that loveth your
Lordship as I do. For though your Lordship's fortunes be above the
thunder and storms of inferior regions, yet nevertheless to hear the
wind and not to feel it will make one sleep the better.
My good Lord, somewhat have I been and much have I read: so that few
things that concern states or greatness are new cases unto me. And
therefore I hope I may be no unprofitable servant unto your Lordship.
I remember the King was wont to make a character of me, far above
my worth, that I was not made for small matters; and your Lordship
would sometimes bring me from his Majesty that Latin sentence,
_De minimis non curat lex_: and it hath so fallen out that since
my retiring, times have been fuller of great matters than before:
wherein perhaps, if I had continued near his Majesty, he mought have
found more use of my service, if my gift lay that way. But that is
but a vain imagination of mine. True it is, that as I do not aspire
to use my talent in the King's great affairs; yet for that which may
concern your Lordship, and your fortune, no man living shall give you
a better account of faith, industry, and affection than I shall. I
must conclude with that which gave me occasion of this letter, which
is Mr. Matthew's employment to your Lordship in those parts. Wherein
I am verily persuaded your Lordship shall find him a wise and able
gentleman, and one that will bend his knowledge of the world (which
is great) to serve his Majesty, and the Prince, and in especial your
Lordship. So I rest,
Your Lordship's most obliged and faithful servant,
FR. ST. ALBANS.
GRAY'S INN,
_18 April, 1623_.