Finally it was a heart made fair with unrequited tendernesses, singing

to itself through all the unimpassioned years. Strangely it was I

singing that song and walking through it in a bewildered mist of pain.

I do not know how long it was after Ravenutzi ceased before I could

separate myself from the throbbing of the song. I was recalled sharply

by the wish to comfort Zirriloë, whose young egotism, suffering perhaps

in the withdrawal of attention from herself, had startled us all by

turning her face on Trastevera’s shoulder and bursting into tears. It

was pure hysteria, I thought, but she was so very pretty in it. There

was such appeal of childishness in the red, curling lip, the trembling

of her delicate bosom, that I was drawn in spite of myself into the

general conspiracy to restore her to the balance of cheerfulness.

Ravenutzi, realizing that his song was in a manner to blame, was so

embarrassed in his dismay and so wistful of our good opinion, that the

girl was obliged to come out of her tears to reassure him. He, to

requite the forgiveness, began to be at once so gay and charming in his

talk that in a very little time we had returned to that even breathing

lightness of mood which was the habit of the Outliers. Content welled

out of the earth and overflowed us like some quiet tide, disturbed only

as some sharp jet of human emotion sprang up fountain-wise momentarily

beyond the level, and dropped back again to vital, pulsing peace.

We had no more disturbances that day, and I felt that Trastevera, much

as she was concerned about the Council, could only have been thankful

for so commonplace an occasion. We were both glad that the quick-blooded

Mancha had business, which kept him out of the way until the Ward had

recovered a little from the self-consciousness of her situation. When

about three hours had gone over us, Persilope came stooping under the

hanging boughs, gave us Good Friending somewhat briefly, and took his

wife away with him. From time to time after that, one or another woman

slipped away, answering some call of her mate out of the mist. When we

heard the fluttering shriek of a hawk given rapidly twice, and again

impatiently, without space for replying we all laughed.

“That is your man, Evarra! One would think the woods were a-fire!”

Evarra blushed.

“Assuredly, he would set them a-fire when he is in that state if he did

not find me.” She made a sign to me. “Come,” she said; “now we shall

hear what it is all about.”

The Council, so Evarra’s husband told us, was not the immediate outcome

of the incidents of the Meet. Matter for it had been growing these ten

years past, ever since the unearthing and reburial of the Treasure had

been undertaken on Trastevera’s account. It had been so long since they

had any feeling of its reality, except as the point on which their honor

hung! But after Noche had seen the Treasure, the craftsman’s soul of him

was forever busy with the wonders of it, brooding on the fire of its

jewels as a young man on the beam of a maiden eye. All the children who

had come to maturity these ten years past had been nourished on the

Treasure tale, livened and pointed by Noche’s account. With the advent

of the hostage, interest in the King’s Desire as a possession had rather

increased through the awakened appreciation of smith’s work among them.

Ravenutzi had made curious ornaments for the women of bits of metal

found in deserted summer camps, the patterns of which reproduced, so far

as the Far-Folk remembered them, the wrought gold of the King’s jewels.

Both the items which were responsible for this liveliness of

curiosity—the exemption of Trastevera and consequent reburial of the

Treasure, and the acceptance of the hostage—had been strongly opposed by

part of the Council. Now they thought themselves justified by the turn

of events. They thought further that the incident of Daria and her lover

called loudly for measures which should stem this current of departure

from old usage. A Ward had been released from her obligation of

forgetfulness; another had ventured to plead for it. A young man had

loved a Ward and dared to avow it during the term of her Wardship. Here

was one of the Far-Folk teaching smitheying to the Outliers. Here were

House-Folk going about among them talking of forbidden things. Matter

enough for Council if ever Council was. More disconcerting, here was

Mancha, Ward of the Outer Borders, Mancha of the Hammerers, who had

opposed the hostage and stood for the inviolateness of obligation, come

out suddenly as the leader, the precipitator, of revolt. Evarra’s man

fumed over this and the probable reason for it. Upon which point, though

I was at no loss myself, I did not see fit to enlighten him.

The Council had begun soberly in the consideration as to whether some

formal penalty should be visited on the Ward who had dared to love, and

the man who had ventured to love her. It had been disrupted widely by

the question, which seemed to spring up simultaneously among the younger

men, as to why there should be a Ward at all.

It was the nature and the exquisite charm of the life of Outland that it

could not carry superfluous baggage either of custom or equipment.

Question as to the continuance could not have arisen had there not run

before it some warning of dead weight, like the creaking of a blasted

bough about to fall. Such warning they had in the incidents about which

the Council was met. The mere question was not so disquieting as the

speech Mancha made upon it, a speech which, proceeding from an impulse

perhaps not very well defined in his own mind, and not guessed by his

audience. His private determination to get Zirriloë free so that he

might make love to her, was neither very direct in its process nor clear

in its conclusion.

Why, said Mancha, waste the youth of a girl, always the chiefest and

loveliest, keeping a Treasure for which the Far-Folk had ceased to

struggle. Did they not prefer pilferings of House-Folk? Had they not

sold their best man for a free passage to the Ploughed Lands? Honor,

said he, had been kept alive by the custom of the Maiden Ward. But was

honor so little among the Outliers that they had to buy it at the price

of a girl’s love-time?

Moreover, declared Mancha of the Hammerers, it was a form of honor which

they did not trust her to keep. Besides, keeping was the business of

men. Further, said the Ward of the Outer Borders, not having made it

very clear where his speech tended up to this point, there was a better

way of keeping the Treasure effectively out of reach of the Far-Folk.

There was a way costing them nothing of which, since it was new to him,

and he no speech-maker—this much was sufficiently clear at any rate—he

begged leave to let Herman of the House-Folk put for him. This was what

broke and scattered the Council like a blast of wind on burning leaves.

They blew out this way and that, sparking and flaring, saying it was an

incredible thing and impossible that the House-Folk should come to

Council, or, coming, should have anything to say worth hearing. Some

blamed Mancha and some the occasion. Some there were who laughed,

unbound their slings and went hunting. Said they:

“This is mere child’s talk, when you have business afoot call us.”

Others, deeply angered at the flouting of old customs, went out

suddenly, picked up their women with a sign and set out without

farewells for their own places. Of these we heard nothing again until a

greater occasion grown out of that same slighted Council called them.

There were many, however, and these chiefly of the younger men, who

stayed to hear Herman’s idea, which was as he explained to me a little

later at the pine tree by the shallows, perfectly feasible. It was

nothing less than that the Outliers should become, as he said,

civilized.

“It is quite impossible, you know, that they should go on living like

this indefinitely. They are practically cut off from the sea already,

and every summer there are more and more campers. Think how these hills

would be overrun, and with what sort of people, if we went back to

Fairshore and told what we know of the Treasure?”

“Well, we aren’t going to be allowed to. Do you remember last summer how

one of a hunting party in these same hills wandered away from his

companions and was found afterwards, dazed and witless? He was thought

to have had a fall or something. But now I know that like us, he

stumbled on the Outliers and they gave him the Cup.”

“That may work very well when they get us singly,” Herman agreed, “but a

whole party of campers now—the wonder is they have been exempt so long.

Their trails go everywhere.”

I could have reminded Herman then of one who walked in their trails and

believed them trodden out by deer, who caught them nearly at their

faggot gathering and thought only of wood-choppers. Or I might have

asked him if even now he could find any Outlier in the woods who did not

wish to be found. But I waited to hear the whole of his idea.

“They are getting no good out of their Treasure as it is, and paying too

dear for its keep. A girl like Zirriloë ought to be married, you

know ... with all that capacity for loving ... what a wife she would

make ... for ... anybody.” I had not said anything to the contrary, but

Herman took on an insisting tone. “She would pick up things,” he said,

“and her beauty would carry her anywhere——” He broke off, staring into

the brown shallows as if he were watching of that beauty carrying her

somewhere out of the bounds of her present life, and the sight pleased

him.

“But your idea?”

“Well, it’s only that they should take up their Treasure, abolish all

this business of the Ward, and with the proceeds of the jewels buy

themselves a tract of land in which the law could protect them from the

encroachments of House-Folk and Far-Folk alike. I know a man in the

forestry bureau who would be able to tell me how it could be managed.”

He said that with so great an implied indifference to any objection I

might entertain, that I began to feel a very quick resentment. I began

to wonder if that old inclusive sympathy had ever been at all, if indeed

it had not grown, as I felt this whole Outland experience to have done,

out of my expectant wish for it.

“It would mean so much to us ... to those of us who care about such

things,” he corrected himself, as if already a little less sure of me,

“to have their social system working in plain sight. Their notions of

the common good ... I’ve talked with the men a bit ... what they’ve

worked out without any of our encumbrances, if they could take it up now

with all our practical advantages—the University might establish a sort

of protectorate——But you don’t seem to care for the idea, Mona.”

I don’t know what I thought of the idea as a solution of the troubles of

the Outliers. I thought of a great many practical objections afterward,

but just then I knew what I thought of Herman for proposing it.

They were our Outliers—or I might have said _my_ Outliers, for I had

imagined them, believed in them and discovered them. It was only

Herman’s interest in me which had brought him within their borders. It

was a unique and beautiful experience, and it was ours. We had said that

and had felicitated ourselves so many times on its being an experience

we were having together. If we forgot it we must have even our

forgetfulness in common as we had so many things—and here was Herman

willing to throw it open to the world as an experiment in sociology. If

Herman felt that way about it, how was I to claim that exquisite

excluding community of interest in which the adventure had begun!

“I daresay,” I answered quickly, for I had thought all this while he

talked to me, “that it is as good as most ideas of yours, but it doesn’t

interest me.” And I walked away and left him staring into the water.

VIII

IN WHICH HERMAN’S IDEA RECEIVES A CHECK

To the dry fog succeeded showers and intervals of super clearness. Vast

blunt-headed clouds blundered under a high, receding heaven. Brown

croisers of the fern uncurled from the odorous earth, some subtle

instinct responded to the incessant stir of sap. The Outliers left off

debating to run together flock-wise in the recrudescence of the year.

The wet wood was full of whispering, all hours of the night feet went by

bearing laughter, not loud but chuckling and daring.

Nevertheless, the clearing of the weather did not scatter them. Some

there were whose affairs had called them at the end of the Meet. A few

had gone in displeasure at the turn of the Council. Mancha’s supporters,

and they were chiefly the young men, remained in the neighborhood of

Leaping Water and Deep Fern, to which we had moved when the rain began.

Fretted argument would go on where two or three of the men were met,

disrupting suddenly. There was a sense of expectancy abroad. Men watched

the Ward for more than her beauty as she went with the keepers, in a

green gown like the sheath of a bud, her face a flower.

Ravenutzi got from Herman what silver coins he had, and smithied them

into a brooch for her; it was rumored that you would find the twin of

that pattern in the King’s Desire. Women grew curious, questioned me how

the House-Folk lived and loved. They laughed and looked sidewise, but

listened.

All this curious possibility of Herman’s idea, and the pricking sense of

stir and change, drew off attention from Mancha’s passion, which burned

up to the betraying point. Trastevera, who remained steadily aware of

his state, credited to it mistakenly all her unease and intimations of

disaster. Trouble ranged openly in the wood, but hid its face. It seemed

to swell at times toward betrayal: I could see small hair bristling on

the necks of the men when they had sat quietly together, or one would

throw up his head like an uneasy hound. I think as the newness of

Herman’s proposal began to wear down, some of them became aware of

Mancha’s state, but said nothing lest, uncovered too much in speech, it

would burst the quicker into scandal.

He had very little talk with the girl, as little communication was

allowed, even in company, and Mancha made no special occasions. Anywhere

in her trail you might come upon him mooning upon a flower she had

dropped, the bough she had leaned upon, the crumpled fern. He would sit

in the pleasant pauses of the noon, the joints of his face loosened, his

gaze swimming as he looked at her, his hair above his face was like pale

fire. He was all molten white with passion; if the girl breathed upon

him he would have burst ravening into flame.

Trastevera was afraid that the Ward, quick, for all her simple seeming,

to observe her effect upon men, would become aware of Mancha’s love for

her and kindle her imagination at the vanity of this conquest. Any girl

might well have been touched by the love of a man worth so much as men

are accounted worth. Ravenutzi knew, and managed to make his knowledge

seem to grow out of his wish to relieve the perturbation of Trastevera,

of whom he was always considerately observant.

There was a quick sympathy of instinct between those two dark ones, and

he served her with that fatal appeal to women, of sweetness struggling

with some baser attribute, toward her good opinion. He had the air when

in her presence, and under her approbation, of having climbed into it

out of some native unworthiness.

It was an air calculated to make any woman generous in the bestowal of

her company. By degrees Trastevera fell into the way of letting him

serve her by interposing a screen between Zirriloë and the Hammerer’s

too unguarded gaze. Often in the still noons when Mancha’s adoring mind

burned through all the drowsy silences, he would make a diversion,

singing or relating one of his long tales.

For my part, I was not so sure either of Mancha’s inarticulateness or of

Zirriloë’s unconsciousness.

I have times now of believing that the girl had observed him, and

contrived ways to keep our attention turned on the possible chance of

his passion coming to a head. Though I cannot now name any single

circumstance that points the suspicion, except as I came finally to

believe her capable of any duplicity! I remember how Lianth attached

himself to Mancha with what seemed then the natural devotion of youth to

a hero. Now this appears as a subtle movement of jealousy, to bring

himself more to attention by keeping in conspicuous company.

The girl herself had a trick lately of turning her head; little

fluttering, nesting movements as she sat, pretty pursing of the lips, as

of a woman knowing herself adored. She had a way, when left to herself,

of letting her work fall in her lap, lips a little apart and dreaming

eyes. There was a soft flutter of her young breast like a dove’s; a

woman owned adorable.

There was more, though it never came to the point where I was justified

in speaking of it. Once in the clear interval between the rains, I

walked beside the tributary rill that watered the meadow of Deep Fern

and saw the Ward sitting close against a bank clothed thick with laurel

and azaleas, an impenetrable screen. She had been helping Noche and one

of the women strip willows for fish-weirs. The two keepers were down by

the streamside, steeping the white wands and turning them in the water

in full sight of her and scarcely out of earshot. Whatever Noche and the

woman might have been saying was cut off by the frothy gurgle of the

creek. They said it to one another without so much as an over-shoulder

glance at Zirriloë. Yet there she sat by the laurel bank, _listening_.

Plainly she listened; with her head turned a little aside, the lips

curling and the lids half drawn on the luminous dark eyes. A woman

beguiled if ever there was one! Behind her the laurel swayed slightly

though there was no wind. It swayed and showed the light underside of

leaves, and then was still as I came walking by the waterside and Noche

called to me.

I had to walk some distance down the creek to the stepping-stones and

across them toward the laurel bank. Before I had gone very far on that

trail I met Ravenutzi returning by it. I had no sooner caught sight of

him than there flashed up in him that suffusing spark of personality, so

excluding of all other considerations that it gave to our casual meeting

the appearance of a thing done for its own sake. That was why I did not

go on to discern to what or whom Zirriloë had listened, but I found

myself turning in the trail to walk back with him, quite as if, as his

manner assumed, I had come out on it expressly to meet him. He began to

tell me at once, as if that were the object of his excursion, that he

had not found some herbs on the high bank that Evarra had sent him for,

and that he thought they could hardly be out of the ground yet.

“And did you meet any one in the wood as you came through?” I remember

asking, my thoughts returning to the Ward.

“Only Mancha.”

He gave me an odd, quick, sidelong look as he spoke, and began to talk

of other things, as if he had seen more than that and did not mean to

tell. Whether he had kept the same inviolacy with Trastevera, or she

herself had seen something, the very next day she sought out the

Hammerer, sitting on the burl of redwood, nursing his hammer between his

knees, and taxed him with his passion for the Ward and its unworthiness.

He admitted the fact but not that it discredited him. He would not

remind Trastevera that she had been excused from part of the obligation

of her Wardship, but he said:

“Am I worth so little to the Outliers that they would not excuse this

girl to be my wife? Ay, I want her,” he confessed; then as his

stout-built body thrilled at the thought, threw out his arms, reddening,

and laughed shamelessly.

“Do you know the rocking-stone on the top of the ledge by The Gap, that

four men can barely stir on its pivot? I could rock it into the river

to-day with the strength of my wanting.”

“And what would come in through the River Wall if you did?” said she;

but Mancha would not talk of that.

“Do you know,” he said, “what the years of my life are to me, the years

I have gone mateless? They are the stops in a pipe that plays a tune to

my need of her. I hear them piping behind me and my blood runs to the

music.”

“It shall play you a ten years’ measure yet,” she answered him, “before

it pipes you your desire.”

“Not ten moons,” he insisted.

“Then,” said she, “it will pipe death to you and to your honor.”

He hid his face in his hands at that, groaned and bit upon his fingers.

At last:

“I thought I should have had sympathy from you who have loved so well,”

he said.

She could not deny him the comfort he so sorely needed on that point,

but neither could she let him go without advising him what confusion

must come of his persistence in his unhappy passion. He heard her,

sliding his great hammer from hand to hand as though it were the

argument balancing this way and that in his mind.

“True, true,” he would admit; “it is all true that you say.” And more

quietly, as she went on with an ingenuity of entreaty and explication:

“You are right, Trastevera, you are always right;” and at last: “I thank

you for this, Trastevera; now I see what I must do.”

He stood up, putting her aside, for she had got down on the ground

attempting to stay the rocking of his hammer as she would have stopped

the wavering of his mind. He stretched himself under the redwood and

rapped so loudly with his weapon on the trunk that the squirrels and

nuthatches in the upper stories came out to see, and wood bees droned

discontentedly within.

“It is true that she may not be loved during the time of her Wardship,”

said he; “there must be an end to that, or worse will come of it.”

“And you will end it, Mancha, for your honor’s sake?”

“As soon as may be; I have dawdled too long. Where is Herman?”

“With Persilope at Lower Fern. What do you want of him?”

“What you wished: to put an end to this business of the Ward.”

“Mancha, Mancha! That is not what I meant. You must put an end to your

loving!”

“Does loving end?”

Trastevera gave up.

“What will you do?”

“I will find Herman first.” She heard him rapping his purpose to the

fore on the deep-sounding trunks of trees as he went.

You may guess how much comfort Trastevera got out of this interview, of

which she told me very little at this time, perhaps because she had

failed, and perhaps because of an incident occurring about that time

which put it wholly out of mind. One of the Outliers who had set out for

home on the breaking up of the Council had found a suspicious

circumstance, and came crying with it all the way up by River Ward to

Deep Fern and Deer Lake Hollow.

He with his wife and young brood passing over Singing Ford into the

district of broad-headed oaks, where there was low scrub of lupin and

rhus, had met Daria setting snares in the rabbit runways. He had sung

out a greeting to her, for the moment forgetting her state of

forgetfulness, and she had stood up in the knee-high lupin with her hand

across her eyes, taken unawares, and called him by his name. It had

popped out, startling at sight of him like a rabbit from a burrow. Then

as he stood still with astonishment she checked and stammered, recalled

the word, protested that she had mistaken him for another, and at last

broke and fled crying through the chaparral. The Outlier, a just man but

a little slow, considered the circumstance, went on, in fact, a whole

stage of his journey before he arrived at a conclusion. Whereupon he

sent on his family toward home, and came back all the way to Deep Fern

with his news, which had grown upon him momentously as he traveled.

Daria remembered! How much?

Had the drink been made too light for her. Had the tumult of her mind

resisted sleep. Or had her soul been so upborne by love that it floated

clear of the drug that drowned her sense?

No one of the women had been with her when she recovered. Those whose

custom it was to watch the Ward into wakefulness delicately withdrawing

for the lover’s sake.

“Remember, oh remember,” he had insisted to the last, and she had

remembered the name and face of a man not in her own district. How then

would her memory stand toward familiar things?

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