CHAPTER XIX

MUTUAL ASSISTANCE

It was three days before she saw him again, he having left at daybreak

for a distant part of the range where he went to investigate a

disturbing report of mysteriously disappearing cattle whose loss puzzled

the most astute of his men. The news had come in over night, and

reasoning that she would be a late riser after her fatiguing trip, he

merely wrote her a short note saying that he was suddenly called away on

urgent business and could not say just when he would return. He was,

however, very explicit as to the horses that he deemed safe for her use,

particularly recommending a bay filly which he had broken especially for

her personal service. He did not deem it necessary to say that the filly

was his own personal property, originally designed as a gift for Grace.

An inexplicable disappointment wrinkled her smooth brows as she read the

carelessly polite words; this was such a note as her husband might have

written and she tossed it aside impatiently. Somehow or other it seemed

like a rebuff, this cold formality after their intimate conversation of

the preceding night, and she resented it strongly. Had she, after all,

made so little impression on this springald despite her tacit

encouragement of him! Could it be possible that he was only maliciously

amusing himself at her expense, playing even a more skillful game than

she was capable of doing against such an unusual antagonist? This man

was vastly different from those of her previous experience and she was

far from her habitual calm as she musingly weighed the possibilities.

At her request the filly was saddled and she rode over the ranch,

critically inspecting her new possessions. It was an unusually

well-situated property, and under Douglass's strenuous management it had

assumed an entirely new aspect. Everything was in perfect order and her

eye dwelt in pleased approval on the countless evidences of his

handiwork. With professional care and exactness he had reduced

everything to a science, and although not as extensive as the C Bar

holdings it was plain to the most casual observer that Constance

Brevoort's ranch was a close second in pecuniary value and even excelled

it in point of desirability as a place of habitation. Its income, in

proportion to the respective investments, was at least twice as great as

that of the Carter property, and promised to become even greater under a

proposed change of policy now in Douglass's contemplation.

"It is a labor of love," she said appreciatively. "He could not have

worked more faithfully or assiduously had the property been his own.

What heights an ambitious soul could attain to if working in loving

conjunction with so strong an executive nature as his." For a while she

sat musing introspectively, a rapt smile on her beautiful face; then of

a sudden she was filled with an unreasonable anger at Grace Carter. "To

think of his being wasted upon a colorless entity like that chit!"

On her return to the house she sought the seclusion of the little den

and wrathfully consumed a half dozen cigarettes. When dinner was

announced she ate perfunctorily and at its conclusion sought the den

again. It was far into the night when she finally arose and sought her

bedchamber. As she turned down the silken coverlet her ear caught

faintly that for which she had been waiting since the moon rose. She

hesitated a moment and then went swiftly to the open window. The cry had

come from the east, in the direction of the mountains where Douglass was

at work. With a warm color rioting across her face she opened her mouth

and made a queer little gurgling noise in her throat.

On the night of his return, tired, dusty and with a sullen anger burning

in his heart, he somewhat curtly declined her invitation to dine,

pleading fatigue and the necessity of a conference with his men. His

tour of investigation had resulted in the discovery that very extensive

depredations were being made upon the VN herds by what was evidently a

well-organized and shrewdly commanded band of rustlers far more

audaciously aggressive than any of his previous experience. At an

audience which he requested the next morning, he urged the advantage of

the immediate adoption of the change in policy previously referred to.

This policy was to dispose of the rather mediocre lot of cattle at

present in the VN brand for cash, and with the proceeds purchase a

smaller bunch of high-grade stock, which could be close-herded and

ranch-fed at a largely decreased expense and with an increased revenue,

the VN conditions being peculiarly adapted to such a policy. She

unhesitatingly authorized him to use his own discretion absolutely in

anything connected with her interests and he immediately ordered a

round-up with that end in view. He had already arranged for the sale of

the cattle, he somewhat abashedly confessed to her secret amusement, and

at a price rather above current quotations. The change could be made

without either delay or loss and he was openly sanguine of the outcome

of his new plans. During his absence he had partly succeeded in rounding

up the cattle to be sold, and in ten days more he had delivered into her

hand the buyer's check covering the transaction. To her great surprise

it was for an amount some five thousand dollars in excess of the

original purchase price of the whole ranch; evidently her manager had

driven a very good bargain.

He did not think it necessary to tell her that he had caught the cowboys

of a big syndicate in the act of running a bunch of VN steers out of the

country under the pretense of a general round-up, or that he had gone

directly to the headquarters of the outfit with a rather peremptory

request that they buy the rest of the cattle together with the brand, a

suggestion that the guilty parties found it advisable to accept in view

of the direct evidence with which he confronted them of not only this,

but several other shady transactions of a similar nature. Nor was she

aware, until several days later, that in the course of a slight argument

which he had indulged in with one of the syndicate's men, whom he had

caught red-handed in the act of branding a VN calf whose mother lay in a

nearby gully with a bullet hole in her head, he had resorted to a little

"six-gun suasion" with the result that the other fellow was in the

hospital at Leadville, while Douglass nursed an ugly flesh wound in his

shoulder. The syndicate, composed largely of eastern men who for obvious

reasons could not afford to have their acts unduly ventilated, were very

glad to close with his rather excessive demands, backed as they were by

the smoothest-working gun and handiest shot on the range.

She made the discovery In a rather unexpected way. They were out riding

together one pleasant afternoon, and seduced by the magnificent going

and delightful weather had prolonged their pasear into the twilight

hours. On the return canter, Douglass's horse, affrightened by a

viciously whirring rattlesnake on which it narrowly escaped treading,

began to "pitch" violently and for a few minutes Constance was treated

to an exhibition of superb horsemanship which made her blood tingle. It

was an unusually severe and long-sustained struggle between horse and

rider, but the man conquered as a matter of course and the rest of the

journey was without incident.

She had acquired the knack of dismounting by placing one hand on his

left shoulder; in doing so, this evening, her bare hand encountered

something wet and sticky. At that moment the door opened and a flood of

light from the living-room illuminated them sharply. Looking curiously

at her wet hand Constance caught her breath with a gasp.

"It is blood!" she cried in horror. "You are hurt!"

Despite his muttered assurance that it was nothing to be alarmed about

she drew him into the living-room, where she became almost hysterical at

the black-red blotch on his thin tan-colored silk shirt. Almost before

he suspected what she was about she had unknotted the kerchief from

around his throat and hastily bared his shoulder. In the violent

plunging of the horse the clumsily-fixed bandage had become displaced,

the wound had reopened and was bleeding freely.

Although entirely unaccustomed to the sight of any kind of wounds, she

knew intuitively from the tiny blue-rimmed red puncture on the massive

shoulder that this was a gun-shot injury. She ran over to her work

basket and secured a pair of scissors with which she unhesitatingly cut

away the shirt from the collar downwards, exposing the ragged gash of

exit on the other side. To 'Rastus, watching her with open mouth and

protruding eyes, she said sharply:

"Water, and some clean linen cloths, quick!"

She was a different woman now, and her subsequent ministrations were as

deft and as effectual as those of a trained nurse. Very tenderly she

bathed the shoulder, wondering all the while at its contrastive

whiteness with the bronzed face and throat, marveling at the silky

rippling of the muscles beneath as he obediently flexed his arm at her

command. In less than ten minutes she had completed her surgery and in

five more he was again rehabilitated in garments fetched by 'Rastus

from his room in the bunkhouse. She would not hear of his attending to

the horses, but had one of the men summoned, to whom their care was

delegated. If she detected Douglass's dejected wink at the smiling young

fellow, she made no sign, saying merely that she would be pleased to

have him dine with her as she wished to discuss some business matters of

importance with him.

Not until they had adjourned to the den did she evince the slightest

curiosity as to the time and cause of his mishap. Then when he had his

cigar nicely under way she demanded imperatively:

"And now be good enough to tell me, please, who shot you--why, where and

when! I want the whole truth with no evasions."

Thus cornered, he told her the story in its most important details,

ending with a regret that he had caused her so much apprehension and

unnecessary trouble. Her eyes were bright with wonder and admiration

when he finished but she nodded approval.

"Served the wretch right!" she snapped. "I almost wished you had killed

him."

"Well, ma'am," he said apologetically, "I tried all I knew how, but my

horse bucked outrageously at his shot--he got his work in first, you

know--and he seemed quiet enough when I shot. If you say so, I'll go and

finish him." She smiled at the grim pleasantry, knowing it to be such.

"And in all probability get your other arm shot off! No, thanks, I

prefer you as you are."

He brightened at this amazingly, but a mischievous twinkle stole into

his eye. "I am glad to hear that. Now that I am acquainted with your

preferences, I'll see that I keep in this winged condition. And yet, do

you know that your predilection for one-armed men is a surprise to me."

He looked quizzically at her sudden confusion. "Most ladies are partial

to men with two good arms; but just so that you keep on preferring me I

am content, no matter how anomalous the conditions."

She lit another papelito and smiled mockingly at him. "That was very

clumsy. I must get you well as soon as possible, poor wolf. You run

rather indifferently on one leg. What can such a benighted Ishmael as

you possibly know of the partialities of ladies?"

"Not much," he confessed humbly, "and yet a few have been undeservedly

generous to me. I am eager to learn, however, if the opportunity be

graciously accorded me." She evaded his bold glance a little nervously.

For a one-legged wolf he was coming disconcertingly fast. The water was

getting rather deep for drifting, and in the face of this baffling

head-wind she promptly tried another tack.

"Tell me," she asked curiously, "of the most wonderful thing in your

certainly unique experience."

"You," he said promptly, and the crimson suffused her face. "I think you

are the most wonderful thing that could ever happen to any man. There

are times when I can hardly believe the evidence of my senses. Imagine

me, a common menial, sitting here in the lap of luxury, holding familiar

converse with a queen like you and not feeling in the least embarrassed,

drinking in your ineffable loveliness unchecked, unrebuked, unafraid,

as the desert sands thirstily absorb the heavenly ram, drunk with the

rich wine of your sympathy and maddened with the subtle delirium of your

personal charms."

His voice, low and tense in the beginning, was now vibrant; he had risen

and was leaning across the low table, his muscles quivering, yet the

woman felt not the slightest fear of him. On the contrary, she was

thrilling to the core with a mad joy that she wanted to shout from the

housetops. Her face was very pale, but her eyes were jet black and

sparkling with a flame that burned down to the steel of the man,

inciting him to recklessness, and he threw reason to the winds.

"Constance!" His whisper was hoarse with suppressed emotion. He walked

swiftly to her side and held out his arms appealingly. She was quivering

all over, her bosom heaving tumultuously. He bent over her slowly until

his hot breath scorched her cheek. "Constance!"

Panting like a wounded animal she sprang to her feet; at the touch of

his encircling arms she gave a tremulous little sigh and her head sank

on his shoulder. Very tenderly, but firmly, he put one hand beneath her

soft chin and forced her face upward toward his. Almost had his lips

touched hers, when, with a gasping cry, she put both her hands against

his chest and violently pushed him away.

"No! My God, no!" The words were a broken sob. "We are both mad! It

cannot be! Think of my husband, of Grace!"

"It's a little late to think of them now. And what do they, or the rest

of the whole world, signify to us?" Smiling confidently he again

approached her with outstretched arms, but she swiftly evaded him, and

snatched up a pearl-handled stiletto which she had been utilizing as a

paper cutter. At his grim smile of contempt she flung it down on the

table and laid her hand on the call bell. He gave a shrug and dropped

his arms.

"That is unnecessary," he said quietly. "Your pitiful fear is an

efficient safeguard against any further importunity. Courage is an

indispensable quantity in the composition of a wolf. I have been

ludicrously mistaken. May I hope that you will forgive and forget?"

"There is nothing to forgive, but neither of us must forget, again. Not

ever again!" She was struggling for composure, her hard-clenched hand

pressed against her heart. "I never dreamed--"

He laughed harshly. "You never dreamed that in the veins of men there

could be red, as well as white corpuscles? Were there nothing but

emasculates among your circle of acquaintance in the vaunted 'Four

Hundred'?"

Wincing at his coarseness as though it had been a blow, she went over

and leaned against the casement of the window, looking silently out at

the stars. After a time he took up his sombrero and moved toward the

door, pausing at the threshold to courteously bid her good night. At the

sound of his voice she turned quickly.

"Wait!" She motioned to an easy chair. "Sit down, please. There is

something which in justice to us both, must be said before you go." He

took the seat indicated and she turned again to the window. For quite a

time she stared mutely into the night, the man waiting in patient

silence. When she finally spoke it was in a tone so low that he had to

bend forward to catch the words.

"You were right when you said that I was afraid; but it is not

convention that has made me a coward. It is of myself that I am afraid,

the new, strange self that has evolved since I came here, a year ago,

filled with the pitiful conceit that I knew life--and men--thoroughly.

"Remember that I lived In a different world, in an artificial and

enervating atmosphere where nothing is real but Rank, nothing sweet but

Station, nothing precious but Money. As a girl I was sold to the highest

bidder; he gave me all that wealth and genealogy could give, and up to

six months ago I kept faith. Not one of the countless men with whom I

amused myself ever aroused in me even one moment's serious thought; for

twelve weary years I played at the inane game of platonics, with no

further effect than to come finally to regard the vaunted 'love' of the

poets as a libel on human intelligence. It had been proffered me in all

tongues, in all climes, at all times, by all sorts and conditions of

men; at first to my listless amusement and at last to my contemptuous

disgust. It was part of my strained and unnatural environment; I wore

these 'loves' on my sleeve as I wore hothouse orchids on my corsage,

finding their emanations as nauseous and unwholesome.

"I was fed on sweets of flattery and wine of adulation, when all the

time I was thirsting for pure affection, hungry for the strong meat of a

real love. Yesterday I heard one of your men singing a plaintive ditty

whose refrain absolutely portrays my miserable existence:

"'A bird in a gilded cage'!"

She threw out her hand passionately, her eyes filling with tears. It was

with great effort that she recovered her self-control sufficiently to

continue.

"I never realized what possibilities Life held until six months ago.

Then for the first time I learned the difference in men--and the

bitterness that comes with knowledge acquired too late. The confession

may be unwomanly, but I glory in it. No, keep your seat." He had eagerly

arisen and was holding out his arms. "I have been disloyal to my husband

in the learning and this is part of my atonement."

She went over and stood beside him, breathing softly. In the subdued

light her pallor only accentuated her ravishing beauty. Douglass thought

he had never beheld so heavenly a thing. Very gently he leaned forward

and touched her hand but she as gently shook her head in negation.

"I was foolishly, criminally weak to come back here. But I had to see

you again. Oh! I am mad! mad! mad! I know only too well the nature of

the passion I have inspired in you, and the humiliation of it is the

bitterest part of my deserved punishment. Yet even your avid, brutal

lust is a thousand times dearer to me than the refined insipidity of any

other man's purest love. Stop! I say, or--!" She placed her hand

resolutely on the bell, her determination indubitable.

"It is the hour of my shame and you must know all. I had rather be your

running mate--Oh! you grand, lovable, vicious, merciless beast--than be

queen regnant in heaven. But that can never be. I am the wife of Anselm

Brevoort and you are the betrothed husband of another woman. But she

will breed you no wolves, my lost Ishmael; your getlings will be

bleating lambs. Ah, God! the shame of it!"

She struck the bell savagely as he sprang to his feet with a choking

cry.

"And, now that you know, I confidently invoke your honor, your clean

manliness, for my protection. You will help me against myself, will you

not, dear?"

"And who will help me?" he muttered hoarsely. The perspiration was

standing in white beads on his forehead. Swift as a flash she crossed

over to him and laid her hand trustfully on his arm.

"We will help each other, beloved. Good night."

But hours after he had succumbed to the seductions of his coarse

blankets she lay on her dainty bed with clenched hands and sleepless

eyes, trying to pierce the gloomy veil of futurity and tearfully

striving to reconcile a great misery with a greater joy.

"I love him! I love him!" she moaned passionately, "and if it were not

for that milk-and-water baby he would love me with all the savage

strength and intensity of his fierce nature. Oh! my Wolf, my strong,

wild Wolf! What can that vapid ninny offer you in comparison to what I

would give?"

She sat up erect, her eyes blazing in the darkness like those of a

hunted wild beast.

"She shall not--I swear it! Home, station, wealth, honor, body and

soul--I will sacrifice all! He is mine! mine! mine!" After awhile, in

sheer exhaustion of passion, she fell into a troubled sleep.

The next day he obtained leave of absence for a fortnight's inspection

of his mines. En route he mailed several letters entrusted by Mrs.

Brevoort, one of which was addressed to a woman in New York. She was one

of those inveterate gossips of high station who act as purveyors of

"exclusive information" to the society editors of the great fashionable

journals.

Some days later he stopped at Tin Cup for the ranch mail; it included a

rather short and unsatisfactory note from Grace, written hurriedly in

transit, announcing her party's embarkation on Lord Ellerslie's yacht

for a cruise on the Mediterranean. The girl was really homesick in

truth, but relying too implicitly on Love's divination had omitted to

make that fact clear, ending her missive with the ambiguous sentence: "I

wish we had never left home. I am so unhappy." It was the first

communication he had received from her for over six weeks. He did not

know that her customary budget, a sort of daily diary mailed once a

month, had gone down with the fated _Peruvia_ in mid-ocean, and he was

uneasy and resentful.

Mrs. Brevoort was out riding when he reached the ranch, so he merely

instructed 'Rastus to inform her of his return, and dined at the common

mess house. In the interim of waiting he glanced casually over the

contents of the New York papers which he had received in the mail.

Unto Constance Brevoort, awaiting him with a great trepidation in the

little den, came a white-lipped, stern-faced man with a paper crushed In

his hand.

"Read that!" he said curtly, pointing to a paragraph at the head of the

"Society Column." She caught her breath sharply but with no other

visible evidence of emotion held the paper up to the light. He watched

her grimly, a mirthless smile on his lips. With a well-simulated gasp of

horror she let the sheet fall on the floor and turned to him

breathlessly.

"It cannot be true! It is a lie! Oh! my poor friend!" Her voice was a

curious commingling of fear and exultation. The gossip had done her work

with artistic efficiency.

He picked up the paper and calmly read the paragraph aloud. It was short

but succinct:

"We have it on indisputable authority that the engagement of one of

Gotham's most lovely daughters, the beautiful Miss Grace Carter, to

lord Yare Ellerslie, of ellesmere, Surrey, one of Britain's most

eligible scions, will be formally announced on the return of his

lordship's yacht from the Mediterranean, where he is at present

cruising in company with his fiancee, her mother, and a party of

mutual friends. It is said to be one of those delightful

love-at-first-sight affairs, and society is all agog over the

romantic outcome of what was merely intended to be a short pleasure

trip. Lord Ellerslie is said to be immensely wealthy in his own

right and will, besides, succeed to the title and vast estates of

his father, the present earl. Miss Carter is a joint heiress of the

millions of the famous 'cattle king,' Robert Carter. We understand

that the honeymoon will include a cruise around the world in his

lordship's magnificent yacht, which has been rechristened the

'Gracie' in honor of his prospective bride."

He laid the paper down on the table and stood looking silently at It. It

seemed to the woman watching him nervously that he aged a dozen years

since she last saw him. She almost relented at the sight of his

fiercely-controlled misery, but she shut her teeth with determination.

One cannot make an omelet without the breaking of eggs. The game was a

desperate one, but she had everything at stake. She would play it out

and win.

She was about to speak when he looked up with a harsh laugh.

"Your nobleman wasn't so very 'innocuous' after all, it seems. Her

mother certainly lost no time. What is the accepted form of a letter of

congratulation on such occasions?"

"Oh! it cannot be true!" she faltered, evading his eyes unaccountably.

"There has been some terrible mistake!"

"And I have made It." He handed her Grace's little note. "This is the

amount of her correspondence in the last two months. It seems to clinch

the certainty of the glad tidings. And to think that I was fool enough

to imagine that there was one pure, true heart among your fair, false

sex." He turned upon her scornfully. "I wonder how much of what you said

the other night was a lie. It is a rare accomplishment, this clever

ability to turn an impending tragedy into a harmless comedy. Tell me,

how long did you laugh after I had gone?"

She paled, for his mood was a dangerous one and a single false move

might imperil everything. But she was a past-master of the gentle craft

of love-making and all her finesse had been to this very end. She had

calculated on the ease with which a heart may be caught in the rebound,

and her opportunity was at hand. And she knew now, with a certainty that

terrified and yet emboldened her, that she loved this man better than

life and that existence without him would be one eternal curse. She was

a brave woman and her hesitation was only momentary.

"Suffering has made you unjust, my friend," she said quietly. "I take

bitter shame to myself for having bared my heart so nakedly to you that

dreadful night, since it has been so pitiably unavailing. I did not

laugh that night--I cried. I only wish I could lie to you, dear. It

might be the means of conserving my honor and self-respect in those

hours of danger--the every hour I spend in your company. Must I abase

myself more? Must I tell you that I have prayed that this pain should

come to you so that I might comfort you with a love so tender, so

all-giving that you would blush in self-commiseration of your callow

infatuation for that foolish fledgling who deserted the eyrie of an

eagle for the flat commons of an English goose pasture? And now that the

measure of my shame is complete, go--and leave me to the agony of it.

Oh! my Wolf! my Wolf! I could have given so much, and so willingly! But

now I hate you! I hate you! Go, I say! Go!" She pointed imperiously to

the door with streaming eyes. "Will you go or must I summon the

servants?"

But with eyes flaming and extended arms he advanced Instead. With a

little cry of alarm she evaded him and took refuge on the divan, where

she cowered with covered eyes. With a strange forced smile he sank on

his knee beside her. Very gently he removed her hands from her face and

compelled her to look at him. She was quivering all over and her eyes

were gleaming like stars.

"What is the need of other servants when you have a loving slave here at

your feet? Connie! Connie!"

Afar in the distance rang a familiar cry; at the eerie sound their

pulses leaped in unison. The man put his whole soul into one fierce

appeal:

"Connie! my Queen!"

From without stole the answering call of the she-wolf.

With a soft little cry that was half a laugh, half a sob, she drew his

face down upon her bosom.

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