X.

The notion of a dance for the following night to celebrate the

success of the house in the coaching parade came to Mrs. Milray over a

welsh-rarebit which she gave at the close of the evening. The party was

in the charge of Gregory, who silently served them at their orgy with an

austerity that might have conspired with the viand itself against their

dreams, if they had not been so used to the gloom of his ministrations.

He would not allow the waitresses to be disturbed in their evening

leisure, or kept from their sleep by such belated pleasures; and when

he had provided the materials for the rarebit, he stood aloof, and left

their combination to Mrs. Milray and her chafing-dish.

She had excluded Clementina on account of her youth, as she said to

one of the fall and winter months, who came in late, and noticed

Clementina's absence with a “Hello! Anything the matter with the Spirit

of Summer?” Clementina had become both a pet and a joke with these

months before the parade was over, and now they clamored together, and

said they must have her at the dance anyway. They were more tepidly

seconded by the spring and summer months, and Mrs. Milray said, “Well,

then, you'll have to all subscribe and get her a pair of dancing

slippers.” They pressed her for her meaning, and she had to explain

the fact of Clementina's destitution, which that additional fold of

cheese-cloth had hidden so well in the coaching tableau that it had

never been suspected. The young men entreated her to let them each buy a

pair of slippers for the Spirit of Summer, which she should wear in turn

for the dance that she must give each of them; and this made Mrs. Milray

declare that, no, the child should not come to the dance at all, and

that she was not going to have her spoiled. But, before the party broke

up, she promised that she would see what could be done, and she put it

very prettily to the child the next day, and waited for her to say, as

she knew she must, that she could not go, and why. They agreed that the

cheese-cloth draperies of the Spirit of Summer were surpassingly fit for

the dance; but they had to agree that this still left the question of

slippers untouched. It remained even more hopeless when Clementina tried

on all of Mrs. Milray's festive shoes, and none of her razorpoints

and high heels would avail. She went away disappointed, but not yet

disheartened; youth does not so easily renounce a pleasure pressed to

the lips; and Clementina had it in her head to ask some of the table

girls to help her out. She meant to try first with that big girl who had

helped her put on the shoeman's bronze slippers; and she hurried through

the office, pushing purblindly past Fane without looking his way, when

he called to her in the deference which he now always used with her,

“Here's a package here for you, Clementina--Miss Claxon,” and he gave

her an oblong parcel, addressed in a hand strange to her. “Who is

it from?” she asked, innocently, and Fane replied with the same

ingenuousness: “I'm sure I don't know.” Afterwards he thought of having

retorted, “I haven't opened it,” but still without being certain that he

would have had the courage to say it.

Clementina did not think of opening it herself, even when she was alone

in her little room above Mrs. Atwell's, until she had carefully felt

it over, and ascertained that it was a box of pasteboard, three or four

inches deep and wide, and eight or ten inches long. She looked at the

address again, “Miss Clementina Claxon,” and at the narrow notched

ribbon which tied it, and noted that the paper it was wrapped in was

very white and clean. Then she sighed, and loosed the knot, and the

paper slipped off the box, and at the same time the lid fell off, and

the shoe man's bronze slippers fell out upon the floor.

Either it must be a dream or it must be a joke; it could not be both

real and earnest; somebody was trying to tease her; such flattery of

fortune could not be honestly meant. But it went to her head, and she

was so giddy with it as she caught the slippers from the floor, and ran

down to Mrs. Atwell, that she knocked against the sides of the narrow

staircase.

“What is it? What does it mean? Who did it?” she panted, with the

slippers in her hand. “Whe'e did they come from?” She poured out the

history of her trying on these shoes, and of her present need of them

and of their mysterious coming, to meet her longing after it had almost

ceased to be a hope. Mrs. Atwell closed with her in an exultation hardly

short of a clapping the hands. Her hair was gray, and the girl's hair

still hung in braids down her back, but they were of the same age in

their transport, which they referred to Mrs. Milray, and joined with

her in glad but fruitless wonder who had sent Clementina the shoes.

Mrs. Atwell held that the help who had seen the girl trying them on had

clubbed together and got them for her at the time; and had now given

them to her for the honor she had done the Middlemount House in the

parade. Mrs. Milray argued that the spring and summer months had

secretly dispatched some fall and winter month to ransack the stores at

Middlemount Centre for them. Clementina believed that they came from the

shoe man himself, who had always wanted to send them, in the hope that

she would keep them, and had merely happened to send them just then

in that moment of extremity when she was helpless against them. Each

conjecture involved improbabilities so gross that it left the field free

to any opposite theory.

Rumor of the fact could not fail to go through the house, and long

before his day's work was done it reached the chef, and amused him as a

piece of the Boss's luck. He was smoking his evening pipe at the kitchen

door after supper, when Clementina passed him on one of the many errands

that took her between Mrs. Milray's room and her own, and he called to

her: “Boss, what's this I hear about a pair o' glass slippas droppin'

out the sky int' youa lap?”

Clementina was so happy that she thought she might trust him for once,

and she said, “Oh, yes, Mr. Mahtin! Who do you suppose sent them?” she

entreated him so sweetly that it would have softened any heart but the

heart of a tease.

“I believe I could give a pootty good guess if I had the facts.”

Clementina innocently gave them to him, and he listened with a

well-affected sympathy.

“Say Fane fust told you about 'em?”

“Yes. 'He'e's a package for you,' he said. Just that way; and he

couldn't tell me who left it, or anything.”

“Anybody asked him about it since?”

“Oh, yes! Mrs. Milray, and Mrs. Atwell, and Mr. Atwell, and everybody.”

“Everybody.” The chef smiled with a peculiar droop of one eye. “And he

didn't know when the slippas got into the landlo'd's box?”

“No. The fust thing he knew, the' they we'e!” Clementina stood

expectant, but the chef smoked on as if that were all there was to say,

and seemed to have forgotten her. “Who do you think put them thea, Mr.

Mahtin?”

The chef looked up as if surprised to find her still there. “Oh! Oh,

yes! Who d' I think? Why, I know, Boss. But I don't believe I'd betta

tell you.”

“Oh, do, Mr. Mahtin! If you knew how I felt about it--”

“No, no! I guess I betta not. 'Twouldn't do you any good. I guess I

won't say anything moa. But if I was in youa place, and I really wanted

to know whe'e them slippas come from--”

“I do--I do indeed--”

The chef paused before he added, “I should go at Fane. I guess what he

don't know ain't wo'th knowin', and I guess nobody else knows anything.

Thea! I don't know but I said mo'n I ought, now.”

What the chef said was of a piece with what had been more than once in

Clementina's mind; but she had driven it out, not because it might not

be true, but because she would not have it true. Her head drooped;

she turned limp and springless away. Even the heart of the tease was

touched; he had not known that it would worry her so much, though he

knew that she disliked the clerk.

“Mind,” he called after her, too late, “I ain't got no proof 't he done

it.”

She did not answer him, or look round. She went to her room, and sat

down in the growing dusk to think, with a hot lump in her throat.

Mrs. Atwell found her there an hour later, when she climbed to the

chamber where she thought she ought to have heard Clementina moving

about over her own room.

“Didn't know but I could help you do youa dressin',” she began, and then

at sight of the dim figure she broke off: “Why, Clem! What's the matte?

Ah' you asleep? Ah' you sick? It's half an hour of the time and--”

“I'm not going,” Clementina answered, and she did not move.

“Not goin'! Why the land o'--”

“Oh, I can't go, Mrs. Atwell. Don't ask me! Tell Mrs. Milray, please!”

“I will, when I got something to tell,” said Mrs. Atwell. “Now, you just

say what's happened, Clementina Claxon!” Clementina suffered the woful

truth to be drawn from her. “But you don't know whether it's so or not,”

the landlady protested.

“Yes, yes, I do! It was the last thing I thought of, and the chef

wouldn't have said it if he didn't believe it.”

“That's just what he would done,” cried Mrs. Atwell. “And I'll give him

such a goin' ova, for his teasin', as he ain't had in one while. He just

said it to tease. What you goin' to say to Mrs. Milray?”

“Oh, tell her I'm not a bit well, Mrs. Atwell! My head does ache,

truly.”

“Why, listen,” said Mrs. Atwell, recklessly. “If you believe he done

it--and he no business to--why don't you just go to the dance, in 'em,

and then give 'em back to him after it's ova? It would suv him right.”

Clementina listened for a moment of temptation, and then shook her head.

“It wouldn't do, Mrs. Atwell; you know it wouldn't,” she said, and Mrs.

Atwell had too little faith in her suggestion to make it prevail. She

went away to carry Clementina's message to Mrs. Milray, and her task

was greatly eased by the increasing difficulty Mrs. Milray had begun

to find, since the way was perfectly smoothed for her, in imagining the

management of Clementina at the dance: neither child nor woman, neither

servant nor lady, how was she to be carried successfully through it,

without sorrow to herself or offence to others? In proportion to the

relief she felt, Mrs. Milray protested her irreconcilable grief; but

when the simpler Mrs. Atwell proposed her going and reasoning with

Clementina, she said, No, no; better let her alone, if she felt as she

did; and perhaps after all she was right.

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