CHAPTER X

Up to the present moment it has seemed hardly necessary to mention the

name of the Sentimentalist. She was so distinctly a Sentimentalist that

the appellation bestowed upon her by her godfathers and godmothers at

the baptismal font always seemed superfluous. Yet it was quite a pretty

name,--and in a subtle way suggested her nature and surroundings. It was

Sylvia. It was a name the Philosopher found objectionable as soon as he

knew her well enough to display his contentious and “criss-cross”

humours.

“Sylvia is a name that belongs to the age of decadent romantic fiction,”

he told her, with a kind of derisive sternness. “You might as well be

called Amanda!”

“True!” she laughed. “I wonder why I wasn’t!”

“Amanda,” he went on, “is the name of a feeble heroine in an old, very

old and very stupid novel called ‘The Children of the Forest.’ She was a

young person who was for ever weeping, or, when not weeping, fainting in

the arms of a man. There was a villain in the piece who always pursued

her--(why, no sane creature can imagine) and never, thanks to a kindly

Providence, succeeded in winning her. Then there was the ‘noble’ lover

of course!--a pattern of all the virtues, and an unmitigated nuisance--a

fellow who shed tears with his Amanda and drew a useless sword on the

smallest provocation--altogether a sickly rhodomontade of sickly

sentiment and twaddle--”

“Why did you read it?” she asked.

“I was very young,” he replied with a brief snort of contempt for his

unsophisticated past. “Terribly young! But quite old enough to find

‘Amanda’ a bore!”

She smiled.

“Well, I’m not Amanda!” she said, gaily. “Nobody thought of giving me

_that_ name! But I’m sorry you don’t like the name of Sylvia!--I rather

fancy it myself!”

The Philosopher made no further comment just then. This conversation had

taken place in the very early days of his acquaintance with the

Sentimentalist, and he was careful of his ground. Greatly as he admired

his own rudeness (which he considered clever and amusing) he knew it was

not advisable to display his inherent bad manners to a hostess before

making himself sure of her amiable tolerance; as a more or less

“distinguished” man of literary attainment he had established a

convenient reputation for eccentricity which allowed him a certain

latitude of behaviour,--he could say things which nobody else said, and

do things nobody else did. His acrid observations on men and things were

condoned because “he’s so clever, you know!” people would declare, with

the foolish giggle wherewith they accept monstrosities at a country

fair. And his professed objection to the name of Sylvia wore down in

time, being in truth an objection that never existed at all save in the

inconsistent and crotchety tendency of his own brain. Two or three times

he had found occasion to sniff and snort his irritation when Jack, now

happily removed for a time from the social scene, had essayed to sing

“Who is Sylvia, what is she?” in a voice which was unfortunate in

_timbre_ and guiltless of training,--but he had refrained from any

positive comment on that young man’s vocal efforts. And a long period

had elapsed or had seemed to elapse between then and now. The mild peace

of the English countryside had been harried by “alarums and

excursions”;--War, the wicked--War, the barbaric--had arisen in mad

ferocity like a brute beast from its lair, and its destructive force and

evil influence was felt everywhere, even in the little sequestered

village where the Sentimentalist had her pretty home, and where she had

been accustomed to see little save the beauty of an untroubled Nature.

The long white building temporarily erected as a Voluntary Aid Hospital

for the wounded made its suggestive presence felt on the land where it

stood sheltered by a belt of beautiful old trees,--and the

Sentimentalist’s time was divided between it and the care of her father

in a manner that left her little leisure to attend to the Philosopher

when he came (as he persistently did) to assist in the continuance of

the great philological work which was intended to propound an entirely

new idea of civilisation to a waiting and expectant world. Dr. Maynard,

the venerable author, was growing more and more feeble, and the gout was

laying a faster grip on his weary limbs, and had it not been for the

interest he took in his literary research and the patient indulgence

maintained by his devoted daughter for all his whims and fancies he

might have “gone under” more rapidly than was anticipated. This was

indeed the reason why the Philosopher was tolerated and even

encouraged,--for the poor little Sentimentalist dreaded being left

entirely alone with her father, and “The Deterioration of Language.” As

long as the old gentleman was kept amused and occupied the gout was

partially held in check, and this desirable result was all she sought.

For herself and her own happiness she had little care,--her naturally

bright spirit was clouded by sorrows she could not alleviate,--sorrows

wrought by the war, and coming fast one upon the other like clouds

rolling up in a storm. Day after day the wounded were brought to the

hospital among the trees,--day after day she saw terrible sights of

suffering which she, as the little “rose-lady” of Jack’s adoration had

never expected to see,--and what was worst of all to _her_, day after

day of utter silence and suspense racked her nerves in the longing for

news that never came. In the first year of the war, old John Durham,

Jack’s father,--had received letters and “field cards” with tolerable

regularity--his son wrote that he was “well” and “in fine form”--and

Sylvia had a card or two expressed with the usual military reticence.

But after a while and all suddenly a great silence fell, and enquiries

at the War Office only elicited the ominous word “Missing.” The blow was

a heavy one to the father of the cheery young fellow who had so

gallantly resolved to risk his life in the service of a country not his

own, and he crept about more or less feebly, with bent head and drooping

shoulders, only bracing himself up whenever he saw Sylvia, who made it

one of her special duties to look after him as much as possible--“for

Jack’s sake” as she would whisper to herself sadly when alone. Not that

she ever gave up hope. No,--the word “Missing” held out fair promise to

her pure and prayerful soul. She was sure--yes, quite sure, that Jack

was not killed--that he would return just the same joyous-hearted Jack

as ever! So she told his father--her sweet, loving, blue eyes sparkling

with tears, as she spoke;--and he,--well!--somehow he found it difficult

to speak, and only pressed her little hand till it was almost crushed in

his own rough palm.

Among these characters and influences one would have thought the

Philosopher--the learned Walter Craig, F.R.S.A., LL.D., and as many

other letters of the alphabet as various Universities can tack on to one

small mortal name--would have found himself out of place. In strict

accordance with his own theories he ought to have been “bored”--but he

wasn’t. As a matter of fact after young Jack Durham had been reported as

“Missing” he had experienced a greater interest in the whole situation.

There was nothing to disturb his general equanimity. His work with the

querulous and ailing old Dr. Maynard was intricate and more or less

amusing; he had comfortable quarters in a pretty and well-ordered

house--and he had no twinges of conscience in performing the part of a

“sponge,” because he felt (and in this he was right) that in keeping his

invalid host occupied with his “great work” he was performing a real

service, for which he might justly claim board and lodging. And as the

war was going on and things were very uncomfortable in London, he took

his chance of ease and safety as long as he could get it. The only fly

in his amber was old John Durham. With all his heart he detested this

wiry wizened American with eyes as sharp as gimlets and a face like a

nut-cracker. He grudged the affectionate solicitude with which

Sentimentalist Sylvia regarded him--the anxiety she evinced concerning

his health and general well-being all, forsooth!--because he was Jack’s

father, and Jack himself was “Missing.” To him there was nothing

pathetic in the gradual droop of the old man’s physical frame, or the

lines of sorrow and suspense that delved themselves round his whole

countenance,--all that he saw was that Sylvia rather allowed herself to

be monopolised by him in the intervals when she was not in attendance on

her father or working at the Hospital; and one day the startling notion

seized him that perhaps,--Jack being “missing,”--his father might “make

tracks” (an expression old Durham often used) for Sylvia himself! This

idea buzzed in his brain like a persistent bumblebee on a window-pane.

“Old men marry young women every day--” he argued with himself.

“Especially when they feel lonely. Then, from all I can gather, this

American has got money, and _she_ may not be indifferent to that! Of

course his great asset is that he’s ‘Jack’s father’!” Here the

Philosopher snorted contempt. “Little goose as she is!--little

sentimental goose! I wonder if Maynard has any suspicion of the

intentions of this ancient courtier--”

Here another brilliant suggestion struck illumination on his brain.

“I’m not as old as Durham,--certainly _not_!” he thought. “Ah!--not by a

good six or seven years! Then why--”

His meditations here began to gallop along strange and unaccustomed

routes,--stray reflections of _couleur de rose_ wavered across the grey

monotony of his learned mentality, and almost he was conscious of a

faint sense of returning youth.

“I’m not as old as Durham!” he repeated, with a kind of inward

jubilation. “Then why should not _I_ take a bold step? My peace of mind

would probably be destroyed, and I should have to put up with many

annoyances and small absurdities--still, take her for what she is,

there’s a charm about her rather rare to find nowadays among modern

women. I know what I’ll do! I’ll give a gentle hint--quite gentle,--to

Maynard himself. He might be glad to have his daughter’s future safely

assured--it would make him easier in his mind.”

But--for the moment--none of his ideas or resolutions matured into

action. The days went on,--each day bringing its dreadful toll of young

brave lives crushed out on the fields of Flanders,--and in the pretty

old Manor-house the famous “Deterioration of Language” also went on as

relentlessly as the war. Quietly the Sentimentalist performed all her

rounds of duty, growing visibly paler and thinner, but making no

complaint. Only when she was alone in her bedroom at night and when she

looked out of its quaint latticed window at the thick battalions of

stars in the dark space, did she weep a little and wonder at the cruelty

of men to one another,--at the selfishness of statesmen who make

war--and at the solemn silence of that vast Ruling Power to whom all the

generations of mankind have in turn appealed in various

forms,--apparently in vain! Was it wicked to think that it was “in

vain”--she questioned herself? To pursue such an enquiry was futile, for

she constantly pictured to herself the helpless, stiffening forms of

brave boys stretched out on the sodden battlefield, whose lives might

have been the joy and pride of their parents; and in these sad

reflections she failed to see anything but the direct injustice, nor

could she admit that there was a “divine Providence” in the ordainment

of such disaster. She recognised clearly enough that the mischief was

the work of man and man only, but in a simple, blind way she would think

that if indeed a good God ruled the world He might have stopped it in

the beginning. And she prayed to be forgiven if her thought was wrong.

One quiet evening when an unusually glorious sunset had showered its

glowing crimson on the river and woods and had shed a warm and tender

light on the pile of books and manuscript on the table in Dr. Maynard’s

library where he and the Philosopher sat at work, the author of the

“Deterioration of Language” showed signs of fatigue and irritation,

whereat the Philosopher suggested a break in their studies.

“Let’s talk!” he said, affably, as he assisted in pushing Dr. Maynard’s

chair nearer the window from which could be seen a charming peep of the

garden. “We’ve done enough hard work for to-day. You’re tired.”

“I’m always tired,” replied the old gentleman, querulously. “This

infernal gout is killing me!”

“No doubt!” agreed the Philosopher, suavely. “But it’s doing it quite

gently! Twinges of the toe--yes!--of course. Still things might be

worse. You might have had cancer!”

“That’s no consolation!” growled old Maynard. “What I _might_ have had

doesn’t matter. It’s what I’ve _got_!”

The distinguished Walter Craig, LL.D., F.S.A., nodded his head blandly.

“My dear fellow, I know that! It’s what you’ve _got_! True! But we all

‘get’ something, sooner or later, otherwise we should never grow old and

never die. The latest science tells us there’s no such thing as

‘natural’ death. We ‘get’ something that is unnatural which forces our

exit when we would rather stay where we find ourselves.”

“What do _you_ expect to ‘get’?” Maynard demanded.

“Much the same as yourself,” the Philosopher replied, with smiling

equanimity. “Gout. It is an aristocratic illness,--it comes down to one

like one’s coat-of-arms. It’s a case of the sins of the fathers. What

the fathers did for me I don’t quite know--but they left me their

disease in the most generous way. It has not affected me much yet--but

it will.”

“It will--you may depend on that!” and Dr. Maynard’s voice had quite a

ring of cheerfulness as he spoke. “It never lets go its prey! I fought

it off for years--but I’ve had to give in.” Here he peered anxiously

through the window across the garden. “I wonder where Sylvia is? She’s

always out of the way when I want her!”

The Philosopher glanced at the clock.

“It’s not quite the time for her to return from the Hospital--” he said.

“Hospital? Hospital? It’s always the Hospital! I’m sure _I_ ought to be

there, attended to and looked after quite as well as half of those

strong young men with a bit of shell in their legs, or an arm off, or

something of that kind! Such a fuss about nothing! God bless my soul! In

Nelson’s time the fighting fellows cut their own limbs off and stuck

their stumps into boiling tar! That was something like hospital stuff!

No molly-coddling _there_!” The old gentleman chuckled with a curiously

malevolent pleasure. “But now we have all the girls and women bandaging,

poulticing and feeding every young man with a scratch--and the

better-looking the young man happens to be, the longer the scratch takes

to heal!” Here he chuckled again. “That girl of mine passes nearly all

her time at the Hospital--I can’t imagine what she’ll do without it

when the war’s over.”

“Ah!” And the Philosopher stroked his moustache meditatively. “Has it

ever occurred to you to think what she will do without _you_ when _you_

are over?”

Old Maynard’s face grew suddenly pale, and a cowering fear gleamed in

his eyes.

“What do you mean?” he queried half angrily. “I’m not over yet! And I

don’t intend to be ‘over’!”

“Good! Quite good!” and the Philosopher smiled amicably. “But--you

know--_l’homme propose et Dieu dispose_! It is always well to prepare

for emergencies. I consider that you should make sure of your daughter’s

future comfort in this world before you leave it.”

“Future comfort? God bless my soul!” snapped Maynard testily. “Do you

suppose I’m a man to neglect the care of my own child? Future comfort?

She’ll have everything I possess--and that’s more than anybody knows of

I can tell you!”

Craig, F.S.A., LL.D., listened complacently. He was right in his

surmise,--the girl would have plenty of money! Plenty of money! He

almost smacked his lips as he thought of that friend of his who had

secured a “Plum” in the matrimonial orchard--a “Plum” that had “dropped

into his mouth with a bang!” Sylvia would not “drop” so--but she might

be gathered gently off the parent tree with a careful hand. He thought a

little before speaking again. Then he said:

“She’s a charming girl. She ought to marry.”

“Why?” And a twinge of pain caused the old Doctor to make a wry face as

he put the question. “Why should she take up a husband to worry her for

the rest of her life? She’s perfectly happy as she is.”

The Philosopher assumed a grave and considerate air.

“A woman--especially a pretty woman,” he said, “needs protection and

support in this world. Without a man’s care and guardianship she is

invariably misjudged, slandered and suspected of some moral drawback--”

“Is she though!” and Dr. Maynard sniffed scornful incredulity. “Nowadays

she seems to me to run amok more thoroughly when she’s married than when

she’s single! She gets tired of her husband in six months or he gets

tired of her--and the whole thing turns out a ghastly failure.”

“You are thinking of extreme cases,” said the Philosopher, mildly. “Yet

I presume your own marriage was a success?”

A sudden smile of tenderness gave extraordinary light to the old man’s

furrowed countenance.

“It was!” he answered. “But that was in the old days! My wife was

‘old-fashioned.’ Home and love, husband and child were all the world to

her--she never wanted anything else, bless her dear heart! Ah! The

sunshine has never seemed quite so bright to me since she died.”

The Philosopher was silent for a few minutes. There was a quiet pathos

and simplicity in Maynard’s words that had an effect even on the

india-rubber toughness of his academic disposition.

“Your daughter is probably like her mother in nature and tastes,” he

observed, presently. “And if so, this is all the more reason why she

should not be deprived of a life that would be suited to her, apart

altogether from the security and _status_ of marriage.”

Maynard grew a trifle restive under the searching gaze of the

Philosopher’s eyes seen through rather unbecoming spectacles.

“It’s all very well to talk!” he grumbled. “Who’s to marry the girl?

There’s nobody in this village to suit her. They’re all ‘butchers and

bakers and candlestick-makers’ _here_--very small tradesmen all round.

There’s the county Squire--he’s a widower with an idiot son who had to

be put away in an asylum--and there’s a miserable little curate with a

chronic cough. Of course there are a lot of wounded chaps at the

Hospital,--mostly Tommies--I don’t think she’s likely to fancy one of

_them_--”

“What about old John Durham?” suddenly suggested the Philosopher, the

corners of his moustache going up in a little quizzical smile.

“Old John Durham!” exclaimed Maynard. “Why he might be her grandfather!

Now if you had said _young_ John Durham,--Jack--there might be something

in it--though he was always a silly ass--but he’s gone--‘missing,’ they

say--”

“Dead without a doubt,” said the Philosopher, pleasantly. “Killed in

Flanders, quite needlessly. He was not called upon to fight at all--but

being an American he was bound to indulge in a bit of braggadocio and

offer to do battle for the ‘old country,’ and he’s had his way. It has

struck me that his father, being left solitary, might think of marrying

again. Rumour says he is a wealthy man--and Sylvia is a little creature

who is accustomed to comfort, not to say luxury--”

“Of course she is!” and Dr. Maynard got flushed and excited. “Why

shouldn’t she be? She’s always had plenty of money--she’ll always have

it! She’s not obliged to marry an old sallow face like Durham to live

like a princess if she wants to! God bless my soul, Craig--what _are_

you driving at?”

The Philosopher smiled soothingly.

“My dear fellow, don’t lose your self-control over a trifling

suggestion! All I have said is in the way of friendship and--and

admiration for your young daughter. I think it would be very sad for her

if at some time or other--far distant let us hope!--she were left alone

in the world--even with plenty of money--having no one to advise her or

to guard her interests. And I repeat that she ought to marry.” Here he

paused--then added, “I am very fond of her myself!”

Dr. Maynard turned slowly round in his chair and surveyed him with a

fixed stare of wonder.

“_You?_”

The Philosopher did not flinch.

“Yes. I!”

And then the old gentleman began to laugh,--a deep half-suppressed laugh

of thorough enjoyment,--a laugh that shook his shoulders and wrinkled

up his eyes in all sorts of curious deep furrows.

“May and December!” he chuckled. “Or December and May! She might as well

take old Durham and have done with it!”

The Philosopher maintained equanimity. He smiled,--and as people often

noticed, there was something very attractive in his smile,--a flash of

youth and humour.

“I think,” he said, mildly, “you would find Sylvia likely to prefer me

to old Durham. I think so!--of course I cannot be sure!”

Dr. Maynard lifted himself in his chair, gripping its sides with both

hands, and surveyed his friend and literary coadjutor for a couple of

minutes in silence.

“Now look here, Craig,” he said. “You don’t mean to insinuate that my

little girl is in love with _you_? Why, man, she couldn’t be such a

fool!”

The Philosopher winced, and Maynard went on rather heatedly.

“She’s a clever child and would make a good wife for a clever man, but

you’re _too_ clever! Too obstinate--too ‘set’ in your own way--and

you’re too old to change your habits. You’re a splendid scholar, but

you’re deep in the ruts of learning--no wife could ever pull you out!

You’ve no sentiment--and Sylvia is all sentiment from head to

heels!--full of fancies and romantic notions. You’d have to be young to

understand her--and I don’t believe you ever _were_ young!”

“Thank you!” murmured the Philosopher. “Let us drop the subject! I

spoke in a friendly desire to ease your mind of a possible anxiety as to

your daughter’s future,--with me as a husband and protector she would be

safely guarded--”

“And happy?” There was a slight tremor in Maynard’s voice as he put the

question. “Would she be happy?”

“If she were not it would be her own fault,” answered the Philosopher.

“I should do my best to make her so. But let us say no more of it!”

He took up a book and turned it over with apparently sudden interest.

Dr. Maynard looked at him, and a twinge of the gout affected him

unpleasantly. He tried to picture the learned Walter Craig as his

son-in-law,--but somehow failed in the effort. And yet!--Craig was a man

of distinctive ability and reputation--he had his own special literary

“clique” who called him “a Master,” and his position in the world of

letters was unassailable--numbers of people were proud to know him. His

wife--if he had a wife--would occupy a position of honour and some

dignity. But Sylvia!--little Sylvia as Mrs. Walter Craig!--Even the

compiler of “The Deterioriation of Language” could not forbear a passing

thought as to “The Deterioration of a Woman’s Life!” He fidgeted on his

chair and cast an appealing glance at the Philosopher.

“Craig,” he faltered, nervously, “I believe you are thinking that I may

die any time--”

“My good fellow, of course you may!” blandly replied the Philosopher.

“And so may I. My gout is not so ripe and well advanced as yours, but

as Shakespeare’s Mercutio observed, ‘’Twill serve!’ Should it finish

you off before me your daughter will be left comparatively unprotected.

She has no relatives, so you once told me, but a divorced aunt. A

divorced aunt is hardly a suitable companion. Now if I become her

husband she at once steps to a platform of safety, and I can look after

her till my own time comes; she will be then old enough and experienced

enough to manage her own affairs.”

Maynard listened, with something of a distressed foreboding in his mind.

There was truth, harsh truth, and cold reason in the Philosopher’s plain

view of the possible circumstances--but, at the same time a cloud of

depression darkened the poor old scholar’s soul. Almost he could have

whimpered, like a hurt child. At last he summoned up a show of

resolution.

“Have you ever spoken to Sylvia on--on--this subject?” he asked,

tremulously.

“Never!” And the Philosopher assumed a truly “noble” aspect. “Can you

imagine it! I should not dream of doing so without your permission.”

The old Doctor sighed.

“Thank you!” he said, meekly.

A pause ensued.

Then came the sound of a light step on the gravel path outside the

window, and both men looked through the vista of shrubs and flowers to

see the Sentimentalist returning from her hospital work. She moved

quickly, checking the wild gambols of a rough Airedale terrier to whom

her presence was the acme of all earthly bliss,--but there was a little

indefinable air of lassitude and fatigue about her which had not been

any part of her aspect before the “silly ass” Jack Durham was known to

be “missing.” Her father looked at her wistfully as she went past the

window; then suddenly laid his hand on the Philosopher’s arm.

“I want her to be happy!” he said, pathetically. “She is a sensitive

little creature! I want her to be loved and understood! There are too

many wretched martyrs of married life in the world!--Heaven forbid the

child should be one of them! But--if she has any affection for you--(it

would be very strange!)--but if she has, I won’t stand in the way! You

must find it out for yourself,--you can speak to her if you like, and

put all the pros and cons before her. No one can beat you at that sort

of thing! Tell her she’ll be lonesome when her old Dad dies”--he paused

to swallow a lump in his throat--“and that you’ll try to take his place!

Tell her that you will love her and make a pet of her!--that she’ll

never hear a word of unkindness--tell her you love her now--that is,

_if_ you do! A woman will do anything to be loved!--it’s the nature of

the creature. I should never have thought that _you_ could love

anybody!--but the strangest things happen oftenest--and the notion of

your falling in love with my girl is one of those strangest things! I

have said--and I repeat it--I won’t stand in the way!”

The Philosopher shrank a little from the pressure of his friend’s hand

on his arm. Maynard was taking too sentimental a view of the case--much

too sentimental a view! Because he had not really “fallen in love” with

Sylvia--such a notion was absurd! quite absurd as applied to him, the

Philosopher. Nevertheless he recognised the futility of argument on so

delicate a matter, especially as he had gained his point in so far that

he had permission to speak to Sylvia. He hummed and hawed a little--his

ugly cough threatened explosion, but he restrained it.

“Thanks very much!” he said, reservedly. “You must not over-rate

my--my--sense of attraction for--or attachment to--your daughter. My

emotions are well under control--and when I speak to her on what I

consider this very vital subject I shall take care to ground my approach

on a strong basis of reason as well as--as affection. I am not in the

flush of youth--”

“No, that you’re not!” interpolated Dr. Maynard, with a shake of his

head. “That’s a rosy colour we’ve both done with!”

“I am not in the flush of youth,” repeated the Philosopher, laboriously.

“But I have experience, patience and sound common sense. And from all I

hear and read, it seems to me that these are valuable attributes in a

husband. They are seldom evidenced by a wife. Wherefore I argue that a

man possessing experience, patience and common sense is the proper

guardian for a charming but inexperienced woman whose errors are all on

the side of sentiment. Pretty sentiment--delightful sentiment!--still

Sentiment--and Sentiment is a dangerous guide--”

“Well, leave it at that!” said Dr. Maynard,--and a whimsical smile

brightened his worn features. “Leave it at that! It won’t guide _you_

anywhere too fast or too far!”

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