VI

Gudmund was hardly out of sight when Helga rushed down the mountain in

another direction. She ran past the marsh without stopping and hurried

over the wooded hills as fast as she could and down the road. She

stopped at the first farmhouse she came to and asked for the loan of a

horse and car to drive to Älvåkra. She said that it was a matter of life

and death and promised to pay for the help. The church folk had already

returned to their homes and were talking of the adjourned wedding. They

were all very much excited and very solicitous and were eager to help

Helga, since she appeared to have an important errand to the home of the

bride.

At Älvåkra Hildur Ericsdotter sat in a little room on the upper floor

where she had dressed as a bride. Her mother and several other peasant

women were with her. Hildur did not weep; she was unusually quiet, and

so pale that she looked as though she might be ill at any moment. The

women talked all the while of Gudmund. All blamed him and seemed to

regard it as a fortunate thing that she was rid of him. Some thought

that Gudmund had shown very little consideration for his parents-in-law

in not letting them know on Palm Sunday how matters stood with him.

Others, again, said that one who had had such happiness awaiting him

should have known how to take better care of himself. A few

congratulated Hildur because she had escaped marrying a man who could

drink himself so full that he did not know what he was doing.

Amid this, Hildur was losing her patience and rose to go out. As soon as

she was outside the door, her best friend, a young peasant girl, came

and whispered something to her. "There is some one below who wants to

speak with you."

"Is it Gudmund?" asked Hildur, and a spark of life came into her eyes.

"No, but it may be a messenger from him. She wouldn't divulge the nature

of her errand to any one but yourself, she declared."

Hildur had been sitting thinking all day that some one must come who

could put an end to her misery. She couldn't comprehend that such a

dreadful misfortune should come to her. She felt that something ought to

happen that she might again don her crown and wreath, so they could

proceed with the wedding. When she heard now of a messenger from

Gudmund, she was interested and immediately went out to the kitchen hall

and looked for her.

Hildur probably wondered why Gudmund had sent Helga to her, but she

thought that perhaps he couldn't find any other messenger on a holiday,

and greeted her pleasantly. She motioned to Helga to come with her into

the dairy across the yard. "I know no other place where we can be

alone," she said. "The house is still full of guests."

As soon as they were inside, Helga went close up to Hildur and looked

her square in the face. "Before I say anything more, I must know if you

love Gudmund."

Hildur winced. It was painful for her to be obliged to exchange a single

word with Helga, and she had no desire to make a confidant of her. But

now it was a case of necessity, and she forced herself to answer, "Why

else do you suppose I wished to marry him?"

"I mean, do you still love him?"

Hildur was like stone, but she could not lie under the other woman's

searching glance. "Perhaps I have never loved him so much as to-day,"

she said, but she said this so feebly that one might think it hurt her

to speak out.

"Then come with me at once!" said Helga. "I have a wagon down the road.

Go in after a cloak or something to wrap around you; then we'll drive to

Närlunda."

"What good would it do for me to go there?" asked Hildur.

"You must go there and say you want to be Gudmund's, no matter what he

may have done, and that you will wait faithfully for him while he is in

prison."

"Why should I say this?"

"So all will be well between you."

"But that is impossible. I don't want to marry any one who has been in

prison!"

Helga staggered back, as though she had bumped against a wall, but she

quickly regained her courage. She could understand that one who was rich

and powerful, like Hildur, must think thus. "I should not come and ask

you to go to Närlunda did I not know that Gudmund was innocent," said

she.

Now it was Hildur who came a step or two towards Helga. "Do you know

this for certain, or is it only something which you imagine?"

"It will be better for us to get into the cart immediately; then I can

talk on the way."

"No, you must first explain what you mean; I must know what I'm doing."

Helga was in such a fever of excitement that she could hardly stand

still; nevertheless she had to make up her mind to tell Hildur how she

happened to know that Gudmund was not the murderer.

"Didn't you tell Gudmund of this at once?"

"No, I'm telling it now to Hildur. No one else knows of it."

"And why do you come to me with this?"

"That all may be well between you two. He will soon learn that he has

done no wrong; but I want you to go to him as if of your own accord, and

make it up."

"Sha'n't I say that I know he is innocent?"

"You must come entirely of your own accord and must never let him know I

have spoken to you; otherwise he will never forgive you for what you

said to him this morning."

Hildur listened quietly. There was something in this which she had never

met with in her life before, and she was striving to make it clear to

herself. "Do you know that it was I who wanted you to leave Närlunda?"

"I know, of course, that it was not the folk at Närlunda who wished me

away."

"I can't comprehend that you should come to me to-day with the desire to

help me."

"Only come along now, Hildur, so all will be well!"

Hildur stared at Helga, trying all the while to reason it out. "Perhaps

Gudmund loves you?" she blurted out.

And now Helga's patience was exhausted. "What could I be to him?" she

said sharply. "You know, Hildur, that I am only a poor croft girl, and

that's not the worst about me!"

The two young women stole unobserved from the homestead and were soon

seated in the cart. Helga held the reins, and she did not spare the

horse, but drove at full speed. Both girls were silent. Hildur sat

gazing at Helga. She marvelled at her and was thinking more of her than

of anything else.

As they were nearing the Erlandsson farm, Helga gave the reins to

Hildur. "Now you must go alone to the house and talk with Gudmund. I'll

follow a little later and tell that about the knife. But you mustn't say

a word to Gudmund about my having brought you here."

Gudmund sat in the living-room at Närlunda beside his mother and talked

with her. His father was sitting a little way from them, smoking. He

looked pleased and said not a word. It was apparent that he thought

everything was going now as it should and that it was not necessary for

him to interfere.

"I wonder, mother, what you would have said if you had got Helga for a

daughter-in-law?" ventured Gudmund.

Mother Ingeborg raised her head and said in a firm voice, "I will with

pleasure welcome any daughter-in-law if I only know that she loves you

as a wife should love her husband."

This was barely spoken when they saw Hildur Ericsdotter drive into the

yard. She came immediately into the cottage and was unlike herself in

many respects. She did not step into the room with her usual briskness,

but it appeared almost as though she were inclined to pause near the

door, like some poor beggarwoman.

However, she came forward finally and shook hands with mother Ingeborg

and Erland. Then she turned to Gudmund: "It is with you that I would

have a word or two."

Gudmund arose, and they went into the side room. He arranged a chair for

Hildur, but she did not seat herself. She blushed with embarrassment,

and the words dropped slowly and heavily from her lips. "I was--yes, it

was much too hard--that which I said to you this morning."

"We came so abruptly, Hildur," said Gudmund.

She grew still more red and embarrassed. "I should have thought twice.

We could--it would of course--"

"It is probably best as it is, Hildur. It is nothing to speak of now,

but it was kind of you to come."

She put her hands to her face, drew a breath as deep as a sigh, then

raised her head again.

"No!" she said, "I can't do it in this way. I don't want you to think

that I'm better than I am. There was some one who came to me and told me

that you were not guilty and advised me to hurry over here at once and

make everything right again. And I was not to mention that I already

knew you were innocent, for then you wouldn't think it so noble of me to

come. Now I want to say to you that I wish I had thought of this myself,

but I hadn't. But I have longed for you all day and wished that all

might be well between us. Whichever way it turns out, I want to say that

I am glad you are innocent."

"Who advised you to do this?" asked Gudmund.

"I was not to tell you that."

"I am surprised that any one should know of it. Father has but just

returned from the Sheriff. He telegraphed to the city, and an answer has

come that the real murderer has already been found."

As Gudmund was relating this, Hildur felt that her legs were beginning

to shake, and she sat down quickly in the chair. She was frightened

because Gudmund was so calm and pleasant, and she was beginning to

perceive that he was wholly out of her power. "I can understand that you

can never forget how I behaved to you this forenoon."

"Surely I can forgive you that," he said in the same even tone. "We will

never speak of the matter again."

She shivered, dropped her eyes, and sat as though she were expecting

something. "It was simply a stroke of good fortune, Hildur," he said,

coming forward and grasping her hand, "that it is over between us, for

to-day it became clear to me that I love another. I think I have been

fond of her for a long time, but I did not know it until to-day."

"Whom do you care for, Gudmund?" came in a colorless voice from Hildur.

"It doesn't matter. I shall not marry her, as she does not care for me,

nor can I marry anyone else."

Hildur raised her head. It was not easy to tell what was taking place in

her. At this moment she felt that she, the rich farmer's daughter, with

all her beauty and all her possessions, was nothing to Gudmund. She was

proud and did not wish to part from him without teaching him that she

had a value of her own, apart from all the external things. "I want you

to tell me, Gudmund, if it is Helga from Big Marsh whom you love."

Gudmund was silent.

"It was she who came to me and taught me what I should do that all might

be well between us. She knew you were innocent, but she did not say so

to you. She let me know it first."

Gudmund looked her steadily in the eyes. "Do you think this means that

she has a great affection for me?"

"You may be sure of it, Gudmund. I can prove it. No one in the world

could love you more than she does."

He walked rapidly across the floor and back, then he stopped suddenly

before Hildur. "And you--why do you tell me this?"

"Surely I do not wish to stand beneath Helga in magnanimity!"

"Oh, Hildur, Hildur!" he cried, placing his hands on her shoulders and

shaking her to give vent to his emotion. "You don't know, oh, you don't

know how much I like you at this moment! You don't know how happy you

have made me!"

Helga sat by the roadside and waited. With her cheek resting on her

hand, she sat and pictured Hildur and Gudmund together and thought how

happy they must be now.

While she sat thus, a servant from Närlunda came along. He stopped when

he saw her. "I suppose you have heard that affair which concerns

Gudmund?"

She had.

"It was not true, fortunately. The real murderer is already in custody."

"I knew it couldn't be true," said Helga.

Thereupon the man went, and Helga sat there alone, as before. So they

knew it already down there! It was not necessary for her to go to

Närlunda and tell of it.

She felt herself so strangely shut out! Earlier in the day she had been

so eager. She had not thought of herself--only that Gudmund and Hildur's

marriage should take place. But now it flashed upon her how alone she

was. And it was hard not to be something to those of whom one is fond.

Gudmund did not need her now, and her own child had been appropriated by

her mother, who would hardly allow her to look at it.

She was thinking that she had better rise and go home, but the hills

appeared long and difficult to her. She didn't know how she should ever

be able to climb them.

A vehicle came along now from the direction of Närlunda. Hildur and

Gudmund were seated in the cart. Now they were probably on their way to

Älvåkra to tell that they were reconciled. To-morrow the wedding would

take place.

When they discovered Helga, they stopped the horse. Gudmund handed the

reins to Hildur and jumped down. Hildur nodded to Helga and drove on.

Gudmund remained standing on the road and facing Helga. "I am glad you

are sitting here, Helga," he said. "I thought that I would have to go up

to Big Marsh to meet you."

He said this abruptly, almost harshly; at the same time he gripped her

hand tightly. And she read in his eyes that he knew now where he had

her. Now she could no more escape from him.

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