CHAPTER XXXI.

The fire in the smithy was extinguished, no hammer fell on the anvil;

for the wounded man lay in a burning fever; every loud noise disturbed

him. Adam had noticed this himself, and gave no time to his work, for

he had to assist in nursing his son, when it was necessary to raise his

heavy body, and to relieve Ruth, when, after long night-watches, her

vigorous strength was exhausted.

The old man saw that the girl's bands were more deft than his own toil-

hardened ones, and let her take the principal charge-but the hours when

she was resting in her room were the dearest to him, for then he was

alone with Ulrich, could read his countenance undisturbed and rejoice in

gazing at every feature, which reminded him of his child's boyhood and of

Flora.

He often pressed his bearded lips to the invalid's burning forehead or

limp hand, and when the physician with an anxious face had left the

house, he knelt beside Ulrich's couch, buried his forehead among the

pillows, and fervently prayed the Heavenly Father, to spare his child and

take in exchange his own life and all that he possessed.

He often thought the end had come, and gave himself up without resistance

to his grief; Ruth, on the contrary, never lost hope, not even in the

darkest hours. God had not let her find Ulrich, merely to take him from

her again. The end of danger was to her the beginning of deliverance.

When he recognized her the first time, she already saw him, leaning on

her shoulder, walk through the room; when he could raise himself, she

thought him cured.

Her heart was overflowing with joy, yet her mind remained watchful and

thoughtful during the long, toilsome nursing. She did not forget the

smallest trifle, for before she undertook anything she saw in her mind

every detail involved, as if it were already completed. Ulrich took no

food which she had not prepared with her own hand, no drink which she had

not herself brought from the cellar or the well. She perceived in

advance what disturbed him, what pleased him, what he needed. If she

opened or closed the curtain, she gave or withheld no more light than was

agreeable to him; if she arranged the pillows behind him, she placed them

neither too high nor too low, and bound up his wounds with a gentle yet

firm hand, like an experienced physician. Whatever he felt--pain or

comfort--she experienced with him.

By degrees the fever vanished; consciousness returned, his pain lessened,

he could move himself again, and began to feel stronger. At first he did

not know where he was; then he recognized Ruth, and then his father.

How still, how dusky, how clean everything that surrounded him was!

Delightful repose stole over him, pleasant weariness soothed every stormy

emotion of his heart. Whenever he opened his eyes, tender, anxious

glances met him. Even when the pain returned he enjoyed peaceful,

consoling mental happiness. Ruth felt this also, and regarded it as a

peerless reward.

When she entered the sick-room with fresh linen, and the odor of lavender

her dead mother had liked floated softly to him from the clean sheets, he

thought his boyhood had returned, and with it the wise, friendly doctor's

house. Elizabeth, the shady pine-woods of his home, its murmuring brooks

and luxuriant meadows, again rose before his mind; he saw Ruth and

himself listening to the birds, picking berries, gathering flowers, and

beseeching beautiful gifts from the "word." His father appeared even

more kind, affectionate, and careful than in those days. The man became

the boy again, and all his former good traits of character now sprang up

freshly under the bright light and vivifying dew of love.

He received Ruth's unwearied attentions with ardent gratitude, and when

he gazed into her faithful eyes, when her hand touched him, her soft,

deep voice penetrated the depths of his soul, an unexampled sense of

happiness filled his breast.

Everything, from the least to the greatest, embraced his soul with the

arms of love. It seemed as if the ardent yearning of his heart extended

far beyond the earth, and rose to God, who fills the universe with His

infinite paternal love. His every breath, Ulrich thought, must

henceforth be a prayer, a prayer of gratitude to Him, who is love itself,

the Love, through and in which he lived.

He had sought love, to enjoy its gifts; now he was glad to make

sacrifices for its sake. He saw how Ruth's beautiful face saddened when

he was suffering, and with manly strength of will concealed inexpressible

agony under a grateful smile. He feigned sleep, to permit her and his

father to rest, and when tortured by feverish restlessness, lay still

to give his beloved nurses pleasure and repay their solicitude.

Love urged him to goodness, gave him strength for all that is good.

His convalescence advanced and, when he was permitted to leave his bed,

his father was the first one to support him through the room and down the

steps into the court-yard. He often felt with quiet emotion the old man

stroke the hand that rested on his arm, and when, exhausted, he returned

to the sick-room, he sank with a grateful heart into his comfortable

seat, casting a look of pleasure at the flowers, which Ruth had taken

from her chamber window and placed on the table beside him.

His family now knew what he had endured and experienced, and the smith

found a kind, soothing word for all that, a few months before, he had

considered criminal and unpardonable.

During such a conversation, Ulrich once exclaimed "War! You know not how

it bears one along with it; it is a game whose stake is life. That of

others is of as little value as your own; to do your worst to every one,

is the watchword; but now--every thing has grown so calm in my soul, and

I have a horror of the turmoil in the field. I was talking with Ruth

yesterday about her father, and she reminded me of his favorite saying,

which I had forgotten long ago. Do you know what it is? 'Do unto

others, as ye would that others should do unto you.' I have not been

cruel, and never drew the sword out of pleasure in slaying; but now I

grieve for having brought woe to so many!

"What things were done in Haarlem! If you had moved there instead of to

Antwerp, and you and Ruth....I dare not think of it! Memories of those

days torture me in many a sleepless hour, and there is much that fills me

with bitter remorse. But I am permitted to live, and it seems as if I

were new-born, and henceforth existence and doing good must be synonymous

to me. You were right to be angry...."

"That is all forgiven and forgotten," interrupted the smith in a resonant

voice, pressing his son's fingers with his hard right hand.

These words affected the convalescent like a strengthening potion, and

when the hammers again moved in the smithy, Ulrich was no longer

satisfied with his idle life, and began with Ruth to look forward to and

discuss the future.

The words: 'fortune,' 'fame,' 'power,"' he said once, "have deceived me;

but art! You don't know, Ruth, what art is! It does not bestow

everything, but a great deal, a great deal. Meister Moor was indeed

a teacher! I am too old to begin at the beginning once more. If it were

not for that...."

"Well, Ulrich?"

"I should like to try painting again."

The girl exhorted him to take courage, and told his father of their

conversation. The smith put on his Sunday clothes and went to the

artist's house. The latter was in Brussels, but was expected home soon.

From this time, every third day, Adam donned his best clothes, which

he disliked to wear, and went to the artist's; but always in vain.

In the month of February the invalid was playing chess with Ruth,--

she had learned the game from the smith and Ulrich from her,--when Adam

entered the room, saying: "when the game is over, I wish to speak to you,

my son."

The young girl had the advantage, but instantly pushed the pieces

together and left the two alone.

She well knew what was passing in the father's mind, for the day before

he had brought all sorts of artist's materials, and told her to arrange

the little gable-room, with the large window facing towards the north,

and put the easel and colors there. They had only smiled at each other,

but they had long since learned to understand each other, even without

words.

"What is it?" asked Ulrich in surprise.

The smith then told him what he had provided and arranged, adding: "the

picture on the standard--you say you painted it yourself."

"Yes, father."

"It was your mother, exactly as she looked when....She did not treat

either of us rightly--but she!--the Christian must forgive;--and as she

was your mother--why--I should like.... perhaps it is not possible; but

if you could paint her picture, not as a Madonna, only as she looked when

a young wife...."

"I can, I will!" cried Ulrich, in joyous excitement. "Take me upstairs,

is the canvas ready?"

"In the frame, firmly in the frame! I am an old man, and you see, child,

I remember how wonderfully sweet your mother was; but I can never succeed

in recalling just how she looked then. I have tried, tried thousands and

thousands of times; at--Richtberg, here, everywhere--deep as was my

wrath!"

"You shall see her again surely--surely!" interrupted Ulrich. "I see her

before me, and what I see in my mind, I can paint!"

The work was commenced the very same day. Ulrich now succeeded

wonderfully, and lavished on the portrait all the wealth of love, with

which his heart was filled.

Never had he guided the brush so joyously; in painting this picture he

only wished to give, to give--give his beloved father the best he could

accomplish, so he succeeded.

The young wife, attired in a burgher dress, stood with her bewitching

eyes and a melancholy, half-tender, half-mournful smile on her lips.

Adam was not permitted to enter the studio again until the portrait was

completed. When Ulrich at last unveiled the picture, the old man--unable

longer to control himself--burst into loud sobs and fell upon his son's

breast. It seemed to Adam that the pretty creature in the golden frame

--far from needing his forgiveness--was entitled to his gratitude for

many blissful hours.

Soon after, Adam found Moor at home, and a few hours later took Ulrich

to him. It was a happy and a quiet meeting, which was soon followed by a

second interview in the smith's house.

Moor gazed long and searchingly at Ulrich's work. When he had examined

it sufficiently, he held out his hand to his pupil, saying warmly:

"I always said so; you are an artist! From to-morrow we will work

together again, daily, and you will win more glorious victories with the

brush than with the sword."

Ulrich's cheeks glowed with happiness and pride.

Ruth had never before seen him look so, and as she gazed joyfully into

his eyes, he held out his hands to her, exclaiming: "An artist, an artist

again! Oh, would that I had always remained one! Now I lack only one

thing more--yourself!"

She rushed to his embrace, exclaiming joyously "Yours, yours! I have

always been so, and always shall be, to-day, to-morrow, unto death,

forever and ever!"

"Yes, yes," he answered gravely. "Our hearts are one and ever will be,

nothing can separate them; but your fate shall not be linked to mine

till, Moor himself calls me a master. Love imposes no condition--I am

yours and you are mine--but I impose the trial on myself, and this time I

know it will be passed."

A new spirit animated the pupil. He rushed to his work with tireless

energy, and even the hardest task became easy, when he thought of the

prize he sought. At the end of a year, Moor ceased to instruct him,

and Ruth became the wife of Meister Ulrich Schwab.

The famous artist-guild of Antwerp soon proudly numbered him among

them, and even at the present day his pictures are highly esteemed by

connoisseurs, though they are attributed to other painters, for he never

signed his name to his works.

Of the four words, which illumined his life-path as guiding-stars, he had

learned to value fame and power least; fortune and art remained faithful

to him, but as the earth does not shine by its own might, but receives

its light from the sun, so they obtained brilliancy, charm and endearing

power through love.

The fierce Eletto, whose sword raged in war, following the teachings of

his noble Master, became a truly Christian philanthropist.

Many have gazed with quiet delight at the magnificent picture, which

represents a beautiful mother, with a bright, intelligent face, leading

her three blooming children towards a pleasant old man, who holds out his

arms to them. The old man is Adam, the mother Ruth, the children are the

armorer's grandchildren; Ulrich Schwab was the artist.

Meister Moor died soon after Ulrich's marriage, and a few years after,

Sophonisba di Moncada came to Antwerp to seek the grave of him she had

loved. She knew from the dead man that he had met his dear Madrid pupil,

and her first visit was to the latter.

After looking at his works, she exclaimed:

"The word! Do you remember, Meister? I told you then, that you had

found the right one. You are greatly altered, and it is a pity that you

have lost your flowing locks; but you look like a happy man, and to

what do you owe it? To the word, the only right word: 'Art!'"

He let her finish the sentence, then answered gravely "There is still a

loftier word, noble lady! Whoever owns it--is rich indeed. He will no

longer wander--seek in doubt.

"And this is?" she asked incredulously, with a smile of superior

knowledge.

"I have found it," he answered firmly. "It is 'Love.'"

Sophonisba bent her head, saying softly and sadly: "yes, yes--love."

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