CONCLUSION.
With the civil war in Canada, our story has little more to do.
Suffice it that for a brief time, Roland Ruthven, after seeing Madame
Darnel and her daughter safe in their chateau of St. Eustache at
Montreal, had again to join the troops, who advanced to St. Benoit,
where, so great was the terror excited by the recent victorious
assault, that no opposition was offered, and the rebels sent
delegates to say humbly, that they would, without conditions, lay
their arms down, and they were conveyed under escort to Montreal, to
meet the meed of their crimes.
The good result of all these operations was the return of the
colonists to their homes, and the disappearance of all armed parties
of insurgents. About the same season, however, in the following
year, when the deep snows of the Canadian winter began to fall, there
was a second rising in Lower Canada; but it was again crushed by the
energy and gallantry of Sir John Colborne at Napierville, and for
these and other services, the Queen created the fine old soldier a
peer of Great Britain.
Prior to these events some startling changes occurred in the history
of the two principal characters in our little narrative.
The Darnel estate at St. Eustache was utterly destroyed; the mansion
had been ruined or burned, the lands ravaged, and the circumstances
of the once wealthy widow were sorely impaired; her horses,
carriages, and many other luxuries had to be dispensed with and
economy become the new order of the day; but now, safe at her own
home at Montreal, all the beauty and gaiety of Aurelia returned, and
after all she had undergone, even poverty seemed, a slight matter to
face--as yet.
"O Roland darling!" said she, with a little laugh, as they stood
together in a window of the château one evening in the spring,
looking towards Montreal steeped in the sunset, and where the
greenery of the woods was deepening faster than it ever does in
Britain at the same season, vegetation maturing with wondrous
rapidity the moment the snow disappears; "O, Roland--I am poor as
yourself now, and yet you still talk of marrying me and going to
India; but could I take my poor mamma there?"
Roland's loving countenance fell.
"You lost your noble estate by a will; I my seigniory--or nearly all
of it--by civil war; our fortune is ruined."
"Yet--we must not--cannot part, after all--after all!"
"Oh no--no!" murmured the girl, fondly and plaintively, with her
sweet face pillowed on his breast.
Next day Roland arrived with a face full of such excitement, wonder,
and so many varying expressions, that Aurelia knew not what to make
of him and his incoherences for some time at least.
That morning the regimental postman brought him a letter, the first
words of which, however much expected, made a lump rise in his throat.
It was from his legal agents, Messrs. Hook and Crook, Writers to the
Signet, and dated from Edinburgh:--
"DEAR SIR,"--(It used to be _my_ dear sir once) "We beg to acquaint
you, with much regret, that we have now traced out and learned
authentically who are _the heirs of the marriage of your deceased
uncle_, the late Mr. Philip Ruthven, eldest son of General Roland
Ruthven, who went to Jamaica."
Roland felt very sick as he read, and paused; then summing up
courage, he resumed the obnoxious epistle, and read on.
"From the latter place that gentleman went to Canada, where he
married a lady of Montreal, by whom he had several children, all of
whom are dead save one, Miss Aurelia Darnel de St. Eustache" ("Oh, my
God!" thought Roland, "what miracle is this?"), for he took the name
of Darnel to please the family of his wife, who was the daughter of a
wealthy French seigneur.
"We regret to be the medium of such very bad news, but of course are
now taking the usual legal measures to execute the will of the late
General Ruthven, according to your own instructions."
So Aurelia was his cousin, the daughter of the lost Philip, who had
quitted Scotland in disgust, never to return, and she was the heiress
of Ardgowrie!
And he--what was he? For weal or woe her affianced husband. It was
all like the plot of a drama; and some time elapsed before Roland
could realise the whole situation; but there was the prosaic letter
of the lawyers, which, under _other_ circumstances, might have seemed
to cut his very heart-strings.
Now how innocuous it was!
Another hour found him by the side of Aurelia, and to attempt to
record all the explanations and loving incoherences, astonishment and
joy of _that_ particular interview would be a difficult task indeed;
but even while speaking to her, and while her voice was in his ear,
Roland seemed to see before him the cabinet of Scindia, with the now
baffled secret it contained.
If Roland had now, in a modified sense, to blush at, and feel shame,
for his father's duplicity in the matter of the will--a duplicity
born of the various emotions we have already described, dislike
between brothers, temptation offered on one hand, the dread of losing
the ambitious girl he loved on the other--and then the total
disappearance of Philip, he had to blush before one who had accepted
him as a husband when their positions were very different, when all
the odds of wealth and landed property were, as once again, in her
favour, and he was still the penniless soldier with his sword alone.
And Roland, as he looked on Aurelia again, recalled the youthful
portrait of his lost uncle Philip at Ardgowrie, and saw, or thought
he saw, how closely she resembled it.
We have little more to add.
The Darnel estates, we have said, were ruined; but Ardgowrie was yet
in all its baronial glory; to Ardgowrie they would go, and sell the
former, so it was all settled ere the Canadian summer came swiftly
on; thus the reader may be assured that they were married long before
the month of August, so old Elspat Gorm's "fatal day" of the Ruthvens
was fully evaded. Nor need we add, though we do so, that jolly
Hector Logan was groomsman, and old General Colborne gave the bride
away.
In winning Aurelia, Poland regained his inheritance, but he never
left the old Royal Regiment, or returned finally to Ardgowrie, till
he had, like his father before him, been long a popular colonel of
the corps.
THE SECRET MARRIAGE.
In famous old Cornwall, known as "the Land of Tin," in the days of
Solomon--the land of Druid Cromlechs and Celtic circles, of those
mysterious sarcophagi named Kistvaens, wherein lie the bones of a
race unknown--the land of many wondrous relics of a vanished past,
lies the scene of the following events.
Not far from that part of the coast which is washed by the British
Channel stands Restormel Court, at the time of our story--a few years
ago--the seat of Sir Launcelot Tredegarth Tresilian, Bart., a proud
old gentleman, whose chief, if not only failing was an inordinate
pride of family; and hence whose principal regret was, that though he
had heirs to succeed him in his estate, there was none to follow him
in his title, which had been bestowed upon him by the late King
William IV. for certain political services. His two sons had been
killed in the service of the country. One had fallen in Central
India and the other in the Crimea, and as the baronetcy was limited
by diploma "to the heirs male of his own body," he had to rest him
content with the knowledge that he was the first and last baronet of
Restormel Court.
Occupying the site of a castle demolished by the French when they
landed in Cornwall during the reign of Henry VI., the latter is an
edifice much older than it looks.
The whole house was an epitome of the past; trophies of war and the
chase--coats of mail and stags' horns--decorated the hall, and some
of the rooms had remained untouched since the days of the "Virgin
Queen," hung with tapestry, which was lifted to give entrance;
hearths intended for wood alone, and andirons--heraldic griffins--to
support the logs; and there were curious cabinets, Cromwellian
chairs, and carved _prie-Dieu_ of all kinds.
On one evening in autumn, the present lord of Restormel Court was
lingering over his wine--some choice old Madeira, which had been
carefully iced for him by the butler--in company with his two
nephews, the eldest of whom was understood to be, and acknowledged by
himself and all, as his future heir.
Sir Launcelot, verging then on his eightieth year, was a pale, thin,
and wasted-looking man. He was toying with his wine-glass, and from
time to time contemplating his wasted white hands, on each of which a
diamond glittered; and then he looked at his nephews, who were
intently conversing near the fire.
They were both men about thirty-eight and forty years of age
respectively. Arthur Tresilian, the eldest, and ever the prime
favourite, was remarkably handsome, with fine, regular features.
His brother, Basset Tresilian, who followed the legal profession with
success in London, was less athletic, but quite as striking in figure.
Somehow people, especially in Cornwall, did not like Mr. Basset
Tresilian; and his periodical visits to the Court added no brightness
to the circle usually to be met there.
"Well, boys" (for though men, the old baronet, by force of habit,
called them boys still), "fill your glasses, and don't leave me to
drink alone. Egad! in my time fellows didn't shirk their wine as you
do; but it is all cigars and odious pipes now. Well, Basset, what
does he say? Is he inclined to follow the example you so boldly set
him some sixteen years ago, and take unto himself a wife?"
"I cannot say, sir. It is of a horse we were talking."
"A horse--pshaw! You were wise to marry young, Basset. _I_ did so!"
said Sir Launcelot.
"I have had no reason to repent me thereof," replied Basset,
complacently. "My family are charming; Mona is a fine girl in face
and figure."
"Quite a Tresilian--eh?" said the old man, proudly.
"And your nephew, Lance, is as handsome a boy as any in London. I
have, indeed, prospered every day since I placed the marriage hoop on
Marion's finger."
"Egad! you sing your own praises well, nephew Basset," said the
baronet, after a pause. "But you, Arthur--why have you not imitated
this fine example? I cannot last for ever, and I don't want my
estates to go begging for owners."
Arthur coloured with too evident vexation.
"They cannot beg far, dear uncle," he replied, "while I have the good
fortune to be your heir; and, then, Basset----"
"His sons, you would say?"
"Yes," replied the other, with a faint voice; for Basset was
regarding him so keenly that he felt his colour deepen.
"What is the booby blushing for?" asked Sir Launcelot, laughing.
"Blushing at forty! By Jove! I was cured of it at fourteen! Will
you ride with--I mean, drive over with me to Carn Mornal to-morrow?
My friend Trelawny has three fine daughters, and I should like you to
make their acquaintance. Tresilian and Trelawny would quarter well
on a shield; or would it be _impaled_? Will you go, Arthur?"
"I regret to say it is impossible, sir."
"When--why?"
"I have been a whole month at the Court, and am now due at a friend's
house near--near London."
"London again? The last time you started for London, Trelawny gave
me some hints that you never went in that direction so far as the
borders of Devonshire. I can't understand your total indifference to
the society of ladies, and this resolute celibacy at your time of
life. D--n it, sir, it don't look well! and I only hope you hav'n't
conceived some unworthy attachment--I mean unworthy the name of
Tresilian."
"I have not, sir," replied the other, almost angrily for he still
felt the keen legal eye of Basset upon him. "I shall never, I hope,
do anything unworthy of the name we bear in common."
"Thank you, Arthur boy. Give me your hand."
"And now, uncle--leaving you and Basset to the Madeira--I'll smoke a
cigar in the stable, and look at that horse I mean to take away with
me to-morrow."
And anxious to close a conversation, the subject of which pained him
deeply, Arthur Tresilian left the stately dining-room, and strolled
over the beautiful lawn towards the stable court.
"Can Basset suspect me? Does he know anything? No! no!--he cannot!
My poor Diana!" he muttered, "still this humiliating concealment, and
no hope save through the death of that poor old man. Accursed be
this silly pride of birth!"
* * * * *
"How long papa has been away from us--a whole month!"
"When will papa be home, mamma dear? The cottage seems so dull
without him!"
Such were the questions two handsome boys--one was now quite a lad of
eighteen--asked of a lady on each side of whom they stood
caressingly, while she hastily read a letter which had just come by
post.
"In four days, dearest boys, he returns to leave us _no more_!" she
exclaimed, with joy, as she fondly kissed them both, and once more
turned to her letter.
"RESTORMEL COURT, Sept. 8.
"MY DARLING DIANA,--My uncle, Sir Launcelot, is gone, poor man! He
was found dead abed by his valet this morning. No cause is assigned
but old age, yet he was hearty as a brick last night over his
Madeira, rallying Basset and me. Well, he has gone, with all his
overstrained and old-fashioned ideas of birth, and all that sort of
thing. And now for our marriage, dearest--now all justice can be
done to you, my much enduring one! I am the sole heir to Restormel,
and your Arthur after me. I have written to the curate of H----,
Jersey, for the attested copy of our marriage left with him, and
expect it by return of post. Kiss our boys for me, and believe me,
dearest Diana, your affectionate husband,
"ARTHUR."
Yet she remarked that it was addressed, as usual. "Mrs. Lydiard,
Carn Spern Cottage," forgetting that she was unknown by any other
name.
"It is well named Carn Spern--the Carn of Thorns--for in some
respects, with all our happiness, such has it been to me; but
now--now all that is at an end! and blessed be God therefor! Yet it
is through death--the death of an old man, however--a very old man!
My boys--my innocent boys!--they are so young--they must never know
our secret! Yet--how to explain to them the change of name from
Lydiard to Tresilian? I must be silent as yet, and consult dear
Arthur about this."
And now to go back a little way in the private life of Arthur
Tresilian. The favourite nephew and acknowledged heir of his
paternal uncle, he had ever been supplied by the latter with a
handsome allowance. When travelling or sojourning for a time in
Jersey, he had there made the acquaintance of Diana Lydiard, then a
girl barely done with her schooling. Her rare beauty fascinated him;
but, unfortunately, she was the daughter of one who, at Restormel
Court, would have been deemed as a mere tradesman. Arthur knew that
he should mortify, offend, and disoblige irrevocably the proud old
Sir Launcelot if he made such a _mésalliance_ as to marry Diana
Lydiard openly; for he knew that his uncle's immense fortune was
entirely at his own disposal, and that he was quite capable of
cutting him off with the proverbial "shilling" and leaving the whole
to Basset--the careful, plodding, and thrifty Basset.
So they were married; but wherever they went they passed as Mr. and
Mrs. Lydiard, the maiden name of Diana. The marriage was duly
registered in his name in the book of the little Jersey church, and
an attested copy of it was lodged with the incumbent who performed
the ceremony.
Arthur Tresilian took his girl-wife to the Continent, as he could
then with a safe conscience write home for remittances.
Amid these wanderings two boys were born to them--Arthur and Ralf,
whom she so named after her father, and each boy seemed a
reproduction of either parent: for the eldest had all the personal
attributes of the father--was bluff, bold, and manly; while the
latter had all the dark beauty and gentleness of his mother. On the
education of these boys Arthur Tresilian spared nothing, and both
were already highly accomplished. Everywhere they had the best
masters money could procure; but no profession was decided on for
Arthur, the eldest, as the _false name_ and the expected wealth
raised alike doubts and objections as to what should be done.
Diana Lydiard was the daughter of a tradesman--true; but amid the
love she bore her husband, and the luxuries by which his wealth
enabled him to surround her, she had ever felt her position to be
anomalous, and with it the pride that struggled against shame--a
shame that at times became blended with vague fear and sorrow for the
future.
And now for the last three years the secret family of Arthur
Tresilian had been settled in a little sequestered spot named Carn
Spern, near Trevose Head, a rocky cape that juts into the sea
westward of Padstow, and some thirty miles or so distant from
Restormel Court. There he was known simply as Mr. Lydiard, and by
the frequency of his absence was supposed to be a commercial
traveller; but as the little family lived quietly, made few
acquaintances, and incurred no debts, their lives glided by unnoticed
and uncared for by all save the poor, to whom the charity of Mrs.
Lydiard was a proverb, and something more solid too.
Through some unseen agency a whisper of an alleged improper
connection formed by Arthur did reach the ears of Basset Tresilian,
and through him, those of old Sir Launcelot, and in the fury and
indignation of the latter, his lofty and aristocratic scorn, he had a
foretaste of what awaited him, and the three beings he loved most on
earth, if the reality became known.
And now the proud old man was dead, and all necessity for concealment
was at an end. Arthur Tresilian succeeded to Restormel Court, with
thirty thousand pounds a year; Basset to eight thousand pounds, the
baronet's gold repeater, and all the legal works in his library.
"It is well the boys have gone to fish, I have so much to say to you,
Diana darling," said Arthur, as he flung his hat away, and clasped
his little wife to his breast. "And about the resumption of our
name, Diana, they must simply be told that I have succeeded to an
estate which requires a change in our designation."
"Excellent, Arthur."
"To-morrow I must start for St. ----."
"For Jersey?"
"Yes, Diana, I am anxious personally to get the attested copy of our
marriage certificate by the curate who married us, or a new one from
the records. I shall fill up the time of absence by writing my will
in your favour and the boys, to make all sure, for one never knows
what may happen. When you see me again, Di, both documents shall be
snug in this old pocket-book my father gave me."
And laughingly he tapped the heirloom, a handsome scarlet and gilt
morocco book, on the boards of which were the Tresilian arms,
surmounted by a griffin, stamped in gold.
"A strange little episode, almost a romantic one, has occurred during
your absence, dear," said Mrs. Tresilian, for so we must now call
her; "Arthur has quite fallen in love with a young lady, whom he has
met riding her pony among the green lanes near Padstow."
"Arthur--that mere boy. It won't last long, Di."
"I hope not, and so will you, perhaps, when I tell who she is, and
the risk we have run: Mona Tresilian!"
"What, my brother Basset's daughter?"
"Yes, Arthur."
"But the girl has gone to London with him, and that will end the
affair. And now to-morrow, darling, I must leave you by the train
for Falmouth, whence I shall take the steamer to Jersey. When I
return the carriage shall be sent on here for you and our two dear
little fellows, as I wish you to enter Restormel Court in the state
that befits you, though my uncle's hatchment still hangs above its
_porte cochère_."
Next day she was alone once more, and he had sailed hopefully on his
errand.
The hour she had pined for during eighteen years--never so much as
after the birth of her boy Arthur--when she should sink the dubious
name of Lydiard and be acknowledged as the wife of Arthur Tresilian,
had come at last, and a thrill of the purest joy filled her heart.
In her anxiety for her children's future she felt small sorrow for
the death of the octogenarian. How should she feel more?
His absurd pride had kept her under a species of cloud for eighteen
years, as a person unknown to the world, and as one even now to be
recognised with wonder--yea, perchance with doubt.
The period of her life so longed for, not for its wealth, but when
she and her children should take their place in the world as
Tresilians, had come at last. There are times when an hour seems
long. Oh, then, how long must days, and weeks, and months, appear,
when they roll into years? All time passes inexorably, however.
While she sat reflecting thus her eldest son was engaged elsewhere,
but not, as she thought, with his fishing-rod.
"And you are going to London with your papa?" said he to a
fair-haired and blue-eyed girl, who was clad in deep mourning, and
who had pulled up her pony in one of the grassy and shady lanes near
the unsavoury old fishing town of Padstow.
"Yes, and we leave by the train to-night."
"And I shall see you----"
"Perhaps never again, Arthur," replied the girl, with her face full
of smiles and tears, for she was less affected than her lover. "I
shall never forget you, Mr. Lydiard, or all the pleasant walks and
meetings we have had, by these green lanes, by the Bray-hill above
the sea, and ever so many places more."
"And you call me Mr. Lydiard? Oh, Mona, can you leave me so coldly?"
he asked, sadly; "may I not write to you in London?"
"Ah, good heavens, no!" she exclaimed, with all a school-girl's
terror. "What would mamma say? And then there is papa!"
It was delightful to have a lover; but not delightful that the fact
should come to the ears of such a papa as Mr. Basset Tresilian.
"Then I have no hope?"
"Yes, you have," said she, playfully tickling his face with her
riding switch.
"Oh, name it, Mona!"
"I have an uncle named Tresilian down here in this country."
"He who succeeded to Restormel Court, or some such place?"
"Exactly, Arthur--the same."
"Well?" asked Arthur, little thinking that she referred to his own
and well-loved father.
"Papa thinks we shall spend our Christmas holidays with him.--he is
so jolly!--and, somehow, it will go hard with me if I don't get an
invitation for Mr. Arthur Lydiard."
An expression of thanks and quietude spread over the young man's
face, mingled with great sadness, for she added,--
"I must go now--must leave you, Arthur."
"Oh, Mona! Mona! it seems so hard to lose you now!"
"My darling Arthur!" exclaimed the girl, giving way to a shower of
tears, as his arms encircled her slender waist, and she permitted her
soft, bright face to fall upon his shoulder. But at that moment they
were rudely interrupted.
Arthur felt himself seized by the arm and thrust violently aside by a
grave and stern-looking man about forty years of age. This person
was in mourning, and instinct told the lover that he must be Mona's
father. He seized her pony by the bridle, and--after darting a
furious glance at Arthur, a glance not unmingled with surprise, as he
saw in his face a likeness to some one, he knew not whom--led the
young lady away through a wicket in a thick beech-hedge and shut it.
Ere he did so, however, he turned and said to Arthur,--
"Whoever you are, young fellow, let such tomfoolery cease. This
young lady leaves to-night for London. Attempt to write to, or
follow her, at your peril; and I may add that we shall dispense with
the pleasure of your distinguished society at Restormel Court in the
Christmas week."
Arthur's spirit was proud and fiery. He made a spring towards the
little gate, but checked himself; he felt that he dared not confront,
in wrath, the father of the girl he loved, and so he turned sadly and
hopelessly away, like a good, simple-hearted lad as he was, to tell
his mother all about it, for he concealed nothing from her; but,
somewhat to his surprise and chagrin, instead of sympathising with
his disappointment, or betraying indignation at the "flinty-hearted
father," she laughed merrily, smiled, and kissed him, thrusting at
the same time into her bosom a letter she had just received from her
husband.
"But I shall never see her more, mamma," urged Arthur, piteously.
"You shall, Arthur--you shall! be assured of that. Did your own
mamma ever deceive you?"
"No, no, never!" replied Arthur, hopefully.
"And she is to be at Restormel--is that the name of the place?"
"Yes, mamma; Restormel Court--a grand place, they say."
"At Christmas? Well, Arthur, and you shall be there too, or your
mamma is no true prophetess."
Diana's husband had reached Jersey in safety, and gone to the little
secluded church of St. ----, where they had offered their mutual vows
to heaven on that eventful morning, so well remembered still, when
their only witnesses were the parish clerk and sexton.
"The poor old curate"--so ran his letter--"you remember his thin,
spare figure, with a long black, rusty coat, diagonal shovel hat,
gaiters, and white choker--has gone to his last home under the old
yew-tree that for centuries has guarded the burial-ground. By a
destructive fire in the vestry the whole of the marriage registers,
and some of the baptismal ditto, have perished before the copies
thereof were transmitted to headquarters--wherever that may be; but I
have, most fortunately, oh, my Diana! by the special providence of
heaven, secured _the attested copy_ of our marriage lines, which the
old curate made at my request from the now defunct register. It was
found among his papers by his successor, and is now in my
possession--in the old scarlet pocket-book, together with my will,
which I have carefully drawn up in favour of you and our boys, and
signed before witnesses. I mean to spend two days here with an old
friend, and shall return by the steamer _Queen Guinevère_, which
leaves Jersey for Falmouth on Friday, and which, by-the-bye, has on
board a large sum in specie coming from France to England."
"Friday? On Saturday I shall see him!" thought the wife in her
heart, with a sigh of relief, and a prayer of thanks to heaven. "The
register of their marriage had perished! _What if the attested copy
had been lost?_ Oh, what then would have been the fate, the future,
of their idolized sons--her tall and handsome Arthur, her merry
little dark-eyed Ralf?"
Thursday passed; Friday, too; then came Saturday, but no Arthur
Tresilian, or Lydiard, as she had to call him still at Carn Spern.
There came tidings, however, that the _Queen Guinevère_ had left
Jersey duly, but had never reached Falmouth. Great was the anxiety,
grief, and terror of the little family at Carn Spern; for there had
been a severe storm in the Channel, and many ships had been driven
ashore about the Lizard and Land's End; but none of these were
steamers, and a whisper began to spread abroad that the _Queen
Guinevère_ must have foundered and gone down at sea, or some trace of
her would have been found upon the coast. But all doubts were
speedily resolved, when, on the third day after she was due at
Falmouth, Derrick Polkinghorne, coxswain of the Padstow life-boat,
discovered her shattered hull sunk and wedged in a chasm of the rocks
near the lighthouse on Trevose Head. How she had come to be stranded
there on the other side of Cornwall was a mystery to all, unless she
had been blown by the late tempest completely round the Land's End,
and been forced to run for shelter by St. Ives and Ligger Bay. Much
wreckage and many bodies were cast on the beach; but, though none of
them proved to be that of Arthur Tresilian--or Mr. Lydiard, as he was
called--no doubt remained in the anguished mind of Diana that he had
perished, and she at once wrote to his brother Basset, announcing the
event, her existence, and the legal claims of herself and her
children.
All this complication proved very startling to Basset. He knew
nothing of his brother's Jersey journey, though he always suspected
his secret ties; but, ignoring the latter, he at once put his
household in super-mourning, and took possession of Restormel Court
as his own, leaving, however, no means untried to prove the death by
drowning of Arthur Tresilian, though the name of Lydiard was borne on
the list of passengers.
The following day saw Diana and her sons, attired in deepest
mourning, at the Court, requesting an audience with Mr. Basset
Tresilian--her close cap and concealed hair, her long crape weepers,
and face deadly with pallor, announcing her recent widowhood, which
Basset viewed with a sneer, as with a haggard eye she looked at the
stiff ancestral portraits, the cedar carvings of the stately library,
the blazing fire, the gleaming tiles, and picturesque furniture of
white and gold and crimson velvet.
She announced with quiet dignity, yet not without doubt and much
perturbation, that she came as the widow of the late Mr. Tresilian,
to claim her place, and the places of his children, at Restormel
Court. He replied, calmly--
"You have proofs, I presume, of all this, Mrs.--Mrs. Lydiard?"
"Mrs. Tresilian, sir!" said she, while her Arthur, in silence and
bewilderment, recognised an uncle in the father of his Mona.
Alas! Diana had neither the certificate nor the will; both had gone
down into the deep, with her hapless husband. She had, however, the
letter referring to those documents: but Basset, after a furtive
glance at the fire, tossed it hack to her contemptuously, saying--
"I have heard of you before, madam--years ago, too. My brother is
drowned, and you are now poor. I dislike death and poverty, and all
that sort of thing; but I'll do what I can in the way of Christian
charity, and have your hulking boys bound to trades. But you must
leave this place at once; the ladies of my family must not come in
contact with--such as you."
She rose, and left the stately house mechanically, with one hand on
Arthur's arm and the other on the neck of Ralf; and she looked at
them in agony--the latter her little pet, the other the stately king
of the playing fields, and captain of the school eleven, to be
tradesmen!
Deep in the hearts of both boys sank their mother's grief; but
deepest in the heart of Arthur, who felt himself called upon to do
something--he knew not what.
He spent hours and days upon the solitary rock above where the wreck
lay, looking at the spot with haggard eyes. Oh, if that shattered
hull had a voice--had the dead that came ashore the power of
utterance, the secret of his father's fate might be revealed; but
three months had passed, and who could doubt it now? One morning
early, as he came to the accustomed spot, under the grim shadow of
Trevose Head, he found the puffins scared away, and the solitude
invaded by others--one of whom he knew well, Derrick Polkinghorne, a
bold and hardy native of the Scilly Isles, where people spend so much
of their time on the boisterous ocean that for one who dies abed nine
are drowned; and, by order of Lloyd's agent, he was preparing a
diving bell to examine the wreck, as much specie was known to be on
board of her.
"Mornin', Muster Lydiard," said he, for he and Arthur had frequently
boated together; "that's a smart yacht outside the Lines. Sir
Launcelot Tresilian's she was--Master Basset's now."
"What is her name?"
"_The Bashful Maid_."
"She sails like a duck!"
"She does. Ah, there's ne'er a craft out o' Cowes like that 'ere
_Bashful Maid_!--'specially when she's got a dandy rigged astarn;
then she hugs the wind beautiful! Just goin' down to 'ave a squint
at this here wreck."
"Take me with you, Derrick; for heaven's sake do!" implored the lad.
"What on earth do you want down there?"
"Only a scrap of paper, perhaps, Derrick."
"Then you ain't like to find it, you ain't."
"I should like to see the deck my father stood on last."
"I understand that, I does. Come, then. I wonders as he went to sea
in that craft, for last time she left Falmouth the rats rushed out of
her in thousands; and they never does that for nothin'. But as for
finding paper here, you'll be like them as mistook the mild reflex of
the lunar horb for a remarkably fine Stilton. But here we goes; and
now take care on yourself."
With a thrill of awe and horror, oddly not unmingled with delight and
a sense of novelty, Arthur took his place beside Derrick on the seat
that was placed across the bell, which at once began to descend.
Light was admitted by convex lenses, through which were seen the long
trailing weeds, the creeping things of ocean, and now and then the
sea-green faces of the blackening dead!
They passed downward into the water, which surged against the sides
of the bell, and rippled over the lenses till they were close to the
bulged wreck. Her starboard bow was completely smashed upon the
rocks; the cargo had been washed out, and was still oozing forth by
degrees. Already barnacles and weeds were growing on it, and dreary,
dreary and desolate looked that shattered hull at the bottom of the
sea; and Arthur surveyed it with tears of the keenest grief.
"Suppose a shark stuck its nose into the bell?" said Polkinghorne.
"I don't care if one did," said Arthur.
"A dead body? and, by Jove, here's one coming in grim earnest. On
his face, it's a man. Women allus floats on their backs; how's that,
Muster Lydiard?"
"My name is----" but he checked himself, for now a corpse, which
Derrick had roused with his pole, came slowly athwart the stage at
the bottom of the bell, and remained there.
Suddenly a cry escaped Arthur! The grey great coat upon it, all
sodden and studded with weeds and limpets, he recognised as one
usually worn by his lost father, and, longing to know more, he
implored Derrick to examine it; for himself, he dared not move, or
breathe, or think! Oh, could it be, that those poor remains, half
devoured by fish, and floating face downward in the sea, were all
that remained of his handsome and beloved father?
"Hold on, lad, shut your eyes; and I'll soon see," cried the resolute
diver, as he lowered himself to the loathsome task of examining the
remains.
Arthur dared not look; but ere long a cold metal watch was placed in
his hand.
"It is not papa's," said he, with a sigh of relief, that ended in a
cry of horror, for as those in charge of the bell began to raise it,
the water surged within it and dashed about the corpse, which came
against him again and again, till Derrick, who was investigating its
pockets, thrust it with his pole out of the bell, which in another
minute was suspended over the sunny surface of the sea.
"See, Muster Lydiard, I've found a pocket-book into that ere poor
fellow's overcoat," said Derrick.
"It is my papa's!" shrieked the lad; "his old scarlet book, with his
arms and crest upon it."
And in that book, safe and dry, were the lost will and certificate of
marriage.
"But, oh," moaned the lad, when he had told his mother this startling
occurrence, as he sank half sick upon her breast, "if that was poor
papa I saw, he came from his grave in the sea, mamma, with those
papers for you!"
But the body was soon known to be that of a channel pilot.
Ere the end of that week Basset Tresilian had to change his tone, and
Diana and her sons took legal steps to make her the mistress and them
the masters of Restormel Court. So autumn drew towards winter; but
ere the sad widow quitted Carn Spern, one night a carriage drew up, a
man alighted, full of bustle and excitement; a well-known voice was
heard, and Arthur Tresilian, the elder, was clasped in the arms of
his half-fainting wife.
Washed overboard from the steamer, he had been picked up by a vessel
bound for Cuba; his coat had been donned by the pilot, so there was
an end of all the sorrow and mystery.
THE STUDENT'S STORY.
It is a ghastly tale I have to tell, in some respects; but so far as
regards its close, I have some reason to congratulate myself, and to
feel, that "All is well that ends well."
It is almost an old story now, though I was an actor in it; but the
world is ever reproducing itself in some form or fashion. Was there
not an instance, in the August of 1870, of a resurrection taking
place at Harrington, when all that quiet locality was startled from
its propriety by the discovery of a body cast in its shroud beside
its grave, which had been violated to procure the jewellery with
which the deceased had been interred? My adventure, however, refers
to the regular old "body-snatching" times, before unclaimed subjects
were supplied to the anatomical theatres from our public hospitals,
and when houseless ruffians of the lowest and vilest type made a
livelihood by their loathsome and almost nameless trade.
I had graduated at the great medical school of Edinburgh, after a
hard tussle with Hunter and Fyfe's Anatomies, Bell on the Bones, the
cell theories of Schwan, and even grappling with some of the abstruse
and now exploded speculations of Gall and Spurzheim. I had mastered
all; I had been solemnly "capped" in the old Academia Jacobi VI.
Regis Scotorum, by the Reverend Principal L---- (now in his grave); I
had undergone all the jollity of the graduation dinner, and with
_Frederick Mortimer, M.D._, duly figuring on my portmanteau, found
myself, with my college chum, Bob Asher (who, by the way, had _not_
passed), sailing from the harbour of Leith for London, in the Royal
Adelaide, one of the only two steamers which then plied between these
ports.
Though "plucked" for the third time, poor Bob was in no way cast
down. With him, study at Edinburgh had been all a sham. He had duly
"matriculated," and sent the ticket as a proof thereof to his father,
who duly paid for classes he never attended, and expensive books he
never read. But Bob had always plenty of money then, at least, while
I had barely wherewith to pay my class fees and lodgings in
Clerk-street, a quiet place near the University.
At last I had the letters "M.D." appended to my name--those magical
letters which open the secrets of households, the chambers of the
fairest, the purest, and most modest and refined to the perhaps
hitherto wild, and it may be "rake-hell" student, who is thereby
transformed suddenly into a member of the learned profession, and a
grave and responsible member of society.
A comfortable home, board, and washing, with forty pounds per annum
whereon to enjoy the luxuries of this life, were the inducements
which drew me back to London, where I became duly inducted as
assistant to Dr. Crammer, in Bedford-street, Strand, one of those
old-fashioned practitioners who always had a lighted crimson bottle
flaming over the door by night, and had a dingy little room off the
entrance hall, with a skull or two on a side table, snakes in "good
spirits" on the mantleshelf, and which by its appurtenances seemed
laboratory, surgery, and library in one.
The doctor's practice was more fashionable, however, than one might
have expected from his locality, and many a patient of his I visited
in the statelier regions of Piccadilly and those pretty villas that
face Buckingham Palace and the Green Park. Dr. Crammer was a fussy
and pompous little man, with a bald head, an ample paunch, and a
general exterior like that of the well-known Mr. Pickwick. He was
vain of his aristocratic practice, and more vain of none than of the
family of Sir Percival Chalcot, whose eldest daughter was said to be
one of the handsomest girls in London, and whose son was in the
Household Brigade.
I flattered myself then that I had rather a taking manner and
gentlemanly exterior; and that old Crammer was a little vain of me as
an assistant, especially after I passed at Apothecaries' Hall--an
absurdity necessary then for graduates of the Scotch Universities,
who otherwise, in London, were liable to imprisonment.
I soon remarked, however, that he never sent me to the baronet's.
Every visit there he made in person, and by himself; every dose of
medicine, however infinitesimal, was conveyed there by his own hand;
for he liked to have it to say to a friend _en passant_, "I am just
going to," or, "have come from Sir Percival Chalcot. Lady Chalcot is
unwell;" or, "Miss Gertrude over-danced herself at the Palace last
night." So that great house, near where now the stately arch is
overtopped by that hideous statue of Wellington, was to me as a
sealed book. I soon ceased to think about it, and gave all my
attention and skill to the smaller fry in the neighbourhood of the
Strand; and between St. Clement's and St. Martin's there is scope
enough, heaven knows!
One day a professional visit had taken me farther westward than
usual, and I was sitting wearily on a seat in Hyde Park, near the
statue of Achilles, watching the occasional carriages rolling past--I
say occasional, for it was an hour or two before the fashionable
time--when a cry roused me, and I saw a spirited horse coming along
the drive at a terrific pace. Its head was down, and it had
evidently the bit between its teeth; while the reins, which had
escaped the hand of the rider, a lady, were dangling between, the
forelegs. She seemed a skilful horsewoman, and kept her saddle well.
I saw her floating skirt, her streaming veil, her pale face, and
wild, imploring glance as she came on.
One or two men attempted to catch the bridle, but were instantly
knocked over.
I leaped the iron railing, and by the greatest good fortune contrived
to snatch the reins, to gather them together at the same instant, to
twist the curb behind the horse's jaw, thus arresting his progress;
and then, with a strength I did not think myself possessed of, to
bear it furiously back upon its haunches. At the same moment that I
thus mastered it, I was conscious of hearing something snap; a
dreadful pain shot through my left arm, which hung powerless by my
side; but the lady who was both young and beautiful, with a
charmingly minute face, and large dark hazel eyes gave me a glance
expressive of intense relief and gratitude.
"Thank you, sir--thank you. Oh, how shall I ever sufficiently thank
you?" she muttered hurriedly with pallid lips.
"It was well done, miss--splendidly done of the gentleman," said her
old gray-haired groom, who came up at a rasping pace. "Another
instant and the blind brute would have dashed you ag'in yonder gate."
"My papa shall thank you for this, sir; at present I am unable to
speak," she added.
So also was I; but she knew not the extent of the injury I had
suffered, as she bowed and rode away, her horse being now led by the
groom, who had taken its bridle; while I was left there with my
broken limb, and without any clue as to who she was, save her
handkerchief, which I had picked up on the walk, and in a corner of
which was the single letter "G."
For a time I felt very faint; but at that juncture Bob Asher drove
past in his phaeton, and took me home. Old Crammer set the bone,
which progressed favourably, and after a few days I was able to go
abroad a little, with my arm in a leather case and black sling.
The face of the girl I had saved--a haunting face, indeed--dwelt in
my memory; and now that danger was past, I thought of the episode
with pleasure, for I had scarcely a female friend in London; and I
wondered in my heart if she ever thought of the humble pedestrian to
whom she owed so much, and who had so suffered in her cause. I could
scarcely flatter myself that she did so, for she was evidently by her
air and bearing, and by the mettle of the horses ridden by herself
and her groom, one of the "upper ten thousand;" one in wealth, if not
in rank and position, far above an assistant to a sawbones in the
Strand. She might be married, too; yet she had nothing of the matron
in her appearance.
But often, when I had the opportunity, I went back to the place where
I had checked that furious horse, and looked, but in vain, for it and
its bright-eyed rider; so I kept the little lace-edged handkerchief
as a _souvenir_ of the occurrence.
About a fortnight after this, Crammer was summoned to attend the
deathbed of an aunt at Gravesend--one from whom he had some monetary
expectations that were not to be neglected. The whole _onus_ of our
practice thus for a time fell on me, and I was worked very hard.
Among many other visits to pay, was one at the house of Sir Percival
Chalcot, from whom a message came for Crammer, urging his attendance
without delay. Ordering the little "pill-box," as we called his
brougham, I drove off in state to explain about his absence, and
offer _my_ professional services.
A tall servant, in showy livery, with the invariable whiskers and
calves of his fraternity in London, ushered me along the marble
vestibule up a stately staircase, adorned by pictures and statuary,
into a beautiful little library, where Sir Percival, a tall, thin,
and aristocratic-looking old gentleman, received me politely, but
somewhat pompously, and with an air of puzzle and surprise.
"It was Doctor Crammer I most particularly wished to see," said he;
"and he may be absent some days, you say? Very awkward--especially
as he, and he alone, knows the general constitution of my family. I
dislike to consult a young man on the nervous disorder of a young
lady, but I may mention to you that my eldest daughter has been
engaged for a year past to a friend; the settlements are all drawn
out most satisfactorily, I assure you; everything has been adjusted
for the marriage, even to the line of their continental tour; but for
the last three months she has sunk into exceedingly low spirits. She
suffers from nervous depression, and at times is quite listless.
Now, I think that something bracing--some system of tonics--you
understand?"
"Sir Percival, could I see Miss Chalcot?"
"Well--yes, certainly; that, of course, will be necessary first."
"What is her age, may I ask?"
"Twenty. Please to follow me."
He led me into a magnificent drawing-room, through the festooned
curtains of which I saw another beyond with the buhl and marqueterie
tables, easy chairs, couches, mirrors, and glass shades, peculiar to
such apartments. There was a pleasant odour of flowers and perfume;
and there, seated on a low folding-chair, was a young lady, in a
maize-coloured silk dress, the tint of which well became her rich
dark beauty. On the soft carpet we approached unheard, or, if
noticed, she never deigned to move, and I could observe the superb
development of her figure, which looked more like the maturity of
twenty-eight than twenty.
Her attitude was expressive of perfect listlessness; a book lay on
her knee, but her eyes were bent on vacancy. The purity of her
profile was most pleasing; her eyelashes were long and black, and
curled at the tips. The masses of her dark chestnut-coloured hair
were looped up on her head in such a manner as to show the delicacy
and contour of her throat and cheek, the complexion of which was pale
and clear. Her nose was straight, with nostrils deeply curved; and
the lips were full, as if with a fixed pout.
"It is the doctor, my dear girl," said Sir Percival.
But she only raised her shoulders and eyebrows a little, and became
again, still and quiet.
"Gertrude, dearest, 'tis the doctor. I told you that I should send
for him."
"He is welcome," replied the girl, as she raised her large, dark, and
at that time sullen-looking eyes to mine; and then added, "But this
is not Dr. Crammer, papa."
"It is his assistant, Dr.--Dr.--Colliner."
"Oh, papa!" she exclaimed, suddenly starting to her feet, as the
whole expression of her face changed; "it is the gentleman who saved
me in the Park, when that horrid animal----and your arm, sir--was it
injured on that occasion? Oh, I hope not!"
"It was broken----"
"Oh, good heavens!--and for me!"
"In such a cause I should have risked the arms of Briareus, had I
possessed them!" said I, with enthusiasm.
"Permit me to thank you, sir," said the baronet, stiffly and grandly.
"I always thought that the gentleman who had rendered my family a
service so important would have done us the honour to have left his
card, at least."
"But I knew not whom I had aided, sir, or where to call."
"Most true," said Miss Chalcot; "I left you in such rude haste; but,
then, I was so alarmed!"
"And now, Miss Chalcot, permit me to feel your pulse."
I put my fingers on the delicate wrist. Her pulse was going like
lightning for a time; then it became intermittent; then feeble, as
the old listless expression of inquietude stole over her fine face
again, as her mind, probably by the object of my visit, reverted to
its old train of thought, whatever it was.
Sir Percival regarded us dubiously over the point of his high, thin,
aristocratic nose. I was evidently too young, perhaps too
goad-looking, or had too great an air of _empressement_ about me, to
suit his ideas of a medical adviser for his daughter, so he said,
coldly and loftily--
"Without disparagement to you, sir, I think I should rather have
Crammer's opinion, Dr.---Dr. Lorimer."
"Mortimer," I suggested, mildly.
"Ah, yes! If he don't come soon to town, I'll have Clarke or Cooper
to see her."
"Then I shall bid you good morning," said I, assuming my hat; but
turning again to the daughter, while he was ringing the bell for the
servant--he of the calves and whiskers--to order the "pill-box," I
said, "I have often gone to the scene of your accident, at _the same
hour_, to look for you. Pardon me saying this; but your face so
dwelt in my memory."
"At the same hour--it was about _two_ in the afternoon," said she,
with a bright smile.
"Yes--good evening, Dr. Short," blundered the baronet.
My name was evidently not worth his committal to memory.
And I drove away, feeling happy in the consciousness that I had seen
her again, and that, though _engaged_, as I had been told, I should
see her again where we first met, for her bright glance of
intelligence told me _that_.
Her father had shown pretty pointedly--with all his punctilio, almost
rudely--that he had no further use for my professional services; but
I felt deeply smitten by the beauty of the girl. I strove in vain to
thrust her image from my thoughts, and recalled again and again the
galling information that she was the betrothed bride of some beast--I
rated him "a beast"--unknown; but strove in vain; and found myself
going to sleep that night in my den above the surgery in Bedford
Street, with her laced handkerchief under my pillow, like a lover of
romance, with all the roar of the prosaic Strand in my ears.
Next afternoon--Crammer was dutifully at his rich aunt's funeral--saw
me in the park, and occupying the same seat from whence I started to
arrest the runaway horse. Every fair _equestrienne_ I saw in the
distance made my heart beat quicker; but how joyous were its
emotions--how high its pulses--when, exactly at the hour of two, I
saw her come trotting slowly along the walk, accompanied by the same
old groom, and draw up, with her little gauntletted glove tight on
the bridle rein, just before me. I came forward, and, after raising
my hat, presented my hand, which I felt to be trembling.
"Somehow, I thought you would be here," said she, with charming
frankness, "and how is your arm? Better still, I trust."
"I shall have the splints off to-morrow, Miss Chalcot."
"That is good--I'm so thankful! Do you know that though this is only
the third time we have met, Dr. Mortimer, I feel quite as if we were
old friends? You must have thought my reception of you rather
ungracious yesterday."
"Nay; but for what does your papa think you require medical advice?
You seem perfectly well."
Her face fell--her features, or the expression of them, changed as I
spoke.
"That is my secret. No doctor can cure me, or 'minister to a mind
diseased;' not that mine is precisely so," she added, with a merry,
ringing laugh. "Neither papa nor mamma can understand me. I lack
decision and firmness, I fear. Dark women are imagined to be fiery,
and all that sort of thing; but it is the fair little women of this
world who possess the firmest will and greatest strength of
character."
"But you are subject to low spirits, your papa hinted."
"Not naturally; but for a year past my heart has begun to fail me in
hopes of the future, why, or how, I cannot tell you; and now, dear
Dr. Mortimer, good morning," and away she trotted, with a pleasant
smile and a graceful bow, leaving me rooted to the spot with
admiration of her beauty, the craving to see her again strong in my
heart, and conflicting with the fear that she was fickle, and wearied
of her engagement, or had conceived a fancy for some one else, a year
ago.
From that period she had begun to date her emotions of sadness.
A year ago, I had been a hard student in my little den in Clerk
Street, Edinburgh, a dim shadow in the distance now.
"Go it, old boy," said Bob Asher, who came suddenly upon me
a-foot--the phaeton was gone now--"that's not one of old Crammer's
patients surely. You are getting on, Fred, and if you wish to
continue doing so always talk most to the women, and middle-aged
ones; flatter the young girls, but on the sly only; and make a most
fatherly fuss with the babies, however ugly or squally, at all times."
Rashly heedless of what the old groom might think or report on the
subject, I had an interview there almost daily, for a few brief
minutes; at times it was but a bow and a smile, if she was
accompanied by friends, or more especially by her brother; and it
went hard with me but I made my professional visits and old Crammer's
practice suit my plans--if plans I had--for I had given myself up to
the intoxication of--yes, of loving Gertrude Chalcot, though she
seemed placed above me by Fate as far as the planets are above the
earth; but with the conviction came reflections that were not in my
mind when the charm of her presence absorbed every other thought and
feeling.
When I was alone came calmer thoughts. She was engaged, though to
whom I knew not, and she might just be amusing herself with me for
the time, while I was laying at her feet the purest love of an honest
and affectionate heart.
Why did I love her? Curious fool, be still!
Is human love the fruit of human will?
Engaged to another--whose ring was doubtless on her finger--another,
who had the privilege of kissing and caressing her, while I had but a
formal interview, a park rail between, and the eyes of an observant
old groom upon us. I felt as jealous as a Turk or Spaniard at the
idea. One day I briefly implored her to meet me a-foot in another
part of the park. She agreed to do so, and we had the opportunity of
an explanation. I shall never forget how charming my dark-eyed and
dark-haired beauty looked in a yellow crape bonnet--that tint ever so
suitable to a brunette--with violet flowers between it and her pure
complexion.
In language that was broken, but which the emotions of my heart
inspired, I told her of the enchantment her society was to me; of the
love that was becoming a part of my nature, the love that had been so
almost ever since I had seen her, and led me to treasure her
handkerchief (which I then drew from my breast); but, I added, that
as she was plighted to another--more than all, as she was so rich and
I so poor, I had come to the bitter resolution of seeing her no more,
and quitting England for some distant colony.
"You love me then?" she asked, calmly, and with downcast eyes.
"Love you! Oh, words cannot tell you how fondly, Gertrude."
"Then I, too, am the victim of circumstances. By the manoeuvres of
mamma, who is a great matchmaker, in the very year of my _début_ in
London she contrived, I scarcely know how, to have me engaged to a
man for whom I cared nothing then, and, oh, how much less now! A
young girl of eighteen, his presence dazzled, his attentions
flattered me, and that was the whole matter. I tolerated him. I
have done all I can to delay the marriage for many months by feigning
illness; but papa and mamma say that to make a regular break off will
prove such an _esclandre_ in society. Yet is my life, all my future,
to be sacrificed for the myth we call society? I foresee too clearly
what my fate will be, to pass through existence unloving and unloved;
but it is heaven's will, or rather mamma's pleasure."
"Oh, that I were rich, Gertrude, or that men could not stigmatise me
as an adventurer and fortune-hunter, as they will be sure to do, if
I--I----"
"Did what?"
"Proposed the alternative."
"Fear nothing, Fred, but speak. I need advice."
The sound of my name on her lips, the intense sweetness of her eyes
and sorrow of her air, rendered me blind to all but her beauty, her
love, and the passion that was in my own heart, and oblivious of
those who might be passing near--and afterwards we had soon cruel
reason to believe that we were not only seen, but watched, as it was
quite unusual for her to be out a-foot and alone--I told her that if
she would rely upon my affection and honour, on the love with which
she had already inspired me, it would be the duty of my life to
render hers happy; that I would save her from the delusive snare
called "society," and the thraldom of her proud old father and
calculating mother. Of course, I didn't call them so to her. I
spoke with boldness, decision, and facility, for love and passion
lent me power. I looked into her eyes and saw an answering light;
but she answered, pale and trembling the while--
"You are poor, you say, my dear Fred. Now papa is rich, and
ambitious of being richer. Alas! you must be satisfied with----"
"What?--your friendship? Oh, Gertrude, can you speak so coldly, and
to me?"
Her tears fell fast.
"You overrate my powers of endurance. To be your friend, and even
that only in secret,--to see you, after your avowal to me, the wife
of another perhaps, rendering all my existence hereafter a blank."
"I do not mean that, Fred. Alas! I know not what I do mean," she
added, weeping so bitterly that my heart was pained.
"Mean--say that you will be mine, and not the wife of this mysterious
other."
"To-morrow I shall be here again--to-morrow shall end all!"
She held up her sweet face; no one seemed near. With the speed of
thought I pressed my lips to hers--for the first and the last time on
this side of the grave, as it proved--and we separated in a tumult of
joy.
Next day I kept my appointment without fail, but not without
difficulty, as I had a long and troublesome operation to perform in a
totally different direction, near Wimpole Street. I waited till I
could linger no longer, and quitted the park slowly, filled by doubts
and dread, and by the hope that visitors--something
unavoidable--anything but illness, caprice, or change of mind--had
prevented my bright Gertrude from meeting me.
If her beauty, humility, and sweetness dazzled and won me on one
hand, her father's insolent hauteur--for, like her brother, the
Guardsman, he always "cut me dead" in the street--piqued me on the
other. I was a gentleman by birth and education as well as either,
and what was more, I was the graduate of an ancient university; yet I
disdained to risk being stigmatised as a fortune-hunter, which would
surely be said of me, as Gertrude had some eight thousand pounds
yearly of her own. But the girl loved me, and the conviction of that
rendered me blind to everything.
The morning of the second day brought me a note from her, dated from
St. George's Place.
A note!
We had met again and again by arrangement, but never had I got a note
from her, and I read and kissed it a score of times, and committed
many other absurdities while studying the bad writing, which somehow
seemed totally unlike that of a lady; but then poor Gertrude had
never ventured to write to me before.
It contained but three lines, saying that she was unable to meet me
as usual, for reasons I should learn if I would call, and see her
after luncheon time, as papa and mamma had left town, and she should
be quite alone.
The boldness of this proceeding was so altogether unlike her, and so
strange, that my mind became filled with vague fears of some
impending calamity, and I counted every moment till, with a heart,
the pulses of which certainly beat fast, I rang the sonorous bell at
the door of the lofty house in St. George's Place, _then_ a more
fashionable locality than now, for the house itself. is changed into
a public building. I had never before entered it but once, though
many a promenade I had made before its stately plate-glass windows,
in hopes of obtaining a glimpse, however brief, of her I loved so
dearly.
"Jeames"--he of the calves and whiskers--opened the door rather
wider, I thought, than before, and his usually stolid and stupefied
visage wore a strange expression. That might all have been fancy,
for _he_ could not know the secrets of his mistress. I warily did
not ask for her; but on giving my card, inquired for "Sir Percival
Chalcot, or either of the ladies," certain that she I wanted alone
was "at home."
The tall loafer in livery bowed, and ushered me up the great
staircase once again; but instead of opening the door of the
glittering drawing-room, where I expected to be met by the beaming
face, the tender eyes, and radiant figure of her I loved, I was shown
into the library, and found myself face to face with the baronet
himself.
He looked as high-nosed and aristocratic as ever, and, moreover, as
grim and pale and stern as death. He barely acknowledged my somewhat
bewildered bow--I felt conscious that I had not been sent for
professionally--and instead of asking me to be seated, he took a
chair himself, and left me standing opposite. Folding one leg over
the other, and putting the tips of his fingers together, as he lay
back, and mostly looked up to the ceiling--
"Sir," said he, "my son has, doubtless, informed you in his note of
this morning that I wished to see you?"
"Your son, Sir Percival--I received no note from him!" I replied, in
utter bewilderment. "If Miss Chalcot is indisposed----"
"Do not dare to name Miss Chalcot, fellow! She is by this time in
France."
"In France?" I repeated faintly, and with a sinking heart.
"Yes; and beyond the reach of beggarly adventurers and _chevaliers
d'industrie_."
(So the letter had been a forgery by the brother--a lure for me.)
"Listen to me, sir, and attend," said the old man, gravely and
calmly, "for it is the last time I shall ever degrade myself by
addressing so contemptible a trickster!"
"Trickster, Sir Percival!" I exclaimed. "Your injurious language----"
"I said trickster," he continued, with a mock bow. "All has now been
discovered; the secret meetings in the Park, the artful plans you
have laid to worm yourself into the affections of a silly and
_wealthy_ young girl, luring her heart from the man--the gentleman, I
mean--she is to marry; causing the delay of that marriage; making
scandal and gossip even among the menials of my own household. Miss
Chalcot, sir, has been sent to the Continent, and I hereby inform you
that if you venture to follow, to trace, to speak with, or to write
to her, THIS is but a small instalment of what is in store for you!"
And ere I could think or act, the savagely-proud old man had snatched
up a heavy riding-whip that lay at hand, and dealt me two severe cuts
fairly across the face, almost laying it open, as if with a sword
blade.
"Madman!" I exclaimed; "dare you strike me?"
"I _have_ struck you twice, sir," said he, with a disdainful smile,
as he reseated himself.
"You are old, and your white hairs protect you; but you have a son,
and I'll have him out at Chalk Farm"--it was really Chalk Farm
_then_--"and--and--but, oh heaven!--he is the brother of Gertrude!"
"Bah! I thought so, you presumptuous beggar! Go--go! or I shall
chastise you again. Go, I say! and remember well my words and my
warning!"
I was trying to say something--I know not what--when the door opened
and his son appeared with several servants, and before I could speak,
I was thrust, dragged, beaten by many clenched hands, and forcibly
expelled--yea, literally spurned--into the public street--I,
Frederick Mortimer, M.D., &c., &c.
Right well did they know--old Chalcot and his son--that the very
magnitude and depth of the insult to which they subjected me would
protect them, and that, for her sake, they might have torn me limb
from limb without revenge on my part. Yet every nerve and fibre
tingled with shame and passion as I crossed the street, and while
endeavouring to conceal my discoloured and lacerated face by my
handkerchief, sought the seclusion of the park opposite, going to the
very place where I was wont to meet my lost Gertrude, and where the
charm of her presence seemed to hover still.
But where was she?
There I remained for some hours, in a state difficult to conceive.
The insults to which I had been subjected drove me to the verge of
insanity. My situation was unique, and I cannot now analyse or
describe all the emotions that surged through my brain--memory
furnishes nothing that will connect them. But there were rage and
shame, grief, hatred, and love, and sorrow. It was here but
yesterday she had said, prophetically, "To-morrow should end all!"
And all was _ended, indeed_!
France!--she was in France; there would I follow her, and yet be
revenged upon them all. I started up to seek old Crammer, and resign
my situation as his assistant.
The afternoon was far advanced, and many a patient must have been
sorely neglected by that time. But what cared I if the world had
burst like a bomb-shell beneath my feet? I sought the house in
Bedford Street, with the red bottle in the fanlight, to find that its
crimson glow paled beside the hue of Crammer's face. He was
literally boiling and choking with indignation at me.
He had received due intimation of my "insolence and presumption" from
Sir Percival; was desired to send in his account, and appear at the
house no more. Thus his most aristocratic patients were lost to him
for ever.
Ere I could speak, he took the initiative, and dismissed me, and that
night found me in a humble residence, near the Temple, with, a few
pounds in my purse, my worldly goods a portmanteau and a few medical
books ("Bell on the Bones,") seeking to soothe my thoughts by the aid
of an execrable cigar and a little weak brandy and water.
The bright bubble had burst! I had lost Gertrude, and she, being
facile, or having little will of her own, on finding that she had
lost me, would too probably make peace with her own family by
fulfilling the engagement that was so odious to her.
As this conviction forced itself upon me, I could have wept; then I
would start up, and mutter of going to France ere it might be too
late; but I had no money, and travelling in those pre-railway times
was not the cheap luxury it is now. Moreover, I knew not how or
where to seek her; and while doubts grew thus, and time went on, I
might lose her for ever.
The result of all this was that the next day saw me in a raging
fever, and months elapsed ere I was convalescent. For some time
after sense returned I knew not where I was, or what had happened to
me. Close by a table sat a familiar figure in his shirt-sleeves,
smoking, and occasionally taking a pull at a pint of stout. These
pleasures he varied by reading aloud from a medical work, on pharmacy
apparently, and breaking into a scrap from a song, thus:--
"'_Plumbi subacet_: an aqueous solution of the salt produced with the
acetate and oxide of lead. A dense, clear liquid. Colourless,
odourless, and slightly alkaline in taste. Produces a white coating
on glass.' _Plumbi subacet_--that's the ticket!
"'He was a jolly old cock, and he cared not a d--n
For the laws or the new police,
And he thought mighty little of taking a lamb,
If he only fancied the fleece.'
"'_Sodæ chloratæ_: a solution of carbonate of soda, after the
absorption of chlorine gas. A clear liquid, and colourless.
Odour----'"
"Bob--Bob Asher!" said I, in a faint voice, and he started at once to
my bedside; and from him I got a history of how ill I had been, and
how he had been my chief attendant; how sore trials had come upon
himself, and that, by his father's failure, he was at the lowest ebb
now for funds, but had betaken himself to study, and meant to pass
now.
"But who the deuce is this Gertrude of whom you have been raving for
weeks past? Not she 'of Wyoming'--eh, Fred?"
I told him my story, and he was excessively indignant.
"Why, death alive!" said he, "Chalcot is only a baronet, and in the
civil line of precedence--that is pretty like a full corporal in the
army--the second round of the long ladder of rank. I'd have chucked
the old beggar over his own window!"
"Not if you loved his daughter, Bob," said I mournfully.
"Well, no, perhaps."
"And you are reading up?"
"Hard, Fred. I am doing the 'Modified Examination' in pharmacy, and
think I shall pass now."
I had been three months ill. Three months! Bob told me that the
Chalcots' town house was still shut up, and no one knew in what part
of the Continent they were travelling. Our separation seemed
confirmed now. The dread of never again beholding that sweet face,
with the bright eyes and the pretty crape bonnet, grew strong within
me, and the idea that she might already have become the wife of
another added to my torture of mind.
But lack of funds compelled me bestir myself anon, and through Bob's
kind offices, and my own known skill while attending in the
hospitals, I was fortunate enough to obtain temporary employment with
Professor Sir ---- ----, then the most celebrated anatomical lecturer
in England, as an under demonstrator, my duties, as I may inform the
uninitiated, consisting to a great extent in the preparation of the
various subjects for minute dissection prior to his lectures; and
during the hot weather in London, I know of no task more nauseous,
repulsive, or typhoid in its chances and nature. However, such work
is as necessary for the progress of science and the conservation of
life and health in others as the terrible task of procuring the
necessary subjects was then--when the tables of anatomical theatres
and dissecting-rooms depended mostly, if not solely, on the results
of felony--often of murder--and the abduction of the tenants of the
tear-bedewed grave--an abduction in many instances, happily, never
known to relatives.
The duties assigned to me at the rooms of Sir ---- ---- brought me in
contact, under cloud of night, with wretches whose character was
revolting, and caused me to shudder. Scores of bodies were brought
me--valued at from five to twenty guineas each.
Use and wont is everything, and by me at that time they were viewed
as coolly and callously as we may the fish that lie on marble slabs
in the curer's window.
Weary with a long day's work at the dissecting-room, I had retired to
my little lodgings, and thinking sadly over the bright past that
could come no more, I felt disposed to ask heaven, upbraidingly, why
I had ever been cast under the spell of Gertrude, when I was startled
by the unusual sound of carriage-wheels stopping before my humble
place. There were steps on the rickety stairs, and to my
astonishment the professor entered, and shutting the door, said he
wished to speak to me alone, as he had suddenly "an expedition" to
suggest to me--one that would require decision and care to carry out,
as so many morbid and vulgar rumours of violated graves were abroad,
and the suspected, if caught, had but small chance of mercy from the
mob.
"But, Sir ---- ----, surely you don't expect me to go on such an
errand?" I asked, with an incredulous smile.
"By Jove, but I do!" said he, laughing. "I have frequently done so,
when a student here, in many a fetid London burying ground, now
closed up or built over; but this is a most particular case--a
subject we must positively have for demonstration, and, if possible
to skeletonize afterwards."
"Is it peculiar, then?"
"Most peculiar!"
My curiosity was excited.
"Where is the burying-ground?" I asked.
"At R----, eight miles from town. No 'outrage,' as they call it, has
occurred there. The place is unwatched and open. Would go with you
myself--but two, you see--should be just in the way. Yesterday an
old woman was buried there. Cholera, they say, caused her death; but
anything is called cholera now. She was fifty-eight years old, and
known well in the neighbourhood for a singular malformation of the
spinal column, and I must have that portion of her for my museum; but
as the old dame will not be very heavy you may as well bring the
whole of her. Young Phosfat, so long my assistant, who has the
practice there, has written me all about it. Take a trap and Bob
Asher with you--he's game for anything--to-morrow afternoon, and, if
you can, manage the matter without fuss. We'll call her an old Dutch
woman in the class, say she came pickled in a cask from Holland."
The whole affair was a little exciting, so the high spirits of Bob
Asher, who had frequently been engaged in such affairs in the
churchyards of Edinburgh, decided me at once. We hired a dog-cart,
took large overcoats with us, as the nights were chilly, a cloak, a
coil of rope, heavy sticks, and even a brace of pistols for an
extreme emergency, which I prayed devoutly might not occur, and we
soon left London behind us.
Tom Phosfat was duly prepared by a letter from the professor for our
arrival. He was a bachelor, and made us thoroughly welcome, so we
had supper and a glass of grog with him: I should rather say several
glasses of grog--too many for the work we had to do. However, we set
out at midnight for the churchyard, which stood apart from the
village, on the borders of a wide waste common, dark, secluded among
trees, and lonely.
The night was gloomy and starless, and not a sound was heard--not
even a withered leaf whirled by the passing wind--as we left the
horse and trap under the shadow of a high hedge and vaulted over the
low churchyard wall. My heart beat quickly, all the more so that
Tom's brandy had been pretty potent.
The mouldering tombstones, half sunk in the long reedy grass, and
tossing nettles, studded all the mournful place. God's acre seemed
very solemn that night. The lonely old church, old as the days of
the third Edward, half hidden by ivy, and spotted by lichens, raised
its square Norman tower against the vapour-laden sky, and quaint
heads and demon faces were peeping out of the mouldings and gargoyles
upon us.
"You know the grave, Phosfat?" said I.
"Yes--hush--this must be it. There is no other new one in the
ground," stuttered Tom, who had imbibed too much.
"This seems the burial place of wealthy people," said Bob Asher.
"The old dame must have had money and to spare."
"By Jove, it is open!" said I, in a low whisper.
"It has not been quite filled up--boards are over it; only some
branches and soil thrown in. How is this?"
"The bricking of the vault has been postponed till to-morrow," said
Bob Asher, shovelling out the _débris_. "We have no time to lose,
Fred. Shall we break open, the top of the coffin, and use the rope
to pull up the subject by the neck? That was the way with Knox's
fellows in Edinburgh."
"Nay," said I, "by such a process the spinal column may be disturbed;
and that won't suit the professor's purpose."
"Look round, and listen well; here goes then," and half turning the
coffin on its side, Bob and Tom, by inserting their shovels under the
lid, burst it up with a hideous jarring sound, and then the ghostly
tenant was seen, enveloped in a shroud of white from head to foot;
and even to us, prepared as we were for it, that figure had something
horrible in its angular rigidity. Muffling _it_ in the dark cloak, I
cast it over my shoulder, and deposited it in a sitting position--the
_rigor mortis_ had passed away apparently--between the seat and
splash-board of the trap. My companions meanwhile rearranged the
grave and coffin as we had found them. Voices and lights now scared
us. Phosfat was so tipsy that I had to leave Bob Asher to take care
of him; and casting our shovels and rope into a clover field, I drove
at a break-neck pace towards London, intensely anxious to reach the
professor's house before day should dawn, lest the police or a
passer-by might detect something weird in the person who was my
companion.
It seemed to me that we had not proceeded a mile townward, between
hedgerows, when the waning moon, hitherto invisible, began to glimmer
over Hampstead Heath, shedding a ghostly farewell ray upon the silent
country, where not a dog barked.
A strange sound, like the murmur of a voice, came to my ears at
times. Was it a pursuit? I looked anxiously back, and even pulled
up for an instant. Behind all was silent--but, oh, almighty heaven!
what was this?
The old woman was moving---her feeble hands essayed to lift the cloth
that covered her face! A wild spasm of terror contracted my heart;
and any one but a medical man, I am assured, would have abandoned the
trap and an adventure so terrible; but the idea of a recovery from
trance immediately flashed upon my mind, and my first thought was,
the professor would not get the prized vertebræ after all. I lifted
the almost inanimate woman beside me, and felt that she was warm,
fleshy too, and had a returning pulse, which the motion of the trap
accelerated. I uncovered her face that she might respire, and a wild
cry escaped me--a cry that rang far over the heath.
Heavens! Was I going mad outright? She was Gertrude!--Gertrude
Chalcot!--pale as death could make her, yet living still, her hazel
eyes lurid and sunken, her dark hair falling about her face.
All that followed was like a swift nightmare: the drive to town,
muffled in my overcoat and cloak; the abandonment of the trap in the
street; her conveyance in secret to my lodgings, and placing her
cosily in my own bed till I could get her other quarters and
attendance. Luckily, Bob Asher, and the professor too, came about
mid-day, or I should soon have been fit for Hanwell.
* * * *
How all this came to pass was very simple. Unwedded still, she had
returned with her family to England in wretched health; her illness
took a more serious form, and would seem to have culminated in a
species of trance, with the medical technicalities of which it might
be wearisome to trouble the reader. Suffice it, that the alarm of
cholera was abroad, and the local terror at R---- induced her
interment, as, perhaps, in too many other cases, hastily and
prematurely; hence the vault being left unfinished, permitted her to
respire, and our adventure--a mistake by the way--ended in her
rescue, though a great horror of what her fate might have been filled
my heart, and for a long period we were compelled to conceal from her
the awful place in which she was found.
Under our united care she recovered fast. But my space is short.
Sweet is the union of lovers after a separation; but, with all its
charm, much that was sad, startling, and even terrible, mingled with
ours. She was mine now. Not even that proud and cruel father, who
had so fiercely spurned me, could dispute the claim, I thought.
Mine--oh, how strangely and how terribly mine!
The close of the year saw us married, Bob Asher acting as groomsman
with great _éclat_. Sir ---- ---- took me as a partner, and for a
month I went with my bride to Baden. There, one day, at the _table
d'hôte_, she found herself face to face with her own parents. The
alarm, the consternation, the scene, proved frightful; but all ended
in a complete reconciliation, and Christmas-day saw us all happy at
Chalcot Park, and I felt, on seeing my blooming Gertrude, in all the
splendour of her beauty, opening the yearly ball, that I could with a
whole heart forgive even her father for his pride and fury on the day
that saw us separated.
CLARE THORNE'S TEMPTATION.
CHAPTER I.
"After all that has been, and is no more--after all that has passed
between us, but never can pass again, why are we fated to meet--and
_here_?" wailed the girl, Clare Thorne, in her heart (for though a
wedded wife, she was but a girl yet, being barely in her twentieth
year), as she suddenly saw, with strangely-mingled emotions of joy,
fear, and sorrow, the face of Fred Wilmot.
It was on a Sunday morning early, ere the East Indian sun was quite
up, and in the cantonment church of Mirzapatam, a few miles from the
Jumna, that this unexpected recognition took place.
The girl heard not the voice of the preacher, her husband Cecil
Thorne, the chaplain of the station; she forgot for a time where she
was, and her thoughts fled--fled away from that strange-looking
cantonment church, with its long punkahs pulled by nut-brown coolies
(who watched with amazement "the white man's poojah") moving alike
over the head of the preacher and his congregation, when even at that
early hour the air was breathless, and when the ring-necked
paraquets, green pigeons, and other birds twittered in and out at the
open jalousies--fled home, while her heart seemed to stand
still--home to a quaint old English church in beautiful Kent, with
its low broad Norman arches, its stained glass windows, its
sculptured effigies, above which old iron helmets hung, and spiders
spun their dusty webs undisturbed--for there it had been that she had
last seen the face she now looked on, breathlessly, the face of her
first love and _then_ betrothed, Fred Wilmot, ere misfortune
separated them, and a cruel fate sent her to Central India, to become
the wife of the Reverend Cecil Thorne.
On the preceding day a new regiment had marched in, but she knew not
till that moment at the morning sermon, that among its officers was
Lieutenant Frederick Wilmot, till she saw him with his men, in his
braided white kalkee uniform, carrying under one arm his pith helmet,
encircled by a blue veil, and looking with his lithe form, embrowned
face, dark grey eyes and heavy moustache, handsomer than ever, and so
unlike her husband, Cecil Thorne, in his flowing white Indian cassock.
Square in figure, grave, massive, and commanding in form, the latter
was a man, who, though all kindness and gentleness, seldom smiled and
never laughed, and was one all unsuited to the volatile Clare; yet
she had married him for a home; though knowing that every thought and
impulse of her mind were at variance with his, and had given herself
to him because she was heart-sick with the struggle for daily bread
as a governess, and feared her hopeless future when left alone in
India. A few years before--for he was much her senior--Cecil Thorne
had been a hard-working curate on £80 per annum in one of the most
squalid parts of the English metropolis, and was thankful to accept
from the Bishop of Calcutta the post he held at the remote and
sun-baked station of Mirzapatam. He was a good man, truly a soldier
of Heaven, and among the sick and the dying, did many a task of
mercy, from which even the doctors, and all, save the sisters of
charity, shrank, especially in the times of famine and cholera.
Intent on his sermon, he saw not the glance of mutual recognition
between Clare and Wilmot, the grave bow exchanged, and the paleness
that came over the two young eager faces, whose troubled gaze sought
each other from time to time, as their thoughts went back to their
past--
"The love that took an early root,
And had an early doom."
"Why are we fated to meet again, and _here_?" was the ever-recurring
thought of Clare, as she strove to fix her eyes on the grave face of
her husband and listen to his eloquence, but she heard it not.
Her face was not a beautiful one, but it was sweet, earnest, and most
winning in all its varying expressions.
India had paled it already, but the light of her dark hazel eyes, the
warm tint of her rosebud lips, and her rich brown hair, almost black
in hue, were all unchanged as when Wilmot had covered them with
kisses and caresses, in the sad hour of their severance that seemed
so long ago.
In due time the service was over, the congregation dispersing and
departing on horseback or in buggies, while the new regiment, to the
clangour of its band, was marching into its lines, and Fred Wilmot,
she knew, was with it. Fearful that he might address her ere the
column was formed, she remained nervously in her seat, striving to
pray for strength of purpose, or for her past dull content, and then,
when she deemed herself safe, drove home alone, for her husband,
though hot the coming noon, had sick and other visits to pay.
Clare feared that Wilmot might call at their bungalow on the
following day, as every one calls on every one else on arriving at a
new station in India; so she resolved to take her horse and be out of
his way in the cool of the evening, and also early on the following
morning, but to evade him always in the narrow European circle at
Mirzapatam she knew would be impossible.
That day her husband was long absent on his parochial duties, and
Clare was not sorry; she wanted time for thought--but thought only
took the line of refining, and a comparison of what was now the
inevitable, with what might have _been_.
Clare was formed by nature for excitement, society, music, and
gaiety, she did not like to be left to mope as a parson's wife "in
the station to which the Lord had called her," as her husband
constantly phrased it; and she had been wont to writhe under his
advice as to how she was to comport herself, what she was to wear and
not to wear, and to avoid the groups of young officers about the
"Band Stand," and all risk of _gup_ or gossip. His intense goodness,
his awful sense of propriety, even his fervid piety, had bored and
wearied the young wife ere their dull honeymoon was well over; for
though a good girl in every way, Clare was not pious, as Mr. Thorne
understood piety. She went, per order, to church twice on Sunday,
but flatly refused to teach "little niggers" in the mission schools,
and he groaned in spirit over her contumacy. The excitement she
wished, was not to be found in visiting old Hindoo women and teaching
naked little boys that the precepts of Menou, the lawgiver, were
idolatry.
"Oh dear, for what did you marry me, Cecil?" she asked one evening
impatiently, when she heard the strains of military music coming from
the forbidden band-stand, and knew that all the little gaiety of the
place was centred there.
"To be a helpmate to me, Clare," he replied gravely, "and to share
with me, so far as becomes my wife, my labours in the vineyard of our
Divine Master. In our little Bengali church are regular Sabbath
services and weekly prayer-meetings; there are four _patshalas_ or
elementary schools; but to not one of these have you gone; there are
much evangelistic work and colportage work to be done, yet you assist
in them not, and will not even sing the hymns I have translated from
the _Tembavani_."
"If I did, Cecil--dear Cecil, would you let me go even once a week to
the military promenade--I do so love the band?" she asked, with her
eyes full of tears.
"No; such frivolity becomes not my wife," was the firm reply.
Repiningly she obeyed his dictum in every respect, and when other
ladies ventured to remonstrate with her, Clare, to do her justice,
ever upheld her husband, and treated him with respect and honour.
CHAPTER II.
Next day, ere the sun had risen, Clare Thorne, attended by Chuttur
Sing, her native groom, went forth for her morning ride while the air
was yet cool and delicious, and in every European she saw dreading to
meet Wilmot, left the station behind her at a canter. She was clad
in a light brown holland habit, trimmed with red braid; she wore a
broad hat and long feather, and looked strikingly handsome.
Once or twice she looked back to the cantonment, and murmured to
herself how strange it was to think that he should be there--he,
after all! The civilians' bungalows were built on the little hills,
where a puff of wind might be caught; but the barracks and sepoy
lines occupied the centre of an arid and unsheltered plain, where
never came a breath of wind to fan the withered cheek, or to drive
away the fever and sickness for ever lingering there. As usual, the
_site_ of the cantonments was a blunder, and there our soldiers were
doomed to languish, swelter, and perish by cholera or sunstroke, for
the barracks had been built, and being so, had to be occupied.
"Poor Brown is down with cholera this morning." "Poor Brown! another
told off to die. There are four doctors with him; but all in Europe
couldn't give him another day in this world." Such were usually the
first morning greetings in Mirzapatam when the bugles blew "the
assembly." "And Smith of the 1st Bengal died about gun fire." "But
that trump, Thorne, the chaplain, never left him till, with his own
hands, he had closed his eyes." "When is the funeral?" "In orders,
for sunset--the cool of the evening; _cool_ at Mirzapatam!"
"Would Wilmot escape, or be going forth soon on a gun-carriage, as so
many went, from that horrible barrack!" thought Clare, as she rode on
towards the Jumna, where she knew the country grew beautiful; and she
shivered as she thought of the life she led now.
Though her husband was chaplain to a military station, officers
seldom or never, except when on duty, entered his bungalow; so the
male visitors there consisted only of eurasian and native catechists,
colporteurs, and teachers. To Clare it was an intolerable existence,
and as she saw, when fever abated, the gay and happy lives led by the
other ladies of the garrison, she repined sorely, and thinking of all
these things, she rode slowly toward the Jumna.
Down from the Ghaut of Etawah the river was rolling in its beauty
amid the most wondrous greenery in the world. There were oleanders
(the pride of the jungles) sending forth their delicious perfumes
from clusters of pink and white blossoms; the baubool, with its bells
of gold, the sensation plant, and thousand others all growing
together, while the _byahs_, or crested sparrows, looked like clouds
of gold as they floated in flocks over these and the waters of the
river. Yet, lovely though the scene, the English girl, as she reined
up her horse, thought she would rather have looked upon the Weald of
her native Kent!
The same idea was in the heart of another, who was slowly approaching
her, an officer in undress, with pith-helmet and loose white patrol
jacket. He urged his horse close to Clare, and a little exclamation
escaped her.