CHAPTER XXXII

A FORGOTTEN COAT

Lady Jane Carruthers was one of those elderly ladies who are never

quite well, yet seldom actually ill. She was a great believer in what

she called "air."

"If you breathe the right air you're all right; and if you breathe the

wrong air you're all wrong, and there's the whole science of medicine

in a nutshell; believe me, my dear, because I know; mine's the

teaching of actual experience. So long as I'm well in a place I stay

there; I know the air's right; but so soon as I begin to feel a little

out of sorts I know the air has ceased to be right, I go away at once;

the consequence is that there are very few people who move about as

much as I do."

It chanced that, in one of her pursuits after the right air, Lady

Jane went to Littlehampton; and, being there, with nothing to do

except breathe the right air, by way of doing something she sent for

her nephew, the Hon. Robert Spencer. She dispatched to him this

telegram--

"Come down to me this afternoon. I wish to speak to you."

When he received the telegram the Honourable Robert pulled a face; he

happened to have a good deal to do. His impulse was to wire back--

"Can't come. Speak on."

However, he felt that the result of such a message might be

disastrous; so, instead of sending it, he obeyed his aunt's commands,

and went down to Littlehampton.

On his arrival, in response to his inquiries, Lady Jane informed him

that the local air was still on its trial; she was not yet quite sure

if it was, or was not, all right. It was true that she had had a touch

of indigestion; but she was not certain if that had anything to do

with the lobster salad she had had for luncheon three days running, or

with some peculiarity in the neighbouring atmosphere. It was true that

too much ozone was a disturbing influence; on the other hand she

admitted that yesterday she had eaten rather more of the salad than

she had meant to eat. Certainly the local lobsters were delicious; she

had determined so much; but, for the present, the question of the

quality of the local air was in suspense. The nephew knew his aunt. He

was aware that if he asked her if there actually was anything which

she wished to speak to him about she would look at him with chilly

gaze, and inquire if she had not been speaking to him on matters of

the most serious import already. Was he a Christian? Was he void of

all human feeling? Did he take no interest in her health? Then what

did he mean? As he did not wish to be asked what he meant in a tone of

voice he had heard before, he listened to her ladyship doubting, now

the lobsters, now the air, with the best grace in the world; for the

Honourable Robert Spencer really was an excellent fellow. And, in

course of time, his virtue was rewarded.

After dinner--at which there was no fish at all, as if it had been he

who had suffered from the lobsters--she assumed a portentous air, and

requested him to bring a dispatch-box, which stood on a side table,

and place it in front of her; which he did.

"Robert," she began, "I regret to have to tell you that you are one of

the most careless persons I have ever encountered." He admitted it;

inwardly wondering of what act of carelessness he had been guilty this

time, and what the dispatch-box had to do with it anyhow. Her ladyship

went on. "When you were staying with me in Cairo, after you left me,

you lost a suit-case; or, at least, you said you lost a suit-case."

"My dear aunt, I not only said, I actually did lose a suit-case; and a

most important loss it was; for all I can tell it may have transformed

the whole course of my life; and--and somebody else's life as well. By

some stroke of good fortune you haven't come across it, have you?"

"No, Robert, I have not; nor do I imagine that anybody ever will, in

this world." Whether she thought it likely that somebody would in

another world was not quite clear. "I do not know if you are aware

that, apart from your suit-case, you lost something else when you were

staying with me at Cairo. I imagine, from your manner, that you have

not discovered your loss even yet."

"It's very possible; I seem to have such a genius for losing things

that sometimes I don't know what I do lose."

"I am grieved to hear you say so; it amazes me. It only shows how

incapable a man is of looking after his own belongings; as I have

always maintained. I never lost anything in my life, except a pair of

house-shoes, which I left at Horsham House, and which have never been

returned to me to this hour."

"I hope it was nothing very important I left."

"It depends upon what you call important. There are different

standards in such matters; though you appear to have none. I should

call it important; but then my wardrobe is limited. You left a coat

and waistcoat."

"Well, I rather fancy that my wardrobe is more limited than yours;

but--I don't recall that coat and waistcoat."

"I am not surprised; after what you have just said, nothing would

surprise me. Baker brought them to me after you had gone; an admirable

servant, Baker. Were I to repeat to her what you have admitted she

would credit it with difficulty; she knows my ways. In the inside

pocket of the coat were some papers."

"Papers? Aunt! What papers?"

Lady Jane unlocked the dispatch-box; took from it a small packet; and,

placing her glasses on her nose, proceeded to read what was written on

half-a-sheet of note-paper.

"This is an inventory of what was contained in the pockets of your two

garments. Unlike you, fortunately, or I don't know where I should be,

I am a creature of method; I do everything by rule. I drew up this

list after Baker had searched the garments in my presence. In the

waistcoat were three pockets; which contained, one penknife; two

toothpicks--which I threw away; one pencil, or, rather, part of a

pencil; three wax matches, loose, which were most dangerous, and which

I had destroyed; a cigar-cutter, or, rather, what I presume is a

cigar-cutter, Baker didn't know what it was; four visiting-cards,

three of them your own, and the fourth somebody else's, and all of

them shockingly untidy; and the return half of a ticket from Brighton

to London, which was then more than three months old. In the coat were

five pockets; it has always been a mystery to me what men want with so

many pockets; judging from what was in yours I am inclined to think

that they use them merely as receptacles for rubbish. Some of the

things which were in yours I had thrown away; the following are

what I have kept. One pocket-handkerchief; one pair of gloves; one

tobacco-pouch; one pipe, a horrid, smelling thing which I had boiled

in soapy water, but which still smells; one matchbox--empty. I suppose

it was meant to contain the matches which were loose in your

waistcoat; a cigar-case; a golf ball; while in the inside pocket were

the papers of which I have told you."

"I don't suppose they're anything very serious, after what you've just

been reading."

"Don't you? Then you must have your own ideas of what is serious; if I

had thought they were of no interest I shouldn't have troubled you to

come to Littlehampton."

"But, my dear aunt, what are they? You--you do keep a man on

tenter-hooks."

"I don't know why you say that. I am going to tell you what they are;

but, as you are of opinion that they are not serious, I should have

imagined that you were in no hurry. There are letters written to you

by Miss Lindsay; there are nine of them; some men would have thought

them serious."

As he took the packet which she held out to him his countenance

changed in a manner which was almost comically sudden.

"Letters written by---- Why, they're Nora's! But--I thought----"

"Never mind what you thought, Robert; you see what they are. As this

envelope is sealed, and is inscribed that it is not to be opened till

after the writer's death, some persons might have thought that that

was of interest also."

He regarded the envelope she offered as if he found it difficult to

believe that his eyes were not playing him a trick. "Aunt, it's--it's

the envelope which Donald Lindsay sent me, and---- But I don't

understand; it's incredible! Aunt, why didn't you let me know this

before?"

"Why should I? It was in a coat of which you thought so little that

you didn't even know you'd lost it; the natural inference was that you

were hardly likely to leave anything of the least importance in the

pocket of a coat which you valued at nothing."

"But--I thought I put it in my suit-case--I've chased the case half

round the world. Aunt, what have you done?"

"What have I done? You mean, what have you done? If anything has been

done I trust it is something from which you will learn a lesson. I

said to myself, if these are of the least consequence, he will ask for

them; since he has been guilty of such culpable carelessness I'll wait

till he does ask. But I waited, and I waited, and you never asked, you

never once alluded to them. What could I conclude? At last they

slipped my memory, as sometimes trifles will do; I came upon them, by

mere accident, as I was looking through this dispatch-box last night;

so I sent for you that I might give them to you in person, though,

naturally, I had long ago come to the conclusion that they were not of

the slightest importance."

He drew a long breath.

"Well, this is the most extraordinary thing that ever has happened to

me!"

"If that is the case I can only hope that it will teach you not to

leave papers in the pockets of a coat which you fling down anywhere,

anyhow, and instantly forget."

"I--I hope it will teach me something of the kind. As this envelope

may contain a communication of much consequence, may I ask you to

excuse me while I go to examine it at once?

"Why is it necessary that you should leave me? Why can't you examine

it here? You know what an interest I take in all that concerns you.

Sit down; open your envelope; see what's inside; you need fear no

interruption from me."

"Then--if you don't mind--I will." Inside the envelope were two sheets

of large letter paper, closely covered, on all eight sides, with

Donald Lindsay's fine handwriting. Robert Spencer had not read far

before he broke into exclamation. "What the--I beg your pardon,

aunt--I didn't quite--but this is most extraordinary." As he read on,

more than once he punctuated his reading with interjectional remarks;

evidently what he read occasioned him profound surprise. When he had

finished he looked about him as if he was not quite sure where he was.

When he perceived Lady Jane he started from his chair in evident

perturbation; as good as her word, she had not interrupted him by so

much as a movement, and now sat eyeing him grimly. He turned to her

with a laugh which did not sound very natural. "Well, aunt, we've done

it, you and I, between us!"

"Pray attribute nothing to me; I decline to accept any responsibility

for your criminal carelessness."

"I can only say that while Nora Lindsay has been treated like a

fraudulent pauper, turned out of house and home, sent out into the

world to earn her bread, she may be starving for all I know; I've left

no stone unturned, but I've been able to find no trace of her; all the

time the letter has been lying in your desk which shows that she is

one of the richest women in England, and I verily believe that her

father owed no man anything."

"If that is so, Robert, then I don't envy you your feelings when you

reflect that Miss Lindsay's sufferings are solely and entirely the

result of your own misconduct."

"If you had only let me know you had the letter!"

"Are you attempting to fasten blame on me? For your monstrous and

incredible negligence in doing nothing, and less than nothing, to

safeguard a document which you now assert is of such importance!"

"Well, what's done's done! And Nora has had her home taken from her,

and the things she cared for scattered to the four winds; it's been

one of the greatest steals on record! and she's been shamed in the

face of all the world, and she may be eating out her heart in some

last refuge of the destitute, and all the while---- It's a pretty

story, on my word!"

"It all comes from your mother and father taking it for granted that

the girl was a beggar; I nearly had a serious quarrel with your mother

because I told her I shouldn't be surprised if, after all, she was

mistaken; but your mother's like her son."

"Thank you, aunt; my mother only took for granted what others took for

granted. I've heard you say some severe things about Miss Lindsay."

"I've simply said that you're not in a position to marry a penniless

girl; and you're not."

"If I could only have found her I'd have made her marry me, though she

hadn't a shoe to her foot, nor a penny in her pocket; I'd not have let

her go until she did. Thank God, she knew it, and that's why she's

hidden herself. Poor Nora! Will she--will she ever forgive any of us!

It's a tragedy I've never heard the like of; and all through some

one's blundering. But, as I've said, talk's no healer. I can't go

to-night, there's no train; but I shall go up to town in the morning

to investigate some of the statements which are contained in this

letter; and now, if you don't mind, aunt, I must get out of doors; I

must have what you're so fond of--air."

He wanted something more than air; he wanted a vent for the feelings

which filled his breast, as it seemed to him, to bursting point. He

tore up and down the front; he had it to himself at that hour, so that

the unusual pace at which he strode along did not attract inconvenient

attention. The promenade at Littlehampton is not a very long one, but

he walked ever so many miles before he had done with it. It was easy

enough to blame Lady Jane; he felt strongly that that lady had not

behaved so well as she might have done; keeping a letter from him

while the weeks stretched out into months seemed to him to be a course

of action for which there was no excuse; but, all the same, he was

perfectly well aware that the fault was originally his. The parable of

the grain of mustard-seed came into his mind as he thought of the

Upas-tree of disaster which had sprung from a beginning which was

apparently so insignificant; he thought he had put the letter in his

suit-case and he had left it in one of his pockets instead; because of

that slight misadventure ruin had come to Nora; such ruin! His aunt

had punished him severely. He could not recall the coat even then; the

only explanation of which he could think was that he had supposed he

had packed the coat itself in his suitcase. If Lady Jane had but

dropped so much as a hint! He did not know how much cause he had to

rejoice because the letter was not where he had believed it to be; if

Mr. Morgan had only found it when he reclaimed the suit-case it might

have provided him with the means of keeping Nora Lindsay out of her

own for an indefinite length of time; the tragedy might have become a

tragedy indeed.

In the morning, when Mr. Spencer reached the station, on the platform

were two familiar figures. He advanced to greet them.

"Why, Mr. Nash, and Miss Harding! this is an unexpected pleasure; I

didn't expect to find such pleasant memories of Cloverlea at

Littlehampton."

"Miss Harding," exclaimed the gentleman, "is now my wife; she is Mrs.

Nash. We"--he hesitated, and then went on--"we are just finishing our

honeymoon."

Mr. Spencer's face expressed astonishment which was hardly flattering

to either of the parties concerned.

"You--don't say so; then--that's another unexpected pleasure. Mrs.

Nash, you must allow me to offer you my congratulations."

He was about to go with some of the banal remarks which are made on

such occasions when he was struck by the look which was on the young

wife's face, and by the singularity of her attitude. She seemed to be

in mortal terror. Shrinking back, cowering, she clung to her husband's

arm, as if she was afraid that Spencer would have struck her. Nor did

Herbert Nash wear the expression of beatitude which is supposed to be

proper to a bridegroom who is returning from his honeymoon. It was

apparently with an effort that he said to Robert Spencer--

"If you are going up by this train, Mr. Spencer, will you allow my

wife and me to travel with you? If--if we can get a compartment to

ourselves we have something to tell you, touching Miss Lindsay's

affairs, which--which I think we ought to tell you."

The separate compartment was found; and, as a consequence, between

Littlehampton and London, Robert Spencer read human nature, as it

were, by flashes of lightning. Both husband and wife laid bare their

breasts to him; and what they left unsaid he saw between the lines. It

was a journey neither of the trio ever forgot. By the time the train

entered the terminus his soul shuddered at the thought of the mountain

of wrong which had been laid upon the woman he loved; who, after all,

was the merest girl. Yet, acutely though he felt for her, he felt also

for the miserable pair who were in front of him; already they had

probably suffered even more than Nora; and the worst of their

sufferings were still to come.

The three got into a four-wheeled cab and drove to Memorial Buildings.

Mr. Clifford was out. Then, the clerk who received them asked if they

were Messrs. Morgan and Nash.

"This is Mr. Nash," explained the Honourable Robert, "but my name's

Spencer. Has Mr. Morgan been here?"

No, he had not. Mr. Clifford had been at the office till eleven

o'clock; and had then left word that if Messrs. Nash and Morgan called

in his absence they were to be informed that he had gone to Mr.

Hooper, of Fountain Court, Temple, where they would find him if they

liked to follow.

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