LITTLE BY LITTLE
It was just as it was when its owner had been stricken down; in the
same state of disorder. Cupboards yawned; drawers were open; letters
and papers were everywhere; a fire still smouldered in the grate; the
hearth was littered with the ashes of burned and half-burned papers;
everywhere were indications that Mr. Lindsay had been interrupted,
possibly just as he was setting his house in order. Glancing round her
Elaine perceived that the door which led into the passage was open,
though only an inch or two; probably it had been left unlatched when
they bore the master through it. Moving lightly, on tiptoe, she shut
it, noiselessly; but she made sure she had shut it fast. She even laid
her small fingers about the handle of the key, seeming to hesitate
whether or not to turn it; then, smiling, as if at the absurdity of
the notion, she returned towards the centre of the room; standing for
some seconds glancing about her in all directions, as if in search of
something which it might be worth her while to look at; a pretty,
dainty, girlish figure, herself the one thing in the whole room which
was best worth looking at.
By degrees her quick, bright eyes, roving hither and thither, reached
the writing-table in the centre, by which its owner had been sitting
when he had slipped from off his chair; instantly they noted something
which gleamed amid the litter of papers with which it was covered.
Moving a little towards it she saw that there were coins on a little
oasis about the centre; quite a heap of them--gold coins. On the top
of them was half-a-sheet of note-paper. Going close to the table she
picked this half-sheet up, gingerly, as if it were dangerous to touch.
As a matter of fact to her, at that moment, a dynamite bomb could not
have been more charged with peril. On the piece of paper were some
figures--"L127"--nothing more. She knew that the writing was Mr.
Lindsay's. Evidently he had been counting the coins, and had made a
note upon that slip of paper of the value they represented; there were
one hundred and twenty-seven pounds in gold.
Elaine Harding was poor. Her father was the vicar of a parish in the
West of England. His parish was large; his family was large; but his
income was small. His wife had died some three years ago, worn out by
her efforts to make a pound do the work of at least thirty shillings.
Elaine had been sent to an expensive school by a relation; there she
had met Nora Lindsay. Just as the time came for her to be leaving
school the relation died. It had been expected that he would have done
something to establish her in life; had he lived he probably would
have done; as it was he left her nothing. So he had done her harm
instead of good; that expensive school filled her with notions which
might never have got into her head had it not been for him; a
fashionable boarding-school is a bad school for a poor man's daughter.
Ever since she had left it she had been discontented, inwardly if not
outwardly, for nature had made her one of those persons who always, if
they can, show a smiling face to the world. Nora Lindsay had been her
chief solace. She never refused Nora's invitations to pay her a visit,
and when at Cloverlea stayed as long as she could; indeed, she had
been there so much just lately, during Mr. Lindsay's almost continual
absences, that she knew the people round about almost as well as Nora
did herself. She allowed Nora to make her presents; she would have
been hard put to it if Nora had not had promptings in that direction.
And then the girl had such a pretty way of giving, as if she were
receiving a favour instead of bestowing one, that Elaine had no
difficulty in preserving her dignity in face of the most delicate
donations. Yet in spite of Nora's generosity she was always in need of
money; there were special reasons why she was very much in need of it
just now. Only the night before she had spent nearly an hour on her
knees praying to God to show her some way to the cash she stood so
much in want of; and now here were one hundred and twenty-seven pounds
in gold at her finger-tips.
It could hardly be called an answer to her prayer. It is said that
prayers are heard in two places, in heaven and in hell; Elaine
realized with a sudden, shrinking terror that this answer must have
come from hell. The owner of that money was up-stairs, dying; she
believed that he was dying, speechless; she thought it possible that
he might never be able to speak again, this side the grave. The
chances were that he was the only person living who knew that that
money was where it was. It was hardly likely that he would ever
again be able to refer to its existence; she might, therefore, safely
regard it as--what? Say, treasure-trove; it was a convenient word,
treasure-trove; especially as she was placed. One hundred and
twenty-seven pounds! in gold! no one would ever be able to trace it!
ever!
Her eyes, which had opened wider and wider, having in them a very
singular look, a look which would have startled her had they suddenly
glared back at her from a mirror, wandered from the heap of gold coins
to a bag, a canvas bag--a good-sized canvas bag, stuffed, apparently,
to repletion, tied round the top with red tape; the kind of bag, she
was aware, which is used by bankers to contain coin. She touched it,
lightly, with her finger-tips; there were coins inside, undoubtedly;
she could see them bulging through the canvas. She picked it up, again
gingerly, as if, if she did not observe great care, it might explode
in her hand; it had been better for her, perhaps, if it had. It was
heavy, heavier than she had expected; wedged full of money. Beneath it
there was another half-sheet of writing-paper; on it, in Donald
Lindsay's writing, was what was probably a statement of what the bag
contained--"L500." Five hundred pounds! obviously again in gold! She
could feel the sovereigns! and the one person who knew of its
existence dumb and dying!
What was the matter with Elaine? The sheet of paper fell from her
hand. She reeled as if attacked by sudden vertigo; she leaned against
the table as if to save herself from falling; she went quite white;
she stared about her as if afraid. Six hundred and twenty-seven pounds
in gold! ownerless! practically ownerless, for how could it be said to
have an owner when the only creature who knew of its existence was
dumb and dying? Six hundred and twenty-seven pounds! what might not
that money mean to her?--and--and to some one else who had grown of
late to be almost more to her than herself? She turned again to clutch
at it; when she saw that on the writing-table there still was
something else; a roll of notes, enclosed in a rubber band; banknotes,
if she could believe her eyes. She picked them up, to make sure;
heedlessly, fearlessly this time; the other things had proved so
innocuous that, already, she had grown careless. They were bank-notes,
unmistakably; and beneath them, was the inevitable half-sheet of
paper. This time it was covered with quite an array of figures, in
Donald Lindsay's neat handwriting. Seemingly, according to those
figures, the roll of notes contained forty at L5, fifty at L10,
twenty-five at L20, six at L50, ten at L100; in all one hundred and
twenty-one notes of the value of L2500. The numbers were given of
every note of each denomination; Elaine's quick eyes perceived that
the numbers were by no means consecutive, from which she deduced that
they had not been issued from a bank all at one time, but had come
together at different dates, from various quarters.
She perceived on the instant that the discovery of that roll gave the
situation quite a different character; she herself was conscious of
being surprised at the rapidity with which her brain was working. One
hundred and twenty pounds, even six hundred and twenty pounds in gold,
was one thing; two thousand five hundred pounds in notes was quite
another; the one might provide for her immediate necessities, with
the other she might be secure for life. Properly invested the
whole sum ought to bring her in three pounds a week--for ever; she
believed she knew of an investment in which it might bring her more
than that; much more. The point was, would it be safe to treat that
as--treasure-trove? She was inclined to think it would. Probably the
existence of the entire amount was known only to the dying man, if he
was dying. There was, of course, the risk that he might come back to
life again, in which case it might be awkward. But some ghoul-like
intuition told her that she might dismiss that possibility from her
mind; some dreadful voice within proclaimed that he was as good as
dead already; in some horrible way she was sure of it. It was a
heterogeneous gathering, that roll of notes; probably their owner
himself could not have told how most of them came into his possession.
The only record of their identity was on that sheet of paper; if that
vanished there was nothing by which they could be identified; that
seemed pretty obvious. The devil whispered that it would be just as
safe to take the notes as to take the gold; and she knew that she
would run no risk by taking that.
There was still one point to be considered; she was clear-sighted and
logical enough to be aware of that. If Donald Lindsay was dying then
this money was, in all human probability, his child's, who was the
dearest friend she had in the world, Nora. She loved Nora, really
loved her; she was always telling herself that she really loved her.
Then Nora had done her nothing but kindnesses; how great some of those
kindnesses were only she and Nora knew. The idea that she would allow
any one to rob Nora was monstrous; that she should rob her herself was
inconceivable. Had any one accused her of being capable of such base
ingratitude even then she would have repudiated the charge with honest
indignation; nothing would ever induce her to do anything which could
injure Nora. She knew herself well enough to be assured of that. And
then she glozed the thing over with one of those patent glosses which
the devil provides when the occasion needs them.
She argued this way; if her father died then Nora would be a rich
woman, immensely rich; rich, possibly, beyond the dreams of avarice.
She would never miss such a detail as, say, three thousand pounds;
such a sum would be a trifle to her, a nothing; especially if she
never knew that the sum had ever existed. There was that to be borne
in mind; we do not miss what we never had, especially if we do not
know it ever was. And in the case of a rich woman like Nora, with
twenty, thirty, forty, perhaps fifty thousand pounds a year, perhaps
even more, in such an income there were bound to be leakages; through
one of them such a drop in the ocean as three thousand pounds might
easily slip, and no one even be aware of it, least of all would the
knowledge ever come to Nora, or touch her in any way. No; certainly
darling Nora would suffer no injury if what was on the writing-table
was regarded as treasure-trove.
At the same time far be it from her--Elaine--to do anything which
could be regarded by any one as in the slightest degree unworthy. She
was seized with a sudden access of virtue. Take the money--she! Sully
her fingers by even touching it! who dare hint that she could do a
thing like that! The idea was really too ridiculous; it was not to be
taken seriously. It only showed what notions came to people when money
was left about. She had always maintained that it was wrong to leave
money about. Mr. Lindsay ought to have known better, putting
temptation in some weak-minded person's way; she did not stop to
consider that for that he could hardly be held responsible. What she
had to do was to see that temptation was removed; some servant might
stray into the room, and then what might not happen? The least she
could do was to see that the money was put out of sight, in a drawer,
or anywhere. She glanced about her, and was struck by a rather curious
notion. The door of a bookcase stood wide open. A book had obviously
been taken down from one of the shelves; a large volume, one of a set;
there it lay by her elbow on the table. She looked at it, without
clearly apprehending what the title was; she had a vague idea that in
it was something about law. Here was the very hiding-place she wanted;
no thief would be tempted to take money which was snugly hidden behind
a great book like that, if only for the simple reason that he would
never know that it was there. She slipped the loose gold into a big
blue envelope; then she placed it, and the canvas bag, and the roll of
notes, on that shelf in the bookcase. It so chanced that while the
backs of the set of books were plumb with the front of the shelf they
did not go right against the wall, so that there was space enough
behind them to enable her, after a little manipulation, to do what she
desired. When the volume had been returned to its place there was
nothing whatever to show that behind it were more than three thousand
pounds in notes and gold. She surveyed this result with satisfaction.
"Now," she told herself, "I've removed temptation from everybody's
way."
The three half-sheets of paper on which Mr. Lindsay had noted the
several amounts she folded up together and thrust into the bodice of
her dress; possibly she thought that they would be out of harm's way
there. She had just done this, and had shut the bookcase door, when,
in the silence which prevailed, she distinctly heard the footsteps of
some one moving in the grounds without. Instantly she blew the lamp
out, and went fluttering through the open window. So soon as she was
on the terrace she stood still to listen. Her ear had not deceived
her. Some one, not far off, was moving along a gravel path; apparently
the sound proceeded from the other side of the house. Either her
perceptions must have been very keen, or there was something unusual
about the step; though it is strange how quick the ear is to recognize
a step with which one is familiar.
"I do believe," she told herself, "that it's his step." She ran along
to the end of the terrace; then stopped again. "It is!" she said. With
lifted skirts she tiptoed round the side of the house till she came to
where a path branched off among the trees, then, drawing herself under
their shadow, she stood and waited, smiling. The steps came nearer,
close to where she was. She moved out from under the shadow.
"Herbert!" she said.
The man--it was a man--was evidently taken by surprise; he stepped
back so quickly that he almost stumbled.
"By George!" he exclaimed, "what a start you gave me!"
She laughed, half to herself.
"Did she frighten him, the poor thing! I heard you coming ever so far
off; I knew it was you. And pray what are you doing here at this time
of night?"
"I came upon the off-chance of getting a word with you."
"With me--at this hour!"
"Well, I've found you, and that's what I wanted."
"Herbert!" She went still closer, almost as if expecting a caress; but
when he showed no inclination to take advantage of his opportunities,
she saw from his face, in the moonlight, that there was something
wrong. "My lord, what ails you?"
"Everything; I've come up to tell you that what we were talking about
yesterday is clean off."
"And of what were we talking--yesterday?"
"Why, about our marriage, and all that kind of thing. I can't marry; I
don't suppose I ever shall be able to; you'd better give me the mitten
right away. To begin with, I've found out--or, rather, I've had the
fact forced upon me, that I'm in a mess."
"What kind of mess?"
"Money, of course; what else counts?"
"How much?"
"If I don't get two hundred pounds--and where am I going to get two
hundred pounds? why, I haven't as many shillings--and get it pretty
soon, I shall have to----"
"What?"
He had left his sentence unfinished; he gave it a conclusion which one
felt had not been originally intended.
"Well, I shall be in Queer Street."
He paused, and she was silent; she was thinking.