Clare’s proceedings next day were the cause of absolute consternation to
everybody concerned. In the morning she was very restless, roaming about
from floor to floor--from the library to the dining room, and then to
her bed-chamber, carrying with her something tied up in her
handkerchief. “Can I carry it for you, Miss Arden?” her maid had asked,
meeting her suddenly on the stair. “Carry it! what?” Clare had answered,
sharply, dropping her hand, with the little bundle in it, among the
folds of her dress. Had it been perceived how often she changed the
place in which she had this parcel locked up the wonder of the household
would have been still further roused. She had sat up half the night at
least doing nothing, staring into the candle; and when finally she went
up stairs, she had carried her mysterious bundle with her, placing it
under her pillow. When she came down, weary and pale, in the morning,
she had carried it to the library, and locked it into the bureau. Then,
prompted by some sudden change of mind, she had transferred it from the
bureau to a drawer in the writing table in the morning room, where she
chiefly sat; then she carried it off to her wardrobe; and, finally,
about noon, restored it to its original place in the bureau. She put it
back into its own original drawer, which would scarcely contain
it--locked the inner door, and hung the key round her neck on a ribbon;
and then locking the outer part of the bureau, shut up the key of that
in her desk. She was very pale, and yet now and then would grow hot and
flushed without any reason. She employed herself all the morning in
feverish movement from one place to another. At twelve she called her
maid Barbara and told her to make ready to go out. “I am going up to the
Three Beeches,” she said; “take something with you to eat, for it may be
late before we get home again.” “Shall I take any luncheon for you, Miss
Arden?” said the girl, “and shall I order the carriage?” “I don’t want
anything to eat, and I prefer to walk,” Clare said abruptly; and,
accordingly, at twelve o’clock of a blazing summer morning, she set out
for a three miles’ walk, attended by her unwilling maid with a parcel of
books. “If any one calls you can say I have gone out for the day,” she
said to Wilkins, who was no less amazed. She had not gone a hundred
yards from the house when Barbara interrupted her progress. “Please,
Miss Arden, I see the Rector coming up the avenue.” “Never mind,” said
Clare, with an impatient gesture, and hurried on.
The Rector had come up in a state of great trouble and
excitement--first, to remonstrate with Clare for her injurious
suspicions in regard to poor little Jeanie; secondly, to warn herself
against Arthur Arden; and, thirdly, to ask her advice what he should say
to Mrs. Murray on the subject, which was a part of the business which
frightened him much. He was not an early man at any time, and Clare’s
note had much discomposed him, and the parish business had taken him up
for at least an hour. When he was turned back from the door of Arden his
astonishment knew no bounds. “Gone out!” he said, “gone out for the day!
What is the meaning of that, Wilkins? Has she gone to pay a visit! But I
did not meet her in the avenue, and she has not passed through the
village this morning, so far as I could hear.”
“No, sir; she has not gone upon a visit,” said Wilkins; “she’s about
somewhere in the park, I do believe. Not as I knows that o’ my own
knowledge,” he added, hurriedly. “Miss Clare may have gone--bless you,
she might have gone anywhere--to Lady Augusta’s, maybe, only they’re all
away, or to Miss Somers’s, or to the village. Miss Clare is the
independentest young lady, as you know----”
“Yes, yes, she may be independent, but she does not rush out like this
without any reason. Has she had any letters about Business--anything to
call her abroad----”
“I don’t know, sir, no more than Adam,” said Wilkins, shaking his head;
and then he sank into mystery. “If you’ll step in for a moment, sir,
I’ll call Mrs. Fillpot. I think she’d like to say a word; and she has a
kind of a notion she knows why.”
Mr. Fielding went into the hall, shaking his head, and then he passed
into Clare’s morning room, where everything was painfully tidy, and
there was no appearance of any occupation about. The Rector shook his
head still as he peered into the corners with his short-sighted eyes.
“She has taken it to heart; she has taken it to heart!” he said to
himself, and shook his head more and more.
Then Mrs. Fillpot came in, with a white apron, the corner of which she
held in one hand, ready for instant action. Wilkins lingered near the
door, with the view of being one of the party, but the Rector promptly
closed it upon him. “You have something to tell me from Miss Clare?” he
said; for to be sure he was jealous of being thought to come and ask
questions of the servants at the Hall.
“Nothing from Miss Clare, sir; worse luck,” said Mrs. Fillpot; “but I
come to tell you what’s to do with her this morning. Mr. Arthur, sir,
has been a-coming day after day. He’s been here, has Mr. Arthur, since
last Monday, every afternoon of his life; and Miss Clare and he
a-sitting in the library, as none of us likes to go in no more nor we
can help, a-working with their papers. It’s hurt me to see it, Mr.
Fielding, like as if she had been my own child. A young lady and no
mother, and the Squire away as should take care of his sister. So I up
and told her yesterday. It took a deal of screwing up to give me the
courage; but bless you, sir, if a woman hasn’t that courage for one as
she’s brought up---- So I up and told her. I said--‘It ain’t right,
Miss, and it ain’t nice, nor what your poor dear mamma, if she’d have
lived, would have approved.’ I said it plain out as I’m saying it to
you, though I was all of a tremble. Bless you, thinking of it, I’m all
of a tremble now.”
“And what did she say?” asked Mr. Fielding.
“She didn’t say much, sir. Miss Clare was never one to say much. She
waved me to go, and I went, without even a ‘Thank you, Mrs. Fillpot,’ or
‘I know you means well,’ nor nothing. But when Barbara came to me this
morning asking for a bit of lunch, and saying as her young lady was
a-going out to spend the day, bless you, I saw it all in a moment. She
didn’t say nothing, but she’s acted upon it, has Miss Clare.”
“And did nothing else happen besides what you tell me?” said Mr.
Fielding, still shaking his head.
“Nothing as I can think on. Well, Mr. Arthur he didn’t come yesterday,
and Mr. Perfitt he brought a bit of a letter, and he went in and saw her
for five minutes or so, did Perfitt; but that’s all.”
“Oh, Perfitt saw her, did he?” said the Rector.
“Yes, sir. But I don’t see what difference that could make,” said Mrs.
Fillpot, jealous of her power.
“No, no, I don’t suppose so,” said Mr. Fielding; but in his mind he
allowed that it might make a great deal of difference, and went away
very thoughtfully, shaking his head. “She has taken it to heart, poor
child; she has taken it to heart,” he said to himself as he went home,
shaking his head with that mingled pity and sense of superiority which
an affectionate bystander feels in such a case. Better that she should
suffer a little now than afterwards, when it would be too late, was Mr.
Fielding’s thought, and in his aged mind this “suffer a little” was all
that was comprehensible of Clare’s passion and agony. She would get over
it after a while, of course, and no particular harm would be done. Such
was his conception of the state of affairs.
There was, however, another visitor to Arden, whose consternation was
still greater. Arthur came at his usual hour in the afternoon, with all
his energies refreshed by his temporary absence, and with a
determination in his mind to know his fate at once, so far as Clare was
concerned. He loved her, he said to himself. It was true that he was
quite capable of being momentarily drawn aside from his allegiance, and
that his recent pursuit of her had been complicated by other motives.
But yet he loved her. If Edgar were unmasked to-morrow, and himself in
Edgar’s place, it would still be his cousin Clare whom he would prefer
to all others to sit upon his throne with him. And why should he delay
speaking to her on the subject? If things remained as they were--which
was probable--then she would share what she had with him; and if he
could make any discovery and better his own position, why then of course
he would share everything with her.
“If you are not the heiress born,
And I, he said, the lawful heir,
We two will wed to-morrow morn,
And you shall still be Lady Clare.”
This rhyme ran in his head as he went up the avenue, with many a softer
thought. He had made himself very agreeable to Alice Pimpernel the day
before--so much so as to leave little doubt on her mother’s mind as to
what would follow “if anything came of that Arden business;” and he had
shown an inclination to make himself more than agreeable to Jeanie. But
neither of them so much as touched his determination, if it were
possible, to wed Clare Arden, whatever might happen. Accordingly, he
went with his mind made up to see her, and open his heart. And there was
so much natural feeling in the matter that he was more excited by it
than he had been for years. Really it was something which he could with
justice call his happiness which was involved. It would make the most
material difference to him if she refused him. He felt that he might
return to the Red House an altered man--either happy and serene, or
discouraged beyond all conception. He feared a little, because he was in
earnest; but he hoped a great deal more than he feared. These days of
uninterrupted intercourse had been much in his favour, he felt. He had
done everything he could to gain his cousin’s confidence; he had
refrained from love-making in any of its distincter fashions. He had
shown himself anxious for her approval, conscious of the improprieties
of his past life. In short, he knew he had made progress; and now with
a thrill of excitement he came to seek his fate.
“Out!” he said blankly, stricken dumb with amazement, and gazing at
Wilkins as if he had been a prodigy; and then he recovered himself. “Ah!
out in the garden, I suppose,” he added. “Be so good as to let Miss
Arden know that I am here, and ask if I may join her.”
“She is not in the garden,” said Wilkins, with a solemn enjoyment of the
other’s disappointment. Arthur Arden was not liked by the servants; and
Wilkins lingered over every word by way of tantalising him more. “Miss
Arden has gone out, sir, for the day. For the day--them were her very
words. ‘Wilkins,’ she says, ‘if any one calls, I have gone out for the
day.’ Nothing, sir, could be more exact than Miss Arden was.”
Arthur was so completely taken aback that he stood aghast for a moment
gazing at the man who confronted him with the ghost of a smile on his
face, blocking up the door. Wilkins stood like one who felt his own
supremacy, in an easy attitude upon the threshold, forbidding all comers
as effectually as if he had been a squadron of cavalry. “Them were the
very words,” he said, rubbing his hands; and Arthur stood below,
expelled as it were from Paradise. The catastrophe was so sudden and so
unlooked for that he did not in the least know how to meet it. He could
not even for the moment hide his own discomfiture and dismay.
“I suppose Miss Arden intends me to go on with my work and await her
coming,” he said at length. “I am very sorry to miss her, but I suppose
that is what I must do.”
“She didn’t say nothing about it, sir,” said Wilkins; “and what is more,
she’s been and locked the library door.”
Then Arthur perceived that things were really going against him. He
would not betray himself to the servant’s all-penetrating eyes. “Ah, I
suppose something must have happened,” he said, with as light a tone as
he could summon up. “Tell Miss Arden I was very sorry to find her gone.
I suppose she has changed her mind about the papers. Tell her if she
wishes me to go on with them that she must send me word to the Red
House. I shall be there for some days longer. I shall pay my respects to
her whether I hear from her or not before I leave; but if I am to do any
more work ask her to let me know.”
“I’ll give her your message, sir,” said Wilkins, with ill-concealed
satisfaction; and then, before he was conscious what it meant, before he
could half realise the position, Arthur found himself with his back to
the house, making his way once more down the avenue. Could it be
possible? Was he dreaming? He was so completely taken by surprise that
he had lost all his readiness of reason and promptitude in an emergency.
Nothing so overwhelming, so sudden, so mysterious, had ever happened to
him before. It was not only a disappointment, it was an insult.
Dismissed by a servant; turned away from the door which, it might be,
was legally his; sent off without a word of explanation! Arthur paused
when he had gone half-way down the avenue to say to himself that he must
be dreaming, that he must go back and laugh at the hoax that had been
played upon him, and find Clare, in the full satisfaction of a
successful trick, laughing too. But then there came in the chill thought
that Clare was not at all the sort of person to perform a trick of any
kind, and that what she did was generally in deadly earnest, relieved by
no practical jokes. His amazement was so profound that he scarcely said
a word to himself all the way down. Had she found out anything? Was
there anything to find out? His meaning in that raid upon the papers was
known to no one but himself. Nobody could say a word against his
motives; nobody could be offended with him because he had a zeal for his
family. To write a book about them even was a perfectly justifiable,
not to say laudable, idea. What could she have had to find fault with?
Arthur was as much surprised as dismayed. He went home feeling as if he
had been beaten corporeally as well as mentally--feeling more absolutely
small, and mean, and contemptible than he had ever done in his
life--humiliated before Wilkins, even--made the laughing-stock of the
servants. This was the manner in which he was sent away from Arden on
the day which he had selected to decide his fate.