PAULINE AWAKENS.

In the last week of March came a succession of warm rains. The leaves

burst from their impatient hiding just within the cracks in the gray

bark. And on Monday the unclouded sun was irradiating a pale green

world from a pale blue sky. The four windows of Pauline and Olivia's

sitting-room were up; a warm, scented wind was blowing this way and

that the strays of Pauline's red-brown hair as she sat at the table,

her eyes on a book, her thoughts on a letter--Dumont's first letter on

landing in America. A knock, and she frowned slightly.

"Come!" she cried, her expression slowly veering toward welcome.

The door swung back and in came Scarborough. Not the awkward youth of

last October, but still unable wholly to conceal how much at a

disadvantage he felt before the woman he particularly wished to please.

"Yes--I'm ten minutes early," he said, apology in his tone for his

instinct told him that he was interrupting, and he had too little

vanity to see that the interruption was agreeable. "But I thought

you'd be only reading a novel."

For answer she held up the book which lay before her--a solemn volume

in light brown calf.

"Analytical geometry," he said; "and on the first day of the finest

spring the world ever saw!" He was at the window, looking out

longingly--sunshine, and soft air washed clean by the rains; the

new-born leaves and buds; the pioneer birds and flowers. "Let's go for

a walk. We can do the Vergil to-night."

"YOU--talking of neglecting WORK!" Her smile seemed to him to sparkle

as much in the waves of her hair as in her even white teeth and

gold-brown eyes. "So you're human, just like the rest of us."

"Human!" He glanced at her and instantly glanced away.

"Do leave that window," she begged. "We must get the Vergil now. I'm

reading an essay at the society to-night--they've fined me twice for

neglecting it. But if you stand there reminding me of what's going on

outside I'll not be able to resist."

"How this would look from Indian Rock!"

She flung open a Vergil text-book with a relentless shake of the head.

"I've got the place. Book three, line two forty-five--

"'Una in praecelsa consedit rupe Celaeno----'"

"It doesn't matter what that hideous old Harpy howled at the pious

Aeneas," he grumbled. "Let's go out and watch the Great God Pan

dedicate his brand-new temple."

"Do sit there!" She pointed a slim white forefinger at the chair at

the opposite side of the table--the side nearer him. "I'll be generous

and work the dictionary to-day." And she opened a fat, black,

dull-looking book beside the Vergil.

"Where's the Johnnie?" he asked, reluctantly dropping into the chair.

She laid Dryden's translation of the Aeneid on his side of the table.

They always read the poetical version before they began to translate

for the class-room--Dryden was near enough to the original to give them

its spirit, far enough to quiet their consciences. "Find the place

yourself," said she. "I'm not going to do everything."

He opened the Dryden and languidly turned the pages. "'At length

rebuff'd, they leave their mangled----'" he began.

"No--two or three lines farther down," she interrupted. "That was in

the last lesson."

He pushed back the rebellious lock that insisted on falling down the

middle of his forehead, plunged his elbows fiercely upon the table, put

his fists against his temples, and began again:

"'High on a craggy cliff Celaeno sate

And thus her dismal errand did relate--'

Have you got the place in the Latin?" he interrupted himself.

Fortunately he did not look up, for she was watching the waving boughs.

"Yes," she replied, hastily returning to the book. "You do your part

and I'll do mine."

He read a few lines in an absent-minded sing-song, then interrupted

himself once more: "Did you ever smell anything like that breeze?"

"Never. 'Bellum etiam pro caede bovum'--go on--I'm listening--or

trying to."

He read:

"'But know that ere your promised walls you build,

My curse shall severely be fulfilled.

Fierce famine is your lot--for this misdeed,

Reduced to grind the plates on which you feed.'"

He glanced at her. She was leaning on her elbow, obviously weaving

day-dreams round those boughs as they trembled with the ecstasy of

spring.

"You are happy to-day?" he said.

"Yes--happier than I have been for a year." She smiled mysteriously.

"I've had good news." She turned abruptly, looked him in the eyes with

that frank, clear expression--his favorite among his memory-pictures of

her had it. "There's one thing that worries me--it's never off my mind

longer than a few minutes. And when I'm blue, as I usually am on rainy

days, it makes me--horribly uncomfortable. I've often almost asked

your advice about it."

"If you'd be sorry afterward that you told me," said he, "I hope you

won't. But if I can help you, you know how glad I'd be."

"It's no use to tell Olivia," Pauline went on. "She's bitterly

prejudiced. But ever since the first month I knew you, I felt that I

could trust you, that you were a real friend. And you're so fair in

judging people and things."

His eyes twinkled.

"I'm afraid I'd tilt the scales--just a little--where you were

concerned."

"Oh, I want you to do that," she answered with a smile. "Last fall I

did something--well, it was foolish, though I wouldn't admit that to

any one else. I was carried away by an impulse. Not that I regret. In

the only really important way, I wouldn't undo it if I could--I think."

Those last two words came absently, as if she were debating the matter

with herself.

"If it's done and can't be undone," he said cheerfully, "I don't see

that advice is needed."

"But--you don't understand." She seemed to be casting about for words.

"As I said, it was last fall--here. In Saint X there was a man--and he

and I--we'd cared for each other ever since we were children. And then

he went away to college. He did several things father didn't like.

You know how older people are--they don't make allowances. And though

father's the gentlest, best--at any rate, he turned against Jack, and--"

Scarborough abruptly went to the window and stood with his back to her.

After a pause Pauline said, in a rush, "And he came here last fall and

we got married."

There was a long silence.

"It was DREADFUL, wasn't it?" she said in the tone of one who has just

made a shocking discovery.

Scarborough did not answer.

"I never realized till this minute," she went on after a while. "Not

that I'm sorry or that I don't--don't CARE--just as I always did. But

somehow, telling it out loud to some one else has made me see it in a

different light. It didn't seem like treachery to them--to father and

mother--then. It hasn't seemed like a--a marriage REALLY

marriage--until now."

Another long silence. Then she burst out appealingly: "Oh, I don't

see how I'm ever going to tell them!"

Scarborough came back to his chair and seated himself. His face was

curiously white. It was in an unnatural voice that he said: "How old

is he?"

"Twenty-five," she replied, then instantly flared up, as if he had

attacked Dumont: "But it wasn't his fault--not in the least. I knew

what I was doing--and I wanted to do it. You mustn't get a false

impression of him, Hampden. You'd admire and respect him. You--any

one--would have done as he did in the same circumstances." She blushed

slightly. "You and he are ever so much alike--even in looks. It was

that that made me tell you, that made me like you as I have--and trust

you."

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