CHAPTER XX.

THE relation on Maggie’s side is dead. Some said of heart failure,

others said of a broken heart caused by disappointed ambition.

Yes, somebody else got higher than he wuz, and he fit too hard. Goin’

round electioneerin’, makin’ speeches by night, travellin’ by day,

pullin’ wires here and pullin’ wires there, bamboozlin’ this man, hirin’

that man, bribin’ the other man, and talkin’, talkin’, talkin’ to every

one on ’em. Climbin’ hard every minute to get up the high mount of his

ambition, slippin’ back agin anon, or oftener, and mad and bitter all

the time to see his hated rival a gettin’ nearer the prize than he wuz.

No wonder his heart failed. I should have thought it would.

So little Raymond Fairfax Coleman wuz left a orphan. And in his father’s

will, made jest after that visit to my son Thomas Jefferson, he left

directions that Raymond should live with his Cousin Maggie and her

husband till he wuz old enough to be sent to college, and Thomas J. wuz

to be his gardeen, with a big, handsome salary for takin’ care of him.

There wuzn’t nuthin’ little and clost about the relation on Maggie’s

side, and as near as I could make out from what I hearn he kep’ his

promise to me. And I respected him for that and for some other things

about him. And we all loved little Raymond; and though he mourned his

Pa, that child had a happier home than he ever had, in my opinion.

And I believe he will grow up a good, noble man—mebby in answer to the

prayers of sweet Kate Fairfax, his pretty young mother.

She wuz a Christian, I have been told, in full communion with the

Episcopal Church. And though the ministers in that meetin’ house wear

longer clothes than ourn duz, and fur lighter colored ones, and though

they chant considerable and get up and down more’n I see any need of,

specially when I am stiff with rheumatiz, still I believe they are a

religious sect, and I respect ’em.

Wall, little Raymond looked like a different creeter before he had been

with us a month. We made him stay out-doors all we could; he had a

little garden of his own that he took care of, and Thomas J. got him a

little pony. And he cantered out on’t every pleasant day, sometimes with

Boy in front of him—he thinks his eyes of Boy. And before long his

little pale cheeks begun to fill out and grow rosy, and his dull eyes to

have some light in ’em.

[Illustration:

“MAKIN’ SPEECHES.”

]

He is used well, there hain’t a doubt of that. And he and Babe are the

greatest friends that ever wuz. They are jest the same age—born the same

day. Hain’t it queer? And they are both very handsome and smart. They

are a good deal alike anyway; the same good dispositions, and their two

little tastes seem to be congenial.

And Josiah sez I look ahead! But, good land! I don’t. It hain’t no such

thing! The _idee_! when they are both of ’em under eight.

But they like to be together, and I am willin’ they should; they are

both on ’em as good as gold.

And on Babe’s next birthday, which comes in September, I am goin’ to

get, or ruther have my companion get her a little pony jest like

Raymond’s. I have got my plans laid deep to extort the money out of him.

Good vittles is some of the plan, but more added to it.

I shall _get_ the pony, or ruther it will be _got_. And if them two

blessed little creeters can take comfort a ridin’ round the presinks of

Jonesville on their own two little ponys, they are goin’ to take it.

Life is short, and if you don’t begin early to take some comfort you

won’t take much.

But to resoom. The relation on Maggie’s side has passed away, but the

relation on Josiah’s side is still in this world, if it can be called

bein’ in this world when your heart and spirit are a soarin’ up to the

land that lays beyend.

But I guess it would be called bein’ in this world, sence his labor is a

bein’ spent here, and his hull time and strength all ready to be gin to

them who are in need.

He is doin’ a blessed good work in Victor, for so their colony is named,

after the noble hero who laid down his life for it.

And the place is prosperin’ beyend any tellin’. All that Genieve dreamed

about it is a comin’ true.

And she is a helpin’ it on; she spends her money like water for the best

good of her people.

She didn’t raise no stun monument to Victor; no, the monument she raised

up to his memory wuz built up in the grateful hearts of his people.

Upon them, his greatest care and thought when here, she spends all her

life and her wealth.

She felt that she would ruther and he would ruther she would carve in

these livin’ lives the words Love and Duty than to dig out stun flowers

on a monument.

And she felt that if she wuz enabled to cleanse these poor souls so the

rays of a divine life could stream down into ’em, it wuz more comfort to

her than all the colors that wuz ever made in stained glass.

She might have done what so many do—and they have a right to do it,

there hain’t a mite of harm in it, and the law bears ’em out—

She might have had lofty memorial winders wrought out of stained glass,

with gorgeous designs representin’ Moses leadin’ his brethren through

the Red Sea, or our Saviour helpin’ sinners to better lives—

And white glass angels a bendin’ down over red glass mourners, and rays

of glass light a brightenin’ and warmin’ glass children below ’em.

There hain’t a mite of harm in this; and if it is a comfort to mourners,

Genieve hadn’t no objection, and I hain’t. And the more beauty there is,

natural or boughten, the better it is for this sad old world anyway.

But for her part, Genieve felt that she had ruther spend the wealth of

her love and her help upon them that suffered for it.

[Illustration:

FATHER GASPERIN.

]

Upon little children, who, though mebby they didn’t shine so much as the

glass ones did, but who wuz human, and sorrowful, and needy. Little

hearts that knew how to ache, and to aspire; innocent, ignorant souls

whose destiny lay to a great extent in the ones about ’em; little

blunderin’ footsteps that she could help step heavenward.

By the side of the plain but large and comfortable church in the colony

there wuz a low white cross bearin’ Victor’s name.

But within the church, in the hundreds of souls who met there to worship

God, his name and influence wuz carved in deeper lines than any that wuz

ever carved in stun.

It wuz engraved deep in the aspirin’ lives of them who come here to be

taught, and then went out to teach the savage tribes about them.

Many, many learned to live, helped by his memory and his influence; many

learned how to die, helped by his memory and his example.

Good Father Gasperin, who went with the colony, has passed away. He

preached the word in season and out of season. And his death wuz only

like the steppin’ out of the vestibule of a church into the warm and

lighted radiance of the interior.

He knew whom he had believed. He had seen the good seed he had sown

spring up an hundred fold, and ripenin’ to the harvest, that sown agin

and agin might yield blessed sheaves to the Lord of the harvest.

And when the summons come he wuz glad to lay down his prunin’ knife and

his sickle and rest.

The same sunset that gilds the mound under which he sleeps looks down

upon a low cottage not very fur away.

It stands under the droopin’, graceful boughs of a group of palm-trees

that rise about it, its low bamboo walls shinin’ out from the dark green

screen of leaves.

An open veranda runs round it half shaded with gorgeous creepin’ vines

glowin’ and odorous, more beautiful than our colder climate ever saw.

[Illustration:

“FELIX, HIS WIFE AND LITTLE NED.”

]

Inside it is simple but neat. The bare floors have a few rugs spread

upon them, a few pictures are on the walls. A round table stands spread

in a small dinin’ room, with a snowy cloth woven of the flax of old

Georgia upon it.

Round the table are grouped Felix, his wife and little Ned. In a cradle

near by lies a baby boy born in the New Republic; his name is Victor,

and he is the pet of Genieve, whose cottage, much like this, stands not

fur away.

Through the open lattice Felix sits and looks out upon his fields. It is

a small farm, but it yields him a bountiful support.

He and Hester have all they want to eat, drink, and wear, and their

children are bein’ educated, and they are _free_.

The vision that Genieve saw in the sunset light at Belle Fanchon has not

fully come yet, but it is comin’, it is comin’ fast. Little Victor may

see it.

Genieve and Felix and Hester write to us often, and specially to Thomas

Jefferson, who has been able to help the colony in many ways, and wuz

glad to do it.

For Thomas Jefferson, poor boy, though I say it that mebby shouldn’t,

grows better and better every day; but then I hain’t the only one that

sez it. He found poured out into his achin’ heart the baptism of anguish

that in such naters as hisen is changed into a fountain of love and

helpfulness towards the world.

His poor, big, achin’ heart longed to help other fathers and mothers

from feelin’ the arrow that rankled in his own.

His bright wit become sanctified into more divine uses. His fur-seein’

eyes tried to solve the problems of sad lives, and found many a answer

in peace and blessedness for others that reflected back into his own.

More and more every day did the memory of little Snow, so heart-breakin’

at first, become a benediction to him, and a inspiration to a godlier

livin’. He could not entertain a wilful sin in the depths of the heart

where he felt them pure, soul-searchin’ eyes wuz lookin’ now.

He couldn’t turn his back onto the Belovéd City, where he felt that she

wuz waitin’ for him. No, he would make himself worthy of bein’ the

father of an angel. He must make his life helpful to all who needed

help.

And to them that she felt so pitiful towards, most of all the dark lives

full of sin and pain, he must help to light up and sweeten by all means

in his power. And Maggie felt jest like him, only less intenser and more

mejum, as her nater wuz.

Thomas Jefferson and Maggie jined the Methodist meetin’ house on

probation, the very summer after little Snow left them.

And, what wuz fur better, they entered into such a sweet, helpful

Christian life that they are blessin’s and inspirations to everybody

that looks on and sees ’em.

To Raymond and Robbie they give the wisest and tenderest care. The poor

all over Jonesville, and out as fur as Loontown and Shackville, bless

their names.

And at Belle Fanchon, where they always lay out to spend their winters,

their comin’ is hailed as the comin’ of the spring sun is by the waitin’

earth.

The errin’ ones, them from whom the robes of Pharisees are drawed away,

and at whom noses are upturned, these find in my boy Thomas Jefferson

and his wife true helpers and friends. They find somebody that meets ’em

on their own ground—not a reachin’ down a finger to ’em from a steeple

or a platform, but a standin’ on the ground with ’em, a reachin’ out

their hands in brotherly and sisterly helpfulness, pity, and affection.

Dear little Snow, do you see it? As the tears of gratitude moisten your

Pa’s and Ma’s hands, do you bend down and see it all? Is it your sweet

little voice that whispers to ’em to do thus and so? Blessed baby, I

sometimes think it is.

Mebby you turn away from all the ineffable glories that surround the

pathway of the ransomed throng, to hover near the sad old earth you

dwelt in once and the hearts that held you nearer than their own lives.

Mebby it is so; I can’t help thinkin’ it is sometimes.

I said that the relation on Josiah’s side is still in the world, and I

believe it, because we had a letter from him no longer ago than last

night. I got it jest before sundown, and after Josiah handed it to me he

went to the barn to onharness—he had been to Jonesville.

[Illustration:

“I SOT OUT ON THE STOOP.”

]

I sot out on the stoop under the clear, soft twilight sky of June, and

the last red rays of the sinkin’ sun lay on the letter like a

benediction. And under that golden and rosy light I read these words:

“MY DEAR COUSIN: Here in this distant land, where my last days

will be spent, my human heart yearns over my far-off kindred.

“And I send you this greeting and memorial to testify that the

Lord has been gracious to me. He has permitted me to see the

desire of my heart. He has blessed my failing vision with the

blessed light of this Land of Promise.

“I sit here as I write on the banks of a clear river that runs

towards the South land.

“My little cabin stands on its banks, and I sit literally under

my own vine and fig-tree, and I can say of my home as the

prophet of old said of a fair city: ‘It is planted in a pleasant

place.’

“As my eyes grow dim to earthly things I catch more vividly the

meaning of immortal things hidden from me in my more eager and

impetuous days.

“I am now willing to abide God’s will.

“I see, in looking back to those old days, that I was impatient,

trying to mould humanity according to my poor crude conception.

“I am now willing to wait God’s will.

“I see it plainly working out the great problem which vexed me

so sorely.

“How slowly, how surely has this plan been unfolding, even in

those long days of slavery, when the eager and impetuous ones

distrusted God’s mercy and scouted at His wisdom.

“But how else was it possible to have taken these ignorant ones

from the jungles of Africa and made of them teachers and

missionaries of Christianity and civilization to their own

people?

“How else could the story of Christ’s life and Christ’s

sufferings and risen glory have been so clearly revealed to them

as when they were passing through deep waters and coming up out

of great tribulations?

“Out of the wrath of men He made his will known. While they

suffered they learned the fellowship of suffering as they could

not by any tongue of missionary or teacher.

“While they were in bonds they learned something of the patience

and long suffering of Him who endured.

“While the war was raging on each side of them and they passed

unharmed out through the Red Sea, while the contending hosts

fell about them on every side, they learned of the strength of

the Lord, the sureness of His protecting care.

“While they were encamped in the dark wilderness between the

house of bondage and the Promised Land, they learned to wait on

the Lord.

“And in that long waiting they brightened up the sword of wisdom

and the spirit so they could vanquish the hosts of ignorance

surrounding the land from whence they were taken in their black

ignorance, and to which they returned rejoicing, ready to work

for Him who had redeemed them.

“I look into the future and I see the hosts of ignorance, and

superstition, and idolatry falling before the peaceful warfare

of these soldiers of the cross.

“I see the idols of superstition and bestial ignorance falling

and the white cross lifted up and shedding its pure, awakening

light over the hordes of savage men and savage women brought in,

washed and made clean, to the marriage supper of the Lord.

“As for myself, I truly care not how long I may wait my Master’s

call. For whatever pathway I may tread, in this world or the

other, I know that He that is risen will go before me; so I fear

not the way by land, however long, nor the swelling of Jordan.

“And either in the body or out of the body, God knoweth best. I

shall see the fulfilment of His promises, I shall see the

working out of His plan as it draws nearer and nearer to its

perfect fulfilment.”

I dropped the hands that held that letter into my lap, and sot there in

silence.

The sun had gone down, but the west wuz a glowin’ sea of pale golden

light, and above it a large clear star shone like a soul lookin’ down

into this world, a soul that had got above its troubles and

perplexities, but yet one that took a near and dear interest in the old

world yet.

Fur off, away over the peaceful green fields, I could hear the cow-bells

a tinklin’ and a soundin’ low and sweet, as the herds wended their way

home through the starry dusk.

Everything wuz quiet and serene.

And as I sot there my heart sort o’ waked up, and memories heavenly

sweet, heavenly sad, come to thrill my soul as they must always do while

I stay here below, till my day of pilgrimage is over.

But as I sot there with tears on my cheeks and a smile on my lips—for I

wuzn’t onhappy, not at all, though the tears wuz in my eyes through

thinkin’ of such a number of things—all at once a light low breeze swept

up gently from the south or down from the glowin’ heavens—anyway it

come—and swept lovingly and kind o’ lingeringly, as if with some old

lovin’ memory, over the posies in the door-yard, and sort o’ waved the

sweet bells of the mornin’ glories, and fell on my forehead and cheek

like a soft, consolin’ little hand.

It sort o’ stayed there and caressed me, and brushed my hair back, and

then touched my cheek, and then—wuz gone.

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