Maud was continuing: "Mr. Welling looked at me in that prolonged,

considering, quizzing way of his, his spectacles somehow always seeming

to intensify the effect, you know what I mean, and with his lips pursed

as if he were having a jolly good time for some unseen reason. He

generally is when he looks that way, and at somebody else's expense,

too. I hurried to add that of course I supposed I ought to show more

interest in questions of the day and that perhaps I would if the papers

were ever at hand around the house."

"I never read them much myself," agreed Selina, "except when something

comes up that I hear Papa and Culpepper talking to each other about.

Then I try to remember to look it up."

"Well, listen now to what followed. We're only highly diverting and

amusing to 'em, Selina. This morning I received notices by mail of

subscriptions in my name to two papers, one local and one not, and

a note from Mr. Welling. Listen to it, Selina, and then you'll know

what they think of us. He's laughing at me from the very start to the

finish."

"My dear Miss Maud:

"I am going to hope that you will read the editorials in these two

papers every day. It is unnecessary to say I have no sinister object

in view such as putting that in your way which might influence you

adversely to the political faith you say you have elected to move in.

It is rather because I consider that newspapers typify the most virile

and living English of our day, as well as embody the history of our

own times, and for these reasons as well as for their perforce certain

amount of incisive logic, are a means of disciplining and cultivating

the mind. Such articles as appear in a reputable paper's editorial

columns, not now and then, but in every issue of every first rate

daily, will gradually effect an undisciplined reader, and cause her to

form by absorption--"

Maud lowered the sheet of close-written paper and looked over at

Selina. An indignant color glowed in her face. "You notice he restricts

himself to the one pronoun, Selina, 'and cause her to form by

absorption---- '"

"I did notice," agreed Selina unwillingly.

"Wait till you hear the whole of it," Maud lifted the pages and resumed:

--"will gradually effect an undisciplined reader, and cause her to

form by absorption, habits of logical contemplation and discussion

which eventually will enable her to discern the salient points and

the related elements of a question, than which there is no greater

conscious pleasure. And when she arrives at that stage of development,

to say what she means instead of gradually finding out (?)--"

Again Maud lowered the page.

"There's a question mark in parenthesis after the 'finding out,' I

ought to tell you, Selina. He was afraid the implication might escape

me. Well, if he's amused, I suppose we ought to be willing to supply it

to him."

She resumed:

"--to say what she means instead of gradually finding out (?) what she

means from what she says. I take it that intelligent thinking requires

as much mental discipline as military action requires physical

discipline. I trust you will not consider it a _noblesse oblige_ to

read the tariff articles too, though their disciplining effect would

also be excellent. But if it requires any grinding, I beg of you to be

certain you are acquitted of any obligation in this direction, resting

upon the claim of so virulent a disciple to free trade as myself,

suggesting it."

Maud flung the several pages down, and faced Selina. "There! Certainly

you can see that he's laughing at me! What else can you make of it? And

that's what they really think of us, Selina, and our attainments we

rather flattered ourselves over."

"It--er--shows trouble he's taken, too," from Selina weakly and as she

felt as she said it, without conviction.

"It shows an abysmal depth of pity, not to say hilarity with the pity,"

gloomily.

"Maud," from Selina with reluctance and hesitation, "what's free trade

that he says he's such a virulent disciple of? Has it to do with

the--er--tariff?"

"That's the trouble," bitterly. "I don't know."

CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR

Amanthus stopped by one afternoon a week later, to see Selina. If Adele

was entirely occupied in going to luncheons, dinners and cotillions,

where she did not shine, so that Selina saw little of her, Amanthus was

equally occupied in going to these same affairs, where she did shine,

and Selina saw less of her.

She was returning from a luncheon now, lovely child, and a fawn-colored

hat set off her hair and face, and a fawn-colored wrap enveloped her.

She had come by with a message.

"But first I ought to say, Mr. Verily Blanke and Mr. Doe sent back

polite messages. I haven't seen you since the day Mamma and I spent

with them at my uncle's stock-farm. They're going out as far as

California while they're in this country, stopping everywhere, and up

into Canada. They don't go back to England before next summer. If Mamma

and I go east to her cousin's summer place, we'll see them again at Bar

Harbor. And, Selina, Mr. Doe says everybody in London, to the plainest

and the ugliest, even the princesses royal, have bangs. He wasn't

talking about horses as I thought at first, but about people. Mamma

says bangs are copied from a doubtful person, an actress, and she's not

sure she wants to see me have them. And that brings me to what I came

for. And first, may I go out to the mirror in the hat-tree and fix my

hat on better? It feels crooked and I'm going from here to pay a party

call."

She went out to the glass and talked back from this point as she

resettled her hat. "Mamma is trying this new thing, of serving tea in

the afternoon, as perhaps you know, Selina. She thought my coming-out

winter was a good time to begin it. It was while you were away we

started it, and she wants you and Maud and Juliette and Adele to come

for a cup to-morrow."

Selina very ardently adored Mrs. Harrison and an invitation from her

was a privilege.

"There's sure to be some men drop by, too, now it's getting to be

understood about it," explained Amanthus coming back into the parlor,

"your Mr. Tate, for one," as though this person in kind were a creature

entirely peculiar to Selina's world and unclassified in hers, "ever

since we asked him to our dance in fact. Lately Mr. Welling and Mr.

Cannon and Culpepper have been coming, too, as if they do it to plague

him. He told them real testily, the last time, he wished they would not

follow him around."

"That's why they do it," said Selina, even while she was adapting

herself to this new and surprising viewpoint of Culpepper and his

group, habitués at Mrs. Harrison's!

Amanthus rather unexpectedly resented this imputation on Mr. Tate.

She replied almost sharply, "I like Mr. Tate myself, though I suppose

he comes more to see Mamma. He talks to me about the Caesars and the

Atlantic cable and Garfield. You think I don't know how the rest of

you, Maud and every one of you, change the subject when I come and talk

down to me, but I do."

True enough, every word of this indictment! And true also that Mr. Tate

did talk to Amanthus and Amanthus was pleased that he should.

"Shall I tell Mamma you'll come, Selina?"

"Oh, always, Amanthus, you know I'd never decline a chance to be where

your mother is."

The next afternoon, Selina went downstairs in best dress, coat, hat

and gloves, to join Adele come by for her and waiting on the doorstep

outside in velvet coat, velvet hat and furs against a background of

early dusk and spitting snow. As they neared the Harrison house at the

other end of the block, a brick dwelling with a slate mansard, sitting

high in its trim corner yard, they saw Maud and Juliette on the steps.

Maud in hunter's green, and Juliette still wan of cheek, but as if a

bit defiantly, tricked out in brave scarlet. Hurrying they joined the

two as Hetty, the maid, opened the door.

[Illustration: "They found Mrs. Harrison ... before the open fire."]

Ushered in they found Mrs. Harrison in the second of the two parlors in

a big and comfortable chair before the open fire. They loved her fair

hair drawn in water waves about her brow and temples; they loved her

flowing apricot-toned cashmere with its fichu and hand ruffles and its

touches of blue; they loved her fine and frankly beautiful face.

They long had known her story, too, from their elders. A rich girl,

raised by her uncle, owner of the Selimcroft stock-farm, she had

married a man considerably her senior, a person of charm and much

social note, who bringing her here to this community, had wasted her

property in shocking fashion in his own behalf, and practiced economy

almost to scandal upon her. Since his death when Amanthus was a bit of

thing, she had managed the wreck of her affairs herself, prudently and

thriftily, bringing herself and her child to where they were.

Mrs. Harrison laid her book on the table by her as the group came in.

She, without being aware of it, was advocate and sponsor for much of

their present reading, a recently heard of English writer, one Hardy,

being the latest met with at her hands, she claiming for him a new

departure in heroines. "A Pair of Blue Eyes," was the volume she was

laying down now, as their quick eyes saw. By the end of the week, some

one of them would have secured it from the circulating library, and the

four would have read it, too. In what way were these heroines of this

Hardy new in departure? Just what did Mrs. Harrison mean? Was Hardy

defending them in their types because they were what the world had

made them? These were the questions the four asked each other after

reading each volume.

"Well, my dears! Let Hetty have your wraps and come and join me.

Amanthus is the victim of her own pertinacity. I gave in at last this

morning and agreed she might go down to Miss Lucy at the hair-store and

have her hair shingled into a bang. With every one of you now snipping

surreptitiously at her hair more and more each day--yes, you well may

blush, Maud, you bear the proofs upon you--we opposing elders may as

well give in and let you have your bangs. The deed being done, Amanthus

had to rush downtown again this afternoon with Mary, the upstairs maid,

carrying band-boxes, every hat she owns proving too big in the crown

from this cropped arrangement. She'll be in presently. I'm glad to have

you to myself this bit."

They came flocking back after depositing their coats, and found seats

about the fire as near to her as might be. They loved her hands which

were white and shapely and well cared for. They loved her generous

comprehendings and her unfailing appreciations. They knew, for example,

that she already would have noted and with pleasure in the noting,

that Adele's new ruche was becoming, that Maud was wearing her first

man-tailored suit, that Juliette's scarlet box-coat just removed,

was fetching, that Selina in her cashmere that was open a bit at the

throat, had lowered her abundant hair to a Langtry knot at the nape of

her pretty neck, if her mother wouldn't let her have a Langtry bang

over her forehead.

"Amanthus told Selina we talk down to her, Mrs. Harrison," burst forth

little Juliette. "Though I can't see why, with her dozen to our one of

every sort of thing, she should care. We felt we'd have to tell you."

"That I might absolve you?" smiled Mrs. Harrison. "Amanthus is a dear

goose, a very dear but palpable goose."

Did this lovely lady with the sweet and even pityingly tender eyes

pause here, as with one deliberating, and in resuming, speak as to a

seen end? Or was she by chance a Medea sowing dragon's teeth for these

of her own sex from which should spring the discontents of the future?

"Amanthus is a dear goose," slowly, "but has it occurred to you alert

young people, that so long as things are as they are for us women,

so long as our only avenue to place and establishment continues to

be through marriage, Amanthus is the enviable one among us, the one

forever safe and contentedly sweet and insured within the confines of

her own docility and femininity, the one that will never rebel, the one

that will never ask why? And that as things are as they are, we perhaps

should be the more rejoiced to have Amanthus as she is."

"_So long as things are as they are?_" "_So long as our only avenue to

place and establishment continues to be through marriage?_"

This group of four young people looked at Mrs. Harrison startled, and

as though not sure they quite were getting her meaning.

The outer door was heard to open and close, and Amanthus quite

literally blew in, snow-sprinkled and wind-tossed, Amanthus who brought

into dim rooms the golden effulgence of youth and radiance and beauty,

Amanthus, the forever safe and contentedly sweet and insured.

She tossed off her big, softly plumed beaver hat, and behold, she was

shingled to her yellow crown! But also, she was in despair.

"Mamma--girls, I'm so glad to see you--I was reading the fashion-paper

I bought on the way, while I waited at the milliner's. It's too

discouraging. It says Queen Victoria has tabooed bangs. What sort do

you suppose tabooed bangs are? The latest thing I suppose! And here,

just to-day, I've had mine shingled into Langtry ones!"

"And yet," said Mrs. Harrison laughing, even if tenderly, and drawing

Amanthus down to her and kissing her, the while she gave a look all

whimsical to the others across the yellow-head, "and yet, in the name

of every one of us, why would we have her one whit different?"

What did Mrs. Harrison mean? Why was she thus including them and not

Amanthus in these implications and indictments? The four looked at each

other, non-plussed and wondering, and for some reason just the least

bit disturbed.

CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE

Here Mr. Tate was shown in by Hetty. He was exceedingly tall and his

cheek-bones were prominent, and so was his earnestness. His skirted

coat seemed ponderous and so did he.

Maud, for one, never had cared for Mr. Tate, possibly because he seemed

so little aware of her. She was in a gloomy frame of mind anyway, not

having cheered up since, so she put it, she'd seen herself as Mr.

Welling and his sex saw her. She said afterwards, that this afternoon

at the Harrisons only confirmed the point of view. Mr. Tate in his

frock coat and his earnestness seemed to provide an outlet for her

immediate ill-humor.

"When a person's dressed with all that excess of correctness, he only

looks ridiculous," she told Selina, by whom she was sitting.

Amanthus apparently did not think so. She smiled for Mr. Tate and that

marvel of a dimple showed and she gave him her soft hand. Mrs. Harrison

smiled for him, too, and offered a hand and told him that she and

Amanthus had enjoyed his matinée tickets hugely.

"He's never offered us matinée tickets," sotto voce from Maud at

Selina's elbow. "That earnestness of his keeps its eye on exactly what

it wants and doesn't waste itself elsewhere. He's recognizing we're

here now and he's coming to tell us so. That's something to be grateful

for."

He shook hands with Adele and called her Miss Adelina. She and her

identity always seemed vague to him. He shook hands with Selina and

asked her about her mother and her aunt; he shook hands with Juliette.

He came to Maud. Her attitude to him at times savored of belligerency.

She wasn't fond of persons who ignored her, but as she explained

afterward, she hardly had flattered herself he'd noticed this manner.

"Miss Maud," Mr. Tate having said this in recognition of her as he put

out his hand, paused, then said the name over again as if struck for

the first time with the sound and significance of it. "Miss _Maud_?"

consideringly and reflectively. "There's something then in names?

Juliette now," with a beneficent wave of the hand in the direction

of that pretty, dark, little person, "diminutive of Julia; Amanda,

Amanthus, and the further derivatives," he turned and bowed gallantly

in the direction of this young lady, "worthy to be loved--Matilda,

Matilde, Maud--mighty battle maid."

Perhaps it was fortunate that Hetty came in here, this time ushering

Mr. Welling, Mr. Cannon and Culpepper. They seemed to bring in with

them the bracing of the outside cold and something of its vigor as to

a man they rallied about their hostess, their spirits effervescent.

"We had your note," from Mr. Cannon, the good-looking and the

debonaire, cheerfully.

"We've primed ourselves with the law on the subject of cook-ladies and

their husbands and their wages," from Culpepper genially.

"We were pricking Tate, old man, into coming this afternoon anyway,

before we heard from you, to give us an excuse for following him," from

Mr. Welling.

"Tate's been right testy because you asked us instead of him for that

advice. He prefers to think the whole lien on things around here is

his," from Mr. Cannon.

They came about the room now shaking hands generally.

"You here, Selina? That's good," from Culpepper.

"And you won't forgive me, Miss Maud?" from Mr. Welling to this

energetically handsome young lady in her cloth suit of hunter's green.

"Won't believe me that my motives, far from trying to win you over to

my democracy, were unmixed and pure? Wouldn't see me when I called the

other evening! Haven't answered my pleading note! I appeal to you, Mrs.

Harrison. I've a question in ethics, moral, social and otherwise that

Miss Amanthus once told me about. Or perhaps I'd better put it direct

to Miss Maud. _Will a lady say she's out when she's in?_ I'm coming

around again to satisfy myself as to this, to-morrow night."

And meanwhile did Mr. Cannon--perish the thought!--approximate a

wink at Adele as he approached her? At Adele who when she used to

sportively skip rope did it with such painful conscientiousness one's

heart ached to watch her? At Adele who constitutionally would be so

embarrassed with a wink thus placed on her hands, one could not figure

out the consequences? Certainly this Mr. Preston Cannon the naughty did

something with an eyelid quite confidentially as he reached her. And

who pray had told him of his recent double identity in connection with

the Carter reception?

"The vagabond interloper is discovered in the cherished nephew," he was

saying jocularly to Adele whose face was scarlet.

But even so, despite this effervescence of good spirits bestowed

around, the younger ladies could not deceive themselves. The gentlemen

were glad to find them here, of course, but incidentally, their own

coming and their own ardor being for Mrs. Harrison!

For the third time Hetty appeared, now bringing in the tea and its

accompaniments, which she put down on a table before Mrs. Harrison.

Whereupon the gentlemen rallied to their hostess again, rallied with a

zest and heartiness that spelled homage. Culpepper at the table by her

elbow, with the silver tongs suspended above the silver sugar bowl,

waited her word to distribute the cubes to saucers. Culpepper--the

blunt and self-avowed scorner of the lady's man!

Mr. Welling went about carrying cups. According to Maud's undertones to

Selina, his facetious speeches as he distributed these merely sounded

excessive.

"And silly," she added a moment later to the first indictment.

It was his speech calling attention to the gracious occupation of the

hostess at the tea-table, that provoked this last comment.

"Juno, to human needs sweetly descent, pours tea," Mr. Welling

diagramed it, as he handed Maud a cup of the brew.

"He mails mental pabulum to me, and bestows compliments elsewhere," she

remarked scathingly as he moved on.

Amanthus, artless sight, her shingled yellow bang altogether fetching,

followed in the wake of Mr. Welling, with cakes in a silver basket. He

called back gallantly over his shoulder diagraming her, too.

"Hebe to the children of earth," he explained.

It was nauseating, that is if one agreed with Maud.

Mr. Tate followed after the cups and the cakes with lemon and with

cream. It was a risk to let him. He earnestly and even decorously

stumbled over a rug and slopped the cream, and as earnestly and

decorously looked annoyed and recovered himself. He also made rejoinder

to Mr. Welling.

"Juno and Hebe, if you will, Henry," he was the only known soul

apparently who addressed this gentleman by his Christian name, "except

that in both cases, our Juno and our Hebe are first and last and

always, radiantly and commendably, woman!"

[Illustration: "He ... stumbled over a rug and slopped the cream."]

Selina who earlier in the afternoon felt she was looking her best in

her cashmere with its open throat and the knot of her hair at the nape

of her neck, but was less fondly hopeful about it now, took her tea

from Mr. Welling, her cake from Amanthus, her cream from Mr. Tate, but

something of her state of mind from Maud.

She did not care for tea. If the truth be told, while she was a little

sensitive about the childish look of the thing, a goblet of milk

still stood at her plate three times a day, Mamma discouraging even

a tentative cup of coffee at breakfast. But it was not her lack of

ardor for the tea now in her hand which was dampening her spirits, but

the realization that she and her companions were but incidents to a

foreground adequately filled for these young gentlemen.

A foreground not even shared by Amanthus, but filled altogether by

Mrs. Harrison, beautiful, smiling, and serene, too big, too adequate,

too honest and too real to put forward one charm, one attribute

deliberately to invite such recognition.

Too big, too honest and too real? Selina caught at the words as they

passed through her mind. Could the secret lie in these? Auntie had

deplored the borrowed furbelows with deep distress. Were she and her

group paying the penalty of trying to be what they were not?

These young gentlemen whose good opinions the group yearned to

possess, bantered them instead with jocularity, and gave sincerity and

admiration to Mrs. Harrison. If Selina could judge, it was the same

nature of homage men offered to Miss Pocahontas Boswell, that most

natural and unassuming of persons.

Had Selina laid bare the secret? For was not Mrs. Harrison nobly

and simply herself? Each charm and each loveliness taking its toll

rightfully her own? And her interests and her occupations and her

reading, her assumptions and her opinions, were not these too gently

and quietly her own?

She had faced about from the tea-table now, her own cup in hand and

was speaking. How lovely her fair hair was, how pleasing the apricot

tones of her dress! And Mamma and Auntie said there was no degradation

a husband might descend to that her money was not taken to pay for,

no price a humiliated young wife could be taxed, her personal fortune

did not stand voucher for! Why should a woman permit it? Why not

consider her own to be her own, in such a case? Selina, looking at Mrs.

Harrison, wondered.

She herself was speaking. "And now about old colored Aunt Hosanna in

my kitchen. She has a lazy, ne'er-do-well husband, girls, though I've

probably mentioned it before to you, who as regularly as the week-end

rolls around, appears and collects her week's wages for her. I have

asked to be assured by these young lawyers-to-be, that he has every

right to do it, before I give in to him any longer."

"He has every right," from Mr. Welling, square-set now like his

spectacles, and earnest and definite. "The common law, covering the law

of husband and wife, has been modified in some of the states, but here

in our own, is practically unchanged."

"Culpepper," from Mrs. Harrison still playing with her tea-cup, to this

black-haired, blue-eyed young gentleman in a chair to her left, "you

promised to look up the case of that little dressmaker for me. Don't

think I hunt these things. By some force of attraction seemingly, they

seek me."

Culpepper took advantage of the opportunity to put his cup down. Its

undiminished contents would indicate that he didn't care for tea as a

beverage either. He, too, was business-like and definite.

"I took the address you gave me," he said, "and went around to see her

carpenter husband. She's temporarily left him since you saw her. He

admits the house was bought and paid for by her out of her earnings

before he knew her. And he admits he mistreats her every time he's

drunk. But the house and its contents he proposes to keep if she leaves

him."

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