Then it happened. Selina never will forget it, never. A vocal number

had reached that point where it reiteratingly bade 'Good-bye to hope,

good-bye, good-bye,' and she was bitterly agreeing, when a gloved hand

reached out and touched an empty gilt chair a few places beyond, while

the young lady owner of the hand and of the brown eyes above it, smiled

and in quiet gesture invited her to take it. What the kindly eyes had

been seeing, though Selina could not know this, was a young guest

awkwardly alone and betraying it in a color coming and going painfully

and a chin piteously inclined to quiver.

Selina went, seventeen is not so very far along the way, and the sob

so long threatening in the throat within the Vincent setting, arose

undisguisedly.

The owner of the smiling eyes, whose own shoulders emerged from a

charming and correct gown, by sharing her program afforded a momentary

sheltering for recovery.

At the close of the song came an intermission, during which servants

came about with ices.

Selina's companion chatted. "I should say we both were a little strange

here. I am 'Hontas Boswell, Pocahontas Boswell, from Eadston. My aunt

and I are down spending a few days at the hotel, and her old friend,

Mrs. Tuttle, was good enough to ask us here to-night. Shall you and I

agree to stay together?"

CHAPTER EIGHT

Selina and Miss Pocahontas had supper together at a little table in a

bay window with Mr. Tuttle Jones as a somewhat peripatetic third, since

his duties as aid to his aunt kept him constantly leaving them.

In the beautiful time Selina now found herself having with this new

friend, she told her about Mamma and Papa and Auntie, and even some

of the rest of it, about the friends of her youth, for instance, and

William Jr., whom she taught, and about Culpepper who brought her. For

after all, at seventeen, is not one's little world one's world, that is

to be talked about? And were not the warm brown eyes of Miss Boswell

amazingly tender and encouraging as she smiled back upon this ardent

young face?

Mr. Jones with a murmuring sigh of further apology came and sank into

his place once more with them at the bay-window table. He was a quick

and alert young man, with a nice smile and when he had time, a nice

manner. Was he perhaps dapper? His small moustache was immaculate, and

his tie and boutonnière irreproachable.

It would seem he was taking note of Selina as a possible entity for the

first time. "My aunt asked me to apologize to you about something I

don't seem to understand. She says she can't come herself----

"--without making herself ridiculous," said this hitherto seemingly

harmless young Miss Wistar with unlocked for and apparently astute

bitterness. Miss Boswell looked surprised. Mr. Jones looked at Selina.

He looked again. He might look away, as indeed he did, to concern

himself with the final course for their table, but Selina was an entity

now.

At half-past eleven she came downstairs amid the departing guests,

Mamma's throw upon her head, Auntie's scarf about her shoulders, still

in the comforting care of Miss Pocahontas Boswell and her aunt, Miss

Boswell. Miss Pocahontas was all kindness to the end. "And may we not

take you home? Our carriage is double?" she asked as they reached the

hall.

"Culpepper is to come for me," Selina explained. "He would not know

what to do."

"My niece tells me it is Maria Buxton's stepson, from up our way, you

speak of," said Miss Boswell, the aunt; "I remember him as a very

blunt, outspoken little son of a blunt father and outspoken stepmother.

If he is to come for you we had surely better leave you for him."

But come for her is what Culpepper failed to do. The various groups

departed, the crowd in the hallway thinned, a silver-chimed clock

somewhere struck the quarter, and the street-cars would stop at twelve.

The servants in the hall gathering up this and that, looked at Selina

interrogatively, then departed, too.

It was here that Mrs. Tuttle came out into the hall and found her. This

lady seemed engrossed in the closing of the house by the servants now,

and to have forgotten the matter of Cousin Anna's dress and Vincent's

perfidy.

"Culpepper who? Maria Buxton's boy?" This in answer to Selina's

explanation. "Ann Eliza didn't tell me he was living here? Is he

personable? A hostess always needs young men. Wait, Reuben," this to

the gray-haired negro man in livery moving around in the background,

"you know I always want to satisfy myself the window fastenings _are_

secure," Then to Selina, "You say he said he _would_ be here? What on

earth are we going to do about it, say _dear_ child?"

The lights were out now but for one or two, and everyone had

disappeared but Mrs. Tuttle and Selina and Reuben. Seeing a reflected

figure in a pier glass opposite her, and recognizing that disheveled

and distraught figure to be her own, certain words heard from Juliette

that afternoon, and which Selina had held to be inapt and wanting in

relevancy, beat themselves to measure on her brain:

"Wild was her look and stern her air,

Back from her shoulders streamed her hair"

[Illustration: "Selina hurried out and joined him."]

And when at length, incredible, unpardonable, unforgivable length,

Culpepper did come and Selina hurried out and joined him, what had he

to say?

"Of course you can't, I won't ask you to forgive me, Selina. There

was a boxing match on, but I would not go to that. Then I remembered

an expert chess game at--er--a place, a Hungarian player against home

talent, but I knew I would get drawn into the moves and--well. So I

went back to the rooms and the boys were all there, and we got to

jawing about this new thing by a man named George, called Single Tax,

and I got into the talk and forgot."

Selina stopped by Adele's house on her way to her teaching the next

morning. She was anxiously sweet and sorry, the natural Selina now.

"I was short about those quotations yesterday, Adele," she

acknowledged, "and I want to say to you, and I mean to say to Judy,

that I've every reason since I saw you both and was so rude, to think

they are, well, the one apt and the other true. Men it seems have so

many interests, they forget to come for us when they promise!" And she

told Adele all about it.

"But I made that Mr. Jones acknowledge me," she commented. "I don't

believe I could have stood all the rest if I couldn't feel I did

that. I'm beginning to believe that we only grow through a sort of

self-assertion, Adele. And I owe it to my self-respect, too, to say I

think Auntie's old friend, Mrs. Tuttle, was very rude."

She came home from her morning's work perturbed, and joined Mamma and

Auntie at the lunch table, a worried frown puckering her brow.

"It's the last straw. This time yesterday I was so elated on every

count. What's that saying of Papa's whist club when they're counting

up the score? Honors are easy, isn't it? Mrs. Williams and I were so

relieved when she found William could read. To-day she tells me she

believes he did it deliberately to stop their talk. He took a page

about a baby robin that he's heard the others read so often he knows it

by heart."

CHAPTER NINE

"Girls play at being educated and boys are educated," Culpepper had

said. Selina was to ask herself again if this was so.

She and her mother went at once to call on Miss Boswell and Miss

Pocahontas Boswell at their hotel. And so glowing was the further

description given by Selina to her four friends of the charms of Miss

Boswell the younger, that she had to go again to take them. Following

this the five were invited by Miss Pocahontas to spend an afternoon

with her, and she had what Maud called a little collation for them in

her hotel sitting-room.

Mamma and Auntie had the offer of Cousin Anna Tomlinson's carriage and

coachman for this same afternoon, and in order that the young people

might be free, they took Miss Boswell the elder for a drive to the

cemetery, they being of a mind, and the community with them, that no

more seemly spot for innocent recreation and enjoyment might be.

The afternoon and its collation were so delightful, and Miss 'Hontas

in a semi-formal afternoon gown was so winning, the guests went home

in a state of uplift, with the exception of Amanthus who seemed

non-committal. But, as Maud said, charming people are so often

resentful of other people being charming.

Selina spoke at home about this attitude from Amanthus. "She seemed

ungenerous over our admiration for Miss Pocahontas, Mamma. Right in

the middle of the afternoon she wanted to come home. Lovely as she is,

she's hard to stand when she acts this way."

"I've never encouraged you to find fault with your friends, Selina,"

reproved her mother. "No doubt Amanthus had her grounds."

"I haven't a doubt she had," from Auntie. "I've watched Amanthus

before. If a thing's true, Lavinia, why shouldn't Selina say it? She'll

get along the better for recognizing it. Refusing to admit a fact

doesn't make it less so."

"I've always found Amanthus sweetly feminine," said Mamma concisely.

"And there isn't a man won't agree with you," from Auntie. "She's

exactly to the pattern of what they look for in women. I found that out

before ever Amanthus was born."

"Ann Eliza, I'm astonished at your tone!"

"The tone goes with the rankle that's been in me a good many years,

Lavinia."

Selina and her group met with Maud this same evening to talk the

afternoon over as was their habit after an occasion. The Addisons were

prosperous and their parlors boasted velvet carpets, mirrors over the

mantels, lace curtains stiff with pattern and the seemly rest of what

handsome parlors at that day should boast.

Again Amanthus took exception to the enthusiasm over Miss Boswell.

Perhaps there was something in the name of the lady that was suggestive

of the especial line of attack. "I don't see anything so good-looking

about her," she declared. "She's too dark; she looks like an Indian

squab."

Amanthus was given to occasional lapses in her words, and while as a

rule the others were tolerant with her, this as concerning Miss Boswell

was too much.

"Meaning squaw, we are to presume?" said Maud--generous-spirited,

whole-souled Maud, scornful of such assets as mere red-brown hair and

splendid skin, the emphasis with her being laid on loftier attainments!

"I can't keep you from presuming," returned Amanthus with dignity,

_her_ daffodil yellow head held high, "I said squab."

"But it doesn't mean anything used so," pointed out conscientious Adele.

"Not a thing," corroborated little Juliette.

"You can't prove that it doesn't to me," returned Amanthus, which after

all was true. It also was characteristic of Amanthus. It was best to

change the subject. Perhaps it was unfortunate that it returned to Miss

Boswell.

"It seems to Mamma and to me," said Selina, "that I ought to do

something in the way of entertaining for Miss Pocahontas. It's more

of an occasion to have it in the evening, of course, but it can't be

dancing in our little house, nor music, because we can't depend on our

piano any longer."

"You wouldn't want the ordinary thing for her anyway," said Maud

promptly and decidedly. "Selina," one saw the sweep as it were of

Maudie's unbridled fancy as it mounted, one braced oneself against the

oncoming rush of her enthusiasm, "I have the idea!" Did she have it,

or was she merely pursuing it unaware of what it would be until she

overtook it? "Unless you actually want it, let me ask Mamma if I may

give it myself? I should love to. What I say," she had it now, and

brought it forth with the pride of ownership, "is a conversazione!"

"But I do want it," Selina hastened to declare, "though," dubiously, "I

hadn't thought of attempting anything like that."

Amanthus spoke here and almost crossly. "Mamma says the accustomed

thing is nearly always the proper thing. She told me to remember that.

I can't see why you're always hunting the unusual thing? I don't know

what a conversazione is."

"A conversazione," said Maud loftily, "is a meeting for conversation,

preferably on belle-lettres or kindred topics. It's not unlike the

French salons."

"I'll speak to Mamma," from Selina still more dubiously, "and if she

agrees I'll go and see Miss Pocahontas. If I do decide on it, will you

meet with me and help me plan it?"

"Meet here," said Maud, "and in the mean season I'll look up the

subject further."

When Selina went home with her proposal, Mrs. Wistar was more concerned

with the obligation than the nature of the entertaining. "Have what you

please, Selina, so it's reasonably simple in its cost and we can afford

it. I'm glad to have you do it for Miss Boswell."

Auntie demurred. "I like the idea of a party, too," she said, "but why

not just a party? What does Selina, or what do the others know about

a---- what is it you're proposing to have, Selina? A conversazione?

It sounds to me like borrowed finery in another guise such as we let

her wear to the musicale. Let's don't do it again, Lavinia. I don't

fancy mental furbelows that are not her own any more than dressmaker

furbelows. Let Selina give a plain party."

"Why should you want to discourage the child, Ann Eliza? If she and the

others want to have a conversational evening. I can see no reasonable

grounds for objection."

Accordingly the group met with Maud the next evening and Selina

reported. "Mamma approves, but Miss Pocahontas looked a little startled

when I said conversazione. Or maybe I imagined she did, for immediately

she smiled charmingly and said, 'How very lovely!' Maudie, do you

really think we'd better undertake it?"

Having originated an idea, Maud never was known to relinquish it. "Just

as you please," largely, "as I said before if you don't want it, let me

give it."

Selina surrendered. "You got our literary club at school into that

debate with the boys from the high school," she reminded Maud uneasily

however, "and what we thought at the time was applause from them, we

found out afterward was laughter."

They all moved uneasily at the recollection, all but Amanthus and she

had not been in it.

"It was the subject Maud insisted on, we can see that now," said

Juliette bitterly, "'Resolved that the works of Alexander Pope are

atheistical in their tendency.' We ought to have known they were

laughing at us when they accepted it."

"If we're here to help you, Selina," said Maud loftily, "we'd better

get about it. There's more than enough of our sex for the evening as it

is. I've been reading up and there's very little said about women as

guests at either salons or conversaziones. The important thing seems to

have been the men."

Amanthus showed more interest at this, but she seemed determined to be

trying. "I won't come if you have Tommy Bacon."

Juliette was responsible for this. At the Friday evening dancing club

she had burst forth to a group of them, impetuously, "What do you

suppose Tommy Bacon here has just said to me? That Maud and Selina and

Adele and I are the only girls he knows whose hand he can't hold when

he wants to."

In the pause which had followed Amanthus had grown very red. They

could not blame her now. Though Tommy measured suddenly against the

requirements of a conversazione did seem very young, still his absence

would leave them short.

Maud was rising to the demands of the moment again so visibly that her

companions as visibly looked uneasy. But her suggestion this time was

practical. On the previous Saturday afternoon she and Selina and Adele,

out for a walk in the Indian summer briskness had met Culpepper Buxton

and his three roommates out for a tramp also. The two groups had joined

forces and gone sauntering out the sycamore bordered road that led

up-climbing and down-rolling to the old monastery in its secluded and

wooded grounds where Louis Phillipe in his exile for a time had stayed.

It not only proved a pleasant occasion, the background of the French

king lending color and romance to the setting, but it added three

masculine acquaintances to the lists of the ladies--Mr. Cannon, easy

and talkative, Mr. Welling, provocative and in spectacles, Mr. Tate,

tall and studious. Older than their own set, decidedly these three

young men were acquisitions.

"You must ask these friends of Culpepper, Selina," proposed Maud. "And

do you believe if we coax Culpepper, he'll get Algernon Charles Biggs

to come? At a conversazione, after it is understood by Miss Boswell who

he is, he will seem to be a card?"

[Illustration: "The two groups had ... gone sauntering out the sycamore

bordered road."]

Algy Biggs was a near if collateral kinsman of a very real and great

poet on the other side of the English-speaking world, a thing he never

was allowed to forget, and which in company rendered him next to mute.

Yet he was amazingly big and athletic and good-looking, great in the

local militia, in the summer regattas on the river, as a stroke oar on

the barge picnic parties, carrying the baskets and luggage, building

the fires, fetching water.

"A regular Herculaneum, or whoever it was performed labors and cleaned

stables," Amanthus had said of him.

"He won't come if he knows what we want him for," affirmed Selina,

decidedly. "I'll try."

Adele here pointed out the flaw in the arrangements, it being her gift

from Heaven always to do that.

"But the ones you're naming are nearer our ages. There ought to be

somebody more suitable for Miss Boswell."

"Your Cousin Marcus, Selina." said Maud.

Selina felt ashamed of the haste with which she said no for surely it

is an unworthy thing to be overly sensitive about your kin, and nobody

is any better off as to family than the total average in desirability

of its members. Still there was no use running the family in on Miss

Boswell if she did not have to.

Aunt Juanita, married to Uncle Bruce, was Mamma's sister, and Cousin

Marcus was their son. Aunt Juanita wrote letters to the newspapers on

every sort of subject that engrossed her from Schopenhauer to Susan

B. Anthony, and made impassioned addresses to women wherever she ran

into them, at parties, picnics, church societies, anywhere, like as not

having forgotten to take down one curl-paper in dressing her iron-gray

hair. The subjects for the addresses varied.

A forerunner, a feminine John Baptist to her day and place and sex, as

Selina was one day to come to see her, then Aunt Juanita Bruce, tall,

angular, unmended and ungroomed, stood alone in her community, unique

in type but none the less absorbed and none the more abashed for that.

As for Uncle Bruce, Mamma called him in as he came by of mornings,

with his big bushy-haired head and untidy beard and his mummified

and scholarly little trotting body, and brushed him off and tidied

him up and retied his old black string cravat, and started him on

again. Whereat if he had a book, it being his way to proceed along the

streets with his nose and his spectacled eyes within the covers of some

abstruse volume, he was as like as not to proceed indefinitely at his

little dog-trot speed in whatsoever line started on, the levee and the

river, it was said, on more than one occasion bringing him up. Uncle

Bruce was a lawyer and Selina was told that he was an authority, but

there was small comfort to her young and innocent soul in that in the

face of his more salient characteristics.

Cousin Marcus, their son, did editorial paragraphs on the newspapers

and was clever, but then you never knew what he might be besides,

being all of Aunt Juanita and Uncle Bruce and himself together. If

he was asked to come at eight he would stroll round at ten, and if

one wanted to close the house at twelve, Marcus would produce his

cigarettes--he was the only person in town to use them and was looked

on askant therefore--and monologue with brilliancy till one. He was a

law unto himself and over-rode your laws. Now Selina yearned secretly

and passionately, and she feared almost unworthily, to be considered

correct and proper, and this, moreover, was an occasion for that

charmingly correct person, Miss Pocahontas Boswell. Auntie remembered

now, too, just who the Boswells were. She was sure that as a girl she

had spent a night at their even then old brick home at Eadston in

its setting of quaint garden. Selina was uneasy as it was, over this

conversazione business of Maud's, and if the truth be told, always

winced at her relatives, the Bruces.

"No," she said, and firmly for once in the face of Maud, "I don't think

I want Marcus."

"Then who---?" began Maud, and stopped. The same thought had occurred

at this point, was recurring to each of them, to four of them that is,

Amanthus not knowing the person in question this time.

A new assistant rector at Selina's church had achieved a notable

popularity, and of late these friends of hers, with the exception of

Amanthus, had been accompanying her to services whenever they could

be spared from their own. Perhaps they all blushed a bit now under

detection.

"Why not the Reverend Mr. Thomas Wingham if he'll come?" avowed Maud

stoutly despite the general abashment. "It's entirely for Miss Boswell

we're considering him?"

As yet Selina was the only one who had met the gentlemen, he having

called upon her household in the performance of his parochial duties.

Driven thus into a corner by Maud, there was no reason why he should

not be invited. "I'll ask Mamma," she conceded.

This person approved, and accordingly the invitation to him went the

next day in Mamma's lady-like and running hand, upon her visiting card.

It was hard to reconcile her being Aunt Juanita's sister, though to be

sure they did have different mothers.

To Meet

Miss Pocahontas Boswell

Conversation

Please Reply Friday Evening

The Reverend Mr. Wingham, young and good-looking gentleman that he was,

promptly replying that it would be his pleasure to meet Miss Boswell

on Friday evening, the affair assumed aspects entirely new, and in a

different sense, significant.

Mamma planned the details. The back parlor, so-called, in the Wistar

home, really was the dining-room.

"On the evening of your little affair, Selina," she explained, "thanks

to the screen which we'll set about the table beforehand, your aunt

and I, at the agreed-upon moment, will slip in with coffee, chocolate,

sandwiches, and plates of cake. There'll remain only the removing of

the screen by your father, to disclose us in our places, I behind the

chocolate pitcher, your aunt behind the coffee urn, and the adjournment

of your guests to the back parlor. I'm always thankful when an occasion

like this comes up, that the Wistar coffee urn isn't plate but silver."

After preparations for the affair thus were well under way, Juliette,

dependable if she was such a little creature, rounded up Maud and

Selina at the Wistars one afternoon. "It's conversazione, of course,

but what're we going to talk about?"

True! One saw Maud rising to the new demands of the situation. "If we'd

only thought about it sooner," she mourned. "On our walk with Culpepper

and his friends the other day, Mr. Welling that I was with, the square

one with spectacles, told me they were deep in a book round at their

rooms that they were having daily rows over, Adam Smith's 'Wealth of

Nations.' My uncle has it on his shelves. We might have gotten up on

that and showed them."

Amanthus happened in here and they explained the trouble.

"Why not talk in pairs and not trouble about a subject?" she asked

hopefully. "Wouldn't it be a conversazione just the same?"

They ignored this whereas they might have said patently tolerant things

to her. Amanthus was Amanthus and they must accept her as she was,

which meant be magnanimous with her rather than lofty or pitying.

"I'll go round to the school to-morrow," said Maud, "and ask permission

to look over the old minutes of our Sappho Literary Club. By looking up

our program, I'll happen on some subject of general interest that we're

all up on. As soon as you're home from your teaching, Selina, come over

and we'll decide."

"Don't count me in on this conversazione," said Amanthus, "I'll come

but I won't talk."

True, as she had said once before, lovely creature that she was,

sunny-haired, violet of eyes, coral-lipped, she had no need for

conversation, no, nor yet wit, nor repartee, in her business of life.

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