"I come," said the stranger, in his husky hoarse voice, and as he

raised himself from the trap-door, his haggard countenance, and his

blood-shot eyes, that glared with the horror of his situation, half

seen as they were through his long moist locks, chilled Inverawe's

very heart as he looked upon him.

"Now, sir," said Inverawe, "you are safe for the present, your pursuers

have passed on."

"Thanks! thanks!" replied the man; "I know not how sufficiently to

thank you."

"Aye--all is so far well for you," said Inverawe; "but concealment for

you here is impossible. You must remove into a place of more certain

safety, and no time is to be lost. At present you may remove without

observation or suspicion; but no one can say how soon the search for

you hereabouts may be renewed. Here," continued he, setting before

him some of the remains of the feast, which the tired servants had

not removed from the sideboard; "take what refreshment circumstances

may allow, whilst I go for a basket, in which to carry food enough

to last you during to-morrow. We must go to Ben-Cruachan, with as

much secrecy and expedition as we can."

The stranger, thus left for a few minutes by himself, hastily devoured

some of the viands, of which he had so much need, and having swallowed

a full cup of wine, he was rejoined by Inverawe with a basket, into

which he hastily packed some provisions, and, without a moment's

delay, they quietly and stealthily quitted the hall, and the castle,

and the moment they found themselves in the open air, Inverawe led

the way diagonally up the slope, on the western side of Ben-Cruachan.

Their way was long, and their path rough, and they moved on through

woods, and over rocks, without uttering a word. Many a half expressed

exclamation, indeed, burst involuntarily from the stranger, betraying

a mind ill at ease with itself, and many a start did he give, as

if he apprehended surprise from some lurking pursuer; and Inverawe

shuddered to think, that the haggard appearance of the man, and

these his guilty-like apprehensions, were more in accordance with the

accusation of murder, or unfair slaughter, which seemed to have been

made against him, by the expressions of some of those who had come

into the hall in search of him, than with the chance-medley killing

of a man in an affray, which was the complexion he had himself wished

to put on the matter. Be this as it might, however, his most solemn

pledge had been given for his security, and accordingly he determined

honourably to fulfil it, at all hazards to himself. His reflections,

as he went with this man, were of any thing but a pleasing nature.

After a long and painful walk, or rather race, for their pace had

been more like that, than walking, Inverawe began to climb up the

abrupt face of Cruachan, till he came to that part of it which hangs

over the northern entrance of the Pass of Brandera, where the river

Awe breaks away from the end of the narrow branch of the lake, and

there, after some scrambling, he led the stranger high up the face of

the mountain, to a cave that yawned in the perpendicular cliff. The

concealment here was perfect, for its mouth was masked in front by a

cairn of large stones, which might have been accidentally accumulated

by falling during successive ages from the rocks above, or perhaps

artificially piled up there in memory of some person or event long

since forgotten. It was moreover surrounded by trees of all sorts

of growth; indeed, the universal wooding which prevailed over the

surrounding features of nature, of itself rendered any object on the

ground of the mountain side difficult to be discovered by any creature

that did not, like an eagle, mount into the sky. In addition to this,

the great elevation of the position, added to the security of the

place, and the ravine-seamed front of the perpendicular mountain of

rock that guarded the western side of the pass, immediately opposite

to the face of Cruachan, precluded all chance of observation from

that quarter.

"This is not exactly the place where Campbell of Inverawe would

wish to exercise his hospitality, to any one who deigns to ask for

his protection," said the Laird, whilst he was engaged in striking

a light; "but in your circumstances it is the best retreat in which

I can extend it towards you. Here is a lamp; and I will leave this

tinder-box, and this flask of oil with you. The cave is dry enough,

and there is abundance of heather to be had around you. Use your lamp

only when you may find it absolutely necessary so to do; for its light

might betray you; and take care to show yourself as little as possible

during the daylight of to-morrow. I have promised you protection by

Cruachan, and by Cruachan you shall have it. You must be contented

with this my assurance for the present, for your safety demands that

I shall not see you again, until I can do so without observation,

under the veil of to-morrow-night's darkness. Till then, you must

e'en do with such provisions as this basket contains, and you may

reckon on my bringing a fresh supply with me when I return. Farewell,

for I must hurry back, so as to escape discovery."

"Thanks! thanks! kind Inverawe!" said the man, in a state of extreme

agitation and excitement,--"a thousand thanks! But, must you--must you

leave me thus alone? Alone, for a whole night, on this wild mountain

side, with that yawning hole for my place of rest, and with nothing

but the roar of these eternal cataracts, mingled with the wild howl of

the wind through the pass to lull me to repose! That cairn, too!--may

not that be a cairn which marks the spot where--where--where some

murder has been done? Can you assure me that no ghosts ever haunt

this wild place?"

"The soul that is free from all consciousness of guilt may hold

patient, solitary, and fearless converse with ghost or goblin,

even on such a wild mountain side as this," said Inverawe, somewhat

impatiently. "But surely you cannot expect that my hospitality to

you should require my sharing this mountain concealment with you? If

you do, I must tell you, what common prudence ought to teach you,

that if I were disposed to do so, nothing could be more unwise,

as nothing could more certainly lead to your detection. My absence

from home would create so much surprise and anxiety, that the whole

country would turn out to seek for me, and their search for me, could

not fail to produce your discovery. Even now, I may be risking it by

thus delaying to return."

"True, true, Inverawe!" said the stranger, in a desponding tone, and

apparently making a strong effort to command his feelings. "There

is too much truth in what you say. I must steel myself up to this

night. My safety, as you say, demands it. Yet, 'tis a terrible

trial! Would that the dawn were come! Is it far from day?"

"I hope it is, indeed," replied Inverawe, "else might my absence and

all be discovered. It cannot, as yet, as I suppose, be much after

midnight; but even that is late enough for me. I must borrow the

swiftness of the roebuck to carry me back. So again I say farewell

till to-morrow-night."

Inverawe tarried not for an answer, but, darting off through the wood,

he rapidly descended among the rocks, and then bounded over all the

obstacles in his way, with a swiftness almost rivaling that of the

animal he had alluded to; and so he reached his own door, in a space

of time so short, as to be almost incredible. The fire in the hall

had now sunk into white ashes. The lamp, which he had left burning,

was now flickering in its last expiring efforts. He swallowed a single

draught of wine to restore his exhausted strength, and then he stole to

his chamber, and crept into bed, happy in the conviction that his lady,

who was in a deep sleep, had never discovered that he had been absent.

The sleep that immediately fell upon Inverawe himself was that of the

most perfect unconsciousness of existence. He knew not, of course,

how long it had lasted, nor was he, in the least degree, sensible of

the cause or manner of its interruption. But he did awake, somehow

or other; and then it was that he discovered, to his great wonder and

astonishment, that the chamber which, on going to bed, he had left as

dark as the most impenetrable night could make it, was now illuminated

with a lambent light, of a bluish cast, which shone through the very

curtains of his bed. A certain feeling of awe crept chillingly over

him; for he was at once convinced that the light was something very

different from the dawn of morning. It became gradually more and

more intense, till, through the thick drapery that surrounded him,

he distinctly beheld the shadow of a human figure approaching his

bed. He was a brave man; but he felt that every nerve and muscle of

his frame was paralysed, he knew not how. He watched the slow advance

of the figure with motionless awe. The shadowy arm was extended, and

the curtain was slowly and silently raised. The bluish light that so

miraculously pervaded the chamber, then suddenly arose to a degree

of splendour, that was dazzling to his sight, and clearly defined

the appalling object that now presented itself to his eyes. The face

and figure were those of the very man who had formerly entertained

him in the hole in the cliff on the mountain side, in Lorn. He was

wrapped in the same grey plaid, too. But those handsome features,

which had made so deep an impression on the recollection of Inverawe,

were now pale and fixed, as if all the pulses of life had ceased, and

the raven locks, which hung curling around them, and the moustaches

which once gave so much expression to his upper lip, now only served

to increase the ghastliness of the hue of death that overspread his

countenance, as well as that of the glaze of those immoveable eyes,

which had then exhibited so much generous intelligence. Inverawe lay

petrified, his expanded orbs devouring the spectacle before them. With

noiseless action, the figure dropped one corner of the shadowy plaid

in which it was enveloped, and displayed a gaping wound in its bosom,

which appeared to pour out rivers of blood. Its lips moved not;

yet it spoke--slowly, and in a hollow and sepulchral tone.

"Inverawe!--blood must flow for blood! Shield not the murderer!"

Slowly did the spectre drop the curtain; and its shadow, seen through

it, gradually faded away in the waning light, ere Inverawe could

well gather together his routed faculties to his aid. He rubbed his

eyes, started up in bed, leaned on his pillow, and brushed the curtain

hastily aside. All was again dark and silent. Again he rubbed his eyes,

and looked; but again he looked into impenetrable night.

"It was a dream," thought, rather than said, Inverawe; "a horrible

dream--but nevertheless it was a dream--curious in its coincidences,

but not unnatural. Nay, it was most natural, that the strangest

adventure of my past life, should be recalled by the yet stranger

occurrences of this night, and that both should thus link themselves

confusedly and irrationally together during sleep. Pshaw! It is

absurd for a rational man to think of this illusion more. I'll to

sleep again."

But sleep is one of those blessed conditions of human nature, which

cannot be controlled or commanded by the mere will. On the contrary,

the very resolution to command it, is almost certain to put it to

flight. The vision, or whatever else it might have been, haunted his

imagination, and kept his thoughts so busily occupied, that he could

not sleep. When his lady awaked in the morning, she found him lying

fevered, restless, and unrefreshed. Her inquiries were anxious and

affectionate; but, by carelessly attributing his indisposition to the

prolonged revelry of the previous evening, he at last succeeded in

ridding himself of farther question, and springing from his couch, he

tried to banish all thought of the unpleasant dilemma into which he had

been brought, by occupying himself actively in the business of the day.

He was so far successful for a time; but, as night approached, his

uncomfortable reflections and anticipations began again to crowd

into his mind. He must fulfil his promise of visiting his guest

of the cave, a guest whom he now could not help looking upon with

horror as a foul murderer; and yet, if he disbelieved the reality of

the previous night's visitation, there was no reason that he should

so regard him more now, than he had done before. The difficulty of

contriving the means of managing his visit, so that it should escape

observation or suspicion on the part of his lady, or his domestics,

was very considerable. His lady was that evening more than ordinarily

solicitous about him, from the conviction that pressed upon her,

that he had had little or no sleep the previous night, and remarking

his jaded appearance, she eagerly urged him to retire to bed at an

early hour.

"My dearest," said he affectionately, "I shall; but before I can do so,

I have some otter-traps to set. Perhaps I had better go and finish

that business now, while there is yet some twilight. Go you to your

chamber, and retire to rest. I shall sleep all the sounder by and bye,

after breathing the fresh air of this balmy evening for an hour or so."

The lady yielded to his persuasion, and she had no sooner left

him, than he took an opportunity of filling his basket, with such

provisions as he could appropriate for the stranger, with the least

possible chance of detection; and putting a few of his otter-traps

over all, by way of a blind, he sallied forth in the direction of

the river. There he first most conscientiously made good his word,

by planting his traps, and then, as it was by that time dark, he

turned his steps up the side of Ben-Cruachan, and made the best of his

way towards the cliffs where the cave was situated. As he drew near

to its mouth, he was, in some degree, alarmed by observing a light

proceeding from it. He approached it with caution, and, on entering

it, he beheld the stranger sitting in the farthest corner of it, on

the bed of heather, with his figure drawn up and compressed together,

and his features painfully distorted, whilst his eyes were intently

fixed on vacancy. For a moment Inverawe doubted whether some fit had

not seized upon him; but he started at the noise made by the entrance

of his protector, and sprang up to meet him.

"Oh, Inverawe," said he, "what a relief it is to behold you! Oh what

a wretched weary time I have passed since you left me!"

"I have brought you something to comfort you," said Inverawe, so

shocked with his haggard appearance, and conscience-worn countenance,

as almost to recoil from him. "You know that I could not come

sooner. You seem to be exhausted with watching. You had better take

some of this wine."

"Oh, yes, yes, give me wine--a large cup of wine!" cried the stranger,

wildly seizing the vessel which Inverawe had filled, and swallowing

its contents with avidity. "Oh, such a time as I have spent!"

"This place is quite secure," said Inverawe. "You have no cause

for such anxiety, if you will only be prudent. But why do you keep

this light burning? Did I not tell you it was most dangerous to do

so. Some wandering or belated shepherd or huntsman might be guided

hither by it, and if your retreat should be once discovered, your

certain destruction must follow."

"I could not remain in darkness," replied the stranger, with a cold

shudder; "it was agonizing to do so! Horrid shapes continually haunted

me,--horrid, horrid shapes!--Even the shutting of my eyes could not

exclude them. Oh, such a night as last! never have I before endured

any thing so horrible."

"You must take your own way then," said Inverawe, as he spread out the

contents of the basket before him; "I am sorry that I can do nothing

better for you, but this is the best fare I could provide for you,

without exciting suspicion in my own house. Stay--here is a blanket

to help to make your bed somewhat more comfortable. And now, I must

hurry away.--Yet, before I go, let me once more caution you about

the light. Perhaps I had better make all secure, by taking the lamp

with me."

"Oh no! no! no! no!" cried the stranger, his eyes glaring like those

of a maniac, whilst he rushed towards the lamp and seized it up, and

clasped it within his arms. "No, nothing shall rend it from me! I

will sacrifice my life to preserve it. What! would you leave me to

another long, long, and dreadful night? Would you leave me to utter

darkness and despair?"

"Leave you I must," replied Inverawe; "and if you will keep the lamp,

you must do so at your own risk. But your thoughts must be dreadful

thoughts indeed, so to disturb you. If conscious guilt be the cause

of them, I can only advise you to confess yourself humbly to your

Creator, and to pray for his forgiveness."

Without waiting for a reply, Inverawe left the cave, and made the best

of his way home. On reaching his apartment, he found his lady awake.

"You have been a long time absent, Inverawe," said she anxiously.

"I have, my love," replied he carelessly; "the delicious air of this

night induced me to stay out longer than I had intended; but I hope

I shall sleep all the better for it."

Exhausted as he was by fatigue of body and mind, as well as worn out

by want of rest, Inverawe did fall asleep immediately, and his sleep

was sound and deep. For aught he knew, it might have lasted for some

hours, when again, as on the previous night, he was awaked, he could

not tell how. The curtains of his bed were drawn close, but the same

uncouth blue light which pervaded the apartment on the former night,

now again rendered them quite transparent. To convince himself that

he was awake, Inverawe looked round upon his wife. Even at this early

stage, the light was sufficiently bright to enable him distinctly to

see his lady's features as her head lay in calm repose on the pillow

beside him. He turned again towards the side of the bed, and his eyes

were dazzled by the sudden increase of light, produced by the curtain

being raised as before, by the extended hand of the spectre. The same

well remembered features were there, pale, fixed, and corpse-like,

but the expression of the brow, and bloodless lips, was more stern

than it was on the previous night. Again the spectre dropped the fold

of the filmy plaid that covered the bosom, and displayed the yawning

gash, which continued to pour out rivers of blood. The spectacle was

horrible, and Inverawe's very arteries were frozen up. Again it spoke

in a deep hollow tone, whilst its lips moved not.

"Inverawe! My first visit has been fruitless!--Once more I come

to warn you that blood must flow for blood. No longer shield the

murderer! Force me not to appear again, when all warning will be vain!"

Inverawe made an effort to question it. His parched mouth, and dried

and stiffened tongue, refused to do their office. The curtain fell,

and the light in the room, as well as the shadow of the figure,

began to wane away. He struggled to spring out of bed, but his nerves

and muscles refused to obey his will, until it was gone, and all was

again darkness. The moment that his powers returned to him, he dashed

back the curtain, threw himself from the bed, and searched through

the room, with outstretched arms, yet, bold and desperate as he was,

he almost feared that they might embrace the cold and bloody figure

which he had beheld. His search, however, was vain, and, utterly

confused and confounded, he returned to bed with his very heart as

cold as ice. Fortunately, his lady had lain perfectly undisturbed, and

amidst his own horror, and amidst all his own agonizing agitation of

thought, he felt thankful that she had escaped sharing in the terrors

to which he had been subjected. As on the former night, he tried to

persuade himself that all that had passed was nothing more than a

dream,--but all the reasoning powers he possessed were ineffectual

in removing from his mind the conviction that now laid hold of it,

that it really was a spirit that had appeared to him. Sleep was

banished from his eyelids for the remainder of the night; and never

before had he so anxiously longed for day-break. It came at last;

and soon afterwards his lady awaked.

"Inverawe," said she, tenderly and anxiously addressing him, "you are

ill--very ill. What, in the name of all goodness, is the matter with

you? Your worn out looks tell me that something terrible has occurred

to you. Your late excursion of last night has something mysterious

about it. You were not wont thus to have concealment from me--from

me your affectionate wife!--What is it that preys upon your mind?--I

must know it."

"Promise me, upon the honour of Inverawe's wife," said he, now seeing

that concealment from her was no longer practicable; "promise me

on that honour which is pure and unsullied as the snow, that you

will not divulge what I have to tell you, and your curiosity shall

be satisfied."

With a look of intense and apprehensive interest, the lady

promised what he desired, and then Inverawe communicated to her

every circumstance that had occurred to him. She was struck dumb and

petrified by the narration; but she had no sooner gathered sufficient

nerve to speak, than she earnestly entreated him to have nothing to

do in concealing the guilty stranger.

"Let not this awful warning, now given you for the second time,

be neglected," said she. "Send for the officers of justice without

delay, and give up the murderer to be tried by the offended laws

of his country. You know not what curse may fall upon you, for thus

trying to arrest Heaven's judgment on the guilty man. Oh, Inverawe,

it is dreadful to think of it!"

"All this earnestness on your part, my love, is natural," said Inverawe

calmly. "But think of the solemn oath I have sworn;--you would not

have Inverawe--you would not have your husband--break a pledge so

solemnly given? Whatever may befal me here, I cannot so dishonour

myself. Besides," added he, "whilst, on the one hand, I know that

he to whom I am so pledged is like myself, a man of flesh and blood,

who, for anything I know to the contrary, may, after all, be really

less guilty than unfortunate; I cannot even yet say with certainty,

that I have not been the sport of dreams, naturally enough arising

out of the strange circumstances to which I have been exposed. But

were it otherwise, and that, contrary to all our accustomed rational

belief, I have indeed been visited by a spirit, what proof have I

that it is a spirit of health? What proof have I that it may not be a

spirit wickedly commissioned by the Father of lies to take this form,

in order to seduce me into that breach of my pledge, which would for

ever blacken the high name of Campbell of Inverawe, and doom myself

to ceaseless remorse during the rest of my days?--No, no, lady!--I

must keep my solemn vow, whatever may befal me."

The lady was silenced by these words from her husband, but her

anxiety was not thereby allayed. It increased as night approached; and

especially when Inverawe told her that he must again visit the man in

the cave. During that day, various rumours had reached him, of people

being afoot in search of a murderer, who was supposed to have found a

place of concealment somewhere in that neighbourhood; and it was with

some difficulty that he could suppress a hope that unconsciously arose

within him, that he might be relieved from his pledge, and from his

present most distressing and embarrassing position, by the accidental

capture of him for whom they were searching. The duty of visiting the

wretched man had now become oppressively painful to Inverawe,--and the

painfulness of it was not decreased by the additional risk which he

now ran of being detected. But Inverawe was not a man to abandon any

duty for any such reasons. Having again privately made up his basket

of provisions therefore, and put his otter-traps over its contents,

as formerly, he left the castle as twilight came on, and making

his circuit by the river side with yet more care and caution than

before, he climbed along the side of Cruachan, and in due course of

time reached the mouth of the cave. The light was burning as before,

and on entering the place, its inmate was sitting with a countenance

and expression if possible more haggard and terrific than he had

exhibited on the previous night.

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