XI

During this conversation, so painful to the Marquis, Caroline was having

a talk with the Marchioness, which, without disturbing her so much, was

by no means cheering to her. The Marchioness, full of her project,

showed her young favorite a depth of family ambition, which the latter

had never suspected. What she had loved and admired in the Marchioness

was the chivalrous disinterestedness and resignation to the loss of

wealth and to the actual state of things which had struck her so

forcibly; but now she was compelled to modify her impressions, and to

recognize the fact that this unselfish philosophy was only a fine

costume gracefully worn. The Marchioness, however, was not a hypocrite;

a person as communicative as she was had little or no premeditation,

good or bad; she yielded to the sway of the moment, and did not think

herself illogical in saying that she would rather die of famine than see

one of her sons do a mean thing to enrich himself, but that,

nevertheless, dying of famine was very hard, that her own present

condition was a life of privation, while that of the Marquis was a

purgatory; and finally, that one cannot be happy unless, along with

honor and the pride of a blameless conscience, one has an income of at

least two hundred thousand francs.

Caroline ventured to make a few general objections, which the

Marchioness quickly repulsed. "Should not," she asked, "the sons of

great families lead those of all other classes of society? This is a

religion which you ought to have,--you, who are of good family. You

ought to understand that gentlefolks have demands upon them--demands

legitimate or, perhaps, obligatory--for a very large liberality, and

that the higher the position these persons hold, the more it is required

of them to possess a fortune on a level with their natural elevation. I

suffer bitterly, I assure you, when I see the Marquis settling accounts

himself with his farmers, busying himself about certain inevitable

wastings, and even, if necessary, descending to the details of my

kitchen. To one knowing our distress, it seems admirable in him to be

tormenting himself thus that I may want for nothing; but with those who

have no correct idea of this, we must certainly pass for misers, and so

fall to the level of the lower classes!"

"Since you suffer so much," said Caroline, "from what I have considered

an easy life, a very honorable one, and even a very noble one, God grant

that this marriage may succeed, for you would have to renew your store

of courage in case of any obstacle. Nevertheless, if I may be permitted

to have an opinion--"

"One should always have opinions. Speak, my dear child."

"Well, then, I should say that it would be safest and wisest to accept

the present state of affairs as quite endurable, without, on that

account, giving up the marriage in question."

"And what signify disappointments, my poor little one? You fear that I

shall have them? They do not kill, and hopes give us life. But why do

you doubt the fulfilment of mine?"

"O, I do not doubt it," replied Caroline; "why should I have any doubts,

if Mlle de Xaintrailles is as perfect as she is said to be?"

"She is perfect, as you can very well see, since she decides in favor of

personal merit, contenting herself with her own wealth."

"That does not seem to me very difficult," thought Caroline; but she was

not inclined to make any audible rejoinder, and the Marchioness

proceeded: "Besides, she is a Xaintrailles! Only think, my dear, of the

prestige of such a name! Do you not see that a person of that blood, if

she is fine at all, cannot be so by halves? Come, you are not

sufficiently convinced of the excellence that comes to us by descent. I

believe I have noticed this in you before. You have, perhaps,

philosophized a little too much about it. Distrust all these new ideas

and the pretensions of these self-made gentlemen! They may say and do

what they will, but a man of low origin will never be truly noble at

heart; a sordid weight of prudence and parsimony will always cling to

him, like a birth-mark, and stifle his finer impulses. You will never

see him sacrifice his fortune and his life for an idea, for his

religion, for his prince, or for his honorable name. He may do brilliant

deeds from a love of glory; but there will always be a personal interest

in it some way; so do not be at all deceived by it."

Caroline felt wounded at the infatuation which the Marchioness professed

to feel for the patrician orders. She found means to change the subject

of the conversation; but, while they were at dinner, she was absorbed in

the idea that her old friend, her tender adopted mother, assigned her

unceremoniously to a place among these second-class families. The

Marchioness had thought that she might speak thus before a gentleman's

daughter, having the feelings proper to her class and therefore imbued

with good principles; but Caroline said to herself, and very reasonably,

too, that her claims to nobility were slight, questionable, perhaps. Her

ancestors, who were provincial magistrates, had been ennobled in the

reign of Louis XIV; her father, without great presumption, had therefore

assumed the title of knight. She saw plainly, then, that the disdain of

the Marchioness for the lower classes was a question of degree, and that

a girl who was poor and of the lesser nobility was, in her eyes, twice

her inferior in all respects.

This discovery did not awaken a foolish sensitiveness in Mlle de

Saint-Geneix, but her natural sense of justice revolted against a

prejudice so solemnly imposed as a duty upon her belief. "So," said she

to herself, "my life of misery, of self-sacrifice, of courage, and of

cheerfulness withal, even my voluntary renunciation of all the joys of

life, are nothing to the heroism of a Xaintrailles, who consents to be

contented with two hundred thousand francs a year, that she may marry an

accomplished man! It is because she is a Xaintrailles that her choice is

sublime, and because I am only a Saint-Geneix, my sacrifice is a thing

vulgar and obligatory!"

Caroline repelled these thoughts of wounded self-respect, but they

traced a slight furrow on her expressive face, in passing. A beauty

which is true and fresh can hide nothing. The Duke observed this trace

of secret melancholy and ingenuously attributed it to himself. His

delusion increased when he saw that in spite of her efforts to maintain

her usual cheerfulness, Mlle de Saint-Geneix grew more and more

thoughtful. The real cause was this: Caroline had, exactly as was her

wont, addressed to the Marquis certain questions about the household

accounts, and he, usually so polite, had compelled her to repeat them.

She thought that he, too, must be absent-minded or ill at ease; but two

or three times she met a glance from him, which was cold, haughty,

almost contemptuous. Chilled with surprise and terror, she suddenly

became dejected and was obliged to attribute her state of mind to a

headache.

The Duke had a vague suspicion of the truth so far as his brother was

concerned; but this suspicion was dissipated when he saw the latter

suddenly recover his gayety. He did not imagine the alternations of

depression and reaction through which this troubled soul was passing,

and, thinking he might now with impunity bestow attention upon Caroline,

"You are not well," said he, "I see that you are really suffering!

Mother, do have a care; Mlle de Saint-Geneix has been looking pale for

some time past."

"Do you think so?" asked the Marchioness, looking at Caroline with some

interest. "Are you ill, my darling? Do not conceal it from me."

"I am remarkably well," said Caroline. "It is true that I feel to-day a

somewhat unusual desire for fresh air and sunshine; but it is nothing at

all."

"But it is something, though," returned the Marchioness, regarding her

attentively, "and the Duke is right. You are very much changed. You must

go take the fresh air at once, or retire to your room, perhaps. It is

too warm here. I expect a whole company of neighbors this evening. I

have no need of you; I give you a holiday."

"Do you know what will restore you!" asked the Duke of poor Caroline,

now thoroughly vexed by the attention of which she was the object: "you

ought to ride horseback. The little rustic quadruped that I told you

about is gentle and strong. Would you like to try him!"

"All alone!" demanded the Marchioness; "and a horse not properly

trained!"

"I am sure that Mlle Caroline would be amused," said the Duke. "She is

brave, she is afraid of nothing, as I very well know. Besides, I will

have an eye to her myself; I will answer for her."

He insisted so much, that the Marchioness asked Caroline if this

horseback ride would be really to her taste.

"Yes," she replied, impelled by the necessity of escape from the

oppression which was wellnigh crushing her. "I am just childish enough

to be amused in that way; but some other day will do better. I have no

wish to make a display of my riding before the people whom you expect,

especially as my first appearance is likely to be very awkward."

"Well, then, you shall go into the park," said the Marchioness; "it is

deeply shaded, so that no one can witness your first attempt; but I want

somebody to follow you on horseback,--old André, for instance. He is a

good squire, and has a staid nag, for which you can exchange yours, if

he is too unruly."

"Yes, yes, that's it!" exclaimed the Duke. "André on old Blanche, that

is perfect. I will superintend the start myself, and all will go well."

"But a side-saddle!" interposed the Marquis, apparently indifferent to

this equestrian project.

"There is one; I saw it in the saddle-room," replied the Duke, quickly.

"I will run and arrange all that."

"And a riding-habit!" said the Marchioness.

"The first long skirt will be sufficient," said Caroline, suddenly bent

upon braving the hostile air of the Marquis and upon escaping from his

presence. The Marchioness bade her make her preparations, and, leaning

upon the arm of her second son, she went to meet her visitors as they

arrived.

When Mlle de Saint-Geneix came down the winding staircase from her room

in the little tower, she found the horse already saddled, and held by

the Duke in person before the small arched door which looked out on the

lawn. André was there also, mounted upon an old cabbage-carting nag of

proverbial leanness and very miserably accoutred, for everything

belonging to the stable was in complete disorder. Confined strictly to

what was necessary, even necessary things had not as yet been put into

order. The Marquis, more embarrassed in his circumstances than he was

willing to confess, intrenched himself behind the habit of blaming his

own negligence, while the Duke, suspecting the truth, had declared that,

for his own part, he preferred hunting on foot, as a check to his

tendency to corpulence.

To equip Jacquet (that was the name of the farm-colt, raised twelve

hours ago to the dignity of saddle horse) had been no small undertaking,

and André, bewildered by this sudden fancy, would not have been prompt

in finding the side-saddle and putting it in a condition for use. The

Duke had done everything himself, in a quarter of an hour, with the

swiftness and skill of a practised hand. He was in a lively

perspiration, and Caroline was confused enough to see him holding the

stirrup for her, arranging the curb, and tightening the girths as if he

had been a jockey by profession, laughing at the incongruity of things,

and playing his part gayly, while he paid her all the hundred little

attentions which a fraternal prudence could dictate.

When Mlle de Saint-Geneix had started off on a trot, after having

thanked him cordially and begged him not to be anxious about her, the

Duke dismissed André, nimbly mounted the beast of the cabbage cart,

plunged the spurs into his sides, and resolutely followed Caroline into

the shadows of the park.

"What! is that you?" said she to him, stopping after the first gallop.

"You, your Grace the Duke, mounted in that fashion, and taking the

trouble to escort me! No, that cannot be. I will not have it; let us go

back again."

"Why, how so?" he asked. "Are you afraid to be alone with me now? Have

we not met each other here in these avenues at all hours, and have I

ever annoyed you with my eloquence?"

"No, certainly not," said Caroline, with entire confidence. "I have no

such whims as that, you know very well; but that horse of yours,--it is

a torture to you."

"Are you comfortable on yours?"

"Perfectly."

"In that case we could not be better suited. As for myself, I take great

delight in riding this white nag. See! Don't I look as well as I should

upon a blooded steed? Down with all prejudice; let us amuse ourselves

with a gallop!"

"But what if this creature's legs should give out?"

"Bah! it will do well enough. And if it does break my neck, why, I shall

have the extreme happiness of knowing that it happens in your service."

The Duke lanced this bit of flattery with a tone of gayety which could

not alarm Caroline. They set out on a gallop and made the circuit of the

park quite bravely. Jacquet behaved excellently, showing no vicious

inclinations of any kind; besides, Mlle de Saint-Geneix was a good

rider, and the Duke noticed that she was as graceful as she was skilful

and self-possessed. She had improvised a long skirt by dexterously

letting down a hem; she had thrown over her shoulders a jacket of white

dimity, and her little straw gardening-hat on her blond curls,

dishevelled by the race, was wonderfully becoming. Animated by the

pleasure of the ride, she looked so remarkably beautiful that the Duke,

following with his eye the elegant moulding of her form, and the

brilliant smile which played about her candid mouth, felt himself

dazzled by them. "The devil take the oath which I let them get from me

so unsuspectingly!" said he to himself. "Who would have thought I should

have so much trouble in keeping it?" But it was necessary that Caroline

should be the first to betray herself, and the Duke led her slowly

around the park again to let the horses breathe, but all to no purpose;

she chatted with a witty freedom and general good-humor, which did not

admit the idea of any painful agitation.

"O, so, that is it?" thought he, as they recommenced their gallop. "You

imagine that I am going to dislocate my joints on this Apocalyptic beast

to converse just as we should under the maternal eye? Some one else may

try it for all me! I am going to sadden your tranquil gratitude by a

retreat which will give you material for reflection."

"My dear friend," said he to Caroline,--he sometimes allowed himself to

use this expression in a tone of easy good-nature,--"you are very sure

of Jacquet now, are you not?"

"Perfectly sure."

"He is not at all inclined to shy, and is not hard-bitted?"

"Not at all."

"Very well, if you are willing, I will leave you to yourself, and send

André in my place."

"Do so, do so by all means!" replied Caroline; quickly; "or don't send

any one at all. I will go around the park once more, and then I will

take the animal back to André. Really, I shall enjoy cantering alone,

and it pains me to see you so frightfully jolted."

"O, it is not that," responded the Duke, resolved upon a bold stroke.

"I'm not yet so old as to be afraid of a hard horse; but I remember that

Madame d'Arglade is coming to-night."

"Not to-night; to-morrow."

"That is not certain," said the Duke, watching for the effect his words

might produce.

"O, then, perhaps, you are better informed than I am."

"Perhaps, my dear friend! Madame d'Arglade--In fact, it is sufficient--"

"Ah! indeed?" replied Caroline, laughing. "I did not know. Go quickly,

then; I shall escape, and--a thousand thanks again for your kindness."

She was about to start her horse, but the Duke detained her. "What I am

doing now is not polite, to say the least of it."

"It is better than polite; it is very good of you."

"O, then you have had enough of my company?"

"That is not what I mean. I say that your impoliteness is a proof of

your confidence in me, and that I take it as such."

"Do you think she is pretty,--Madame d'Arglade, I mean?"

"Very pretty."

"How old is she, precisely?"

"Very nearly my own age. We were together at the convent."

"I know it. Were you great friends?"

"No, not exactly; but she has shown much interest in me since my

misfortunes."

"Yes, it was she who was the means of bringing you here. Why did you

detest each other at the convent?"

"We did not detest each other; we were not very intimate,--that was

all."

"And now?"

"Now she is kind to me, and consequently I like her."

"Then you like people who are kind to you?"

"Is not that natural?"

"Then you like me a little, for it seems to me that I am not unkind to

you myself?"

"Certainly, you are excellent, and I like you very much."

"Just hear how she says that! I love my nurse dearly, but I love to ride

on my rocking-horse better still! Come, tell me, you don't mean to

prejudice your little friend D'Arglade against me, do you?"

"Prejudice her against you! There are some words in your vocabulary

which do not get into mine."

"Yes, that is true, I beg pardon. It is because--you see, she is

suspicious--she may question you. You will not fail to tell her that I

have never made love to you?"

"O, as to that, count upon her knowing the truth," replied Caroline,

starting. And the Duke heard her laugh as she rode off at full speed.

"There!" said he to himself, "I have lied, and it is trouble wasted. I

have made a precious blunder, have n't I? She does n't love any one,--or

else she has a little lover somewhere, in reserve against the day when a

thousand crowns shall be forthcoming to set up housekeeping with. Poor

girl! If I had them, I would give them to her! It's all the same; I have

been ridiculous. Perhaps she saw it too. Perhaps she will laugh at me

with her 'dear friend,' when she writes to him secretly, for she does

write a great deal. If I did think so!--But I have given my word of

honor."

The Duke withdrew, trying to laugh at himself, but annoyed at losing his

game, and almost angry.

Just as he was leaving the wood, he saw a man gliding into it

cautiously. The evening had come; he could distinguish nothing about

this man except his furtive movements, in trying to penetrate the

thicket. "Stop, stop," thought he, "this is perhaps the lover in

question, coming to make a mysterious visit. By Jove! I will be

satisfied on that point! I will know who it is!" He dismounted, gave a

vigorous blow with his riding-whip to Blanche, who needed neither urging

nor guiding to take the road to her stable, and stole away under the

trees in the direction which Caroline had taken. It would have been

almost impossible to find the man in the coppice, and besides there was

the risk of giving him the alarm. To walk noiselessly in the dark

shadows, along the walk, and to see how these two persons would meet and

conduct themselves was, he considered, by far the surest course.

Caroline had already ceased thinking at all about the Duke. After having

becomingly withdrawn to avoid disclosures hardly proper for her to hear,

and which had astonished her coming from the lips of a man so well bred,

she had brought the little horse down to a slow pace, lest she might

come in contact with the boughs in the darkness. And, indeed, she felt

inclined rather to think her own thoughts just then than to ride at

greater speed. An absorbing anxiety weighed upon her mind. The attitude

of the Marquis toward her was inexplicable and almost offensive. She

searched for the cause of this in the most secret recesses of her

conscience, and finding nothing there amiss, she reproached herself for

thinking so much about it. He was perhaps subject to certain whims, like

many people absorbed in great tasks; and after all, even if she had

become displeasing to him, was he not about to be married, and would not

the joy of the Marchioness be so complete that a poor young lady

companion could leave her without ingratitude?

While she was thus thinking of her future, promising herself that she

would speak about it to Madame d'Arglade, who would perhaps aid her in

finding another situation, her horse was stopped suddenly, and she saw

before her a man whose movements frightened her.

"Is it you, André?" asked she, as she perceived that her horse seemed

to be obeying a well-known hand. And as there was no answer and she

could distinguish nothing of the clothes worn by the person confronting

her, she added, quickly and anxiously, "Is it you, your Grace the Duke?

Why do you stop me?"

She received no reply; the man had disappeared; the horse was free. She

was overcome by a vague fear, and, not daring to turn round, she urged

Jacquet forward, and returned to the house on a gallop without seeing

any one.

The Duke was ten paces off when this singular encounter took place. He

saw nothing, but heard the frightened voice of Mlle de Saint-Geneix at

the moment of the horse's sudden stop. He sprang forward, and finding

himself face to face with an unknown person, he seized him by the

collar, demanding, "Who are you?"

The unknown person struggled vigorously to escape from this

investigation; but the Duke, who was a very powerful man, dragged his

adversary out of the wood into the path. There, what was his ineffable

surprise to recognize his brother?

"Heavens! Urbain," cried he, "did I not strike you? It seems to me that

I did. But why didn't you answer me?"

"I don't know," replied M. de Villemer, much agitated. "I did not

recognize your voice! Did you speak to me? Whom did you take me for,

then?"

"For a robber, in sober earnest! Did you not frighten Mlle de

Saint-Geneix just now?"

"I perhaps frightened her horse, unintentionally. Where is she?"

"Why, she was afraid and took to flight. Did you not hear her riding off

toward the house?"

"And why should she have been afraid of me?" rejoined the Marquis, with

singular bitterness. "I did not wish to offend her." And then, weary of

deception, he added, "I merely wanted to speak to her!"

"About whom? About me?"

"Yes, perhaps. I wanted to know whether she loved you."

"And why did n't you speak to her?"

"I do not know. I could not say a word to her."

"Are you in pain?"

"Yes. I am ill, very ill, to-day."

"Let us go in, brother," said the Duke. "I see that you are in a fever,

and the dew is falling."

"No matter!" said the Marquis, seating himself on a block at the edge of

the walk. "I wish I was dead!"

"Urbain!" cried the Duke, a sudden light striking him at last; "it is

you who are in love with Mlle de Saint-Geneix!"

"I in love with her? Is she not,--is she not yours?"

"Never, since you love her! On my part it was only a caprice, an idle,

selfish vanity; but, as truly as I am my father's son, she has not the

least inclination toward me; she has just simply understood nothing of

my artifices; she is as pure, as free, and as proud as on the day she

came among us."

"Why did you leave her alone in this wood after you had brought her out

into it?"

"Ah! you suspect me after the solemn assertion that I have just made!

Can it be that love is making you insane?"

"You have played with your promise about this young lady. For you, in

questions of gallantry, oaths count nothing; I know that. If it were

otherwise, would you and your fortunate compeers be able to persuade so

many women? Do you not know how to slip away from all engagements? Was

it honorable, this absurd manœuvring,--which may have been very

skilfully done for aught I know about such games,--to draw her into your

arms through fascination, through spite, through all the weak or bad

impulses in woman's nature? Is there anything that you do respect! Is

not virtue, in your eyes, an infirmity of which a poor innocent girl,

helpless and inexperienced, must be cured? Is not the abyss into which

you want to see her fling herself, in your opinion, the rational

condition, fortunate or fatal, of a girl without a dowry and without an

ancestry? See! did you not mock me this very morning, when you wished to

persuade me that you would marry her! And this is what you said only a

moment ago: 'It is you who are in love with her. For me, it was only a

fancy, an idle, selfish vanity.' Come, it is frightful,--this libertine

vanity of yours! It drags down into the mire all that comes near you!

Your very gaze soils a woman, and it is too much for me already that

this girl has undergone the insult of your thoughts. I love her no

longer."

Having spoken thus to his brother for the first time in his life, the

Marquis rose and strode away from him swiftly with a kind of gloomy

hatred and with a curse seemingly irrevocable.

The Duke, beside himself, arose immediately to demand satisfaction. He

even took a few steps in pursuit of his brother, then stopped abruptly

and returned, throwing himself down on the spot which Urbain had just

left. He was the victim of a terrible conflict; irritated, furious, he

still felt that the person of the Marquis was sacred to him; he was not

in the habit of rendering to himself a just account of his own faults,

and yet in spite of himself, he felt none the less overwhelmed by the

language of truth. He wrung his hands convulsively, and great tears of

rage and grief flowed down his cheeks.

André came to find him, having been sent by his mother. The visitors

were gone, but Madame d'Arglade had arrived. They were astonished not to

see him. The Marchioness, knowing that he had ridden Blanche, was afraid

that the unfortunate horse might have been crushed under him.

He followed the servant mechanically, and asked, just as he was going

into the house, "Where is M. de Villemer?"

"In his room, your Grace. I saw him go in."

"And Mlle de Saint-Geneix?"

"She has also gone to her room; but Madame the Marchioness has informed

her of the arrival of Madame d'Arglade, and she will come down again

soon."

"Very good! Go tell M. de Villemer that I wish to speak with him. In ten

minutes I will go up to his room."