Mrs. Bogardus said no more. It was Middy's supper-time. But later she

questioned Katy particularly concerning this old man who was spoken of

quite as if his appearance were taken for granted in the heart of the

farm. Katy recalled one other day when she had seen him asleep as she

thought in a corner of the fence by the big chestnut tree when she and

the boy were nutting. They had moved away to the other side of the tree,

but while she was busy hunting for nuts Middy had strayed off a bit and

foregathered with the old man, who was not asleep at all, but stood with

his back to her pouring a handful of big fat chestnuts into the child's

little skirt, which he held up. She called to him and the old man had

stepped back, and the nuts were spilled. Middy had cried and made her

pick them up, and when that was done the stranger was gone quite out of

sight.

Chauncey, too, was questioned, and testified that the old man of the

fields was no myth. But he deprecated all this exaggerated alarm. The

stranger was some simple-minded old work-house candidate putting off the

evil day. In a few weeks he would have to make for shelter in one of the

neighboring towns. Chauncey could not see what legal hold they had upon

him even if they could catch him. He hardly came under the vagrancy law,

since he had neither begged, nor helped himself appreciably to the means

of subsistence.

“That is just the point,” Mrs. Bogardus insisted. “He has the

means--from somewhere--to lurk around here and make friends with that

child. There may be a gang of kidnappers behind him. He is the harmless

looking decoy. I insist that you keep a sharp lookout, Chauncey. There

shall be a hold upon him, law or no law, if we catch him on our ground.”

A cold rain set in. Paul and Moya wrote of delays in the house

preparations, and hoped the grandmother was not growing tired of her

charge. On the last of the rainy days, in a burst of dubious sunshine,

came a young girl on horseback to have tea with Mrs. Bogardus. She was

one of that lady's discoverers, so she claimed, Miss Sallie Remsen, very

pretty and full of fantastic little affectations founded on her intense

appreciation of the picturesque. She called Mrs. Bogardus “Madam,” and

likened her to various female personages in history more celebrated for

strength of purpose than for the Christian virtues. Mrs. Bogardus, in

her restful ignorance of such futilities, went no deeper into these

allusions than their intention, which she took to be complimentary. Miss

Sallie hugged herself with joy when the rain came down in torrents for

a clear-up shower. Her groom was sent home with a note to inform her

mother that Mrs. Bogardus wished to keep her overnight. All the mothers

were flattered when Mrs. Bogardus took notice of their daughters,--even

much grander dames than she herself could pretend to be.

They had a charming little dinner by themselves to the tune of the rain

outside, and were having their coffee by the drawing-room fire; and Miss

Sallie was thinking by what phrase one could do justice to the massive,

crass ugliness of that self-satisfied apartment, furnished in the

hideous sixties, when the word was sent in that Mrs. Dunlop wished to

speak with Mrs. Bogardus. Something of Cerissa's injured importance

survived the transmission of the message, causing Mrs. Bogardus to smile

to herself as she rose. Cerissa was waiting in the dining-room. She kept

her seat as Mrs. Bogardus entered. Her eyes did not rise higher than the

lady's dress, which she examined with a fierce intentness of comparison

while she opened her errand.

“I thought you'd like to know you've got a strange lodger down to the

old house. I don't seem to ever get moved!” she enlarged. “I'm always

runnin' down there after first one thing 'n' another we've forgot. This

morning 't was my stone batter-pot. Chauncey said he thought it was

getting cold enough for buckwheat cakes. I don't suppose you want to

have stray tramps in there in the old house, building fires in the

loom-room, where, if a spark got loose, it would blaze up them draughty

stairs, and the whole house would go in a minute.” Cerissa stopped to

gain breath.

“Making fires? Are you sure of that? Has any smoke been seen coming out

of that chimney?”

“Why, it's been raining so! And the trees have got so tall! But I could

show you the shucks an' shells he's left there. I know how we left it!”

“You had better speak--No; I will see Chauncey in the morning.” Mrs.

Bogardus never, if she could avoid it, gave an order through a third

person.

“Well, I thought I'd just step in. Chauncey said 't was no use

disturbing you to-night, but he's just that way--so easy about

everything! I thought you wouldn't want to be harboring tramps this wet

weather when most anybody would be tempted to build a fire. I'm more

concerned about what goes on down there now we're _out_ of the house! I

seem to have it on my mind the whole time. A house is just like a child:

the more you don't see it the more you worry about it.”

“I'm glad you have such a home feeling about the place,” said Mrs.

Bogardus, avoiding the onset of words. “Well, good-evening, Cerissa.

Thank you for your trouble. I will see about it in the morning.”

Mrs. Bogardus mentioned what she had just heard to Miss Sallie, who

remarked, with her keen sense of antithesis, what a contrast _that_

fireside must be to _this_.

“Which fireside?”

“Oh, your lodger upon the cold ground,--making his little bit of a

stolen blaze in that cavern of a chimney in the midst of the wet trees!

What a nice thing to have an unwatched place like that where a poor

bird of passage can creep in and make his nest, and not trouble any one.

Think what Jean Valjeans one might shelter”--

“Who?”

“What 'angels unawares.'”

“It will be unawares, my dear,--very much unawares,--when I shelter any

angels of that sort.”

“Oh, you wouldn't turn him out, such weather as this?”

“The house is not mine, in the first place,” Mrs. Bogardus explained

as to a child. “I can't entertain tramps or even angels on my son's

premises, when he's away.”

“Oh, he! He would build the fires himself, and make up their beds,”

laughed Miss Sallie. “If he were here, I believe he would start down

there now, and stock the place with everything you've got in the house

to eat.”

“I hope he'd leave us a little something for breakfast,” said Mrs.

Bogardus a trifle coldly. But she did not mention the cause of her

uneasiness about this particular visitor. She never defended herself.

Miss Sallie was delighted with her callousness to the sentimental rebuke

which had been rather rubbed in. It was so unmodern; one got so weary

of fashionable philanthropy, women who talked of their social sympathies

and their principles in life. She almost hoped that Mrs. Bogardus had

neither. Certainly she never mentioned them.

“What did she say? Did she tell you what I said to her last night?”

Cerissa questioned her husband feverishly after his interview with Mrs.

Bogardus.

“She didn't mention your name,” Chauncey took some pleasure in stating.

“If you hadn't told me yourself, I shouldn't have known you'd meddled in

it at all.”

“What's she going to do about it?”

“How crazy you women are! 'Cause some poor old Sooner-die-than-work

warms his bones by a bit of fire that wouldn't scare a chimbly swaller

out of its nest! Don't you s'pose if there'd been any fire there to

speak of, I'd 'a' seen it? What am I here for? Now I've got to drop

everything, and git a padlock on that door, and lock it up every night,

and search the whole place from top to bottom for fear there's some one

in there hidin' in a rathole!”

“Chauncey! If you've got to do that I don't want you to go in there

alone. You take one of the men with you; and you better have a pistol or

one of the dogs anyhow. Suppose you was to ketch some one in there, and

corner him! He might turn on you, and shoot you!”

“I wish you wouldn't work yourself up so about nothin' at all! Want

me to make a blame jackass of myself raisin' the whole place about a

potato-peel or a bacon-rind!”

“I think you might have some little regard for my feelings,” Cerissa

whimpered. “If you ain't afraid, I'm afraid for you; and I don't see

anything to be ashamed of either. I wish you _wouldn't_ go _alone_

searching through that spooky old place. It just puts me beside myself

to think of it!”

“Well, well! That's enough about it anyhow. I ain't going to do anything

foolish, and you needn't think no more about it.”

Whether it was the effect of his wife's fears, or his promise to her,

or the inhospitable nature of his errand founded on suspicion, certainly

Chauncey showed no spirit of rashness in conducting his search. He

knocked the mud off his boots loudly on the doorsill before proceeding

to attach the padlock to the outer door. He searched the loom-room,

lighting a candle and peering into all its cobwebbed corners. He

examined the rooms lately inhabited, unlocking and locking doors

behind him noisily with increasing confidence in the good old house's

emptiness. Still, in the fireplace in the loom-room there were signs of

furtive cooking which a housekeeper's eye would infallibly detect.

He saw that the search must proceed. It was not all a question of his

wife's fears, as he opened the stair-door cautiously and tramped slowly

up towards the tower bedroom. He could not remember who had gone out

last, on the day the old secretary was moved down. There had been

four men up there, and--yes, the key was still in the lock outside. He

clutched it and it fell rattling on the steps. He swung the door open

and stared into the further darkness beyond his range of vision. He

waved his candle as far as his arm would reach. “Anybody _in_ here?” he

shouted. The silence made his flesh prick. “I'm goin' to lock up now.

Better show up. It's the last chance.” He waited while one could count

ten. “Anybody in here that wants to be let free? Nobody's goin' to hurt

ye.”

To his anxious relief there was no reply. But as he listened, he heard

the loud, measured tick, tick, of the old clock, appalling in the

darkness, on the silence of that empty room. Chauncey could not have

told just how he got the door to, nor where he found strength to lock it

and drag his feet downstairs, but the hand that held the key was moist

with cold perspiration as he reached the open air.

“Well, if that's rain I'd like to know where it comes from!” He looked

up at the moon breaking through drifting clouds. The night was keen and

clear.

“If I was to tell that to Cerissa she'd never go within a mile o' that

house again! Maybe I was mistaken--but I ain't goin' back to see!”

Next morning on calmer reflection he changed his mind about removing the

lawn-mower and other hand-tools from the loom-room as he had determined

overnight should be done. The place continued to be used as a storeroom,

open by day.

At night it was Chauncey's business to lock it up, and he was careful to

repeat his search--as far as the stair-door. Never did the silent room

above give forth a protest, a sound of human restraint or occupation. He

reported to the mistress that all was snug at the old house, and nobody

anywhere about the place.

XXV

THE FELL FROST

After the rain came milder days. The still white mornings slowly

brightened into hazy afternoons. The old moon like a sleep walker stood

exposed in the morning sky. The roads to Stone Ridge were deep in fallen

leaves. Soft-tired wheels rustled up the avenue and horses' feet fell

light, as the last of the summer neighbors came to say good-by.

It was a party of four--Miss Sallie and a good-looking youth of the

football cult on horseback, her mother and an elder sister, the delicate

Miss Remsen, in a hired carriage. Their own traps had been sent to town.

Tea was served promptly, as the visitors had a long road home before

their dinner-hour. In the reduced state of the establishment it was

Katy who brought the tea while Cerissa looked after her little charge.

Cerissa sat on the kitchen porch sewing and expanding under the deep

attention of the cook; they could see Middy a little way off on the

tennis-court wiping the mud gravely from a truant ball he had found

among the nasturtiums. All was as peaceful as the time of day and the

season of the year.

“Yes,” said Cerissa solemnly. “Old Abraham Van Elten was too much

cumbered up with this world to get quit of it as easy as some. If his

spirit is burdened with a message to anybody it's to _her_. He died

unreconciled to her, and she inherited all this place in spite of him,

as you may say. I've come as near believin' in such things since the

goings on up there in that room”--

“She wants Middy fetched in to see the comp'ny,” cried Katy, bursting

into the sentence. “Where is he, till I clean him? And she wants some

more bread and butter as quick as ye can spread it.”

“Well, Katy!” said Cerissa slowly, with severe emphasis. “When I was a

girl, my mother used to tell me it wasn't manners to”--

“I haven't got time to hear about yer mother,” said Katy rudely. “What

have ye done with me boy?” The tennis-court lay vacant on the terrace in

the sun; the steep lawn sloped away and dipped into the trees.

“Don't call,” said the cook warily. “It'll only scare her. He was there

only a minute ago. Run, Katy, and see if he's at the stables.”

It was not noticed, except by Mrs. Bogardus, that no Katy, and no boy,

and no bread and butter, had appeared. Possibly the last deficiency had

attracted a little playful attention from the young horseback riders,

who were accusing each other of eating more than their respective

shares.

At length Miss Sallie perceived there was something on her hostess's

mind. “Where is John Middleton?” she whispered. “Katy is dressing him

all over, from head to foot, isn't she? I hope she isn't curling his

hair. John Middleton has such wonderful hair! I refuse to go back to

New York till I have introduced you to John Middleton Bogardus,” she

announced to the young man, who laughed at everything she said. Mrs.

Bogardus smiled vacantly and glanced at the door.

“Let me go find Katy,” cried Miss Sally. Katy entered as she spoke,

and said a few words to the mistress. “Excuse me.” Mrs. Bogardus rose

hastily. She asked Miss Sallie to take her place at the tea-tray.

“What is it?”

“The boy--they cannot find him. Don't say anything.” She had turned ashy

white, and Katy's pretty flushed face had a wild expression.

In five minutes the search had begun. Mrs. Bogardus was at the

telephone, calling up the quarry, for she was short of men. One order

followed another quickly. Her voice was harsh and deep. She had frankly

forgotten her guests. Embarrassed by their own uselessness, yet unable

to take leave, they lingered and discussed the mystery of this sudden,

acute alarm.

“It is the sore spot,” said Miss Sally sentimentally. “You know her

husband was missing for years before she gave him up; and then that

dreadful time, three years ago, when they were so frightened about

Paul.”

Having spread the alarm, Mrs. Bogardus took the field in person. Her

head was bare in the keen, sunset light. She moved with strong, fleet

steps, but a look of sudden age stamped her face.

“Go back, all of you!” she said to the women, who crowded on her heels.

“There are plenty of places to look.” Her stern eyes resisted their

frightened sympathy. She was not ready to yield to the consciousness of

her own fears.

To the old house she went, by some sure instinct that told her the road

to trouble. But her trouble stood off from her, and spared her for one

moment of exquisite relief; as if the child of Paul and Moya had no part

in what was waiting for her. The door at the foot of the stairs stood

open. She heard a soft, repeated thud. Panting, she climbed the stairs;

and as she rounded the shoulder of the chimney, there, on the top step

above her, stood the fair-haired child, making the only light in the

place. He was knocking, with his foolish ball, on the door of the

chamber of fear. Three generations of the living and the dead were

brought together in this coil of fate, and the child, in his happy

innocence, had joined the knot.

The woman crouching on the stairs could barely whisper, “Middy!” lest

if she startled him he might turn and fall. He looked down at her,

unsurprised, and paused in his knocking. “Man--in there--won't 'peak to

Middy!” he said.

She crept towards him and sat below him, coaxing him into her lap. The

strange motions of her breast, as she pressed his head against her, kept

the boy quiet, and in that silence she heard an inner sound--the awful

pulse of the old clock beating steadily, calling her, demanding the

evidence of her senses,--she who feared no ghosts,--beating out the

hours of an agony she was there to witness. And she was yet in time. The

hapless creature entrapped within that room dragged its weight

slowly across the floor. The clock, sole witness and companion of its

sufferings, ticked on impartially. Neither is this any new thing, it

seemed to say. A life was starved in here before--not for lack of food,

but love,--love,--love!

She carried the child out into the air, and he ran before her like a

breeze. The women who met them stared at her sick and desperate face.

She made herself quickly understood, and as each listener drained her

meaning the horror spread. There was but one man left on the place,

within call, he with the boyish face and clean brown hands, who had

ridden across the fields for an afternoon's idle pleasure. He stepped to

her side and took the key out of her hand. “You ought not to do this,”

he said gently, as their eyes met.

“Wednesday, Thursday, Friday,” she counted mechanically. “He has been

in there six days and seven nights by my orders.” She looked straight

before her, seeing no one, as she gave her commands to the women: fire

and hot water and stimulants, in the kitchen of the old house at once,

and another man, if one could be found to follow her.

The two figures moving across the grass might have stepped out of an

illustration in the pages of some current magazine. In their thoughts

they had already unlocked the door of that living death and were face to

face with the insupportable facts of nature.

The morbid, sickening, prison odor met them at the door--humanity's

helpless protest against bolts and bars. Again the young man begged his

companion not to enter. She took one deep breath of the pure outside

air and stepped before him. They searched the emptiness of the barely

furnished room. The clock ticked on to itself. Mrs. Bogardus's companion

stood irresolute, not knowing the place. The fetid air confused

his senses. But she went past him through the inner door, guided by

remembrance of the sounds she had heard.

She had seen it. She approached it cautiously, stooping for a better

view, and closing in upon it warily, as one cuts off the retreat of a

creature in the last agonies of flight. Her companion heard her say:

“Show me your face!--Uncover his face,” she repeated, not moving her

eyes as he stepped behind her. “He will not let me near him. Uncover

it.”

The thing in the corner had some time been a man. There was still enough

manhood left to feel her eyes and to shrink as an earthworm from the

spade. He had crawled close to the baseboard of the room. An old man's

ashen beard straggled through the brown claws wrapped about the face. As

the dust of the threshing floor to the summer grain, so was his likeness

to one she remembered.

“I must see that man's face!” she panted. “He will die if I touch him.

Take away his hands.” It was done, with set teeth, and the face of the

football hero was bathed in sweat. He breathed through tense nostrils,

and a sickly whiteness spread backward from his lips. Suddenly he loosed

his burden. It fell, doubling in a ghastly heap, and he rushed for the

open air.

Mrs. Bogardus groaned. She raised herself up slowly, stretching back her

head. Her face was like the terrible tortured mask of the Medusa. She

had but a moment in which to recover herself. Deliberately she spoke

when her companion returned and stood beside her.

“That was my husband. If he lives I am still his wife. You are not to

forget this. It is no secret. Are you able to help me now? Get a blanket

from the women. I hear some one coming.”

She waited, with head erect and eyes closed and rigid tortured lips

apart, till the feet were heard at the door.

XXVI

PEACE TO THIS HOUSE

Mrs. Remsen and her delicate daughter had driven away to avoid

excitement and the night air.

Chauncey hovered round the piazza steps, talking, with but little

encouragement, to Miss Sallie and the young man who had become the

centre of all eyes.

“I don't see how anybody on the face of the earth could blame her, nor

me either!” Chauncey protested. “If the critter wanted to git out, why

couldn't he say so? I stood there holdin' the door open much as five

minutes. 'Who's in there?' I says. I called it loud enough to wake the

dead. 'Nobody wants to hurt ye,' says I. There want nothing to be afraid

of. He hadn't done nothing anyway. It's the strangest case ever I heard

tell of. And the doctor don't think he was much crazy either.”

“Can he live?” asked Miss Sallie.

“He's alive now, but doctor don't know how long he'll last. There he

comes now. I must go and git his horse.”

The doctor, who seemed nervous,--he was a young local

practitioner,--asked to speak with Miss Sallie's hero apart.

“Did Mrs. Bogardus say anything when she first saw that man? Did you

notice what she said?--how she took it?”

The hero, who was also a gentleman, looked at the doctor coolly.

“It was not a nice thing,” he said. “I saw just as little as I could.”

“You don't understand me,” said the doctor. “I want to know if Mrs.

Bogardus appeared to you to have made any discovery--received any shock

not to be accounted for by--by what you both saw?”

“I shouldn't attempt to answer such a question,” said the youngster

bluntly. “I never saw Mrs. Bogardus in my life before to-day.”

The doctor colored. “Mrs. Bogardus has given me a telegram to send, and

I don't know whether to send it or not. It's going to make a whole lot

of talk. I am not much acquainted with Mrs. Bogardus myself, except by

hearsay. That's partly what surprises me. It looks a little reckless

to send out such a message as that, by the first hand that comes along.

Hadn't we better give her time to think it over?” He opened the telegram

for the other to read. “The man himself can't speak. But he just pants

for breath every time she comes near him: he tries to hide his face. He

acts like a criminal afraid of being caught.”

“He didn't look that way to me--what was left of him. Not in the least

like a criminal.”

“Well, no; that's a fact, too. Now they've got him laid out clean and

neat, he looks as if he might have been a very decent sort of man. But

_that_, you know--that's incredible. If she knows him, why doesn't he

know her? Why won't he own her? He's afraid of her. His eyes are ready

to burst out of his head whenever she comes near him.”

“Did Mrs. Bogardus write that telegram herself?”

“She did.”

“And what did she tell you to do with it?”

“Send it to her son.”

“Then why don't you send it?”

This was the disputed message: “Come. Your father has been found. Bring

Doctor Gainsworth.”

In the local man's opinion, the writer of that dispatch was Doctor

Gainsworth's true patient. What could induce a woman in Mrs. Bogardus's

position to give such hasty publicity to this shocking disclosure,

allowing it were true? The more he dwelt on it the less he liked the

responsibility he was taking. He discussed it openly; and, with the

best intentions, this much-impressed young man gave out his own

counter-theory of the case, hoping to forestall whatever mischief might

have been done. He put himself in the place of Mr. Paul Bogardus, whom

he liked extremely, and tried to imagine that young gentleman's state

of mind when he should look upon this new-found parent, and learn the

manner of his resurrection.

This was the explanation he boldly set forth in behalf of those most

nearly concerned. [He was getting up his diagnosis for an interesting

half hour with the great doctor who had been called in consultation.]

The shock of that awful discovery in the locked chamber, he attested,

had put Mrs. Bogardus temporarily beside herself. Outwardly composed,

her nerves were ripped and torn by the terrible sight that met her

eyes. She was the prey of an hallucination founded on memories of former

suffering, which had worn a channel for every fresh fear to seek. There

was something truly noble and loyal and pathetic in the nature of her

possession. It threw a softened light upon her past. How must she have

brooded, all these years, for that one thought to have ploughed so deep!

It was quite commonly known in the neighborhood that she had come back

from the West years ago without her husband, yet with no proof of his

death. But who could have believed she would cling for half a lifetime

to this forlorn expectancy, depicting her own loss in every sad hulk of

humanity cast upon her prosperous shores!

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