CHAPTER XXXII

In September David began to write his tone poem, _Marco Polo_.

It was not Marco Polo alone, but every man of extraordinary

aspirations, who took that long journey, through semimythical deserts,

into the realm of the Great Khan, and there for many years lived a life

unrelated to the lives of his boyhood companions.

In far-off Cambulac the Venetian adventurer steeped himself in sights,

odors, and sounds that were the antithesis of those which he had known,

till at last he took on the strangeness of his surroundings. Yet in

the course of time, though covered with wealth and honors, and

habituated to bizarre delights, he began, with the perversity of human

nature, to long for the land of his birth. With a sense of necessity

and foreboding he tore himself loose from the paradise of Cambulac,

traversed the deserts again, regained his own house. None knew him,

for he was old, savory with antipodal spices, outlandishly garbed; and

even his countenance had become like those Oriental faces amid which he

had found unheard-of griefs and joys. In Venice, his birthplace,

instead of a greeting that might ease his nostalgia, he encountered

disbelief in his identity, and ridicule of his tales. He could not

make them credulous of that delicious Cambulac where he had dwelt like

a god: his tidings of unearthly felicities--free to all who would make

that journey--fell upon brutish ears. The very children came to laugh

him to scorn. So finally, stunned by this ingratitude, cut to the

heart by the gibes of these Venetian wretches to whom he had brought

such fine news, he sank into a stupor, and wondered, as he sat alone in

his shame, whether indeed he had been a great and dazzled man in

Cambulac--which, perhaps, after all, had no existence in reality!

The idea mapped out, there began for David Verne the period of complex

mental tension, of intense concentration, during which an interruption

might scatter forever a sequence of valuable thought. Lilla, knowing

how great this mental and emotional strain must be, wondered that he

was strong enough to bear it.

But the desire to be to Lilla, despite his infirmity, something that no

other man could be, made him prodigious. As the tone poem expanded

from this inspiration, he gained still greater impetus from the mere

tonic of success. Toward the end of October, his asthenia had

diminished enough to allow him to play the piano weakly in three

octaves.

Dr. Fallows, on one of his visits a witness of this achievement, went

out thunderstruck to his car, muttering to himself:

"It is impossible!"

He looked sternly across the sunny garden, where the last of the summer

flowers--giant daisies above beds of tufted pansies--were triumphantly

flaunting themselves. He had never heard, and he doubted if any one

else had ever heard, of a similar case--the checking and diminishing of

such a prostration. But, knitting his brows, he pondered on the still

chaotic state of the whole data concerning the "endocrine chain," and

on the fallibility of previous unequivocal pronouncements in the

science of medicine. He had a slight feeling of deflation, followed by

a glow of curiosity; and he returned into the house to change his

orders about the medicine.

He had been prescribing a solution of arsenic, the dose increasing

little by little toward the point of tolerance. Now, for the purpose

of experiment, he ordered that the dose was to remain the same. And in

order to impress his instructions upon the mind of Hamoud-bin-Said, he

said to the Arab severely:

"Remember, not one drop more!"

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