Setting out on our return to the river, still at an early hour in the

day, we decided to follow the course of the torrent, which we supposed

to be Murch Brook, as long as it would not lead us too far out of our

way. We thus traveled about four miles in the very torrent itself,

continually crossing and recrossing it, leaping from rock to rock, and

jumping with the stream down falls of seven or eight feet, or

sometimes sliding down on our backs in a thin sheet of water. This

ravine had been the scene of an extraordinary freshet in the spring,

apparently accompanied by a slide from the mountain. It must have been

filled with a stream of stones and water, at least twenty feet above

the present level of the torrent. For a rod or two, on either side of

its channel, the trees were barked and splintered up to their tops,

the birches bent over, twisted, and sometimes finely split, like a

stable-broom; some, a foot in diameter, snapped off, and whole clumps

of trees bent over with the weight of rocks piled on them. In one

place we noticed a rock, two or three feet in diameter, lodged nearly

twenty feet high in the crotch of a tree. For the whole four miles we

saw but one rill emptying in, and the volume of water did not seem to

be increased from the first. We traveled thus very rapidly with a

downward impetus, and grew remarkably expert at leaping from rock to

rock, for leap we must, and leap we did, whether there was any rock at

the right distance or not. It was a pleasant picture when the foremost

turned about and looked up the winding ravine, walled in with rocks

and the green forest, to see, at intervals of a rod or two, a

red-shirted or green-jacketed mountaineer against the white torrent,

leaping down the channel with his pack on his back, or pausing upon a

convenient rock in the midst of the torrent to mend a rent in his

clothes, or unstrap the dipper at his belt to take a draught of the

water. At one place we were startled by seeing, on a little sandy

shelf by the side of the stream, the fresh print of a man’s foot, and

for a moment realized how Robinson Crusoe felt in a similar case; but

at last we remembered that we had struck this stream on our way up,

though we could not have told where, and one had descended into the

ravine for a drink. The cool air above and the continual bathing of

our bodies in mountain water, alternate foot, sitz, douche, and plunge

baths, made this walk exceedingly refreshing, and we had traveled only

a mile or two, after leaving the torrent, before every thread of our

clothes was as dry as usual, owing perhaps to a peculiar quality in

the atmosphere.

After leaving the torrent, being in doubt about our course, Tom threw

down his pack at the foot of the loftiest spruce tree at hand, and

shinned up the bare trunk some twenty feet, and then climbed through

the green tower, lost to our sight, until he held the topmost spray

in his hand.[5] McCauslin, in his younger days, had marched through

the wilderness with a body of troops, under General Somebody, and with

one other man did all the scouting and spying service. The General’s

word was, “Throw down the top of that tree,” and there was no tree in

the Maine woods so high that it did not lose its top in such a case. I

have heard a story of two men being lost once in these woods, nearer

to the settlements than this, who climbed the loftiest pine they could

find, some six feet in diameter at the ground, from whose top they

discovered a solitary clearing and its smoke. When at this height,

some two hundred feet from the ground, one of them became dizzy, and

fainted in his companion’s arms, and the latter had to accomplish the

descent with him, alternately fainting and reviving, as best he could.

To Tom we cried, “Where away does the summit bear? where the burnt

lands?” The last he could only conjecture; he descried, however, a

little meadow and pond, lying probably in our course, which we

concluded to steer for. On reaching this secluded meadow, we found

fresh tracks of moose on the shore of the pond, and the water was

still unsettled as if they had fled before us. A little farther, in a

dense thicket, we seemed to be still on their trail. It was a small

meadow, of a few acres, on the mountain-side, concealed by the forest,

and perhaps never seen by a white man before, where one would think

that the moose might browse and bathe, and rest in peace. Pursuing

this course, we soon reached the open land, which went sloping down

some miles toward the Penobscot.

Perhaps I most fully realized that this was primeval, untamed, and

forever untamable _Nature_, or whatever else men call it, while coming

down this part of the mountain. We were passing over “Burnt Lands,”

burnt by lightning, perchance, though they showed no recent marks of

fire, hardly so much as a charred stump, but looked rather like a

natural pasture for the moose and deer, exceedingly wild and desolate,

with occasional strips of timber crossing them, and low poplars

springing up, and patches of blueberries here and there. I found

myself traversing them familiarly, like some pasture run to waste, or

partially reclaimed by man; but when I reflected what man, what

brother or sister or kinsman of our race made it and claimed it, I

expected the proprietor to rise up and dispute my passage. It is

difficult to conceive of a region uninhabited by man. We habitually

presume his presence and influence everywhere. And yet we have not

seen pure Nature, unless we have seen her thus vast and drear and

inhuman, though in the midst of cities. Nature was here something

savage and awful, though beautiful. I looked with awe at the ground I

trod on, to see what the Powers had made there, the form and fashion

and material of their work. This was that Earth of which we have

heard, made out of Chaos and Old Night. Here was no man’s garden, but

the unhandseled globe. It was not lawn, nor pasture, nor mead, nor

woodland, nor lea, nor arable, nor waste land. It was the fresh and

natural surface of the planet Earth, as it was made forever and

ever,--to be the dwelling of man, we say,--so Nature made it, and man

may use it if he can. Man was not to be associated with it. It was

Matter, vast, terrific,--not his Mother Earth that we have heard of,

not for him to tread on, or be buried in,--no, it were being too

familiar even to let his bones lie there,--the home, this, of

Necessity and Fate. There was clearly felt the presence of a force not

bound to be kind to man. It was a place for heathenism and

superstitious rites,--to be inhabited by men nearer of kin to the

rocks and to wild animals than we. We walked over it with a certain

awe, stopping, from time to time, to pick the blueberries which grew

there, and had a smart and spicy taste. Perchance where _our_ wild

pines stand, and leaves lie on their forest floor, in Concord, there

were once reapers, and husbandmen planted grain; but here not even the

surface had been scarred by man, but it was a specimen of what God saw

fit to make this world. What is it to be admitted to a museum, to see

a myriad of particular things, compared with being shown some star’s

surface, some hard matter in its home! I stand in awe of my body, this

matter to which I am bound has become so strange to me. I fear not

spirits, ghosts, of which I am one,--_that_ my body might,--but I

fear bodies, I tremble to meet them. What is this Titan that has

possession of me? Talk of mysteries! Think of our life in

nature,--daily to be shown matter, to come in contact with it,--rocks,

trees, wind on our cheeks! the _solid_ earth! the _actual_ world! the

_common sense!_ _Contact!_ _Contact!_ _Who_ are we? _where_ are we?

Erelong we recognized some rocks and other features in the landscape

which we had purposely impressed on our memories, and, quickening our

pace, by two o’clock we reached the batteau.[6] Here we had expected

to dine on trout, but in this glaring sunlight they were slow to take

the bait, so we were compelled to make the most of the crumbs of our

hard-bread and our pork, which were both nearly exhausted. Meanwhile

we deliberated whether we should go up the river a mile farther, to

Gibson’s clearing, on the Sowadnehunk, where there was a deserted log

hut, in order to get a half-inch auger, to mend one of our spike-poles

with. There were young spruce trees enough around us, and we had a

spare spike, but nothing to make a hole with. But as it was uncertain

whether we should find any tools left there, we patched up the broken

pole, as well as we could, for the downward voyage, in which there

would be but little use for it. Moreover, we were unwilling to lose

any time in this expedition, lest the wind should rise before we

reached the larger lakes, and detain us; for a moderate wind produces

quite a sea on these waters, in which a batteau will not live for a

moment; and on one occasion McCauslin had been delayed a week at the

head of the North Twin, which is only four miles across. We were

nearly out of provisions, and ill prepared in this respect for what

might possibly prove a week’s journey round by the shore, fording

innumerable streams, and threading a trackless forest, should any

accident happen to our boat.

It was with regret that we turned our backs on Chesuncook, which

McCauslin had formerly logged on, and the Allegash lakes. There were

still longer rapids and portages above; among the last the Ripogenus

Portage, which he described as the most difficult on the river, and

three miles long. The whole length of the Penobscot is two hundred and

seventy-five miles, and we are still nearly one hundred miles from its

source. Hodge, the Assistant State Geologist, passed up this river in

1837, and by a portage of only one mile and three quarters crossed

over into the Allegash, and so went down that into the St. John, and

up the Madawaska to the Grand Portage across to the St. Lawrence. His

is the only account that I know of an expedition through to Canada in

this direction. He thus describes his first sight of the latter river,

which, to compare small things with great, is like Balboa’s first

sight of the Pacific from the mountains of the Isthmus of Darien.

“When we first came in sight of the St. Lawrence,” he says, “from the

top of a high hill, the view was most striking, and much more

interesting to me from having been shut up in the woods for the two

previous months. Directly before us lay the broad river, extending

across nine or ten miles, its surface broken by a few islands and

reefs, and two ships riding at anchor near the shore. Beyond, extended

ranges of uncultivated hills, parallel with the river. The sun was

just going down behind them, and gilding the whole scene with its

parting rays.”

About four o’clock, the same afternoon, we commenced our return

voyage, which would require but little if any poling. In shooting

rapids the boatmen use large and broad paddles, instead of poles, to

guide the boat with. Though we glided so swiftly, and often smoothly,

down, where it had cost us no slight effort to get up, our present

voyage was attended with far more danger; for if we once fairly struck

one of the thousand rocks by which we were surrounded, the boat would

be swamped in an instant. When a boat is swamped under these

circumstances, the boatmen commonly find no difficulty in keeping

afloat at first, for the current keeps both them and their cargo up

for a long way down the stream; and if they can swim, they have only

to work their way gradually to the shore. The greatest danger is of

being caught in an eddy behind some larger rock, where the water

rushes up stream faster than elsewhere it does down, and being carried

round and round under the surface till they are drowned. McCauslin

pointed out some rocks which had been the scene of a fatal accident of

this kind. Sometimes the body is not thrown out for several hours. He

himself had performed such a circuit once, only his legs being visible

to his companions; but he was fortunately thrown out in season to

recover his breath.[7] In shooting the rapids, the boatman has this

problem to solve: to choose a circuitous and safe course amid a

thousand sunken rocks, scattered over a quarter or half a mile, at the

same time that he is moving steadily on at the rate of fifteen miles

an hour. Stop he cannot; the only question is, where will he go? The

bowman chooses the course with all his eyes about him, striking broad

off with his paddle, and drawing the boat by main force into her

course. The sternman faithfully follows the bow.

We were soon at the Aboljacarmegus Falls. Anxious to avoid the delay,

as well as the labor, of the portage here, our boatmen went forward

first to reconnoitre, and concluded to let the batteau down the falls,

carrying the baggage only over the portage. Jumping from rock to rock

until nearly in the middle of the stream, we were ready to receive the

boat and let her down over the first fall, some six or seven feet

perpendicular. The boatmen stand upon the edge of a shelf of rock,

where the fall is perhaps nine or ten feet perpendicular, in from one

to two feet of rapid water, one on each side of the boat, and let it

slide gently over, till the bow is run out ten or twelve feet in the

air; then, letting it drop squarely, while one holds the painter, the

other leaps in, and his companion following, they are whirled down

the rapids to a new fall or to smooth water. In a very few minutes

they had accomplished a passage in safety, which would be as foolhardy

for the unskillful to attempt as the descent of Niagara itself. It

seemed as if it needed only a little familiarity, and a little more

skill, to navigate down such falls as Niagara itself with safety. At

any rate, I should not despair of such men in the rapids above Table

Rock, until I saw them actually go over the falls, so cool, so

collected, so fertile in resources are they. One might have thought

that these were falls, and that falls were not to be waded through

with impunity, like a mud-puddle. There was really danger of their

losing their sublimity in losing their power to harm us. Familiarity

breeds contempt. The boatman pauses, perchance, on some shelf beneath

a table-rock under the fall, standing in some cove of backwater two

feet deep, and you hear his rough voice come up through the spray,

coolly giving directions how to launch the boat this time.

Having carried round Pockwockomus Falls, our oars soon brought us to

the Katepskonegan, or Oak Hall carry, where we decided to camp

half-way over, leaving our batteau to be carried over in the morning

on fresh shoulders. One shoulder of each of the boatmen showed a red

spot as large as one’s hand, worn by the batteau on this expedition;

and this shoulder, as it did all the work, was perceptibly lower than

its fellow, from long service. Such toil soon wears out the strongest

constitution. The drivers are accustomed to work in the cold water in

the spring, rarely ever dry; and if one falls in all over he rarely

changes his clothes till night, if then, even. One who takes this

precaution is called by a particular nickname, or is turned off. None

can lead this life who are not almost amphibious. McCauslin said

soberly, what is at any rate a good story to tell, that he had seen

where six men were wholly under water at once, at a jam, with their

shoulders to handspikes. If the log did not start, then they had to

put out their heads to breathe. The driver works as long as he can

see, from dark to dark, and at night has not time to eat his supper

and dry his clothes fairly, before he is asleep on his cedar bed. We

lay that night on the very bed made by such a party, stretching our

tent over the poles which were still standing, but re-shingling the

damp and faded bed with fresh leaves.

In the morning we carried our boat over and launched it, making haste

lest the wind should rise. The boatmen ran down Passamagamet, and soon

after Ambejijis Falls, while we walked round with the baggage. We made

a hasty breakfast at the head of Ambejijis Lake on the remainder of

our pork, and were soon rowing across its smooth surface again, under

a pleasant sky, the mountain being now clear of clouds in the

northeast. Taking turns at the oars, we shot rapidly across Deep Cove,

the foot of Pamadumcook, and the North Twin, at the rate of six miles

an hour, the wind not being high enough to disturb us, and reached the

Dam at noon. The boatmen went through one of the log sluices in the

batteau, where the fall was ten feet at the bottom, and took us in

below. Here was the longest rapid in our voyage, and perhaps the

running this was as dangerous and arduous a task as any. Shooting down

sometimes at the rate, as we judged, of fifteen miles an hour, if we

struck a rock we were split from end to end in an instant. Now like a

bait bobbing for some river monster, amid the eddies, now darting to

this side of the stream, now to that, gliding swift and smooth near to

our destruction, or striking broad off with the paddle and drawing the

boat to right or left with all our might, in order to avoid a rock. I

suppose that it was like running the rapids of the Sault Sainte Marie,

at the outlet of Lake Superior, and our boatmen probably displayed no

less dexterity than the Indians there do. We soon ran through this

mile, and floated in Quakish Lake.

After such a voyage, the troubled and angry waters, which once had

seemed terrible and not to be trifled with, appeared tamed and

subdued; they had been bearded and worried in their channels, pricked

and whipped into submission with the spike-pole and paddle, gone

through and through with impunity, and all their spirit and their

danger taken out of them, and the most swollen and impetuous rivers

seemed but playthings henceforth. I began, at length, to understand

the boatman’s familiarity with, and contempt for, the rapids. “Those

Fowler boys,” said Mrs. McCauslin, “are perfect ducks for the water.”

They had run down to Lincoln, according to her, thirty or forty miles,

in a batteau, in the night, for a doctor, when it was so dark that

they could not see a rod before them, and the river was swollen so as

to be almost a continuous rapid, so that the doctor _cried_, when they

brought him up by daylight, “Why, Tom, how did you see to steer?” “We

didn’t steer much,--only kept her straight.” And yet they met with no

accident. It is true, the more difficult rapids are higher up than

this.

When we reached the Millinocket opposite to Tom’s house, and were

waiting for his folks to set us over,--for we had left our batteau

above the Grand Falls,--we discovered two canoes, with two men in

each, turning up this stream from Shad Pond, one keeping the opposite

side of a small island before us, while the other approached the side

where we were standing, examining the banks carefully for muskrats as

they came along. The last proved to be Louis Neptune and his

companion, now, at last, on their way up to Chesuncook after moose,

but they were so disguised that we hardly knew them. At a little

distance they might have been taken for Quakers, with their

broad-brimmed hats and overcoats with broad capes, the spoils of

Bangor, seeking a settlement in this Sylvania,--or, nearer at hand,

for fashionable gentlemen the morning after a spree. Met face to face,

these Indians in their native woods looked like the sinister and

slouching fellows whom you meet picking up strings and paper in the

streets of a city. There is, in fact, a remarkable and unexpected

resemblance between the degraded savage and the lowest classes in a

great city. The one is no more a child of nature than the other. In

the progress of degradation the distinction of races is soon lost.

Neptune at first was only anxious to know what we “kill,” seeing some

partridges in the hands of one of the party, but we had assumed too

much anger to permit of a reply. We thought Indians had some honor

before. But--“Me been sick. Oh, me unwell now. You make bargain, then

me go.” They had in fact been delayed so long by a drunken frolic at

the Five Islands, and they had not yet recovered from its effects.

They had some young musquash in their canoes, which they dug out of

the banks with a hoe, for food, not for their skins, for musquash are

their principal food on these expeditions. So they went on up the

Millinocket, and we kept down the bank of the Penobscot, after

recruiting ourselves with a draught of Tom’s beer, leaving Tom at his

home.

Thus a man shall lead his life away here on the edge of the

wilderness, on Indian Millinocket Stream, in a new world, far in the

dark of a continent, and have a flute to play at evening here, while

his strains echo to the stars, amid the howling of wolves; shall live,

as it were, in the primitive age of the world, a primitive man. Yet he

shall spend a sunny day, and in this century be my contemporary;

perchance shall read some scattered leaves of literature, and

sometimes talk with me. Why read history, then, if the ages and the

generations are now? He lives three thousand years deep into time, an

age not yet described by poets. Can you well go further back in

history than this? Ay! ay!--for there turns up but now into the mouth

of Millinocket Stream a still more ancient and primitive man, whose

history is not brought down even to the former. In a bark vessel sewn

with the roots of the spruce, with horn-beam paddles, he dips his way

along. He is but dim and misty to me, obscured by the æons that lie

between the bark canoe and the batteau. He builds no house of logs,

but a wigwam of skins. He eats no hot bread and sweet cake, but

musquash and moose meat and the fat of bears. He glides up the

Millinocket and is lost to my sight, as a more distant and misty cloud

is seen flitting by behind a nearer, and is lost in space. So he goes

about his destiny, the red face of man.

After having passed the night, and buttered our boots for the last

time, at Uncle George’s, whose dogs almost devoured him for joy at his

return, we kept on down the river the next day, about eight miles on

foot, and then took a batteau, with a man to pole it, to Mattawamkeag,

ten more. At the middle of that very night, to make a swift conclusion

to a long story, we dropped our buggy over the half-finished bridge at

Oldtown, where we heard the confused din and clink of a hundred saws,

which never rest, and at six o’clock the next morning one of the party

was steaming his way to Massachusetts.

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[Illustration: _Maine Wilderness_]

What is most striking in the Maine wilderness is the continuousness of

the forest, with fewer open intervals or glades than you had imagined.

Except the few burnt lands, the narrow intervals on the rivers, the

bare tops of the high mountains, and the lakes and streams, the forest

is uninterrupted. It is even more grim and wild than you had

anticipated, a damp and intricate wilderness, in the spring everywhere

wet and miry. The aspect of the country, indeed, is universally stern

and savage, excepting the distant views of the forest from hills, and

the lake prospects, which are mild and civilizing in a degree. The

lakes are something which you are unprepared for; they lie up so

high, exposed to the light, and the forest is diminished to a fine

fringe on their edges, with here and there a blue mountain, like

amethyst jewels set around some jewel of the first water,--so

anterior, so superior, to all the changes that are to take place on

their shores, even now civil and refined, and fair as they can ever

be. These are not the artificial forests of an English king,--a royal

preserve merely. Here prevail no forest laws but those of nature. The

aborigines have never been dispossessed, nor nature disforested.

It is a country full of evergreen trees, of mossy silver birches and

watery maples, the ground dotted with insipid small, red berries, and

strewn with damp and moss-grown rocks,--a country diversified with

innumerable lakes and rapid streams, peopled with trout and various

species of _leucisci_, with salmon, shad, and pickerel, and other

fishes; the forest resounding at rare intervals with the note of the

chickadee, the blue jay, and the woodpecker, the scream of the fish

hawk and the eagle, the laugh of the loon, and the whistle of ducks

along the solitary streams; at night, with the hooting of owls and

howling of wolves; in summer, swarming with myriads of black flies and

mosquitoes, more formidable than wolves to the white man. Such is the

home of the moose, the bear, the caribou, the wolf, the beaver, and

the Indian. Who shall describe the inexpressible tenderness and

immortal life of the grim forest, where Nature, though it be

midwinter, is ever in her spring, where the moss-grown and decaying

trees are not old, but seem to enjoy a perpetual youth; and blissful,

innocent Nature, like a serene infant, is too happy to make a noise,

except by a few tinkling, lisping birds and trickling rills?

What a place to live, what a place to die and be buried in! There

certainly men would live forever, and laugh at death and the grave.

There they could have no such thoughts as are associated with the

village graveyard,--that make a grave out of one of those moist

evergreen hummocks!

Die and be buried who will,

I mean to live here still;

My nature grows ever more young

The primitive pines among.

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