CHAPTER XIX.

LEAVES BOSTON.

THESE were fine old times, but they were English times; English ideas

ruled Boston town. There was little liberty of opinion or of the press

in those days. The Franklins belonged to a few families who hoped to

find in the province freedom of thought. James Franklin was a testy man,

but he breathed free air, and one day in his paper, the Courant, he

published the following simple sentences, the like of which any one

might print anywhere in the civilized world to-day: "If Almighty God

will have Canada subdued without the assistance of those miserable

Savages, in whom we have too much confidence, we shall be glad that

there will be no sacrifices offered up to the Devil upon the occasion;

God alone will have all the glory."

What had he done? He had protested against the use of Indians in the war

then being waged against Canada.

He was arrested on a charge that the article in which this paragraph

appeared, and some like articles, "contained reflections of a very high

nature." He was sentenced to a month's imprisonment and forbidden to

publish the paper. So James went to jail, and he left the management of

the paper to Benjamin.

This incident gives us a remarkable view of the times. But Boston was

only following the English law and custom.

The printing office was now carried on in Benjamin's name. Little Ben

grew and flourished, until his popularity excited the envy of his

brother. One day they quarreled, and James, almost in the spirit of

Cain, struck his bright, enterprising apprentice. Benjamin had a proud

heart. He would not stand a blow from James without a protest. What was

he to do?

He resolved to leave the office of his brother James forever. He did so,

and tried to secure work elsewhere. His brother's influence prevented

him from doing this. His resentment against his brother grew more

bitter, and blinded him to all besides. This was conduct unworthy of a

young philosopher. In his resentment he does not seem to have regarded

the feelings of his good father, or the heart of his mother that would

ache and find relief in tears at night, nor even of Jenny, whom he

loved. He took a sloop for New York, and bade good-by to no one. The

sail dipped down the harbor, and the three hills of Boston faded from

his view.

He was now on the ocean, and out in the world alone. We are sorry to say

that he faced life with such a deep resentment toward his brother in his

heart. He afterward came to regard his going away in this manner as one

of the mistakes of his life which he would wish to correct. His better

heart came back again, true to his home.

He was not popular in Boston in his last days there. New influences had

come into his life. He had loved argument and disputation, and there is

a subtile manner of discussion called the "Socratic method," which he

had found in Xenophon, in which one confuses an opponent by asking

questions and never making direct assertions himself, but using the

subjunctive mood. It is an art of entanglement. The boy had delighted in

"twisting people all up," and making them contradict themselves after a

perversion of the manner described by Xenophon in his Life of Socrates.

As religion and politics formed the principal subjects of these

discussions, and he liked to take the unpopular view in order to throw

his mental antagonist, he had fallen into disfavor, to which disesteem

his brother's charges against him had added. These things made Jenny's

heart ache, but she never ceased to believe in Ben.

Few boys ever left the city in provincial times with less promise of any

great future, so far as public opinion is concerned. But,

notwithstanding these errors of judgment, he still carried with him a

purpose of being a benefactor, and his dream was to help the world. The

star of this purpose ever shone before him in the deserts of his

wanderings.

But how was he to succeed, after thus following his own personal feeling

in matters like these? By correcting his own errors as soon as he saw

them, and never repeating them again. This he did; he openly

acknowledged his faults, and tried to make amends for them. He who

confesses his errors, and seeks to retrieve them, has a heart and

purpose that the public will love. But it is a higher and nobler life

not to fall into such errors.

This was about the year 1723. A curious incident happened on the voyage

to New York. Young Franklin had become a vegetarian--that is, he had

been convinced that it was wrong to kill animals for food, and wrong to

eat flesh of any kind.

The ship became becalmed, and the sailors betook themselves to fishing.

Franklin loved to argue still, notwithstanding his unhappy experiences.

"Fishing is murder," said he. "Why should these inhabitants of the sea

be deprived of their lives and opportunities of enjoyment? They have

never done any one harm, and they live the lives for which Nature made

them. They have the same right to liberty that they have to life."

This indicated a true heart. But when the steward began to cook the fish

that the sailors had caught, the frying of them did have a savory smell.

Young Franklin now began to be tempted from theory by appetite. How

could he get over his principles and share the meal with the sailors?

The cook seized a large fish to prepare it for the frying-pan. As he cut

off its head and opened him he found in him a little fish.

"So you eat fish," said Franklin, addressing the prize; "then why may I

not eat _you_?" He did so, and from this time left off his vegetarian

habits, which habits, like his aspiration to be a poet, did credit to

his heart.

His argument in this case had no force. The fish had not a moral nature,

and because an animal or reptile without such a nature should eat other

animals or reptiles would furnish no reason why a being governed by laws

outside of himself should do the same.

October found him in New York, a Dutch town of less than ten thousand

inhabitants. He was about eighteen years of age. New York then had

little in common with the city of to-day. Its streets were marked by

gable ends and cobble stones. Franklin applied for work to a printer

there, and the latter commended him to go to Philadelphia. He followed

the advice, going by sea, friendless and forlorn, with only a few

shillings in his pocket.

He helped row the boat across the Delaware. He offered the boatman his

fare.

"No," said the boatman, "I ought to take nothing; you helped row."

Franklin had just one silver dollar and a shilling in copper coin. He

insisted that the ferryman should take the coin. He said of this liberal

sense of honor afterward that one is "sometimes more generous when he

has little money than when he has plenty."

Philadelphia, the city of Penn, now rose before him, and he entered it a

friendless lad, whom none knew and few could have noticed. Would any one

then have dreamed that he would one day become the governor of the

province?

Benjamin Franklin had now found the world indeed, and his brother James

had lost the greatest apprentice that the world ever had. Both were

blind. Each had needed that early training that develops the spiritual

powers, and makes it a delight to say "No" to all the lower passions of

human nature.

Josiah and Abiah Franklin had had great hopes of little Ben. The boy had

a large brain and a tender heart. From their point of view they had

trained him well. They had sent him to the Old South Church and had made

him the subject of their daily prayers. In fact, these good people had

done their best to make him a "steady boy," according to their light.

The education of the inner life was like a sealed book to them. But they

were yet people upon whom a larger light was breaking. The poor old soap

and candle maker went on with his business at the Blue Ball with a heavy

heart.

"Gone, gone," said Jamie the Scotchman. "He'll find proverbs enough on

his way of life. This is a hard world, but he has a heart to return to

the right. I pity good Abiah Franklin, but we often have to trust where

we can not see."

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