CHAP. X.

When morning broke, it found the wearied spirit of Louis fast reposing

under his closed eye-lids. He had arraigned himself and his fair

mistress before the bar of his reason, again and again. He fatigued

memory in recalling every word he had ever heard her utter, to judge

how her former sentiments agreed with her late unqualified declaration

on the side of expediency; and, to his consternation he found that he

could recollect no one generous thought from her lips, which had not

been the echo of some opinion from his own. She had never led the way

in noble sentiment. How different was the case in his conversations

with his now far distant Cornelia and Alice! Sympathy reigned

throughout their circle, and it was only to speak first to have the

good fortune to promulgate the thought of every breast.

What then, had the woman he regarded as Perfection's self, had she

met only one compulsive occasion of declaring her unbiassed opinion

on a subject of principle; and had she proved herself divested of

any? Devoted alone to the dominancy of passion, whether it point to

the right or to the wrong? To him, who had been brought up at the

feet of the christian instructor of Lindisfarne, it was no excuse

that devotedness to love, or zeal in friendship, were her motives for

abandoning the rule of human conduct. They were the hills of paradise,

on which man might repose his grateful heart, but there was a heaven

above them; and when its flaming sword passed between him and his

earthly Eden, Louis believed there should be obedience without appeal.

"Oh!" cried he, writhing under the recollections of the last scene

at the palace, "had I known too late, that such thou art, how should

I have withered in those arms?" Louis felt that he would rather be

clasped at once in the icy embrace of death, than take to his bosom the

most beautiful form in nature that was cold to the soul of his soul,

an immortalizing aspiration after virtue and the approbation of his

creator.

"Oh, Otteline," exclaimed he, "a gulph that is impassable, now divides

us!"

As these reflections gradually subsided into sleep, her image kept

its station in his dreams; but it was not as heretofore, when his

visionary fancy used to pourtray her smiling in groves of perpetual

spring:--She now appeared in rugged scenes of affright, accusing him of

faithlessness; and with menacing gestures stimulating unseen personages

to revenge.

He did not awake till the sun had risen far above the horizon; and

then he found himself stretched on the floor, with his head pillowed

on his arm. The cheerfulness of the busy morning hour shone on all

without; while within, the desolation of loneliness and of discomfort,

sat, like a troubled spirit, on every gloomy piece of furniture.

"But this is the day, the blissful day," cried he, "when the

bewildering spell which has so long enwrapped me, will be broken! I

shall again mingle in the social meetings of my fellow-creatures;

and find myself amongst a variety of persons, to whom I can speak,

and rationally companion my mind and my enjoyments.--Hitherto, for

these three months past, I have gone gliding about, fearful of human

glance, or friendly cognizance, till my crazed faculties fancied a

guardian-angel in a beauteous vapour! But now, the mists disperse.

Propitious morning, bright and transparent, I greet your opening!--You

will unfold to me my father! you will release me from the wild and

feverish dream in which my life has wasted, ever since this dreary

mansion became the confidant of my thoughts!"

In contemplating such a happy consummation of his most sacred wishes,

he passed to his own apartment; where, redressing himself with all his

wonted elasticity of spirits, he prepared for the coming events of the

day. On entering the saloon, he found Gerard placing the breakfast

tray. The man told him that Martini was below, with a message from the

Sieur.

"Send him to me," returned Louis, anxious to hear of Ignatius's safe

arrival at Saint Polten's; and eager to be told any thing that might

relate to his father's approach.

Martini obeyed the summons with alacrity. His appearance was full of

gaiety, and his dress, (which he took pains to display, under a large

Hungarian great coat,) was of a splendor that instantly attracted

the notice of Louis, as much from its novelty as its costliness.

The Italian's former habit, was a russet grey, without ornament or

smartness; but this was scarlet, and gorgeously laced with gold.

"Why Martini!" cried Louis, "That is a gala dress!--and to honour the

ambassador, I suppose!--you have left him well; and conducted your

noble master safe?"

Martini was at that moment viewing his own figure, with peculiar

complacency in one of the large mirrors of the apartment. Louis could

have laughed, as he repeated his question to the happy coxcomb.

"I am impatient as yourself, Signor," replied he, "to see the entrance

of the Ambassador. You will then know that I do not wear this livery

without a right!"

"I did not suspect it, my good Martini," returned Louis, "but you

do not tell me when His Excellency is to arrive?" "By five in the

evening, at the _Palais d'Espagne_; and thither I am to conduct you to

await him."

"In a habit as splendid as your own?" asked Louis, with a smiling

nod to his laced vest. Martini coloured, and throwing a proud glance

over his embroidery, exclaimed--"Signor, I have been some years with

my master; and seniority of services, with some great men, has more

consequence than short duties in higher posts."

"I wish it were the rule with all great men!" replied Louis, "And be

assured Martini, I shall always have too much respect for your tried

fidelity to your master, ever to wish to rival you in his good graces.

But come, answer my twice-demanded question; how did you leave him at

Saint Polten?"

"I did not leave him there at all," replied Martini; "he left me last

night; and at parting, gave me a commission to execute a million of

orders, e're he should return."

"Then he went alone?" asked Louis, with an alarm he would not shew; "or

what were his attendants?"

"He might, or he might not have some of the Ambassador's people to meet

him on the road; but on receiving a letter at midnight by Castanos, he

called me to his chamber; and, after giving me his commands, went away,

telling me I should see him no more till we met this evening in the

_Palais d'Espagne_."

"And have you heard nothing of him?"

"Nothing."

"But Castanos accompanied him?"

"I do not know. The surly old Spaniard went out before my master; and

would not answer me when I spoke to him."

Louis was disturbed at this vague information. The threatening language

he had heard last night, and the unseasonable hour of Ignatius's

journey, filled him with apprehensions for the event. But, unobservant

of the troubled countenance which only appeared to listen to him, the

volatile Italian continued the conversation in rapturous descriptions

of the _Palais d'Espagne_; its costly furniture; the splendid retinue

which were placed there to welcome its future lord; and the magnificent

entertainment that was preparing for his reception. "Ah," cried the

transported valet, "who will see us there, and believe we could ever

have endured, for so many months, the hard vigils of that horrid

College!"

"And yet," said Louis, striving to recall his attention from his

growing fears respecting the safety of Ignatius; "it seems to me that

College seclusion, and even its austerities, are better calculated to

please the taste of your master; than the public bustle, and scenes of

luxury, you have just described."

"That may be, Signor!" replied Martini, "but times change men, as men

change the times; so, I make no more manifestoes for my master, than

for myself."

"But I wish you had taken more care of him!" returned Louis, rising

from his seat; "Indeed Martini, after his having been once assailed,

you ought not to have allowed him to set out alone."

"Allowed him!" retorted the Italian, "allowed my master! He has never

been _allowed_ in his life! He has always done just as his will impells

him: and, I know not the man on earth, who dare to say to him, _I

withhold_, or _I allow_!"

"You mistake me. I did not mean to invest you with a lord's controul

over the Sieur; but ought you not to have asked his permission to

attend him? Ought you not to have entreated him, when you knew, by so

recent an experience, that the assassin's poniard lies in wait for his

life?"

"My master commands, and I obey, Signor!" replied Martini, "that is

the duty he requires of me, and he would banish me for presumption,

should I proffer any other."

"He ought to be a god," returned Louis, "to live in such proud

loneliness! But I am too much of a mortal, not to be anxious about his

safety, and I request you to let me have the earliest intelligence

respecting him."

Martini answered carelessly, "that as things were, it was impossible

to learn any thing until the suite should arrive;" "but," added he,

"I shall then have the happiness of conducting you to the _Palais

d'Espagne_, where you will see him."

"Be punctual to your hour;" replied Louis, "for I shall impatiently

await you."

Martini crossed himself, in ratification of his word, and with a step,

light as his spirits, danced out of the apartment.

"Joy, the joy of the heart!" ejaculated Louis, as he looked after

the jocund Italian, "is not gay; it is soul-centered; and calls for

meditation on its own perfection!"

Louis's imagination, kindled by the ardent affection he had ever

cherished in his bosom for his father, was again called forth to set

that image of his idolatry in a halo of the purest lustre. The name of

parent seemed to consecrate the adoration of his heart. There could be

no excess, he thought, in loving him from whom his being and his honour

were derived; and, in the ardour of his enthusiasm, he beseeched the

Almighty to bless him with a virtue worthy of such a father; and, that

in every contest with his passions, he might conduct himself as became

his ancestry on earth, and his nobler origin in heaven!

In hours like these, Louis learnt the full value of the pious offices

to which the instructions of the Pastor of Lindisfarne had habituated

his mind. The heavenly serenity which presided over the heart of the

venerable man, was the best proof of his precepts. "My son," he used

to say, "whether you are agitated with joy, or with grief, let your

first counsellor be the dispenser of both. His gracious spirit is ready

to assuage the burning glances of the one, by the dewy incense of a

grateful heart; and he will illuminate the shadows of the other, by the

starry light of faith and hope."

Louis did not permit the contemplation of future high duties, to dull

the recollection of present ones, however lowly, that were yet to be

performed. He gathered the papers in his writing-room, and confided

them to an obscure closet in a remote part of the Chateau; where, he

believed, they would be secure from either curiosity or depredation,

till he should be commissioned to transfer them to some other custody.

As the time drew nigh for the promised summons to the _Palais

d'Espagne_, his watch was drawn out again and again. But when minutes

only intervened between his wishes and the eventful hour, he held it in

his hand, and paced the room with a beating heart. He heard a step in

the gallery. He flew to the door. It was Martini.

"Is he arrived?" cried Louis, rushing towards him.

"No," replied the Italian. "But haste. I expect the cavalcade every

moment, and your carriage is at the gate."

Louis seemed to have made but one step from the hall to the carriage.

He was seated in it, and leaning breathless against the back, with his

hand over his face, when Martini jumped in by his side. The lively

valet discoursed with his usual fluency, but what he said, his auditor

did not know: he had no outward perception, all was absorbed within.

The vehicle stopped; he thought the horses must have flown, when

Martini exclaimed, "we are at the _Palais d'Espagne_. Signor you must

alight."

Louis aroused himself, and looked around. He was in the court-yard of

a superb mansion, thronged with a crowd of liveried attendants walking

to and fro under the colonades and portico. The spacious doors of the

house stood open. Louis sprang from the carriage, and, without noticing

the men who bowed as he passed, hurried through the great vestibule

after Martini. The valet preceded him up the lofty stair-case to a

range of gorgeous apartments. The first and second were full of Spanish

merchants, resident at Vienna; eagerly awaiting the entrance of an

Embassador, who had obtained the restitution of all the privileges,

which had been wrested from them when the Austrian family lost the

crown of Spain. The next chamber was a saloon of Imperial magnificence.

"Here, Signor," said the Italian, "you must attend the commands of the

Duke de Ripperda." And without another word, he bowed slightly, and

hastened away.

Louis's feelings were wound up almost to torture, during the short

interval between that moment, and the one in which his expecting ear

caught the trampling of horses, and the buz of an approaching crowd.

He rushed to the window, and beheld a train of travelling carriages

filled with the suite of the embassy, sweeping by the great gates

of the mansion, while the court-yard was filled by populace, and an

immense cavalcade in splendid Spanish uniforms. Immediately following

the latter, appeared six horses, richly caparisoned, and drawing a

carriage surmounted with the ducal coronet. Louis saw no more. That

carriage contained his father! He started from the window. The air

resounded with shouts. He pressed his clasped hands on his bursting

heart. A few minutes more, and Martini darted into the outer-room that

contained the merchants. The door was open; and Louis heard him say,

"The Ambassador!" The next instant he beheld a man of such resplendent

aspect--a step, a form, an air; a bowing dignity, as he bent his

gracious head, waving with white plumes to the grateful Spaniards who

thronged around him--that Louis felt at once, it was his Father! His

feet were rivetted to the spot on which he stood; his eyes on that

august figure; but it was with the dazzled gaze of eager, expecting joy.

The crowd separated from before their benefactor, and he entered the

saloon. As he advanced into the room, the door was closed behind

him, and while the unshorn star of prosperity seemed fixed in his

magnificent countenance, he made a hasty step forward, and extended his

arms to his son.

With a cry of joy, in which nothing was articulate but--"My Father!"

Louis precipitated himself towards him, and fell upon his breast. The

Duke strained him to his bosom; but that over-wrought heart had ceased

to beat; and, with a moistened cheek, he pressed the insensible lips of

his too happy son.

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