CHAPTER LV. MIRABEL SEES HIS WAY.

Reaching the hotel at which he was accustomed to stay when he was in

London, Mirabel locked the door of his room. He looked at the houses on

the opposite side of the street. His mind was in such a state of morbid

distrust that he lowered the blind over the window. In solitude and

obscurity, the miserable wretch sat down in a corner, and covered his

face with his hands, and tried to realize what had happened to him.

Nothing had been said at the fatal interview with Emily, which could

have given him the slightest warning of what was to come. Her father’s

name--absolutely unknown to him when he fled from the inn--had only been

communicated to the public by the newspaper reports of the adjourned

inquest. At the time when those reports appeared, he was in hiding,

under circumstances which prevented him from seeing a newspaper. While

the murder was still a subject of conversation, he was in France--far

out of the track of English travelers--and he remained on the continent

until the summer of eighteen hundred and eighty-one. No exercise of

discretion, on his part, could have extricated him from the terrible

position in which he was now placed. He stood pledged to Emily to

discover the man suspected of the murder of her father; and that man

was--himself!

What refuge was left open to him?

If he took to flight, his sudden disappearance would be a suspicious

circumstance in itself, and would therefore provoke inquiries which

might lead to serious results. Supposing that he overlooked the risk

thus presented, would he be capable of enduring a separation from

Emily, which might be a separation for life? Even in the first horror

of discovering his situation, her influence remained unshaken--the

animating spirit of the one manly capacity for resistance which raised

him above the reach of his own fears. The only prospect before him which

he felt himself to be incapable of contemplating, was the prospect of

leaving Emily.

Having arrived at this conclusion, his fears urged him to think of

providing for his own safety.

The first precaution to adopt was to separate Emily from friends whose

advice might be hostile to his interests--perhaps even subversive of his

security. To effect this design, he had need of an ally whom he could

trust. That ally was at his disposal, far away in the north.

At the time when Francine’s jealousy began to interfere with all

freedom of intercourse between Emily and himself at Monksmoor, he had

contemplated making arrangements which might enable them to meet at the

house of his invalid sister, Mrs. Delvin. He had spoken of her, and of

the bodily affliction which confined her to her room, in terms which

had already interested Emily. In the present emergency, he decided on

returning to the subject, and on hastening the meeting between the two

women which he had first suggested at Mr. Wyvil’s country seat.

No time was to be lost in carrying out this intention. He wrote to Mrs.

Delvin by that day’s post; confiding to her, in the first place, the

critical position in which he now found himself. This done, he proceeded

as follows:

“To your sound judgment, dearest Agatha, it may appear that I am making

myself needlessly uneasy about the future. Two persons only know that I

am the man who escaped from the inn at Zeeland. You are one of them, and

Miss Jethro is the other. On you I can absolutely rely; and, after my

experience of her, I ought to feel sure of Miss Jethro. I admit this;

but I cannot get over my distrust of Emily’s friends. I fear the cunning

old doctor; I doubt Mr. Wyvil; I hate Alban Morris.

“Do me a favor, my dear. Invite Emily to be your guest, and so separate

her from these friends. The old servant who attends on her will be

included in the invitation, of course. Mrs. Ellmother is, as I believe,

devoted to the interests of Mr. Alban Morris: she will be well out

of the way of doing mischief, while we have her safe in your northern

solitude.

“There is no fear that Emily will refuse your invitation.

“In the first place, she is already interested in you. In the second

place, I shall consider the small proprieties of social life; and,

instead of traveling with her to your house, I shall follow by a later

train. In the third place, I am now the chosen adviser in whom she

trusts; and what I tell her to do, she will do. It pains me, really

and truly pains me, to be compelled to deceive her--but the other

alternative is to reveal myself as the wretch of whom she is in search.

Was there ever such a situation? And, oh, Agatha, I am so fond of her!

If I fail to persuade her to be my wife, I don’t care what becomes

of me. I used to think disgrace, and death on the scaffold, the most

frightful prospect that a man can contemplate. In my present frame of

mind, a life without Emily may just as well end in that way as in any

other. When we are together in your old sea-beaten tower, do your best,

my dear, to incline the heart of this sweet girl toward me. If she

remains in London, how do I know that Mr. Morris may not recover the

place he has lost in her good opinion? The bare idea of it turns me

cold.

“There is one more point on which I must touch, before I can finish my

letter.

“When you last wrote, you told me that Sir Jervis Redwood was not

expected to live much longer, and that the establishment would be broken

up after his death. Can you find out for me what will become, under the

circumstances, of Mr. and Mrs. Rook? So far as I am concerned, I don’t

doubt that the alteration in my personal appearance, which has protected

me for years past, may be trusted to preserve me from recognition by

these two people. But it is of the utmost importance, remembering the

project to which Emily has devoted herself, that she should not meet

with Mrs. Rook. They have been already in correspondence; and Mrs. Rook

has expressed an intention (if the opportunity offers itself) of calling

at the cottage. Another reason, and a pressing reason, for removing

Emily from London! We can easily keep the Rooks out of _your_ house;

but I own I should feel more at my ease, if I heard that they had left

Northumberland.”

With that confession, Mrs. Delvin’s brother closed his letter.

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