CHAPTER XLVI. PRETENDING.

Miss de Sor began cautiously with an apology. “Excuse me, Mr. Mirabel,

for reminding you of my presence.”

Mr. Mirabel made no reply.

“I beg to say,” Francine proceeded, “that I didn’t intentionally see you

kiss Emily’s hand.”

Mirabel stood, looking at the roses which Emily had left on her chair,

as completely absorbed in his own thoughts as if he had been alone in

the garden.

“Am I not even worth notice?” Francine asked. “Ah, I know to whom I

am indebted for your neglect!” She took him familiarly by the arm, and

burst into a harsh laugh. “Tell me now, in confidence--do you think

Emily is fond of you?”

The impression left by Emily’s kindness was still fresh in Mirabel’s

memory: he was in no humor to submit to the jealous resentment of a

woman whom he regarded with perfect indifference. Through the varnish

of politeness which overlaid his manner, there rose to the surface the

underlying insolence, hidden, on all ordinary occasions, from all human

eyes. He answered Francine--mercilessly answered her--at last.

“It is the dearest hope of my life that she may be fond of me,” he said.

Francine dropped his arm “And fortune favors your hopes,” she added,

with an ironical assumption of interest in Mirabel’s prospects. “When

Mr. Morris leaves us to-morrow, he removes the only obstacle you have to

fear. Am I right?”

“No; you are wrong.”

“In what way, if you please?”

“In this way. I don’t regard Mr. Morris as an obstacle. Emily is too

delicate and too kind to hurt his feelings--she is not in love with him.

There is no absorbing interest in her mind to divert her thoughts from

me. She is idle and happy; she thoroughly enjoys her visit to this

house, and I am associated with her enjoyment. There is my chance--!”

He suddenly stopped. Listening to him thus far, unnaturally calm and

cold, Francine now showed that she felt the lash of his contempt. A

hideous smile passed slowly over her white face. It threatened the

vengeance which knows no fear, no pity, no remorse--the vengeance of a

jealous woman. Hysterical anger, furious language, Mirabel was prepared

for. The smile frightened him.

“Well?” she said scornfully, “why don’t you go on?”

A bolder man might still have maintained the audacious position which

he had assumed. Mirabel’s faint heart shrank from it. He was eager

to shelter himself under the first excuse that he could find. His

ingenuity, paralyzed by his fears, was unable to invent anything new. He

feebly availed himself of the commonplace trick of evasion which he had

read of in novels, and seen in action on the stage.

“Is it possible,” he asked, with an overacted assumption of surprise,

“that you think I am in earnest?”

In the case of any other person, Francine would have instantly seen

through that flimsy pretense. But the love which accepts the meanest

crumbs of comfort that can be thrown to it--which fawns and grovels

and deliberately deceives itself, in its own intensely selfish

interests--was the love that burned in Francine’s breast. The wretched

girl believed Mirabel with such an ecstatic sense of belief that she

trembled in every limb, and dropped into the nearest chair.

“_I_ was in earnest,” she said faintly. “Didn’t you see it?”

He was perfectly shameless; he denied that he had seen it, in the most

positive manner. “Upon my honor, I thought you were mystifying me, and I

humored the joke.”

She sighed, and looking at him with an expression of tender reproach. “I

wonder whether I can believe you,” she said softly.

“Indeed you may believe me!” he assured her.

She hesitated--for the pleasure of hesitating. “I don’t know. Emily is

very much admired by some men. Why not by you?”

“For the best of reasons,” he answered “She is poor, and I am poor.

Those are facts which speak for themselves.”

“Yes--but Emily is bent on attracting you. She would marry you

to-morrow, if you asked her. Don’t attempt to deny it! Besides, you

kissed her hand.”

“Oh, Miss de Sor!”

“Don’t call me ‘Miss de Sor’! Call me Francine. I want to know why you

kissed her hand.”

He humored her with inexhaustible servility. “Allow me to kiss _your_

hand, Francine!--and let me explain that kissing a lady’s hand is only a

form of thanking her for her kindness. You must own that Emily--”

She interrupted him for the third time. “Emily?” she repeated. “Are you

as familiar as that already? Does she call you ‘Miles,’ when you are

by yourselves? Is there any effort at fascination which this charming

creature has left untried? She told you no doubt what a lonely life she

leads in her poor little home?”

Even Mirabel felt that he must not permit this to pass.

“She has said nothing to me about herself,” he answered. “What I know of

her, I know from Mr. Wyvil.”

“Oh, indeed! You asked Mr. Wyvil about her family, of course? What did

he say?”

“He said she lost her mother when she was a child--and he told me her

father had died suddenly, a few years since, of heart complaint.”

“Well, and what else?--Never mind now! Here is somebody coming.”

The person was only one of the servants. Mirabel felt grateful to

the man for interrupting them. Animated by sentiments of a precisely

opposite nature, Francine spoke to him sharply.

“What do you want here?”

“A message, miss.”

“From whom?”

“From Miss Brown.”

“For me?”

“No, miss.” He turned to Mirabel. “Miss Brown wishes to speak to you,

sir, if you are not engaged.”

Francine controlled herself until the man was out of hearing.

“Upon my word, this is too shameless!” she declared indignantly. “Emily

can’t leave you with me for five minutes, without wanting to see you

again. If you go to her after all that you have said to me,” she cried,

threatening Mirabel with her outstretched hand, “you are the meanest of

men!”

He _was_ the meanest of men--he carried out his cowardly submission to

the last extremity.

“Only say what you wish me to do,” he replied.

Even Francine expected some little resistance from a creature bearing

the outward appearance of a man. “Oh, do you really mean it?” she asked

“I want you to disappoint Emily. Will you stay here, and let me make

your excuses?”

“I will do anything to please you.”

Francine gave him a farewell look. Her admiration made a desperate

effort to express itself appropriately in words. “You are not a man,”

she said, “you are an angel!”

Left by himself, Mirabel sat down to rest. He reviewed his own conduct

with perfect complacency. “Not one man in a hundred could have managed

that she-devil as I have done,” he thought. “How shall I explain matters

to Emily?”

Considering this question, he looked by chance at the unfinished

crown of roses. “The very thing to help me!” he said--and took out his

pocketbook, and wrote these lines on a blank page: “I have had a scene

of jealousy with Miss de Sor, which is beyond all description. To spare

_you_ a similar infliction, I have done violence to my own feelings.

Instead of instantly obeying the message which you have so kindly sent

to me, I remain here for a little while--entirely for your sake.”

Having torn out the page, and twisted it up among the roses, so that

only a corner of the paper appeared in view, Mirabel called to a lad who

was at work in the garden, and gave him his directions, accompanied by a

shilling. “Take those flowers to the servants’ hall, and tell one of the

maids to put them in Miss Brown’s room. Stop! Which is the way to the

fruit garden?”

The lad gave the necessary directions. Mirabel walked away slowly,

with his hands in his pockets. His nerves had been shaken; he thought a

little fruit might refresh him.

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