CHAPTER XXIX. “BONY.”

Mrs. Ellmother reluctantly entered the room.

Since Emily had seen her last, her personal appearance doubly justified

the nickname by which her late mistress had distinguished her. The old

servant was worn and wasted; her gown hung loose on her angular body;

the big bones of her face stood out, more prominently than ever. She

took Emily’s offered hand doubtingly. “I hope I see you well, miss,”

she said--with hardly a vestige left of her former firmness of voice

and manner.

“I am afraid you have been suffering from illness,” Emily answered

gently.

“It’s the life I’m leading that wears me down; I want work and change.”

Making that reply, she looked round, and discovered Francine observing

her with undisguised curiosity. “You have got company with you,” she

said to Emily. “I had better go away, and come back another time.”

Francine stopped her before she could open the door. “You mustn’t go

away; I wish to speak to you.”

“About what, miss?”

The eyes of the two women met--one, near the end of her life,

concealing under a rugged surface a nature sensitively affectionate and

incorruptibly true: the other, young in years, without the virtues of

youth, hard in manner and hard at heart. In silence on either side,

they stood face to face; strangers brought together by the force of

circumstances, working inexorably toward their hidden end.

Emily introduced Mrs. Ellmother to Francine. “It may be worth your

while,” she hinted, “to hear what this young lady has to say.”

Mrs. Ellmother listened, with little appearance of interest in anything

that a stranger might have to say: her eyes rested on the card which

contained her written request to Emily. Francine, watching her closely,

understood what was passing in her mind. It might be worth while to

conciliate the old woman by a little act of attention. Turning to Emily,

Francine pointed to the card lying on the table. “You have not attended

yet to Mr. Ellmother’s request,” she said.

Emily at once assured Mrs. Ellmother that the request was granted. “But

is it wise,” she asked, “to go out to service again, at your age?”

“I have been used to service all my life, Miss Emily--that’s one reason.

And service may help me to get rid of my own thoughts--that’s another.

If you can find me a situation somewhere, you will be doing me a good

turn.”

“Is it useless to suggest that you might come back, and live with me?”

Emily ventured to say.

Mrs. Ellmother’s head sank on her breast. “Thank you kindly, miss; it

_is_ useless.”

“Why is it useless?” Francine asked.

Mrs. Ellmother was silent.

“Miss de Sor is speaking to you,” Emily reminded her.

“Am I to answer Miss de Sor?”

Attentively observing what passed, and placing her own construction on

looks and tones, it suddenly struck Francine that Emily herself might be

in Mrs. Ellmother’s confidence, and that she might have reasons of her

own for assuming ignorance when awkward questions were asked. For the

moment at least, Francine decided on keeping her suspicions to herself.

“I may perhaps offer you the employment you want,” she said to Mrs.

Ellmother. “I am staying at Brighton, for the present, with the lady who

was Miss Emily’s schoolmistress, and I am in need of a maid. Would you

be willing to consider it, if I proposed to engage you?”

“Yes, miss.”

“In that case, you can hardly object to the customary inquiry. Why did

you leave your last place?”

Mrs. Ellmother appealed to Emily. “Did you tell this young lady how long

I remained in my last place?”

Melancholy remembrances had been revived in Emily by the turn which the

talk had now taken. Francine’s cat-like patience, stealthily feeling its

way to its end, jarred on her nerves. “Yes,” she said; “in justice to

you, I have mentioned your long term of service.”

Mrs. Ellmother addressed Francine. “You know, miss, that I served

my late mistress for over twenty-five years. Will you please remember

that--and let it be a reason for not asking me why I left my place.”

Francine smiled compassionately. “My good creature, you have mentioned

the very reason why I _should_ ask. You live five-and-twenty years with

your mistress--and then suddenly leave her--and you expect me to pass

over this extraordinary proceeding without inquiry. Take a little time

to think.”

“I want no time to think. What I had in my mind, when I left Miss

Letitia, is something which I refuse to explain, miss, to you, or to

anybody.”

She recovered some of her old firmness, when she made that reply.

Francine saw the necessity of yielding--for the time at least, Emily

remained silent, oppressed by remembrance of the doubts and fears which

had darkened the last miserable days of her aunt’s illness. She began

already to regret having made Francine and Mrs. Ellmother known to each

other.

“I won’t dwell on what appears to be a painful subject,” Francine

graciously resumed. “I meant no offense. You are not angry, I hope?”

“Sorry, miss. I might have been angry, at one time. That time is over.”

It was said sadly and resignedly: Emily heard the answer. Her heart

ached as she looked at the old servant, and thought of the contrast

between past and present. With what a hearty welcome this broken woman

had been used to receive her in the bygone holiday-time! Her eyes

moistened. She felt the merciless persistency of Francine, as if it had

been an insult offered to herself. “Give it up!” she said sharply.

“Leave me, my dear, to manage my own business,” Francine replied. “About

your qualifications?” she continued, turning coolly to Mrs. Ellmother.

“Can you dress hair?”

“Yes.”

“I ought to tell you,” Francine insisted, “that I am very particular

about my hair.”

“My mistress was very particular about her hair,” Mrs. Ellmother

answered.

“Are you a good needlewoman?”

“As good as ever I was--with the help of my spectacles.”

Francine turned to Emily. “See how well we get on together. We are

beginning to understand each other already. I am an odd creature, Mrs.

Ellmother. Sometimes, I take sudden likings to persons--I have taken a

liking to you. Do you begin to think a little better of me than you did?

I hope you will produce the right impression on Miss Ladd; you shall

have every assistance that I can give. I will beg Miss Ladd, as a favor

to me, not to ask you that one forbidden question.”

Poor Mrs. Ellmother, puzzled by the sudden appearance of Francine in the

character of an eccentric young lady, the creature of genial impulse,

thought it right to express her gratitude for the promised interference

in her favor. “That’s kind of you, miss,” she said.

“No, no, only just. I ought to tell you there’s one thing Miss Ladd

is strict about--sweethearts. Are you quite sure,” Francine inquired

jocosely, “that you can answer for yourself, in that particular?”

This effort of humor produced its intended effect. Mrs. Ellmother,

thrown off her guard, actually smiled. “Lord, miss, what will you say

next!”

“My good soul, I will say something next that is more to the purpose. If

Miss Ladd asks me why you have so unaccountably refused to be a servant

again in this house, I shall take care to say that it is certainly not

out of dislike to Miss Emily.”

“You need say nothing of the sort,” Emily quietly remarked.

“And still less,” Francine proceeded, without noticing the

interruption--“still less through any disagreeable remembrances of Miss

Emily’s aunt.”

Mrs. Ellmother saw the trap that had been set for her. “It won’t do,

miss,” she said.

“What won’t do?”

“Trying to pump me.”

Francine burst out laughing. Emily noticed an artificial ring in her

gayety which suggested that she was exasperated, rather than amused, by

the repulse which had baffled her curiosity once more.

Mrs. Ellmother reminded the merry young lady that the proposed

arrangement between them had not been concluded yet. “Am I to

understand, miss, that you will keep a place open for me in your

service?”

“You are to understand,” Francine replied sharply, “that I must have

Miss Ladd’s approval before I can engage you. Suppose you come to

Brighton? I will pay your fare, of course.”

“Never mind my fare, miss. Will you give up pumping?”

“Make your mind easy. It’s quite useless to attempt pumping _you_. When

will you come?”

Mrs. Ellmother pleaded for a little delay. “I’m altering my gowns,” she

said. “I get thinner and thinner--don’t I, Miss Emily? My work won’t be

done before Thursday.”

“Let us say Friday, then,” Francine proposed.

“Friday!” Mrs. Ellmother exclaimed. “You forget that Friday is an

unlucky day.”

“I forgot that, certainly! How can you be so absurdly superstitious.”

“You may call it what you like, miss. I have good reason to think as I

do. I was married on a Friday--and a bitter bad marriage it turned out

to be. Superstitious, indeed! You don’t know what my experience has

been. My only sister was one of a party of thirteen at dinner; and she

died within the year. If we are to get on together nicely, I’ll take

that journey on Saturday, if you please.”

“Anything to satisfy you,” Francine agreed; “there is the address. Come

in the middle of the day, and we will give you your dinner. No fear

of our being thirteen in number. What will you do, if you have the

misfortune to spill the salt?”

“Take a pinch between my finger and thumb, and throw it over my left

shoulder,” Mrs. Ellmother answered gravely. “Good-day, miss.”

“Good-day.”

Emily followed the departing visitor out to the hall. She had seen

and heard enough to decide her on trying to break off the proposed

negotiation--with the one kind purpose of protecting Mrs. Ellmother

against the pitiless curiosity of Francine.

“Do you think you and that young lady are likely to get on well

together?” she asked.

“I have told you already, Miss Emily, I want to get away from my own

home and my own thoughts; I don’t care where I go, so long as I do

that.” Having answered in those words, Mrs. Ellmother opened the door,

and waited a while, thinking. “I wonder whether the dead know what is

going on in the world they have left?” she said, looking at Emily. “If

they do, there’s one among them knows my thoughts, and feels for me.

Good-by, miss--and don’t think worse of me than I deserve.”

Emily went back to the parlor. The only resource left was to plead with

Francine for mercy to Mrs. Ellmother.

“Do you really mean to give it up?” she asked.

“To give up--what? ‘Pumping,’ as that obstinate old creature calls it?”

Emily persisted. “Don’t worry the poor old soul! However strangely she

may have left my aunt and me her motives are kind and good--I am sure of

that. Will you let her keep her harmless little secret?”

“Oh, of course!”

“I don’t believe you, Francine!”

“Don’t you? I am like Cecilia--I am getting hungry. Shall we have some

lunch?”

“You hard-hearted creature!”

“Does that mean--no luncheon until I have owned the truth? Suppose _you_

own the truth? I won’t tell Mrs. Ellmother that you have betrayed her.”

“For the last time, Francine--I know no more of it than you do. If you

persist in taking your own view, you as good as tell me I lie; and you

will oblige me to leave the room.”

Even Francine’s obstinacy was compelled to give way, so far as

appearances went. Still possessed by the delusion that Emily was

deceiving her, she was now animated by a stronger motive than mere

curiosity. Her sense of her own importance imperatively urged her to

prove that she was not a person who could be deceived with impunity.

“I beg your pardon,” she said with humility. “But I must positively have

it out with Mrs. Ellmother. She has been more than a match for me--my

turn next. I mean to get the better of her; and I shall succeed.”

“I have already told you, Francine--you will fail.”

“My dear, I am a dunce, and I don’t deny it. But let me tell you one

thing. I haven’t lived all my life in the West Indies, among black

servants, without learning something.”

“What do you mean?”

“More, my clever friend, than you are likely to guess. In the meantime,

don’t forget the duties of hospitality. Ring the bell for luncheon.”

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