CHAPTER VIII. MASTER AND PUPIL.

Emily’s impulse was to avoid the drawing-master for the second time.

The moment afterward, a kinder feeling prevailed. The farewell interview

with Cecilia had left influences which pleaded for Alban Morris. It

was the day of parting good wishes and general separations: he had only

perhaps come to say good-by. She advanced to offer her hand, when he

stopped her by pointing to Sir Jervis Redwood’s card.

“May I say a word, Miss Emily, about that woman?” he asked

“Do you mean Mrs. Rook?”

“Yes. You know, of course, why she comes here?”

“She comes here by appointment, to take me to Sir Jervis Redwood’s

house. Are you acquainted with her?”

“She is a perfect stranger to me. I met her by accident on her way

here. If Mrs. Rook had been content with asking me to direct her to the

school, I should not be troubling you at this moment. But she forced her

conversation on me. And she said something which I think you ought to

know. Have you heard of Sir Jervis Redwood’s housekeeper before to-day?”

“I have only heard what my friend--Miss Cecilia Wyvil--has told me.”

“Did Miss Cecilia tell you that Mrs. Rook was acquainted with your

father or with any members of your family?”

“Certainly not!”

Alban reflected. “It was natural enough,” he resumed, “that Mrs. Rook

should feel some curiosity about You. What reason had she for putting

a question to me about your father--and putting it in a very strange

manner?”

Emily’s interest was instantly excited. She led the way back to the

seats in the shade. “Tell me, Mr. Morris, exactly what the woman said.”

As she spoke, she signed to him to be seated.

Alban observed the natural grace of her action when she set him the

example of taking a chair, and the little heightening of her color

caused by anxiety to hear what he had still to tell her. Forgetting the

restraint that he had hitherto imposed on himself, he enjoyed the luxury

of silently admiring her. Her manner betrayed none of the conscious

confusion which would have shown itself, if her heart had been

secretly inclined toward him. She saw the man looking at her. In simple

perplexity she looked at the man.

“Are you hesitating on my account?” she asked. “Did Mrs. Rook say

something of my father which I mustn’t hear?”

“No, no! nothing of the sort!”

“You seem to be confused.”

Her innocent indifference tried his patience sorely. His memory went

back to the past time--recalled the ill-placed passion of his youth, and

the cruel injury inflicted on him--his pride was roused. Was he

making himself ridiculous? The vehement throbbing of his heart almost

suffocated him. And there she sat, wondering at his odd behavior. “Even

this girl is as cold-blooded as the rest of her sex!” That angry thought

gave him back his self-control. He made his excuses with the easy

politeness of a man of the world.

“I beg your pardon, Miss Emily; I was considering how to put what I have

to say in the fewest and plainest words. Let me try if I can do it.

If Mrs. Rook had merely asked me whether your father and mother were

living, I should have attributed the question to the commonplace

curiosity of a gossiping woman, and have thought no more of it. What

she actually did say was this: ‘Perhaps you can tell me if Miss Emily’s

father--’ There she checked herself, and suddenly altered the question

in this way: ‘If Miss Emily’s _parents_ are living?’ I may be making

mountains out of molehills; but I thought at the time (and think still)

that she had some special interest in inquiring after your father, and,

not wishing me to notice it for reasons of her own, changed the form

of the question so as to include your mother. Does this strike you as a

far-fetched conclusion?”

“Whatever it may be,” Emily said, “it is my conclusion, too. How did you

answer her?”

“Quite easily. I could give her no information--and I said so.”

“Let me offer you the information, Mr. Morris, before we say anything

more. I have lost both my parents.”

Alban’s momentary outbreak of irritability was at an end. He was earnest

and yet gentle, again; he forgave her for not understanding how dear and

how delightful to him she was. “Will it distress you,” he said, “if I

ask how long it is since your father died?”

“Nearly four years,” she replied. “He was the most generous of men; Mrs.

Rook’s interest in him may surely have been a grateful interest. He

may have been kind to her in past years--and she may remember him

thankfully. Don’t you think so?”

Alban was unable to agree with her. “If Mrs. Rook’s interest in your

father was the harmless interest that you have suggested,” he said, “why

should she have checked herself in that unaccountable manner, when she

first asked me if he was living? The more I think of it now, the less

sure I feel that she knows anything at all of your family history. It

may help me to decide, if you will tell me at what time the death of

your mother took place.”

“So long ago,” Emily replied, “that I can’t even remember her death. I

was an infant at the time.”

“And yet Mrs. Rook asked me if your ‘parents’ were living! One of two

things,” Alban concluded. “Either there is some mystery in this matter,

which we cannot hope to penetrate at present--or Mrs. Rook may have been

speaking at random; on the chance of discovering whether you are related

to some ‘Mr. Brown’ whom she once knew.”

“Besides,” Emily added, “it’s only fair to remember what a common family

name mine is, and how easily people may make mistakes. I should like

to know if my dear lost father was really in her mind when she spoke to

you. Do you think I could find it out?”

“If Mrs. Rook has any reasons for concealment, I believe you would

have no chance of finding it out--unless, indeed, you could take her by

surprise.”

“In what way, Mr. Morris?”

“Only one way occurs to me just now,” he said. “Do you happen to have a

miniature or a photograph of your father?”

Emily held out a handsome locket, with a monogram in diamonds, attached

to her watch chain. “I have his photograph here,” she rejoined; “given

to me by my dear old aunt, in the days of her prosperity. Shall I show

it to Mrs. Rook?”

“Yes--if she happens, by good luck, to offer you an opportunity.”

Impatient to try the experiment, Emily rose as he spoke. “I mustn’t keep

Mrs. Rook waiting,” she said.

Alban stopped her, on the point of leaving him. The confusion and

hesitation which she had already noticed began to show themselves in his

manner once more.

“Miss Emily, may I ask you a favor before you go? I am only one of the

masters employed in the school; but I don’t think--let me say, I hope I

am not guilty of presumption--if I offer to be of some small service to

one of my pupils--”

There his embarrassment mastered him. He despised himself not only

for yielding to his own weakness, but for faltering like a fool in the

expression of a simple request. The next words died away on his lips.

This time, Emily understood him.

The subtle penetration which had long since led her to the discovery

of his secret--overpowered, thus far, by the absorbing interest of the

moment--now recovered its activity. In an instant, she remembered that

Alban’s motive for cautioning her, in her coming intercourse with Mrs.

Rook, was not the merely friendly motive which might have actuated him,

in the case of one of the other girls. At the same time, her quickness

of apprehension warned her not to risk encouraging this persistent

lover, by betraying any embarrassment on her side. He was evidently

anxious to be present (in her interests) at the interview with Mrs.

Rook. Why not? Could he reproach her with raising false hope, if she

accepted his services, under circumstances of doubt and difficulty which

he had himself been the first to point out? He could do nothing of the

sort. Without waiting until he had recovered himself, she answered him

(to all appearances) as composedly as if he had spoken to her in the

plainest terms.

“After all that you have told me,” she said, “I shall indeed feel

obliged if you will be present when I see Mrs. Rook.”

The eager brightening of his eyes, the flush of happiness that made him

look young on a sudden, were signs not to be mistaken. The sooner they

were in the presence of a third person (Emily privately concluded) the

better it might be for both of them. She led the way rapidly to the

house.

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